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posted by BeautifulBlaze
I dedicate this poem to all of my fans. They always made me happy, and never gave up on me. Here are the main people;
-Anniewannie
-NordicVeronica1
-Malmd
-theanimemaster
-dragongirlkatie
-sydni2001
-numnumyellow67
-sakuraandsaske
-breezethecat
-allicyn123
-AvatarTH
-Iamawesome7887
-seuris
-silverstream101
And last but nt least: silveranime122 (Dominique) iluvshadowo3o (Beccy)
The list goes is basicly all of my 팬 becuase they all helped me out in someway..but these are the main people who made a diffrence in my life. I 사랑 당신 all as my deepest friends. As for beccy and Dominique..I will always 사랑 you.
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Whenever we saw each other all we did was fight.
But those were also wonderful memories.

당신 taught me so much; I'm not scared anymore.
No matter how difficult I can grab hold of happiness, so...

I'll go 의해 myself, even if it looks painful,
I'll always carry on the dream I had with you.
Being with 당신 was so wonderful; There was no one else.
But when I woke up in the morning, 당신 weren't there.

I felt that we could play forever.
But I know that's just what I believed.
I don't regret being born any longer.
Like the feeling after a festival, it's sad but let's 옮기기 on little 의해 little.

I'll go anywhere, 당신 know that.
I'll show 당신 that I can grant your dream of happiness.
Even if I'm separated from you, no matter how far,
I'll be born with the new morning.

I'll go 의해 myself, even if I'm scared of dying,
I can hear your voice; I mustn't die.
Even if it looks painful, even if I'm crying in sadness,
Deep in my 심장 I feel your warmth.

Time changed as it ebbed and flowed.
I can't remember what happened anymore but,
If I try and close my eyes I can hear someone's laughter.
Somehow that's now my most precious treasure.

당신 gave me something very special
당신 never left me
No matter how much we fought
당신 lways forgave me
당신 are the first person who made me smile,
who made me feel good about myself

당신 are an 앤젤 sent from god
당신 gave me:
Hope that there's kindness in the world
Determination to achive the impossible
Purpose to go on
Light to show me the way
사랑 to make me feel happy.
당신 have given me so many things
Thank you.
Even if 당신 die, you'll always be within my heart...
forever.
posted by BeautifulBlaze
Listen up: what can 당신 hear?
Does my voice simply disappear,
Sucked away into the void, so empty and so dark?
If there is 더 많이 to this world,
Then I can be can be certain at last
That this drive burning within
Has some role to fulfill

I was crushed 의해 the longing welling up inside
And I had just surrendered
Without having touched the air above the ground 또는 the endless sky

So I began to run
Because I feel it, even now,
These sensations overflowing in the beating of my heart

I say Carpe Diem
As I am reaching for my goal
We'll create our own tomorrows 'till this world is finally whole

The answer I have found...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Honesty is truth.
Honesty is letting somebpdy else know the truth.
Honsety is teaching somebody not to lie.
Honesty let's 당신 know the flaws we make.
Honesty is prayer, 또는 in other words, talking with god.
In god's eyes, prayer is just something we do that let's him know of our problems in life. It is our way of saying thank 당신 또는 I'm sorry.
We all lie, we all tell the truth.
We all hide, we all show ourselves.
What I'm trying to say is that honesty helps us deafet lying, and let's us embrace the truth. For those who hide from life, hones sets them free 의해 letting them know that this isn't all what...
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posted by malmcd
My mine is filled with elsewhere
And my 심장 is filled with troubles
The world I'm living in is spinning
But yet I'm standing here with out a sound
What makes us human?
What makes us true?
What makes us lies and wishers to?
Why do 당신 pray to god above?
Why do we hurt the ones we love?
My is filled with elsewhere and nowhere and why's 질문 and answers
My 심장 is filled with troubles and pain and joy and love
But what makes us human isn't the looks of hair and eyes and ears and lips 또는 arms and legs it is that we can be broken and then put back together again
Like vase 또는 pot it has glaze to protect...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
For some reason, I'am really into 팬 art. I'am willing to belive in that no matter how many people make fun of it. The only reason being is becuase life as we know it, is like art itself. It's very beautiful. Whenever 당신 look up at the sky, do 당신 not think it is pretty? We are in a hornet's nest of beauty in what we all commonly know as the universe. This is the only main reason why I haven't given up on life yet, becuase I know that whatever they throw at me, is just one mistake. I live for my friends, for my family, for the beauty of art, and most importanly... for my future. I know that...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Deditcation:
AnnieWannie: Thank 당신 for always being there for me when I needed help. I'm still grateful for when 당신 saved me from me wanting to kill myself. 당신 are one of my dearest for that. Thank you.

