Chapter 24
*note*
thanks for all the reasons why I should keep on writing, but when my mom read them she said I made 당신 guys write that so she doesn’t believe me and I don’t know nay other way to make her change her mind. Can 당신 guys help me plz?
jake sat 의해 me and held my hand. Not like a friend, but maybe more. What am I thinking, I just broke up. This is insane. My life is like being written, everything is changed all the time, first 당신 think something is going to last, and then it changes its weird, but I cant change it. 또는 can i?
“ness 당신 act like It was just a joke” my mother told me.
“it was a joke I was just getting too attached to it that’s all, I should have known that something so nice couldn’t be real, but I guess time will pass and I will get used to it, right jake?” I asked him and smiled at him. he looked confused, and I laughed. I didn’t even know why I was laughing. That was really weird.
“yeah sureeeee” jake said confused. My mom 또는 my aunt didn’t understand anything. My uncle, well he never understood anything anyway. He was like a rock, 당신 can talk to him ask his questions, and he wont answer because he doesn’t know what you’re talking about.
“so what are 당신 going to do next?” my aunt asked,
“don’t 당신 know already?” I asked her.
“apparently, I cant see it, so the wolfs are going to be with you” she sad looking at jake.
“well I was planning to go and look for an apartment but….now since everything is good I’m not going to do that anymore.” I told her.
“ness really 당신 thought ill let 당신 get ur own apartment and ill never see you?” my uncle asked me. “ I would never let 당신 get an apartment not my 가장 좋아하는 neice” he added I smiled at him.
“thank 당신 guys, 당신 know what to say to make me feel better” I told them.
“of course we do, wanna fight now?” I uncle said excitedly. I got a 베개 and threw it at him.
“I guess that’s a noo” he said. I nodded. So now since my life was out of drama, I didn’t know what to do next, ivan wasn’t here, everything was ok with me and the pack. Except between me and my father. I didn’t want to fight with him, but it brought it, so I fought it.i got it that he didn’t like jake, but not letting my mother see me was not his choice to make. We kept on talking, forgetting about Ivan little 의해 little, but jake was only looking at me which was a little weird, but ill get used to it. Then my dad came in the door. I looked up and saw his angry face. That was a good thing, because im going to make it angrier. I got up and saw my uaunt, mom and jake look at my father. He went into the woods and I followed him.’ he grabbed my arm and made me look at him.( oh yeah and her arm healed really faast)
“what dod 당신 think you’re doing?” he asked me with an angry voice.
“what am I doing?” I asked him innocently. Because I really didn’t know what I was doing wrong.
“you cant be in a relationship pwith the wolf” he told me.
“well its not your choice” I told him and took my hand away from his.
“you have a father and I make the choices since youre not old enough to make them yourself”
“I have a mther too” I tld him. “ a mother that 당신 don’t 사랑 anymore, 당신 ruined her life, now you’re trying to ruin my life, well its not going to work, and not letting my mother see me at home, doesn’t get 당신 anywhere 의해 the way,”
“don’t speak to me like that!” he yelled at him. I gave him the saddest eyes I could.
“why are 당신 yelling at me, what happened with 당신 these couple weeks, its like somethinginside 당신 got changed, and 당신 don’t even care about it, 또는 is it because 당신 don’t care about everyone around you?”
“this is the real me so get used to it”
“well there is a real me and 당신 don’t want me to use it against you”
“you cant do anything against me”
“im a wizard…..i can do whatever I want against you, just what 당신 do against me, from now on im going to make 당신 feel everything I feel and you’re not going to like it I promise” I told him and turned around and went to the hosue. My father was left in the woods again, but I didn’t give it much thought.
*note*
thanks for all the reasons why I should keep on writing, but when my mom read them she said I made 당신 guys write that so she doesn’t believe me and I don’t know nay other way to make her change her mind. Can 당신 guys help me plz?
jake sat 의해 me and held my hand. Not like a friend, but maybe more. What am I thinking, I just broke up. This is insane. My life is like being written, everything is changed all the time, first 당신 think something is going to last, and then it changes its weird, but I cant change it. 또는 can i?
