Chapter 11- Lunar Eclipse
“Victoria 당신 know who I am and were I am I know 당신 do 당신 could never forget me!” Said the same soft voice in Viva’s dream.
“Why do 당신 keep on telling me to remember why don’t 당신 get I don’t want to remember anything from my past!” Yelled Viva in tears and on her knees like she had given up.
“Victoria my little sister don’t cry for soon all will be reveled soon.” Said the voice as it despaired into the dark as Viva woke up in relieve that her dream was over. As Viva opened her eyes wider and wider she saw a bunch of colored blobs.
“Wow did 당신 know that 당신 talk in your sleep!” Said Eva half laughing.
“What?” Questioned Viva still waking up.
“You kept on saying I don’t want to remember no stop who’s Victoria!” Said Desta looking at her funny.
“Ya who is Victoria?” Asked Artista
“Girls give her some room to wake up don’t attack a girl right when she get’s up with Questions!” Said Eclipse helping her friend 의해 pushing the other girls out of there room.
“Fine we are going 의해 the way Viva Miss. F wants to talk to us in thirty mins so I would wake up a little faster then what your doing!” Said Artista getting pushed out the door with a finally boom of the door closing.
“Finally there gone!” Said Eclipse in relieve as she jumped on to Viva’s bed.
“What time is it?” Asked Viva looking for a clock witch was nowhere to be found.
“It’s 9:14 and not being rude but who is Victoria?” Asked Eclipse.
“I don’t know?” Said Viva sadly
“Well I guess I will leave so 당신 can get really bye!” Said Eclipse walking out the door.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mins later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in Fairygonda’s office
“Hello girls I want to talk to 당신 girls but first I want to congratulate Desta for getting her powers. But 당신 now need to pit one of the winx girls to be your magic helper and one on one trainer. Now I know this is a hard destine to make so take your time.” Said Miss Fairygonda
“I pit Tecna because she really helped me get my powers and I fell like I really connect with her.” Said Desta walking up to Tecna to hug her.
“Really oh thanks!” Said Tecna blushing and hugging Desta.
“Well that was fast! 다음 thing we need to talk about is 당신 girls need a vacation from here 당신 girls should go to the 바닷가, 비치 또는 something fun!” Said Fairygonda.
“Please don’t tell me it’s going to be like last time when the boys had to chaperon us!” Asked Aisha
“That was terrible!” Said Musa
“No girls this time the boys can come and 당신 don’t have to be chaperoned!” Said Fairygonda.
“Really!” Said Bloom excitedly.
“Yayyyyyy!!!!!!” Yelled the winx girls wile the other girls sat in the conner waiting them party.
“What about us?” Asked Artista
“Well the other Red 분수 boys are going also.” Said Fairygonda. “So are 당신 girls going?” Asked Fairygonda.
“I guess so.” Said the girls
“Ok then 당신 girls are free to go packup your things for this weekend have fun!” Said Miss Fairygonda
“Lest get to it!” Said Bloom
“See 당신 girls in a bit!” Said Aisha.
~~~~~~~~~~~~ After packing and now outside~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“What are we waiting for!” Said Artista impatiently
“The boys are picking us up!” Said Musa also getting impatient
“There here!” Said Flora happily
“Finally I mean the lest they could do is be here on time!” Said Eva “Am I right Viva, Viva!” Said Eva at that time Viva was still dreaming about Eric.
“What?” Said Viva snapping out of her dream.
“Did 당신 girls miss us?” Asked Sky waiting for a hug.
“Sky and yes I did miss you!” Said Bloom running up to him and giving him a big hug.
“Nabu?” Said Aisha shocked.
“Yes it’s me!” Said Nabu running up to her and giving her a 키스 on the check.
“What are 당신 doing here!” Asked Aisha
“I wanted to see you!” Said Nabu
“Well am glad your here!” Said Aisha.
