im a girl and i have 13 years. i have been bestfriend with this particular girl for about a year. we have been through a lot because of me like there was a time i didnt want to be close with her anymore and i hurted her a lot 의해 that but than like after a week everything turmed back to normal. i was always a shy girl and im the last summer we didnt go out so much together i wish we did but i was shy because if we where going out we would be just us (just 2 girls together) and i thought that when people will see us just the 2 of us they would thing that we are together and i didnt want that at all (i never told she this)but now after the summer we went out like 5 times 또는 더 많이 (because of school) and we went alone and like i didnt care that much with the fact that we where alone. 의해 the way since the last year(2015) i had only 2 primary crushes (boys) that i thought that i felt something form them i now i sure that i didnt felt anything they where just nice guys. when im with her i feel so happy and a little bit shy toobut i feel something not strange but like something i dont know if it just a best friend feeling 또는 something more. we chat all the time and im really happy about that and sometimes when we are talking/chatting she could make me sad in 1 sec because sometime she say " i wouldnt care if something happen to me " 또는 when she thinks that shes ugly that realy annoys me! but when she says that xi loves me(as best friend) i really appreciate itand that makes me happy, so happy and makes me feel specail this particular week i have been imaginating this perfect live living together and being together everytime im imagine something like that i feel so so so happy and sometimes every tears fell down. we like have this dream together that someday we will live together in an appartment (as best friends) and its preety cooli mean it would be so awsome. i have been searching about falling in 사랑 with your best friend girl to girl and i found it interesting. if i am bi it would be so so hard to tellling it to others mostly my mom my dad and my bestfriend. i dont know what they thing about LGBT my mom and dad. i have 3 brother but im the only girl and my mom loves me so much im so different from my brothers ( in a good way) in like mommys girl and i thing that if im really bi and i tell them they wouldnt accept me and they will have some health problems because of me and i dont want that at all!! i 사랑 my parents so much and if something happens to then because of me i would never forgive my self. i need some help pls i dont know what to do i dont know who i am anymore and should i tell my best friend on what i feel ????
Many people feel that 사랑 hurts...that it's only gonna bring pain and sadness. But to tell 당신 the truth...love won't do that. 사랑 is when everything is perfect and no matter how bad your 일 is 당신 still find a reason to smile because 당신 feel like 당신 have the most amazing person in your life. Yeah 당신 may be going through some problems in this relationship but let me tell 당신 something...Love conquers all. No matter how bad the situation is 당신 can get through it together. Don't let a silly little argument 또는 what anyone says about your relationship go in front of your judgement on your own relationship. And I'm going to give 조언 to those people who 로스트 someone and sees that person with someone else...Listen if 당신 truly loved them 당신 would let them be happy with whoever. Don't interfere. 당신 will be happy and so will they. And plus it will give 당신 peace at mind. Dream Big. 사랑 Forever. Live like today is your last day
my problem is that my parents don't understand me well , and I don't see my bigger sister
i have a little sister , but i can't relate to her , and i have an older brother who helps me a lot but not enough.
i'm always depressed and i just listen to music all the time , actually music helps me a lot to express my anger , sadness , happiness .
i really Love Avril Lavigne because she is the only person who helped me in hard time , her music is so inspiring And meaningful .
and then , i have you fanpop users , you are my only family , my only friends , and my only hope.
so , please tell me what can i do to get rid of the negativity .
Thanks for your time,
Tamara