So sleepy, tired, hungry, everyone have a goodnight, morning, wherever 당신 are in the globe. I mean on the globe. Everyone stay dreaming. ^^ Hope we get 더 많이 active fans, 게시됨 over a year ago

OH MY GAWSH!!!
I got a new medal!!! Yay!!! <3333 And a dedicated medal too! XD XD
Soooo happy!!! <3 \^o^/ 게시됨 over a year ago

I 사랑 RACHEL CROW!!! <333
She's weird, she's funny, shes cool and best of all, she's herself. 게시됨 over a year ago

Oki anyone online? 게시됨 over a year ago

Why isn't this club as active as it was before? Everything used to be so much fun and this club was completely special.
I hope Dream Diary becomes like that again :) 게시됨 over a year ago

<3 I say this is the awesomest club I've joined on 팬팝 게시됨 over a year ago

Joined! 게시됨 over a year ago

저기요 every1, what is your preference in role playing, do 당신 like to role play humans, cats, dogs, wolves, warriors, sonic characters, furries, demons, etc etc etc ? 게시됨 over a year ago

:) I just stopped myself from posting something stupid about myself... shoot, 의해 saying this I'm making myself sound stupid again, anyways... I might seem like a crazy happy hippy person, but really I have lots of sides and in public I'm crazy 게시됨 over a year ago

Almost there... .Come on Ellen... .Almost there.... Almost.... Couple 더 많이 articles, ptictures comments... .Common ellen... Common....... 게시됨 over a year ago

Ive honesly given up on everything. Im just done. I dont care what happens to me anymore. Im fine but at the same time i could reach over and grab a 칼, 나이프 and cut up my vein and not give to shits either. I just want out. 게시됨 over a year ago

I'm BACK!!!!! 게시됨 over a year ago

ANNIE-CHAN IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXITED! WE ALL MISSED 당신 SOOOOO FREAKING MUCH HUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO OVER-JOYED WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE IT!!!! LUV LUV LUV YA ANNIE!!!!!!!!!! <3333333 <3333333 X3 X3 X3 X3 X3 X3 X3 XD XD XD XD XD XD XD 게시됨 over a year ago

This is the best 팬팝 club I've joined 의해 far :). I'm new here... :) 게시됨 over a year ago

Dream Diary has its own website!!!

link

Check it out! And if any one wants their writing, drawings, stories of what makes them ttheirself, then 메시지함 me 또는 something!! I'm just really hyper now! 게시됨 over a year ago

Dear Alli, Mallory, Maria and Ellen,

I'm so sorry for doing this but..sadly, it's my time to leave this place. I know you're wondering why but I cant say my reasons why. I'm so sorry for leaving on such short notice but I truly think it's time for me to leave. I know your thinking of persuading me into staying but I've made my decision crystal clear on this post..I'm so so happy I've met 당신 four girls on here..it's been such a crazy up/down ride for me <3 게시됨 over a year ago

Guess whaa! I had my hair trimmed, cut, and got my bangs styled diff!! I 사랑 this new chill and so lets so how it works out.

Sooo...I also got neon striped palm gloves and a wallet that says, "Talk Nerdy To Me."

Aww, oh and a P!nk 음악회, 콘서트 is coming close to where I live so I might get to go!!! Yay!

Punk Bites,
xoxo
SG 게시됨 over a year ago

If I dont hear from Mallory in 14 days 또는 more, I will post an 기사 about her in Dream Diary and my spot. 게시됨 over a year ago

One week after settling into school and my first-ever-friend got bullied 헤로인 in the face 의해 a guy in my class. Dude, these stuff about bullying has GOT TO STOP. Nobody in this Earth deserves to be treated 의해 bullies.
I'm so damn SICK about them and it's putting me through such sadness and pain that I cannot believe its happening, right here, at my new school.

