Chapter 24
*note*
thanks for all the reasons why I should keep on writing, but when my mom read them she said I made 당신 guys write that so she doesn’t believe me and I don’t know nay other way to make her change her mind. Can 당신 guys help me plz?
jake sat 의해 me and held my hand. Not like a friend, but maybe more. What am I thinking, I just broke up. This is insane. My life is like being written, everything is changed all the time, first 당신 think something is going to last, and then it changes its weird, but I cant change it. 또는 can i?
“ness 당신 act like It was just a joke” my mother told me.
“it was a joke I was just getting too attached to it that’s all, I should have known that something so nice couldn’t be real, but I guess time will pass and I will get used to it, right jake?” I asked him and smiled at him. he looked confused, and I laughed. I didn’t even know why I was laughing. That was really weird.
“yeah sureeeee” jake said confused. My mom 또는 my aunt didn’t understand anything. My uncle, well he never understood anything anyway. He was like a rock, 당신 can talk to him ask his questions, and he wont answer because he doesn’t know what you’re talking about.
“so what are 당신 going to do next?” my aunt asked,
“don’t 당신 know already?” I asked her.
“apparently, I cant see it, so the wolfs are going to be with you” she sad looking at jake.
“well I was planning to go and look for an apartment but….now since everything is good I’m not going to do that anymore.” I told her.
“ness really 당신 thought ill let 당신 get ur own apartment and ill never see you?” my uncle asked me. “ I would never let 당신 get an apartment not my 가장 좋아하는 neice” he added I smiled at him.
“thank 당신 guys, 당신 know what to say to make me feel better” I told them.
“of course we do, wanna fight now?” I uncle said excitedly. I got a 베개 and threw it at him.
“I guess that’s a noo” he said. I nodded. So now since my life was out of drama, I didn’t know what to do next, ivan wasn’t here, everything was ok with me and the pack. Except between me and my father. I didn’t want to fight with him, but it brought it, so I fought it.i got it that he didn’t like jake, but not letting my mother see me was not his choice to make. We kept on talking, forgetting about Ivan little 의해 little, but jake was only looking at me which was a little weird, but ill get used to it. Then my dad came in the door. I looked up and saw his angry face. That was a good thing, because im going to make it angrier. I got up and saw my uaunt, mom and jake look at my father. He went into the woods and I followed him.’ he grabbed my arm and made me look at him.( oh yeah and her arm healed really faast)
“what dod 당신 think you’re doing?” he asked me with an angry voice.
“what am I doing?” I asked him innocently. Because I really didn’t know what I was doing wrong.
“you cant be in a relationship pwith the wolf” he told me.
“well its not your choice” I told him and took my hand away from his.
“you have a father and I make the choices since youre not old enough to make them yourself”
“I have a mther too” I tld him. “ a mother that 당신 don’t 사랑 anymore, 당신 ruined her life, now you’re trying to ruin my life, well its not going to work, and not letting my mother see me at home, doesn’t get 당신 anywhere 의해 the way,”
“don’t speak to me like that!” he yelled at him. I gave him the saddest eyes I could.
“why are 당신 yelling at me, what happened with 당신 these couple weeks, its like somethinginside 당신 got changed, and 당신 don’t even care about it, 또는 is it because 당신 don’t care about everyone around you?”
“this is the real me so get used to it”
“well there is a real me and 당신 don’t want me to use it against you”
“you cant do anything against me”
“im a wizard…..i can do whatever I want against you, just what 당신 do against me, from now on im going to make 당신 feel everything I feel and you’re not going to like it I promise” I told him and turned around and went to the hosue. My father was left in the woods again, but I didn’t give it much thought.
*note*
thanks for all the reasons why I should keep on writing, but when my mom read them she said I made 당신 guys write that so she doesn’t believe me and I don’t know nay other way to make her change her mind. Can 당신 guys help me plz?
jake sat 의해 me and held my hand. Not like a friend, but maybe more. What am I thinking, I just broke up. This is insane. My life is like being written, everything is changed all the time, first 당신 think something is going to last, and then it changes its weird, but I cant change it. 또는 can i?
“ness 당신 act like It was just a joke” my mother told me.