“Hey Riven!” Said Musa walking up to him and giving him a hug.
“Hey ready to have some real fun!” Said Riven.
“Oh ya like competing!” Said Musa rolling her eyes
“Hey I promise I wont be that bad!” Said Riven
“Ok!” Said Musa Sarcastically
“Hey this is Rick who i’m training!” Said Nabu.
“Hey Rick!” Said the girls
“Hey nice to meet you!” Said Rick
“Hey Sky were is Helia?” Asked Flora looking around.
“Inside.”Said Sky.
“Thanks!” Said Flora walking into the ship with her bags.
“Lest get going all ready I want to get there before sunset!” Said Artista.
“Ok lest get going!” Said Bloom. At that moment Viva and the other girls were getting there bags into the ship when Eric came up from behind Viva.
“Need some help?” Asked Eric taking Viva’s bags
“Um thanks!” Said Viva smiling.
“No problem!” Said Eric as Viva and the other girls walked on to the ship to get a set.
“There 당신 are what are drawing?” Said Flora coming up from behind Helia.
“Oh nothing!” Said Helia trying to focus.
“Really well I will be the one to decide that!” Said Flora grabbing the paper. “Oh Helia it’s beautiful!” Said Flora smiling.
“It’s a Lilly flower!” Said Helia putting away his art things.
“I know!” Said Flora.
“You should go sit down!” Said Helia getting really to go.
“Ok caption!” Said sarcastically.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A 시간 later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Finally my legs your falling asleep!” Said Eva stretching out her back.
“Me to!” Said Rick
“Ok were here now lest set up the tents!” Said Artista.
“Ok Viva, Eclipse Eric and 드레이크, 드레이 크 당신 work on the first tent. Artista, Eva and Rick and Foster Get the 초 tent. And the rest of use will set up the other stuff!” Said Throwing the tents at each group.
“Well lest get started!” Said Viva.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hour later ~~~~~~~~~~~
“Finally were are done!” Yelled Artista excitedly
“So what do guys what to do now?” Asked Musa
“Hey Tecna come with me I want to show 당신 that new mode for the ship!” Said Timmy walking to the ship.
“Ok Timmy!” Said Tecna fallowing behind him.
“Who’s going surfing because I am!” Asked Aisha
“I will!” Said Sky
“Me To!” Said Riven
“Great this should be good!” Said Musa to Bloom.
“What are 당신 going to do Artista?” Asked Desta
“Drawing.” Said Artista walking away.
“Oh well have fun!” Said Desta waving to Artista.
Artista was Foster came up behind her and kept quite and watch Artista paint the purple blue 담홍색, 핑크 and 주황색, 오렌지 clouds that danced in the wind with a big bright yellow sun right in the middle with blue waves that reflected it. When Artista was finished the last thing she had to do was right her signature but Artista didn’t know how to read her signature. Foster sat back and watched as Artista try to right her name just right but she couldn’t do it.
“Funny an artist like 당신 can’t even right there signature!” Said Foster finally deciding to speck.
“I didn’t know 당신 were there and I can read my signature!” Said Artista
“Here let me help!” Said Foster walking up to Artista putting his hand on her hand and the pencil and righting A-R-T-I-S-T-A. “There P.s no need to go over bored with the signature your name is already cool!” Said Foster Walking way. As he did Artista smiled to her self and looked at the signature and hugged the drawing to her chest.
~~~~~~At the same time at another end of the beach~~~~~~~
“Hey what are 당신 reading?” Asked Alvin to Desta walking up to were she was sitting.
“Oh it’s about myths and stuff I don’t expect 당신 to like any of this stuff!” Said Desta.
“I happened to 사랑 myths witch are 당신 읽기 about?” Asked Alvin sitting down beside her.
“I’m 읽기 about the Whites and Black stones of Nova, Weird right!” Said Desta mocking herself.
“I don’t think it’s weird I find it interesting let me see!” Said Alvin.
