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posted by malmcd
I'm Fine.
That is the number one biggest lie.
An average person tells for lies a 일 또는 1460 in a year,
A total of 87,600 의해 the age of 60.
And the biggest one is I'm fine...

When someone says there fine don't believe them...
Because really inside there feeling...
Broken.
Useless.
Fragile.
On the verge of tears.
Depressed.
Anxious.
About to break down.
Ready to give up.
Pathetic.
Annoying.
A burden.
Distant.
Lonely.
Bitter.
Heartbroken.
Scared.
Rejected.
Crushed.
About to fall apart at any moment.
Empty.
Defected.
Never good enough.

All these things run through the person's head but all they can come up with is I'm fine......
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posted by wolfcat343
Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed 의해 the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes 당신 cry, but I have to speak my mind

Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times 당신 turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your 심장 but where's the spark, from the start?

Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down

Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to 사랑 I must try 사랑 myself...
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posted by malmcd
I Believe


I believe the stars keep shining all through the
night.
I believe if we just keep trying it will be alright.

I believe that someday we're gonna find our way.
And I believe in a beautiful day.

I believe in 연인들 walking side 의해 side.
I believe that someday we'll be satisfied.
I believe the 천사 listen god hears us pray.
And I believe in a beautiful day.
Yeah I believe it's gonna work out and be ok.

But not for me, and not for you.

I believe, I believe that all are wish's will come true.

I believe, I believe, I believe. ohh

I believe there's an answer waiting when the 일 is done.
I believe if...
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posted by HiddenHearts100
Treasures we own..together:

When my hand is wrinkled so,
it's 당신 that I will still want 당신 know.
As my hair turns silver and gray
remember me as I was yesterday.
My long red hair blowing in the breeze,
we loved each other with ease.
Now in the park your hand I hold,
you keep me warm as it turns cold.
We sit on a bench and feed the birds,
not a single word needs to be heard.
Remembrances of years gone by,
we both smile...we both sigh.
Remembering our first glance,
and for hours how we danced.
The 꽃 당신 gave to me for no reason,
and the little things 당신 did every season,
made me a believer in true love....
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posted by anniewannie
_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________

I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like 늑대 howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called 프렌즈 at school don’t care about 당신 anymore!” “Don’t 당신 want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are 당신 waiting for?” I try not to listen 의해 covering my ears 또는 hiding under my blanket to keep those voices...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
There is nothing to left to do.
I have no purpose.
Everybody left me for dead.
Everybody steps all over me.
They think I'am trash.
They laugh at me.
They create lies about me.
They tell me lies.
They call me names.
They want to kill me.
They hunt me down.
They hurt me.
They hurt my friends.
They hurt my family.
They take me as a slave.
They think of me as a roach.
My parents hate me.
They beat me to no end.
They destroy themselves.
My family see's me as god's first mistake.
One of my family memebers wanted to kill me.
They think I'am pure evil.
They find me as a disgrace.
School teachers don't even bother with me....
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A/N: This is a whole different story and so far, this is my fourth story but I haven't been able to finish my other ones. I may need help with them... :) Anyway, enjoy this chapter and please 코멘트 on it!
I'd like to hear your voices in what 당신 think of the chapter! :)
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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posted by malmcd
Broken Smile's


We're all broken.
One way 또는 another.
Like a girl who seemed not to care what other people thought of her really does care.

She cares if people don't like her.
And that they talk about her behind her back.
She say's to herself each night,
"Sorry I'm not pretty enough for you."

No one would find that she was anorexic.
And that she's...
Still looking for help.

But no one came.

We're all broken.
One way 또는 another.
Like the girl who lives 다음 door doesn't she seem SO happy- She isn't.

She scared.
She get's abused each night.
She doesn't think she's strong enough to leave.
So she cry's herself to...
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Hearing Damage.


When you’re born into this world, it’s the best thing that your parents have ever thought right? Suddenly you’re the one having the attention with your family trying their best to take care of 당신 when your mother isn’t around.
But then...what if when you’re four years old your parents find out that your hearing is damaged and 당신 can’t hear? How would 당신 feel in the later years of your life?
Well that’s what’s happening to me this very moment.
My name is Damee Love. I was born in Florida March 14th, 1998 and I’m turning thirteen this year. I have a hearing...
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I just finished the book Shiver 의해 Maggie Stiefvater it was amazing! This is what it says on the back...

The Cold.
Grace has spent years watching the 늑대 in the woods behind her house. One yellow-eyed wolf- her wolf- watches back. He feels deeply familiar to her, but she doesn't know why.

The Heat.
Sam has lived two lives. As a wolf, he keeps silent company of the girl he loves. And then, for a short time each year, he is human, never daring to talk to Grace...until now.

The Shiver.
For Grace and Sam, 사랑 has always been kept at a distance. But once it's shoken, it cannot be denied. Sam must...
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posted by malmcd
If tears left scars then the world would know who 당신 truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that 당신 always have tried to keep in
But one 일 당신 just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because 당신 long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one 당신 want most is breaking 당신 but 당신 still 사랑 him in the end?