WHO IN THEIR FRIGGIN' MIND INVENTED SUCH A THINK CALLED BULLYING?!?!?! 게시됨 over a year ago

Happy Valentines Days everyone!! You'd better be expecting a goddang 심장 for meh!! <3 xD
Hope 당신 people have fun!~
Have a "Heartful" 일 of fun1! Get et?! xDDD
Okay..I'LL STOP..T^T 게시됨 over a year ago

Aww man, I think my meebo is blocked! D:

DAMN..

Oh well :), these things happen right? Hope it comes back on! I 사랑 using meebo!
Who on 팬팝 doesn't?? :D

*squeezes my eyes shut with fingers crossed* Lolz :)) 게시됨 over a year ago

Um. Hi, I am Leanne (Leanneasaur) and um. I'm new to this website. But PoemGirl told me to 가입하기 this and here I am. I have a tumblr if anyone wants my url. -Peace 게시됨 over a year ago

IM IN NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 게시됨 over a year ago

It's been...quite some time since I've been here...It brings back old cheerful memories for when I was really happy. </3 It's a shame I cannot turn into that happy boy no matter what I do. People on here tore a piece out of me. But..I try to gain that happiness again 의해 trying to be happy and make others happier than I am. I always accomplish it..but something is missing...that fact no one ever tries to help me out.

My imperfections will always be my curse..

Pure & Joy
Daniel 게시됨 over a year ago

See Ya Later My Dears!!

I'll be back and around--maybe--but I wont 당신 know that I 사랑 당신 guys as family and I want to take your pain away so I'll try to be better at it.

사랑 ya and I'll miss 당신 guys!!!!
*signs out* 게시됨 over a year ago

I don't care who 당신 are, what 당신 are doing 또는 anything for that matter. But I really need your help. My "Friend" Logan is in the hospital right now with a 그레이프 프루트, 자 몽 sized tumor rubbing against his heart. He had surgery a couple weeks 이전 . He is still in pain and he has just found out that the tumor is cancerous. He also started chemotherapy a couple days ago. He has not gotten much sleep for the pain he has been in. He is only 13 and is in a lot of trauma. Please Pray and Hope. Thank You. 게시됨 over a year ago

Suicidal. ~By a person who has been in your shoes before

Crying my final tears.
Breathing my last breathe.
Will it be over?
Will all my pain be over?
Sleep, Sleep, in serenity
Scarlet Blood Pouring
Eyes closed i keep ignoring
Knives and blades lay 다음 to me.
What is this Black Sorcery?
Gripping my fist for on last time.
Making up this final rhyme
My darkness floats away from me
My soul 또는 spirit maybe?
Pain and fears and hurtfulness
I just lay there, Motionless. 게시됨 over a year ago

ALLI'S BACK!!! SHE'S BACK!!! YES!!!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! 게시됨 over a year ago

Hello? Am I alone? 게시됨 over a year ago

It happens in Stages

Stage 1: 당신 begin to feel alone
Stage 2: 당신 begin to realize your alone
Stage 3: Your're alone
Stage 4: Bad thoughts begin to pour in
Stage 5: 당신 believe those thoughts
Stage 6: 당신 fee; alone in a crowd
Stage 7: There's no saving you..
Stage 8: Pain
Stage 9: Numb
Stage 10; "He?She didn't deserve to die like that."

I'm on stage 9 right now....
Need help... 게시됨 over a year ago

I was never officially normal. Never officially liked. LOVED even. I was never officially "Popular" Never officially Awesome. Never officially fun, funny, 또는 "One of us" I was never officially pretty. Never officially "Good Enough" But do want to know what I'll never be? Pain free. 게시됨 over a year ago

Someone talk to me. 게시됨 over a year ago

I'm Done. I'm Done. I'm Done with putting my trust into the wrong hands. Backstabbing Lies. Can Anyone Help me right now? Because i sure can't! Trying to keep a smile one my face is harder than trying to breathe. A Lot of people on here have the same thing that I'm going through. But I am SO FUCKING DONE. Gee thanks Reagan. Because I'm hurt for the last time. The world sure is happy isn't it? 게시됨 over a year ago

Et uh I'm new to 팬팝 but Allicyn said I should check it out so uh... Hi 게시됨 over a year ago

저기요 guys could 당신 가입하기 this club for my story Millions of Miles Apart? link 게시됨 over a year ago

"Hey I just met you, and this is crazy! But your so fat, so slit your wrist maybe?"