“Ok!” Said Desta. “I was just 읽기 about how she made them and how there all made out of pure White Magic 또는 pure Dark Magic excepted for one-” Said Desta
“The Grey Magic stone!” They both said at the same time.
“It also said’s that the stones are connected 의해 the moon and the sun!” Said Alvin.
“Wait is it a full moon tonight!” Asked Desta
“Not Just any full moon it’s a Lunar Eclipse tonight!” Said Alvin
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Some were else on the beach~~~~~~~~~
“Hey what’s are 당신 doing?” Asked 드레이크, 드레이 크 to Eclipse who was laying down in the sand.
“Thinking!” Said Eclipse
“Thinking about what?” Asked 드레이크, 드레이 크 know laying 다음 to her
“About everything!” Said Eclipse “Like Why didn’t my mother tell me that she know I was a fairy 또는 why she was in the portal?” Asked Eclipse
“Time will tell!” Said Drake.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Some were in a field ~~~~~~~~~~
“Helia were are 당신 taking me?” Asked Flora
“You’ll see!” Said Helia. “Now Close your beautiful big eyes of yours and don’t open them okay?” Asked Helia.
“Ok!” Said Flora covering her eyes
“Ok look!” Said Helia reveling a beautiful big painting of Flora and flowers.
“It’s beautiful!” Said Flora in shock
“Look on the back!” Said Helia smiling. Flora flipped it over and read this
“You light up my 일 your the one that made me stay we have been though many bad times but in the end we’ll always be 프렌즈 and I don’t know how to say this but Flora will 당신 stand 의해 my side forever my 꽃 fairy please say yes.” As flora finished say that in confusion she turned around to see Helia down one one knee with a ring.
“So my 꽃 fairy do 당신 say yes?” Asked Helia
“Yes!” Said Flora in tears and shocked
“Really?” Said Helia also in shock. Flora shock her head up and down to say yes.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Another part at the 바닷가, 비치 in some type of cave~~~~~~
Viva had found a place for her to be alone for a little while and sing while the moon began to rise up into the sky. But she didn’t know that Eric had fallowed her.
Alone
I hate to remember,
But I can’t stand to
Forget
But even In this crowded world
I’m still alone
Alone in the morning I awake so lonely in my bed
Listening to morning whispers
With the tears of my life dipping down my face
I want to have someone in my life but from now I’m alone
Ya let me see
okay go deeper in the 벽 of dream dairy. :)
Mommy said One 일 someone will walk into your life
then 당신 realize 사랑 was always worth waiting for
But that person hasn’t come yet to save from this lonely tower
And Mommy also said
To go find myself
But this dark world i’m trapped from all sides and can’t find away out
And I just want 당신 to know
My silence is just another word for my pain
And I’m fed up with not being good enough
Not Pretty enough
Not Skinny enough
Not smart enough
Not talented enough
Not good enough for 당신 and that’s what’s on my mind all day... every day
I don’t think I will be good enough for anyone and that really scares me.
Everything will be okay in the end
I f it’s not
It’s not the end
Sometimes I don’t feel like continuing to live. I don’t want to hurt myself, I just want it all to stop 또는 go away. I want to be calm. I want to be happy again.
My 심장 can’t 사랑 당신 anymore because 당신 have broken it
I lied because I don’t want 당신 to know how much it hurts me
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, Stop deciding with our mind what we want our 심장 to feel, Sometimes we just have to go with whatever happens and whatever happened
And guess what
당신 don’t scare me no more
Viva began to breakdown into tears as Eric stoned back in shock at that moment a big white ring went around the moon and a mist append and Viva and Eric ran out of the cave Artista ran down the 언덕, 힐 and Flora and Helia ran back to the beach.
“What’s going on?” Asked Bloom then the mist got lighter and lighter and then a finger came out of it with long white hair and a light blue dress.
