My pain numbed and withdrew, though I could still feel it buzzing. But a new sensation began, one that I could not describe. I looked in the mirror. I could not reconigze who I was. A beautiful, pale face stared back at me, with bright red eyes. Carlisle told me that I was a vampire. I shook my head. 뱀파이어 dont exist, do they? I thought. He said that I was probley thirsty ( So that was the sensation ), and should hunt. I realised, with a shock, that he was right. I was a monster. He explained that there were other ways, and I could choose which way I wanted to go. He said that he hunted animals, they were his meals. I could choose to leave him and feed on humans insted, but they must not know that I was a vampire, unless I was going to kill them straight after. It was the same if I hunted animals.
I stayed with Carlisle, although it was hard at first to control my thrist. Every time I saw a human, I wanted their blood inside me. Eventully, I couldn't control it any longer, and went into the city one day. We had to leave later that day, Carlisle wasn't happy with me. We went our separate ways.
Later, I lived 의해 myself, hunting across Asia and Europe. I couldn't stand being a monster, but there seemed to be no other way to survive. I thought, that maybe if I don't kill innocent humans, I might be less of am monster. How stupid I was.
My life continued in this pattern for years. Killing, feeding, and killing again. It lasted for ages before I got sick of it.
But one day, I went out to feed, and caught the eye of one of the most beautiful 뱀파이어 I had ever seen. It wasn't 사랑 at first sight, but it was better than this mindless pattern of killing. Without thinking, I grabbed a human and killed him. I walked up to her slowly, ignoing his shreks of pain and terror and offered him to her. She took him, grasciosly. Suddenly out of the darkness....
"Hello, my name is Edward Cullen"
I stayed with Carlisle, although it was hard at first to control my thrist. Every time I saw a human, I wanted their blood inside me. Eventully, I couldn't control it any longer, and went into the city one day. We had to leave later that day, Carlisle wasn't happy with me. We went our separate ways.
Later, I lived 의해 myself, hunting across Asia and Europe. I couldn't stand being a monster, but there seemed to be no other way to survive. I thought, that maybe if I don't kill innocent humans, I might be less of am monster. How stupid I was.
My life continued in this pattern for years. Killing, feeding, and killing again. It lasted for ages before I got sick of it.
But one day, I went out to feed, and caught the eye of one of the most beautiful 뱀파이어 I had ever seen. It wasn't 사랑 at first sight, but it was better than this mindless pattern of killing. Without thinking, I grabbed a human and killed him. I walked up to her slowly, ignoing his shreks of pain and terror and offered him to her. She took him, grasciosly. Suddenly out of the darkness....
"Hello, my name is Edward Cullen"
-Renesmee-
의해 the time we landed for THE LAST TIME, I was really tired, despite sleeping like a rock the entire time.
"Emmett is going to personally ensure your permanent skin tone becomes bright red," Jacob remarked.
I scowled at him; I hated that I blushed so frequently.
"But I like it," he grinned. "It makes 당신 look cute."
"Are 당신 on his side 또는 mine?" I almost growled at him. I was NOT in the mood for this.
"Yours," he said, still grinning.
"Great. Then please be 더 많이 supportive."
"Yes, ma'am," he said, saluting me.
"Whatever," I mumbled as we stepped into the cab.
* * *
의해 the time we reached Forks, I was still incredibly tired.
The last thing I remembered was steeping out of the cab, and making it eight steps before my legs folded underneath me and Jacob's warm arms catching me before I fell.
I blinked my eyes closed, too exhausted to move.
의해 the time we landed for THE LAST TIME, I was really tired, despite sleeping like a rock the entire time.
"Emmett is going to personally ensure your permanent skin tone becomes bright red," Jacob remarked.
I scowled at him; I hated that I blushed so frequently.
"But I like it," he grinned. "It makes 당신 look cute."
"Are 당신 on his side 또는 mine?" I almost growled at him. I was NOT in the mood for this.
"Yours," he said, still grinning.
"Great. Then please be 더 많이 supportive."
"Yes, ma'am," he said, saluting me.
"Whatever," I mumbled as we stepped into the cab.
* * *
의해 the time we reached Forks, I was still incredibly tired.
The last thing I remembered was steeping out of the cab, and making it eight steps before my legs folded underneath me and Jacob's warm arms catching me before I fell.
I blinked my eyes closed, too exhausted to move.
10. Tell him only to address 당신 in a cute English accent.
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have 더 많이 fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? 사랑 thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the 책상, 데스크 in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy 또는 McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have 더 많이 fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? 사랑 thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the 책상, 데스크 in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy 또는 McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”