malmd: 당신 have also saved me. 당신 thaught me that no matter how much pain 당신 go through, somethign good will come out of it. I went through 13 years of continous pain..and I got all of these wonderful people, espeacially poem girl. Thank you.

iluvshadowo3o: I 사랑 당신 with all of everything I have to give. 당신 are the first person to ever 사랑 me, and to ever cheer me up. 당신 are the very...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
It's just a normal 일 in school. Rowdy classes, angry teachers...everything seems to be itself. I ask the teacher to go to the bathroom...but something strange happens. The teacher dosen't notice me. I walk right in front of her...but still no sign of interest. After a few minutes, I just give up and go on to the bathroom. When I wash my hands, something catches my eye. You're probabaly wondering what it is, but that's the point. It was nothing. I looked in the mirror..but my reflection was not shown. I was thinking logicaly, coming up with many possible ways on how this may be possible....
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
I engulf myself in an aura of joy.
An aura so strong that nobody is able to match it.
An aura able to heal the weak and clean the sin.
Everywhere I look, people are bursting in joy..
They laugh, not in pain, but in joy..
People emideatly beign greeting with eachother.
They make anybody who is angry 또는 sad happy.
All greed, hate,anger,envy 또는 evil quickly goes away.
I emmideatly go and speak with everyone else, but before I even have the time to speak, they all hug me. I begin to 질문 myself if they are in need of help 또는 something is going on. Something is going on, they are happy. They are just...
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posted by malmcd
When making a pot 당신 must put glaze on it so it makes in water prove and so it's harder to break...Glaze is like a person.

It's fragile.
If 당신 drop it, it breaks.
If 당신 don't watch it and take care of it, 당신 mess it up.
If 당신 take it out to quickly, it cracks.

Now one crack my not seem important...nut it is.
That crack says it's broken and can no longer be used.
It's a broken pot...a waste
No one will use it 또는 사랑 it now...

If 당신 bring it into the cold to fast it cracks and breaks because 당신 didn't care. 당신 didn't 사랑 it enough...

But if 당신 care and trick the pot with 사랑 it will not crack it will be perfect. It will be smooth and round and unbreakable. It will be loved.

Glaze is like a person's finally touch's of there body before there brought into the world. Glaze even after it drys can still crack though. It's easy to crack and when it is cracked it's sharp and can hurt 당신 like how 당신 hurt it.
posted by snootygirl50701
I mostly have guy 프렌즈 on here. There like the best! They understand me a lot! Kind of 더 많이 then the girls as what I would say. They make me smile so much! I understand them 더 많이 then girls myself.Don't take this the wrong way!
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Here are my 상단, 맨 위로 팬팝 guy friends:
Lancelot8,
Scorch-werehog,
&
BeautifulBlaze
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I have 4 best (girl) 프렌즈 on here:
allicyn123,
HP,
anniewannie,
&
Mallory!
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don't get me wrong but having guy 프렌즈 is a little more...interesting then having girl friends!

XOX,
Snookie
posted by BeautifulBlaze
We all live under the sky so blue.
We all live under the moon so luminous.
We all live under the sun so bright.
And we all on the world so crule, yet beautiful.
We all get happy.
We all get angry.
We all get depressed.
We all have melancholy.
We all have rage.
We all have kindness.
We all have Ignorance.
We all have stupidity.
We all are stuborn.
We all have greed.
We all have envy towards others.
We all have hatred towards one another.
We all each and every known caracteristic in the known reality. We all act the same at times, yet we are too ignorant to see the truth of it. We all are the same in some sort...
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posted by malmcd
From Birth to one's last breath my 심장 is in a constant race,
Learning how to live a life of fake smiles and broken glass.
But learning takes time so don't give up on me.