“Victoria don’t cry my sweet sister!” Said the girl
“No I can’t be 당신 i’m not dreaming!” Said Viva in shock.
“That’s the girl from your dream!” Said Flora
“Yes I am and I have important news for my sisters!” Said the girl.
“Wait first I want to know your name!” Said Viva
“You don’t remember my name?” Asked The girl.
“No because I don’t know you!” Said Viva
“Well my name is Princess Luna from Nova and I need 당신 and are sisters to come to Nova because I have to tell 당신 something important and I don’t have much time left here!” Said the girl. Everyone was shocked
“But Nova doesn’t exist it’s a myth!” Said Tecna
“Were is Nova?” Asked Eclipse
“Nova is the thing that lights up 당신 night sky it’s the moon!” Said the girl
“Victoria 당신 know who I am and were I am I know 당신 do 당신 could never forget me!” Said the same soft voice in Viva’s dream.
“Why do 당신 keep on telling me to remember why don’t 당신 get I don’t want to remember anything from my past!” Yelled Viva in tears and on her knees like she had given up.
“Victoria my little sister don’t cry for soon all will be reveled soon.” Said the voice as it despaired into the dark as Viva woke up in relieve that her dream was over. As Viva opened her eyes wider and wider she saw a bunch of colored blobs.
“Wow did 당신 know that 당신 talk in your sleep!” Said Eva half laughing.
“What?” Questioned Viva still waking up.
“You kept on saying I don’t want to remember no stop who’s Victoria!” Said Desta looking at her funny.
“Ya who is Victoria?” Asked Artista
“Girls give her some room to wake up don’t attack a girl right when she get’s up with Questions!” Said Eclipse helping her friend 의해 pushing the other girls out of there room.
“Fine we are going 의해 the way Viva Miss. F wants to talk to us in thirty mins so I would wake up a little faster then what your doing!” Said Artista getting pushed out the door with a finally boom of the door closing.
“Finally there gone!” Said Eclipse in relieve as she jumped on to Viva’s bed.
“What time is it?” Asked Viva looking for a clock witch was nowhere to be found.
“It’s 9:14 and not being rude but who is Victoria?” Asked Eclipse.
“I don’t know?” Said Viva sadly
“Well I guess I will leave so 당신 can get really bye!” Said Eclipse walking out the door.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mins later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in Fairygonda’s office
“Hello girls I want to talk to 당신 girls but first I want to congratulate Desta for getting her powers. But 당신 now need to pit one of the winx girls to be your magic helper and one on one trainer. Now I know this is a hard destine to make so take your time.” Said Miss Fairygonda
“I pit Tecna because she really helped me get my powers and I fell like I really connect with her.” Said Desta walking up to Tecna to hug her.
“Really oh thanks!” Said Tecna blushing and hugging Desta.
“Well that was fast! 다음 thing we need to talk about is 당신 girls need a vacation from here 당신 girls should go to the 바닷가, 비치 또는 something fun!” Said Fairygonda.
“Please don’t tell me it’s going to be like last time when the boys had to chaperon us!” Asked Aisha
“That was terrible!” Said Musa
“No girls this time the boys can come and 당신 don’t have to be chaperoned!” Said Fairygonda.
“Really!” Said Bloom excitedly.
“Yayyyyyy!!!!!!” Yelled the winx girls wile the other girls sat in the conner waiting them party.
“What about us?” Asked Artista
“Well the other Red 분수 boys are going also.” Said Fairygonda. “So are 당신 girls going?” Asked Fairygonda.
“I guess so.” Said the girls
“Ok then 당신 girls are free to go packup your things for this weekend have fun!” Said Miss Fairygonda
“Lest get to it!” Said Bloom
“See 당신 girls in a bit!” Said Aisha.
~~~~~~~~~~~~ After packing and now outside~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“What are we waiting for!” Said Artista impatiently
“The boys are picking us up!” Said Musa also getting impatient
“There here!” Said Flora happily
“Finally I mean the lest they could do is be here on time!” Said Eva “Am I right Viva, Viva!” Said Eva at that time Viva was still dreaming about Eric.