“it was a joke I was just getting too attached to it that’s all, I should have known that something so nice couldn’t be real, but I guess time will pass and I will get used to it, right jake?” I asked him and smiled at him. he looked confused, and I laughed. I didn’t even know why I was laughing. That was really weird.
“yeah sureeeee” jake said confused. My mom 또는 my aunt didn’t understand anything. My uncle, well he never understood anything anyway. He was like a rock, 당신 can talk to him ask his questions, and he wont answer because he doesn’t know what you’re talking about.
“so what are 당신 going to do next?” my aunt asked,
“don’t 당신 know already?” I asked her.
“apparently, I cant see it, so the wolfs are going to be with you” she sad looking at jake.
“well I was planning to go and look for an apartment but….now since everything is good I’m not going to do that anymore.” I told her.
“ness really 당신 thought ill let 당신 get ur own apartment and ill never see you?” my uncle asked me. “ I would never let 당신 get an apartment not my 가장 좋아하는 neice” he added I smiled at him.
“thank 당신 guys, 당신 know what to say to make me feel better” I told them.
“of course we do, wanna fight now?” I uncle said excitedly. I got a 베개 and threw it at him.
“I guess that’s a noo” he said. I nodded. So now since my life was out of drama, I didn’t know what to do next, ivan wasn’t here, everything was ok with me and the pack. Except between me and my father. I didn’t want to fight with him, but it brought it, so I fought it.i got it that he didn’t like jake, but not letting my mother see me was not his choice to make. We kept on talking, forgetting about Ivan little 의해 little, but jake was only looking at me which was a little weird, but ill get used to it. Then my dad came in the door. I looked up and saw his angry face. That was a good thing, because im going to make it angrier. I got up and saw my uaunt, mom and jake look at my father. He went into the woods and I followed him.’ he grabbed my arm and made me look at him.( oh yeah and her arm healed really faast)
“what dod 당신 think you’re doing?” he asked me with an angry voice.
“what am I doing?” I asked him innocently. Because I really didn’t know what I was doing wrong.
“you cant be in a relationship pwith the wolf” he told me.
“well its not your choice” I told him and took my hand away from his.
“you have a father and I make the choices since youre not old enough to make them yourself”
“I have a mther too” I tld him. “ a mother that 당신 don’t 사랑 anymore, 당신 ruined her life, now you’re trying to ruin my life, well its not going to work, and not letting my mother see me at home, doesn’t get 당신 anywhere 의해 the way,”
“don’t speak to me like that!” he yelled at him. I gave him the saddest eyes I could.
“why are 당신 yelling at me, what happened with 당신 these couple weeks, its like somethinginside 당신 got changed, and 당신 don’t even care about it, 또는 is it because 당신 don’t care about everyone around you?”
“this is the real me so get used to it”
“well there is a real me and 당신 don’t want me to use it against you”
“you cant do anything against me”
“im a wizard…..i can do whatever I want against you, just what 당신 do against me, from now on im going to make 당신 feel everything I feel and you’re not going to like it I promise” I told him and turned around and went to the hosue. My father was left in the woods again, but I didn’t give it much thought.
Materials:
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon 또는 skewer)
Eyeshadow 또는 body shimmer 또는 pigment (the color 당신 want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum 젤리 in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum 더 많이 lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes 또는 until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum 젤리 (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until 당신 reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon 또는 skewer)
Eyeshadow 또는 body shimmer 또는 pigment (the color 당신 want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum 젤리 in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum 더 많이 lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes 또는 until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum 젤리 (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until 당신 reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I said while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run 또는 race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank 당신 guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward said very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a 년 또는 so okay and 당신 guys can leave if 당신 want to . But I am Going to start 의해 asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when 당신 come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are 당신 leaving 또는 staying" i said " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I said while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run 또는 race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank 당신 guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward said very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a 년 또는 so okay and 당신 guys can leave if 당신 want to . But I am Going to start 의해 asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when 당신 come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are 당신 leaving 또는 staying" i said " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
저기요 ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my 심장 conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what 당신 have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have 로스트 all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as 당신 did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could 당신 leave did 당신 not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always 사랑 you
i will not mourn anymore. my 심장 conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what 당신 have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have 로스트 all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as 당신 did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could 당신 leave did 당신 not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always 사랑 you