"Aren't 당신 excited?" Dad asked again. My jaw hung open, and tears welled up in my eyes.
"Yeah, Dad. That's great." I stood up and went to my room. I paced in my room for a while, fiddling with my fingers. The tears filled up more, making it nearly impossible to see anything. This can't be happening. He was trying to start a new family. He was recreating what we had before we... There was a knock at the door.
"Irina?" It was Dad. I ran over to the door, and locked it just as he tried to open the door. "Irina, please let me in. I want to talk to you."
"Go away!" I cried. The whole thing felt so surreal, like when Dad told me he was dating Kara. But this was far worse. This would change everything. He called my name a few 더 많이 times, but I still refused to open the door.
"Irina! Let me in right now, young lady!" he shouted.
Everything went black.
When I woke up, Dad and Kara were leaning over me. Then I noticed how bad my head hurt, a lot.
"Irina? Are 당신 ok?" Dad asked. I closed my eyes, putting my arm over them and groaned. What just happened? It took me a few 분 to realize what happened, but I still couldn't remember what had happened before hand. I sat there in silence for a while, trying to remember anything. When had Kara and Hera gotten here?
"Honey, 당신 hit your head on the side of your desk," Dad told me. That explained the splitting headache. I clenched my teeth. "Honey, do remember anything at all?" I shook my head. He looked at Kara, and pursed his lips. Did he know? "Well, I think 당신 should go to bed. 당신 need to rest." He helped me up, and got me into bed. Hera looked scared. Did Dad never tell her? And what was he not telling me? I laid down, and rubbed my temples with my palms. "Good night," Dad said. He turned off the light and they all left, leaving me all alone in the dark.
I fell asleep a while after that. Oh well, it was all over now.
At school the 다음 day, like normal, I talked to Blake in English. It was great until Mateo butted in.
"Dude! 당신 broke up with Heidi?!" he asked. "She's pissed! I thought 당신 liked her! What happened?!" he ranted. Blake rolled his eyes.
"Nothing, I'm just done with her bitchy attitude, ok? What does it matter?" he asked, agitated. Mateo groaned.
"We were supposed to go to the dance together! All four of us! Now that 당신 and Heidi aren't going, Gwen doesn't want to go!" Mateo complained. Blake rolled his eyes again and waved him away.
"Sorry 'bout that," he said sheepishly. I shrugged.
"I didn't know 당신 and Heidi broke up. I'm sorry about that," I said softly.
"Don't be. I'm am so glad. I don't even know why I put up with her before," he said sounding completely relieved.
"Well that's good," I smiled. He nodded, then class started.
***
I began walking 집 from school, when Blake stopped me.
"Hey, Irina!" he called. I stopped. "Are 당신 busy this weekend?" he asked.
"I dunno." He smiled mischieviously.
"Well, if 당신 are, there's something I want to do, ok?" he asked.
"And what's that?"
"You'll see," he smiled again. Just then, another voice appeared.
"What are 당신 doing?" it asked. My 심장 nearly stopped. I felt my face turn cold. It was Drew. He came up behind me. Blake furrowed his eyebrows; he's never met Drew. I slowly turned to face him.
"Uh, nothing," I squeaked. He looked at me with distrustful eyes. He looked back at Drew and nodded at him. Fuck.
"Uh, this is... Brian," I said quickly. I tried to subtly give Blake a look that told him to play along. He looked extremely confused. Drew frowned.
"Ok... Well, come on. I'll take 당신 home," he said. Even though it sounded like a calm and generous offer, I knew it translated into let's go so I can kick your ass. I gulped.
"Uh, I'm fine. I think I'd rather walk." Drew grabbed my hand and squeezed it tight.
"I said I'll take 당신 home," he said solemnly. Then it seemed to click for Blake. He grabbed Drew's wrist, and spoke through his teeth.
"She said she doesn't want to." Drew looked really surprised, but even 더 많이 pissed off than he had been.
"Get the fuck away from me," Drew growled. Blake took a step closer, and I pushed myself between them.
"Don't. Just... Let's go," I said to Drew. I was taking a very big risk right now, but it was all I could do to keep them from beating the shit out of each other. We went to Drew's jeep, and I waved at Blake when he wouldn't see. Blake looked terrified.
When we got back to my house, the first thing Drew did was slap me across the face. I took it without any complaints.