“What?” Said Viva snapping out of her dream.
“Did 당신 girls miss us?” Asked Sky waiting for a hug.
“Sky and yes I did miss you!” Said Bloom running up to him and giving him a big hug.
“Nabu?” Said Aisha shocked.
“Yes it’s me!” Said Nabu running up to her and giving her a 키스 on the check.
“What are 당신 doing here!” Asked Aisha
“I wanted to see you!” Said Nabu
“Well am glad your here!” Said Aisha.
“Hey Riven!” Said Musa walking up to him and giving him a hug.
“Hey ready to have some real fun!” Said Riven.
“Oh ya like competing!” Said Musa rolling her eyes
“Hey I promise I wont be that bad!” Said Riven
“Ok!” Said Musa Sarcastically
“Hey this is Rick who i’m training!” Said Nabu.
“Hey Rick!” Said the girls
“Hey nice to meet you!” Said Rick
“Hey Sky were is Helia?” Asked Flora looking around.
“Inside.”Said Sky.
“Thanks!” Said Flora walking into the ship with her bags.
“Lest get going all ready I want to get there before sunset!” Said Artista.
“Ok lest get going!” Said Bloom. At that moment Viva and the other girls were getting there bags into the ship when Eric came up from behind Viva.
“Need some help?” Asked Eric taking Viva’s bags
“Um thanks!” Said Viva smiling.
“No problem!” Said Eric as Viva and the other girls walked on to the ship to get a set.
“There 당신 are what are drawing?” Said Flora coming up from behind Helia.
“Oh nothing!” Said Helia trying to focus.
“Really well I will be the one to decide that!” Said Flora grabbing the paper. “Oh Helia it’s beautiful!” Said Flora smiling.
“It’s a Lilly flower!” Said Helia putting away his art things.
“I know!” Said Flora.
“You should go sit down!” Said Helia getting really to go.
“Ok caption!” Said sarcastically.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A 시간 later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Finally my legs your falling asleep!” Said Eva stretching out her back.
“Me to!” Said Rick
“Ok were here now lest set up the tents!” Said Artista.
“Ok Viva, Eclipse Eric and 드레이크, 드레이 크 당신 work on the first tent. Artista, Eva and Rick and Foster Get the 초 tent. And the rest of use will set up the other stuff!” Said Throwing the tents at each group.
“Well lest get started!” Said Viva.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hour later ~~~~~~~~~~~
“Finally were are done!” Yelled Artista excitedly
“So what do guys what to do now?” Asked Musa
“Hey Tecna come with me I want to show 당신 that new mode for the ship!” Said Timmy walking to the ship.
“Ok Timmy!” Said Tecna fallowing behind him.
“Who’s going surfing because I am!” Asked Aisha
“I will!” Said Sky
“Me To!” Said Riven
“Great this should be good!” Said Musa to Bloom.
“What are 당신 going to do Artista?” Asked Desta
“Drawing.” Said Artista walking away.
“Oh well have fun!” Said Desta waving to Artista.
Artista was Foster came up behind her and kept quite and watch Artista paint the purple blue 담홍색, 핑크 and 주황색, 오렌지 clouds that danced in the wind with a big bright yellow sun right in the middle with blue waves that reflected it. When Artista was finished the last thing she had to do was right her signature but Artista didn’t know how to read her signature. Foster sat back and watched as Artista try to right her name just right but she couldn’t do it.
“Funny an artist like 당신 can’t even right there signature!” Said Foster finally deciding to speck.
“I didn’t know 당신 were there and I can read my signature!” Said Artista
“Here let me help!” Said Foster walking up to Artista putting his hand on her hand and the pencil and righting A-R-T-I-S-T-A. “There P.s no need to go over bored with the signature your name is already cool!” Said Foster Walking way. As he did Artista smiled to her self and looked at the signature and hugged the drawing to her chest.
