There I am... Gabby Raptor.... " I miss him" I say to myself standing on a montain... alone. Then I hear a voice..." Mike...?" I say.... Nothing there... Mike was an old family friend... He was like a father to me.... The father that left me when I was five... My mother she went after him and eventuly died... I found that out 3 years later after the acedent.... Mike was a good friend.... All I have left of him is his horse "Boxer". It was my fault the killer got to Mike... It always is my fault.... I'm nothing but trouble... But what sadens me 더 많이 is that I'm rejected...My 3 brothers and my grandfather... The only people I have left..... The 사랑 of my life.... The only person I will ever love" ... I bet he doesn't notice me at all... To busy with training" I said... Then I hear someone calling my name... I turn around quickly... Still nothing there.... I fall on the floor... Then begin crying....." Why do I even live? " I said Then the same voice that called my name said " Because in life there's always something to live for..." I jumped to my feet... A bit startled actully. Then just start thinking about my life... Mike .... and the 사랑 of my life.... Even though I'm 16... Life is very complicated....