"Don't 당신 ever talk back to me like that again," he warned. I nodded. We went inside, and he took a 좌석 on the couch. "So... you're moving?" he asked. I nodded, handing him the 맥주 he had demanded. He smiled to himself as he opened it. "Well, don't think that just because you're moving that'll I'll leave," he looked into my eyes. "I'm never going to leave," he said darkly. I gulped but nodded. He squinted his eyes at me, then laughed. "You needed stitches?" he asked.
"Yeah," I said quietly. He laughed.
"That's what 당신 get for fucking up your face like that. Although, it was an improvement..." he took another sip. That hurt.
Drew left a while after, and I couldn't have been 더 많이 relieved. A half 시간 later, my cell phone rang.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Irina? Are 당신 ok?" Blake asked. I felt even 더 많이 relieved to hear his concerned voice.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"Is he..."
"No, Drew's gone. He left a while ago." I heard him sigh into the phone.
"Ok." There was a long pause. "Why don't 당신 just break up with him? I don't understand how 당신 can 사랑 someone like that," he said incredulously. He sounded as if it was an obvious answer. It kind of annoyed me.
"You don't think I want to?! If I could, I would've dumped him a long time ago! And... I used to. I used to 사랑 him. I hate him now. I hate him so much..."
"Ok, ok! Irina, calm down," he said softly. But I was already worked up.
"I want to! I want to break up with him! But I can't! I'm scared! He's gonna... He's gonna kill me one of these days," I said through my cries.
"Irina, it's ok. I'll help you."
"How," I sniffed, not convinced at all. There was another pause.
"I don't know. But I will. I promise." I heard the slam of a car door outside. I quickly wiped away my tears.
"I gotta go. I'll see 당신 tomorrow."
"Bye. See ya," he said just before I hung up. I sniffed again, trying not to look like I'd been crying. Dad and Kara walked in, along with Hera.
"Hey, kid," Dad said. I waved quickly.
"Hello Irina," Kara said. She looked worried; I wonder why. I hadn't seen her since last night. Then I remembered that I hadn't thought about last night at all really. I went to my room, and tried to do my homework while I retraced my thoughts. I'd been upset; that's all I could remember. I shook my head, trying to go 앞으로 instead. Kara and Hera had both been there... All three of them were happy... I thought it'd mess everything up...
Then I remembered.
I groaned, the headache returning. I held my head in my hands, trying to clear my head again. Blissful ignorance is a lot better than remembering sometimes.
***
The 다음 일 in school, when I saw Blake in English, the first thing he did was hug me. I was surprised at first, but then returned the hug. I felt like crying, but I was in class; I didn't want to start a scene 또는 anything. Plus, people were giving us weird looks; especially Mateo. He did not look happy one bit. I pulled away from Blake.
"Thanks," I said quietly. He smiled sympathetically. I wiped away a threatening tear.
"Don't worry," he whispered as class started. "I'll figure something out."
"Yeah, Dad. That's great." I stood up and went to my room. I paced in my room for a while, fiddling with my fingers. The tears filled up more, making it nearly impossible to see anything. This can't be happening. He was trying to start a new family. He was recreating what we had before we... There was a knock at the door.
"Irina?" It was Dad. I ran over to the door, and locked it just as he tried to open the door. "Irina, please let me in. I want to talk to you."
"Go away!" I cried. The whole thing felt so surreal, like when Dad told me he was dating Kara. But this was far worse. This would change everything. He called my name a few 더 많이 times, but I still refused to open the door.
"Irina! Let me in right now, young lady!" he shouted.
Everything went black.
When I woke up, Dad and Kara were leaning over me. Then I noticed how bad my head hurt, a lot.
"Irina? Are 당신 ok?" Dad asked. I closed my eyes, putting my arm over them and groaned. What just happened? It took me a few 분 to realize what happened, but I still couldn't remember what had happened before hand. I sat there in silence for a while, trying to remember anything. When had Kara and Hera gotten here?
"Honey, 당신 hit your head on the side of your desk," Dad told me. That explained the splitting headache. I clenched my teeth. "Honey, do remember anything at all?" I shook my head. He looked at Kara, and pursed his lips. Did he know? "Well, I think 당신 should go to bed. 당신 need to rest." He helped me up, and got me into bed. Hera looked scared. Did Dad never tell her? And what was he not telling me? I laid down, and rubbed my temples with my palms. "Good night," Dad said. He turned off the light and they all left, leaving me all alone in the dark.
I fell asleep a while after that. Oh well, it was all over now.