Those words will forever ring in my head... 게시됨 over a year ago

1,2,3,4,5,
I wish I wasn't still alive

6,7,8,9,10,
I've changed so much since then

Cuts and bruises fill my skin,
I don't eat for days, so I'll be thin,

"Are 당신 okay? "I'm fine" I lied.
Then 당신 realized I wasn't when I commited suicide. 게시됨 over a year ago

I'm going to miss 당신 guys so much! 게시됨 over a year ago

Coping is Even Harder than Pain itself 게시됨 over a year ago

So this is what it feels like to have everyone in the world hate you.

I felt this before too 게시됨 over a year ago

I hate when people think and say I'm smart 또는 beautiful because it just becomes another thing for me to live up to... 게시됨 over a year ago

저기요 could 당신 guys 가입하기 my new club for my new story Problems? link 게시됨 over a year ago

SOMEONE ANYONE PLEASE HELP ME....I WON'T SURVIVE...I CAN'T DO IT...OMG SOMEONE HELP... 게시됨 over a year ago

Why is the world so harsh? Why was it created this way? Why? Why why why!! This is why i hate the world... HATE 게시됨 over a year ago

I just say my 프로필 picture 다음 to Alli's and then her's was 다음 to Maria's and then her's was 다음 to Annie's and then Annie's was 다음 to Ellen and then her's was 다음 to Hp and then Hp's was 다음 to Daniels.....I hope it can be like that again..Us all together...Why does everyone have to leave..I just started crying my eyes out when I say that..I want us all to be happy again like it was in the beginning..Happy not sad... 게시됨 over a year ago

Alli? Hello? Where are you? This game of hide and seek cannot go on for this long! Ifeel as if i'm talking to my echo.. 게시됨 over a year ago

What happened...To this club to everyone..It's seems as if everyone had moved on? What happened? What happened to Dream Diary? I feel as if were all drifting away...What happened to me Alli and Maria and Annie and HP and Ellen what what happened this club used to be filled with life..and now it's dead..No one's everyone and I feel 더 많이 alone then ever...I want things to be the way used to be... 게시됨 over a year ago

R.I.P Alli and Josh..<3 I hope 당신 two are in a better place and 안전한, 안전 from harm now..Because I know 당신 weren't last night..Love 당신 guys.. 게시됨 over a year ago

Bye-Bye! Me leaving this week!!! Me out of town! 게시됨 over a year ago

These hand me downs I am wearing
Are worn at the knees, color faded. yeah
And all the little children are laughing.
I'm trying to find a reason to keep from crying. yeah

I'm just a little girl.
I'm Raggedy Ann
Making Believe I'm happy. Hey, Raggedy Ann
Falling apart at the seams. 게시됨 over a year ago

I'm trying to buy myself a go-cart!!! My Daddy won't let me.... :( 게시됨 over a year ago

Late for School.... Just Great 게시됨 over a year ago

Congratulations to:

●snootygirl50701/SG!
●malmcd
●BeautifulBlaze
●allicyn123
●allicyn1234

당신 guys deserve to be the best contributors in this spot! It's the best one there is and I loved your articles, 비디오 and roleplays! ^^ *gives 당신 all thumbs-up and a hug*
TC,
Annie W. 게시됨 over a year ago

This is SG, someone speak up. I was hacked an so far, I'm so upset. I was lucky to be logged on 의해 my Kindle Fire, please speak up. If 당신 speak up, I swear I won't be so angry. I'm working on some new songs an p.s. I will be going viral to 더 많이 connections. So in a dang bang way- I'm leaving but not internet- I'm trying to become the SG I want.