“ness 당신 act like It was just a joke” my mother told me.
“it was a joke I was just getting too attached to it that’s all, I should have known that something so nice couldn’t be real, but I guess time will pass and I will get used to it, right jake?” I asked him and smiled at him. he looked confused, and I laughed. I didn’t even know why I was laughing. That was really weird.
“yeah sureeeee” jake said confused. My mom 또는 my aunt didn’t understand anything. My uncle, well he never understood anything anyway. He was like a rock, 당신 can talk to him ask his questions, and he wont answer because he doesn’t know what you’re talking about.
“so what are 당신 going to do next?” my aunt asked,
“don’t 당신 know already?” I asked her.
“apparently, I cant see it, so the wolfs are going to be with you” she sad looking at jake.
“well I was planning to go and look for an apartment but….now since everything is good I’m not going to do that anymore.” I told her.
“ness really 당신 thought ill let 당신 get ur own apartment and ill never see you?” my uncle asked me. “ I would never let 당신 get an apartment not my 가장 좋아하는 neice” he added I smiled at him.
“thank 당신 guys, 당신 know what to say to make me feel better” I told them.
“of course we do, wanna fight now?” I uncle said excitedly. I got a 베개 and threw it at him.
“I guess that’s a noo” he said. I nodded. So now since my life was out of drama, I didn’t know what to do next, ivan wasn’t here, everything was ok with me and the pack. Except between me and my father. I didn’t want to fight with him, but it brought it, so I fought it.i got it that he didn’t like jake, but not letting my mother see me was not his choice to make. We kept on talking, forgetting about Ivan little 의해 little, but jake was only looking at me which was a little weird, but ill get used to it. Then my dad came in the door. I looked up and saw his angry face. That was a good thing, because im going to make it angrier. I got up and saw my uaunt, mom and jake look at my father. He went into the woods and I followed him.’ he grabbed my arm and made me look at him.( oh yeah and her arm healed really faast)
“what dod 당신 think you’re doing?” he asked me with an angry voice.
“what am I doing?” I asked him innocently. Because I really didn’t know what I was doing wrong.
“you cant be in a relationship pwith the wolf” he told me.
“well its not your choice” I told him and took my hand away from his.
“you have a father and I make the choices since youre not old enough to make them yourself”
“I have a mther too” I tld him. “ a mother that 당신 don’t 사랑 anymore, 당신 ruined her life, now you’re trying to ruin my life, well its not going to work, and not letting my mother see me at home, doesn’t get 당신 anywhere 의해 the way,”
“don’t speak to me like that!” he yelled at him. I gave him the saddest eyes I could.
“why are 당신 yelling at me, what happened with 당신 these couple weeks, its like somethinginside 당신 got changed, and 당신 don’t even care about it, 또는 is it because 당신 don’t care about everyone around you?”
“this is the real me so get used to it”
“well there is a real me and 당신 don’t want me to use it against you”
“you cant do anything against me”
“im a wizard…..i can do whatever I want against you, just what 당신 do against me, from now on im going to make 당신 feel everything I feel and you’re not going to like it I promise” I told him and turned around and went to the hosue. My father was left in the woods again, but I didn’t give it much thought.
So I found one Twilight page which, among other things, has a list of ships and stories for every ship. I didn't make any of these, all credits goes to link. there are some ships still available for fanfic so if 당신 are interested go on that page and make it.
I allocated a list of most interesting ships. What do 당신 think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
I allocated a list of most interesting ships. What do 당신 think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
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Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the 심장 which will stop beating soon, the 심장 which was the reason for me to live, the 심장 which she had given to me to keep 안전한, 안전 just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the 심장 which will stop beating soon, the 심장 which was the reason for me to live, the 심장 which she had given to me to keep 안전한, 안전 just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.