At school the 다음 day, like normal, I talked to Blake in English. It was great until Mateo butted in.
"Dude! 당신 broke up with Heidi?!" he asked. "She's pissed! I thought 당신 liked her! What happened?!" he ranted. Blake rolled his eyes.
"Nothing, I'm just done with her bitchy attitude, ok? What does it matter?" he asked, agitated. Mateo groaned.
"We were supposed to go to the dance together! All four of us! Now that 당신 and Heidi aren't going, Gwen doesn't want to go!" Mateo complained. Blake rolled his eyes again and waved him away.
"Sorry 'bout that," he said sheepishly. I shrugged.
"I didn't know 당신 and Heidi broke up. I'm sorry about that," I said softly.
"Don't be. I'm am so glad. I don't even know why I put up with her before," he said sounding completely relieved.
"Well that's good," I smiled. He nodded, then class started.
***
I began walking 집 from school, when Blake stopped me.
"Hey, Irina!" he called. I stopped. "Are 당신 busy this weekend?" he asked.
"I dunno." He smiled mischieviously.
"Well, if 당신 are, there's something I want to do, ok?" he asked.
"And what's that?"
"You'll see," he smiled again. Just then, another voice appeared.
"What are 당신 doing?" it asked. My 심장 nearly stopped. I felt my face turn cold. It was Drew. He came up behind me. Blake furrowed his eyebrows; he's never met Drew. I slowly turned to face him.
"Uh, nothing," I squeaked. He looked at me with distrustful eyes. He looked back at Drew and nodded at him. Fuck.
"Uh, this is... Brian," I said quickly. I tried to subtly give Blake a look that told him to play along. He looked extremely confused. Drew frowned.
"Ok... Well, come on. I'll take 당신 home," he said. Even though it sounded like a calm and generous offer, I knew it translated into let's go so I can kick your ass. I gulped.
"Uh, I'm fine. I think I'd rather walk." Drew grabbed my hand and squeezed it tight.
"I said I'll take 당신 home," he said solemnly. Then it seemed to click for Blake. He grabbed Drew's wrist, and spoke through his teeth.
"She said she doesn't want to." Drew looked really surprised, but even 더 많이 pissed off than he had been.
"Get the fuck away from me," Drew growled. Blake took a step closer, and I pushed myself between them.
"Don't. Just... Let's go," I said to Drew. I was taking a very big risk right now, but it was all I could do to keep them from beating the shit out of each other. We went to Drew's jeep, and I waved at Blake when he wouldn't see. Blake looked terrified.
When we got back to my house, the first thing Drew did was slap me across the face. I took it without any complaints.
"Don't 당신 ever talk back to me like that again," he warned. I nodded. We went inside, and he took a 좌석 on the couch. "So... you're moving?" he asked. I nodded, handing him the 맥주 he had demanded. He smiled to himself as he opened it. "Well, don't think that just because you're moving that'll I'll leave," he looked into my eyes. "I'm never going to leave," he said darkly. I gulped but nodded. He squinted his eyes at me, then laughed. "You needed stitches?" he asked.
"Yeah," I said quietly. He laughed.
"That's what 당신 get for fucking up your face like that. Although, it was an improvement..." he took another sip. That hurt.
Drew left a while after, and I couldn't have been 더 많이 relieved. A half 시간 later, my cell phone rang.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Irina? Are 당신 ok?" Blake asked. I felt even 더 많이 relieved to hear his concerned voice.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"Is he..."
"No, Drew's gone. He left a while ago." I heard him sigh into the phone.
"Ok." There was a long pause. "Why don't 당신 just break up with him? I don't understand how 당신 can 사랑 someone like that," he said incredulously. He sounded as if it was an obvious answer. It kind of annoyed me.
"You don't think I want to?! If I could, I would've dumped him a long time ago! And... I used to. I used to 사랑 him. I hate him now. I hate him so much..."
"Ok, ok! Irina, calm down," he said softly. But I was already worked up.
"I want to! I want to break up with him! But I can't! I'm scared! He's gonna... He's gonna kill me one of these days," I said through my cries.
"Irina, it's ok. I'll help you."
"How," I sniffed, not convinced at all. There was another pause.
"I don't know. But I will. I promise." I heard the slam of a car door outside. I quickly wiped away my tears.
"I gotta go. I'll see 당신 tomorrow."
"Bye. See ya," he said just before I hung up. I sniffed again, trying not to look like I'd been crying. Dad and Kara walked in, along with Hera.