~~~~~~At the same time at another end of the beach~~~~~~~
“Hey what are 당신 reading?” Asked Alvin to Desta walking up to were she was sitting.
“Oh it’s about myths and stuff I don’t expect 당신 to like any of this stuff!” Said Desta.
“I happened to 사랑 myths witch are 당신 읽기 about?” Asked Alvin sitting down beside her.
“I’m 읽기 about the Whites and Black stones of Nova, Weird right!” Said Desta mocking herself.
“I don’t think it’s weird I find it interesting let me see!” Said Alvin.
“Ok!” Said Desta. “I was just 읽기 about how she made them and how there all made out of pure White Magic 또는 pure Dark Magic excepted for one-” Said Desta
“The Grey Magic stone!” They both said at the same time.
“It also said’s that the stones are connected 의해 the moon and the sun!” Said Alvin.
“Wait is it a full moon tonight!” Asked Desta
“Not Just any full moon it’s a Lunar Eclipse tonight!” Said Alvin
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Some were else on the beach~~~~~~~~~
“Hey what’s are 당신 doing?” Asked 드레이크, 드레이 크 to Eclipse who was laying down in the sand.
“Thinking!” Said Eclipse
“Thinking about what?” Asked 드레이크, 드레이 크 know laying 다음 to her
“About everything!” Said Eclipse “Like Why didn’t my mother tell me that she know I was a fairy 또는 why she was in the portal?” Asked Eclipse
“Time will tell!” Said Drake.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Some were in a field ~~~~~~~~~~
“Helia were are 당신 taking me?” Asked Flora
“You’ll see!” Said Helia. “Now Close your beautiful big eyes of yours and don’t open them okay?” Asked Helia.
“Ok!” Said Flora covering her eyes
“Ok look!” Said Helia reveling a beautiful big painting of Flora and flowers.
“It’s beautiful!” Said Flora in shock
“Look on the back!” Said Helia smiling. Flora flipped it over and read this
“You light up my 일 your the one that made me stay we have been though many bad times but in the end we’ll always be 프렌즈 and I don’t know how to say this but Flora will 당신 stand 의해 my side forever my 꽃 fairy please say yes.” As flora finished say that in confusion she turned around to see Helia down one one knee with a ring.
“So my 꽃 fairy do 당신 say yes?” Asked Helia
“Yes!” Said Flora in tears and shocked
“Really?” Said Helia also in shock. Flora shock her head up and down to say yes.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Another part at the 바닷가, 비치 in some type of cave~~~~~~
Viva had found a place for her to be alone for a little while and sing while the moon began to rise up into the sky. But she didn’t know that Eric had fallowed her.
Alone
I hate to remember,
But I can’t stand to
Forget
But even In this crowded world
I’m still alone
Alone in the morning I awake so lonely in my bed
Listening to morning whispers
With the tears of my life dipping down my face
I want to have someone in my life but from now I’m alone
Ya let me see
okay go deeper in the 벽 of dream dairy. :)
Mommy said One 일 someone will walk into your life
then 당신 realize 사랑 was always worth waiting for
But that person hasn’t come yet to save from this lonely tower
And Mommy also said
To go find myself
But this dark world i’m trapped from all sides and can’t find away out
And I just want 당신 to know
My silence is just another word for my pain
And I’m fed up with not being good enough
Not Pretty enough
Not Skinny enough
Not smart enough
Not talented enough
Not good enough for 당신 and that’s what’s on my mind all day... every day
I don’t think I will be good enough for anyone and that really scares me.
Everything will be okay in the end
I f it’s not
It’s not the end
Sometimes I don’t feel like continuing to live. I don’t want to hurt myself, I just want it all to stop 또는 go away. I want to be calm. I want to be happy again.