Love,
SG

ps. PLEASE COMMENT.... not desperate- just saying. 게시됨 over a year ago

Sometimes, I wonder if my life is just one big world of pain. Never really took much notice of it until now. I wonder about some things, I suppose. Like if my best friend has slowly, painfully, let me go. I don't know because he never really talks that much to me, anymore. I wish I could cut my wrists, but I can't because my mom will become suspicious. I wish I could just live my life happily, but that's the one wish that I know will never come out in reality. 게시됨 over a year ago

1 for the words 당신 said. 2 for the family problems in my head. 3 for the weight gain. 4 for my emotional pain. 5 for the cuts on my wrists. I can't remember, I'll just take six... Pills to take the hurt away..So help please find happiness again.. 게시됨 over a year ago

"Where are those scars from?" She asked,
"There battle wounds," I replied
"Who were 당신 battling?"
"Myself," 게시됨 over a year ago

당신 see that girl? She looks so happy right? Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time and...dying inside. She's hurt. And tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn't want to look dramatic, weak and attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside. Acts like everything's perfect but cries at night. So everybody think that she;s the happiest person they know. That she has no problems and her life is perfect. If only they knew the truth.... 게시됨 over a year ago

Fine.

A four letter word that can hide so damn much...Like...

Pain
Hurt
Scars
Tears
Sadness
Angry
Broken

And so much 더 많이 but I'm tired of saying I'm fine when I'm not..I'm tired of lying... 게시됨 over a year ago

Wow it's self harm awareness day.. ( looks at wrist) I really just destroyed the meaning of today... 게시됨 over a year ago

Self-Harm Awareness Day. Keep Fighting... 게시됨 over a year ago

* Me: Im fine
* Inside: Im not fine, please help me.
* Me: Im just tired.
* Inside: I can't take this anymore..
* Me: I already ate.
* Inside: Are 당신 seriously believing that.
* Me: Go away.
* Inside: Show me that 당신 care enough to stay...
* Me: Im just cold.
* Inside: I just don't want 당신 to see my scars.
* Me: Im okay.
* Inside: I want to die.
* Me: Im better I promise.
* Inside: Im worse than ever. 게시됨 over a year ago

I really hate it when my family treats me like I'm a psychopath

I mean, technically I am one

but that doesn’t mean my dad have to ask me “Are 당신 ok?” every morning instead of “good morning”

I’m so tempted to answer “no I’m not this is Patrick”

Either that 또는 “no actually I’m dead and my spirit just like to hover around”

~Random person 게시됨 over a year ago

“People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like sacred roadmaps of their personal histories, diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving behind nothing but a scar. But some of them don’t; some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut’s long gone - the pain still lingers. 게시됨 over a year ago

OMG! GAGA 팬 GO TO THIS URL!!! IT IS CUTE AND HILARIOUS!! IT"S GAGA'S LITTLEST MONSTER!!! RAWR!!! :) LOL PLEASE... WATCH!!!

link 게시됨 over a year ago

She lied...She lied about everything...How could she..How could she do that to me.. 게시됨 over a year ago

Find a GUY who calls 당신 beautiful and not hot
Who calls 당신 back when 당신 hang up on him
Who will stay awake just to watch 당신 sleep
Wait for the GUY ... who kisses your forehead
Who wants to show 당신 off to the world when 당신 are in your sweats
Who holds your hand in front of his friends
Who is constantly reminding 당신 of how much he cares about 당신 and how lucky he is to have you
Who turns to his 프렌즈 and says, "That's her!" 게시됨 over a year ago

When A Girl... Part 2: When a GIRL wants to see 당신 everyday... she wants to be pampered
When a GIRL says "I 사랑 you" ... she means it
When a GIRL says "I miss you"... no one else in this world misses 당신 더 많이 than her
Life only comes ONCE so make sure 당신 spend it right
~ 게시됨 over a year ago