Maybe it's all of those things...
또는 maybe your just hurt and afraid that 당신 can never fix your self again...

If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in 더 많이 ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that 일 comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...


Fierce & 사랑
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
posted by anniewannie
Love.

In the beginning, that's the word everyone feels whenever they think of someone special.
사랑 is the word that brings people happiness.
It gives them life, meaning, hope and faith because one man and one woman, thinks that they're always going to be together.

But in the end, 사랑 is nothing. Nothing compared to hatred 또는 hurt. 사랑 only causes pain to those who want to be loved.
사랑 is breaking someone's 심장 whenever 당신 hear that person say, "I don't 사랑 you."
사랑 brings tears to those who are broken.
사랑 always has something else with it.

Sometimes it brings pain.
Hurt.
Regret.
Melancholy.
Burdens.

All those things are what 사랑 has brought. Though some people fight for their love, evillness came raging back until it overwhelmes 당신 with such force.

It's normal. It's life. It sometimes feels just right.

사랑 sometimes comes with a dream, but leaves with a nightmare.
 What I don't understand is how a person can tell 당신 so many lies and never feel bad about it.
What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it.
 Falling in 사랑 is like jumping off a really tall building. Your head tells you, "Idiot, you're going to DIE!" But your 심장 tells you, "Don't worry Pretty Girl 당신 can FLY."
Falling in love is like jumping off a really tall building. Your head tells you, "Idiot, you're going to DIE!" But your heart tells you, "Don't worry Pretty Girl you can FLY."
 당신 can't make the same mistake twice, the 초 time. It's not a mistake, it's a CHOICE.
You can't make the same mistake twice, the second time. It's not a mistake, it's a CHOICE.
 당신 should know 의해 now that when I smile and say "Yeah, I'm fine." It's a code for: "NO! I'm not OKAY and I feel like my world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!"
You should know by now that when I smile and say "Yeah, I'm fine." It's a code for: "NO! I'm not OKAY and I feel like my world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!"
 Eventually, 당신 stop caring. Eventually it stops being the most important thing in your life.
Eventually, you stop caring. Eventually it stops being the most important thing in your life.
posted by Beyal8
Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for 당신 and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our 사랑 lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My 심장 stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your 사랑 is my destiny,
your 심장 is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your 심장 and in your dreams...

-Beyal
posted by allicyn1234
I cant believe what 당신 said to me, last night we were alone.You threwyour hand up, baby 당신 gave up, 당신 gave up. I cant believe how 당신 looked at me with your James Dean glosy eyes. in your tightjeans, and your long hair, and your cigarette sained lies. Could we fix 당신 if 당신 broke? and is your 펀치 line just a joke? I'll never talk again, oh boy youve let me speechless. You've left me speechless, so speecless... And i'll never 사랑 again. Oh boy you've left me speechless, youve left me speechless, so spechless......I cant beleive how 당신 slurred at me, with your half wired broken jaw....
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    Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked 딸기 red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm 키스 on the check and saying, “I 사랑 당신 dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I 사랑 당신 two.” As he turned into the 다음 road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were...
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posted by SongGirl50701
These are just some lyrics I collaborated in my fucked up head.^^ I hope 당신 guys enjoy because some are almost a full song anyways.

-------------------------------First few:

I never wanted to see 당신 this miserable,
but 당신 only return such hate into an adorable smile.
I always want to hear your laugh before I dare fall asleep.
All our emotions collide and travel into the deep sea of life.

Before I ever walked alone,
you would always be willing to travel beside me.
You've never said goodbye,
only a "see 당신 soon".
So as I'm walking,
the only thing that comes to my mind,
is you.

On days that I am home...
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posted by BooBooBear981
Within the furthest reaches of the 심장 lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned 연인들 have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....

~IF 당신 DARE~
posted by SongGirl50701
 What Is To Come
What Is To Come
The People

Chapter One- Anna

"Daddy, didn't 당신 say that Alice was a big dreamer?"
"Yes," the man nodded, "she crossed over the border line of dreams in fact. That's how much she loved dreaming."
"So she broke the rules?"
"Well I wouldn't say broke the rules," he smiled at his daughter as he tucked her in, "she just bent the rules."
"Am I able to do that daddy?"
"Why would 당신 want to do that, Anna?"
"Well, Daddy, I have my own world! It's really pretty and I was thinking that maybe I could visit it. Like Alice did, in real life too."
"Anna," he moved a tangle of her hair back from her face,...
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Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked 딸기 red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm 키스 on the check and saying, “I 사랑 당신 dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I 사랑 당신 two.” As he turned into the 다음 road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were heading straight at another...
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posted by allicyn123
The sunlight barely touches the darkness of the lake, 잔디 around me, breeze just barely blowing my hair, that's where my dream starts. Then I see her, a girl, woman, whatever. She's older then any of the seniors I've seen but she looks like a highschook girl, young. She smiles and the wind blows back her short curly black hair and her purple eyes gleam. Then as though time had passed she suddenly standing a worried look on her face and she peers into the woods. "Sasha darling have 당신 seen Danny? He's been gone with Sinseta for quiet a while now..." I don't feel the words leave my lips but...
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