"Hey, kid," Dad said. I waved quickly.
"Hello Irina," Kara said. She looked worried; I wonder why. I hadn't seen her since last night. Then I remembered that I hadn't thought about last night at all really. I went to my room, and tried to do my homework while I retraced my thoughts. I'd been upset; that's all I could remember. I shook my head, trying to go 앞으로 instead. Kara and Hera had both been there... All three of them were happy... I thought it'd mess everything up...
Then I remembered.
I groaned, the headache returning. I held my head in my hands, trying to clear my head again. Blissful ignorance is a lot better than remembering sometimes.
***
The 다음 일 in school, when I saw Blake in English, the first thing he did was hug me. I was surprised at first, but then returned the hug. I felt like crying, but I was in class; I didn't want to start a scene 또는 anything. Plus, people were giving us weird looks; especially Mateo. He did not look happy one bit. I pulled away from Blake.
"Thanks," I said quietly. He smiled sympathetically. I wiped away a threatening tear.
"Don't worry," he whispered as class started. "I'll figure something out."
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of 유명인사 turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived 의해 his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived 의해 his elderly father, Pop Tart.
Shaun
I watched two little girls playing, watching one in particular. She reminded me painfully of Serena. The little girl pulled her friend to her feet and ran towards a woman that I recognized.
It was her. At first I was sure I was halluncinating.
Her dark hair was a little longer than I had seen it last. She was wearing a black pencil 치마 and a deep blue blouse. She looked happy as the girl ran up to her.
She hugged the little girl. Their hair was the same colour.
I watched numbly as Serena looked at the child with unfathomable 사랑 as she told her something.
Serena looked up at me, pain and shock evident on her face.
I watched two little girls playing, watching one in particular. She reminded me painfully of Serena. The little girl pulled her friend to her feet and ran towards a woman that I recognized.
It was her. At first I was sure I was halluncinating.
Her dark hair was a little longer than I had seen it last. She was wearing a black pencil 치마 and a deep blue blouse. She looked happy as the girl ran up to her.
She hugged the little girl. Their hair was the same colour.
I watched numbly as Serena looked at the child with unfathomable 사랑 as she told her something.
Serena looked up at me, pain and shock evident on her face.
Shaun
About an 시간 after she called me, I was still sitting there. Unresponsive.
The phone rang again. I forced myself to pick it up.
It was Serena. She was crying.
"I couldn't do it," she said, before hanging up again.
Serena
I couldn't do it. As soon as I was out of the clinic, I drove home. When I'd parked my car, I couldn't hold the tears back.
I looked up, shocked. I had gone to my mother's house.
I stumbled out of the car, and my mother came running out. I collapsed in her warm arms, still sobbing.
Kate
I hear my daughter. Crying. I run outside, and hug my angel, my little angel.
I don't try to make her tell me what's wrong. She'll tell me when she wants to. I know her that well.
About an 시간 after she called me, I was still sitting there. Unresponsive.
The phone rang again. I forced myself to pick it up.
It was Serena. She was crying.
"I couldn't do it," she said, before hanging up again.
Serena
I couldn't do it. As soon as I was out of the clinic, I drove home. When I'd parked my car, I couldn't hold the tears back.
I looked up, shocked. I had gone to my mother's house.
I stumbled out of the car, and my mother came running out. I collapsed in her warm arms, still sobbing.
Kate
I hear my daughter. Crying. I run outside, and hug my angel, my little angel.
I don't try to make her tell me what's wrong. She'll tell me when she wants to. I know her that well.
Shaun
Three months later, we were apparently "an item".
She had me twisted around her little finger. She could have made me jump in front of a bus, all that was needed was one look from her "love me, 당신 know 당신 want to" 초콜릿 brown eyes.
I paid attention to her every move, her every word.
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When I first told her I loved her, I was expecting rejection, but she surprised me. She kissed me, and said she loved me too. The sun revolved around where she stood.
Nothing else mattered.
Three months later, we were apparently "an item".
She had me twisted around her little finger. She could have made me jump in front of a bus, all that was needed was one look from her "love me, 당신 know 당신 want to" 초콜릿 brown eyes.
I paid attention to her every move, her every word.
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When I first told her I loved her, I was expecting rejection, but she surprised me. She kissed me, and said she loved me too. The sun revolved around where she stood.
Nothing else mattered.
this is aqua