When A Girl... Part 1: When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at 당신 with eyes full of 질문 ... she is wondering how long 당신 will be around
When a GIRL 답변 "I'm fine" after a few 초 ... she is not fine at all
When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why 당신 are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for 당신 to be hers forever 게시됨 over a year ago

The cord of life quickly unwound
as it follows its turns round and round
the pain She feels which knows no bounds
will hardly stop till she makes a sound
of primal hate and hurt inside
and from consciousness her world will slide
bound 의해 something 당신 cannot see
unbreaking in the churning tide
laying with whom 당신 cannot be
the one she believes is 의해 her side
and now she lays there dead yet alive
because of you, your darker side. 게시됨 over a year ago

I lay naked, bleeding ink
with pages of forbidden text;
but though I'm ill yet cannot blink,
당신 mockery tongue had perplexed.

I clinched my fist;
the remains of my 심장 cries out,
'I may no longer exist! '
with my raging voice I shout.

Your blasphemy 당신 had spoke,
shattered my bearing soul;
and 의해 your voice my 심장 broke,
and it is my 심장 that which 당신 stole. 게시됨 over a year ago

"I remembered a few ways my mom told me how to live, dig down deep. I did that but I layed unconscious on the cement."

"I don't even like to call my dad a 'sperm donor'. I like to call him a fucking bastard, he did it."

"My brother threw me up against the 벽 to please his sin, anger"

"My mother left me in an orphanage because she want a beautiful child who wasn't me."

"My teacher handed me a switch and made me lash myself until I bled and cried."

Some Teen and Child situations. 게시됨 over a year ago

Sometimes pain is just too hard to endure.... 당신 try to run from it.... Hide from it... but it always seems to find 당신 and leave 당신 broken-hearted like an endless game of hide and seek... And after that happens and 당신 think your alright that monster pain starts the chasing again... 게시됨 over a year ago

Memories Seep into my mind as I sleep of days to come and 사랑 lost...They bully me like as if I was the little nerd in the back row..Hurting and punching my Misshapen used heart.. 게시됨 over a year ago

Silence is the only words that can show how I feel about 당신 when 당신 look me in the eyes...Your smile is like a bullet through my chest your voice is like whispers in my head...Your everything I wanted and more..~Random song 의해 me? 게시됨 over a year ago

~A PART OF A SONG NOT DONE YET SONG!~

I say to myself...Self. Why are 당신 awake again? It's one a.m. And I'm standing here in from of the refrigerator such a pretty sight. Florescent light's. Stary nights. Maybe I'll dream some 더 많이 but most likely they would come true. So I'll watch some T'V because it makes me happy to see people 더 많이 messed up then me...

~Chorus~

So self close your sleepy eyes,
And put away the medication.
And the insanity
And lets just have a Good Day! 게시됨 over a year ago

Be who 당신 want to be
And 사랑 every 초 of it
Because in the End
It will make you
Just a little bit HAPPIER

~Just a little bit -Maria Mena 게시됨 over a year ago

Oh except for a few small bruises, cuts and scars I'm fine

Thank 당신 for asking!
I'm so glad we had this moment here alone
I know they think I'm crazy
But everything I am, is everything I was taught to be

Except.

As 당신 read my words out loud
Make me sound genius
Make me sound special
And maybe I'll come down 게시됨 over a year ago

Out here on the ledge
I'm not far away from stepping off
I finally picked out my cloud
It's the one over there surrounded 의해 all that air

당신 reached out your hand
And said "I understand"
So why not come down?

Well except for a few small bruises cuts and scars I'm fine

..... 게시됨 over a year ago

Meat falling from the sky?!???? Every doga dream! 게시됨 over a year ago

- update it, lock it fill it call it find it view code it jam-unlock it surf it scroll it pause it clik it 십자가, 크로스 it crack it switch update it name it rate it tune prin it scan it send it fax-rename it touch it bring it pay watch it turn it leave it start-format it ;) 게시됨 over a year ago

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it, Trash it, change it, mail - upgrade it, Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it, Snap it, work it, quick - erase it, Write it, cut it, paste it, save it, Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it, Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it, Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it, Lock it, fill it, call it, find it, View it, code it, 잼 - unlock it, Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it, 십자가, 크로스 it, crack it, switch 게시됨 over a year ago

Is anyone hurt from hurricane Isaac? 또는 are 당신 guys okay? FREAKING OUT AT MY PLACE~~~~~♥ God bless 당신 guys, I pray for you! 게시됨 over a year ago

To live in this world i need life
For a life i need a heart
For a 심장 i need happiness
For happiness i need a friend
And as a friend i got u..