My 심장 can’t 사랑 당신 anymore because 당신 have broken it
I lied because I don’t want 당신 to know how much it hurts me
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, Stop deciding with our mind what we want our 심장 to feel, Sometimes we just have to go with whatever happens and whatever happened
And guess what
당신 don’t scare me no more
Viva began to breakdown into tears as Eric stoned back in shock at that moment a big white ring went around the moon and a mist append and Viva and Eric ran out of the cave Artista ran down the 언덕, 힐 and Flora and Helia ran back to the beach.
“What’s going on?” Asked Bloom then the mist got lighter and lighter and then a finger came out of it with long white hair and a light blue dress.
“Victoria don’t cry my sweet sister!” Said the girl
“No I can’t be 당신 i’m not dreaming!” Said Viva in shock.
“That’s the girl from your dream!” Said Flora
“Yes I am and I have important news for my sisters!” Said the girl.
“Wait first I want to know your name!” Said Viva
“You don’t remember my name?” Asked The girl.
“No because I don’t know you!” Said Viva
“Well my name is Princess Luna from Nova and I need 당신 and are sisters to come to Nova because I have to tell 당신 something important and I don’t have much time left here!” Said the girl. Everyone was shocked
“But Nova doesn’t exist it’s a myth!” Said Tecna
“Were is Nova?” Asked Eclipse
“Nova is the thing that lights up 당신 night sky it’s the moon!” Said the girl
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real 또는 not, my mind's a 라푼젤 knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from 일 to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken 심장 is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real 또는 not, my mind's a 라푼젤 knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from 일 to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken 심장 is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black 심장 Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark 심장 Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy 심장 Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold 심장 Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black 심장 and Black Soul
Maybe 당신 will come 의해
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o 초 a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths 또는 easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings 당신 down really does hurt. Most of the time 당신 don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am 또는 even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black 심장 Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark 심장 Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy 심장 Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold 심장 Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black 심장 and Black Soul
Maybe 당신 will come 의해
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o 초 a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths 또는 easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings 당신 down really does hurt. Most of the time 당신 don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am 또는 even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
If tears left scars then the world would know who 당신 truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that 당신 always have tried to keep in
But one 일 당신 just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because 당신 long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one 당신 want most is breaking 당신 but 당신 still 사랑 him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
또는 maybe your just hurt and afraid that 당신 can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in 더 많이 ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that 일 comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & 사랑
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that 당신 always have tried to keep in
But one 일 당신 just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because 당신 long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one 당신 want most is breaking 당신 but 당신 still 사랑 him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
또는 maybe your just hurt and afraid that 당신 can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in 더 많이 ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that 일 comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & 사랑
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
There's a crack in my 심장 from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My 심장 has your name written all over it
My 심장 beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did 당신 leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let 당신 go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted 당신
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave 당신 and never look back
But I can't because my 심장 can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but 당신 don't hear
당신 just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can 당신 be so curl when I gave 당신 everything I had
Your a 심장 breaker
당신 don't get it do you
당신 broke me
and 당신 hurt me
and 당신 felt nothing...
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My 심장 has your name written all over it
My 심장 beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did 당신 leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let 당신 go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted 당신
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave 당신 and never look back
But I can't because my 심장 can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but 당신 don't hear
당신 just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can 당신 be so curl when I gave 당신 everything I had
Your a 심장 breaker
당신 don't get it do you
당신 broke me
and 당신 hurt me
and 당신 felt nothing...
~Magically Gone~
Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. 집 that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your 앤젤 wings won't work and 당신 atleast knock down your mother's diary. The 사랑 twisting story will bring 당신 alive to the real world. Your 앤젤 또는 나비 wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL 당신 fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. 집 that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your 앤젤 wings won't work and 당신 atleast knock down your mother's diary. The 사랑 twisting story will bring 당신 alive to the real world. Your 앤젤 또는 나비 wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL 당신 fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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