Because time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

I oh 당신 a lot for life and death,
So I'm trying to think how to pay 당신 back.
I will aways be that girl who hid in the shadows,
Of darkness and rage and ghostly howls

But Time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

Yes time takes, time takes...time takes many tears...away.

Blood and tears drip and drop on to the floor
But I will stay strong cuz I have a lot to...
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posted by allicyn123
I 검색 the crowd for a familiar face
I see many but none are friendly

What is loneliness?
I'll tell 당신 what

Loneliness is pushed into a locker for 3 hours as the others laugh and snicker and point
Loneliness is the bruises that line my legs from others kicks
Loneliness is looking wide eyed at the girl 당신 thought was your friend and calls 당신 a whore
Loneliness is hiding in a closet with a needle slowly picking at skin intil the blood bleeds out
Loneliness begs people not to do the same

Loneliness stands alone
Loneliness is always cold
Loneliness has a broken soul
Loneliness has but one goal
Loneliness wants to change other's soul
And bind them together

So that no soul is left broken
So that no soul is cold
So that no soul has to its goal

So that no soul is Loneliness

I am Lonliness

Every Person IS BEAUTIFUL
Pass it on with a word of kindness <3
posted by malmcd
My 심장 is fragile
My hands are weak
For one look at 당신 makes my 심장 weep
But I have to take baby steps
And try not to look back
Because if I do I'll shorely crack.

So I wipe the tears away
And stand up straight and I block my heart
And I won't look back
No I won't look back.

Because my 심장 bleeds for your love
Your my only point of life.
My 심장 is crying, tears are dropping and and my mind is mad.

사랑 is just a game
of win and loss
Death and life
But I will make it through I will win this fight

You'll never bring down no madder now much my 심장 cry's.
And now I have broken trust
Because 당신 lied to me
yes 당신 lied to me

But real eyes see lies
And I'm not lessoning

So I won't look back because I'll pay a price
But I just can't help self I need 당신 back...
posted by malmcd
This is a song I made up because right now this is how I fell....

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~Singing softy~

Her head is in the cloud's
Drawing spiral's on wall
Her mind is out the door, with her heart.

And just when she's about to get back up
Her mind and her thoughts bring her back down.

~Chorus~

She's confused in this world
Her head is somewhere far away
And she can't find away out

She's scared and alone
But still she's crowded 의해 many 프렌즈 and family
But she still can't find away out.

Ohhh oh ohhhhhh oh oh ohhhhh

~Singing~

She's sitting alone in a dark room
With noway out.
Depressed...
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posted by malmcd
I've spent my life becoming invisible.
People see right through me.

I've always been in the shadows.
I never felt a need to project myself.

I've always been disappointed to look into the mirror.
my reflection always fears me.

I've never been loved
And I thought there was no point to life.

I've been through pain
Pain of thinking I was never good enough.

I'm alone with no one to talk to who understands me...
I need help I think I'm drowning in my own tears?

I 로스트 hope and I hit rock bottom

I never thought I'd start cutting.
and now I am gushing blood.

never been so sad in my life.
it's only a 칼, 나이프 I'd say....
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posted by snootygirl50701
.:Angel Wings:.
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Are 당신 lonely?
Are 당신 sad?
Do 당신 feel like giving up?
Are 당신 crying?
Well I'm dying!
Cause sometimes we smile to hide the sadness!

Don't worry about me!
I'll dust off my own wings!
I'll fly across the world!

(Chorus)
My wings are bloody because of you
Burned and torn
A victim...
Don't worry 'bout me!
My wings will heal...
I hope.
I forgive in a way.
that I never thought I would go
so hurt me 또는 rap me
Like I thought 당신 were...
I'm just a new 앤젤 ...
With wings that can't...
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posted by malmcd
Your 심장 and soul are mine. 당신 made promise’s and now 당신 keep them...I own 당신 know and I’ll be watching making 육지, 쇼 어 that know one can have your 심장 again. 당신 my be your own person but not a person without a soul...and a life can be so easy to can away...I mean 당신 should know that 의해 now, shouldn’t you?

    Her sea green eyes grow big and her 심장 stopped. Right then, right there she finally found what pain and hurt truly felt like. All she think about was his lips against someone else’s. The way he touched that girl they he did the same to her. The girl...
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