This is for all my 프렌즈 here on 팬팝 I'm so happy that I meant all of 당신 I have no idea where I'd be with out all of you...Thanks for always being there for me! ^^

Fierce & Love
MalmcD
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald 게시됨 over a year ago

I'M SO DAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW 당신 HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!!!!! 게시됨 over a year ago

저기요 D.D Fanners! (D.D stands for Dream Diary 의해 the way)
I haven't figured this out yet but can anyone tell me what a 포럼 is??
Sorry but I haven't figured out what it is yet... anyone can answer! :) 게시됨 over a year ago

저기요 everyone, I'm setting up a idea. we all can choose on a image 또는 banner for Dream Diary each month. anime_chick had asked to have her drawing for Dream diary until we decide on the 월 아이콘 and maybe banner. please give me feedback! <3 게시됨 over a year ago

OMG I HAVE SIX 더 많이 DAY'S TILL SCHOOL STARTS! I HAVEN'T GONE SHOPPING 또는 GOT MY HAIR CUT 또는 DONE ANYTHING THIS WHOLE SUMMER BECAUSE OF DANCE! This sucks.... -_- 게시됨 over a year ago

This boy in my class named Damien likes me and I think I like him too 게시됨 over a year ago

I'M BACK I HOPE 당신 DIDN'T HAVE TO MUCH FUN WITHOUT ME!!! ^^ 게시됨 over a year ago

Rough days.... Fine now..... I hope..... And please... i would 사랑 to talk to to some of my peeps!! Shall we? 게시됨 over a year ago

Pretending to be happy when your in pain is just another example of how strong 당신 are as a person 게시됨 over a year ago

Sometimes it's easier to pretend like 당신 don't care than to admit that it's
KILLING 당신
IMO-KEMO | TUMBLR 게시됨 over a year ago

I'm going to SMILE like nothing's wrong
I'm going to talk like EVERYTHING'S PERFECT
I'm going to act like it's all a DREAM
And pretend like it's not HURTING ME
~~And please.... Don't ask if I'm alright~~ 게시됨 over a year ago

FIRST 일 OF SCHOOL!!!!! :) MEEE SOOO HAPPEEEEE!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!~!!
ME SEE ME LOCKER AGAIN!!!!!!! ME SEE 프렌즈 AGAIN!!!!!! ME SEEE TEACHERS THAT ARE AWESOME AGAIN!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!! 게시됨 over a year ago

당신 know who is beautiful?

Read the first word again... 게시됨 over a year ago

사랑 is a CYCLE

when 당신 love, 당신 get hurt when 당신 get hurt, 당신 hate

when 당신 hate, 당신 try to forget

when 당신 try to forget, 당신 start missing

and when 당신 start missing

you’ll eventually fall inlove again :) 게시됨 over a year ago

Even when 당신 fell ugly 또는 depressed 또는 gulity 또는 ashamed, there is an inner spark in 당신 which is light. This light is your reflection of God . 당신 are a child of God, thus 당신 are beautiful. 게시됨 over a year ago

Some People Are So Poor That All They Have Is Money. 게시됨 over a year ago

I must be a respect to youth,
as my world falls.
I may fall into you?
My 심장 pounds in fear and i clare at the sun.

when I saw you,
my head boomed,
my eyes stared,
I'm on the right track.

I am born to be brave,
but my jelously is taught to be nasty.
It hurts me....

~Duke Ralf 게시됨 over a year ago