With her begging, my cold 심장 softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak 나무, 트리 and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that 나무, 트리 with a silver ink pen half a 년 ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had 차 and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.

She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so 사워, 사 우 어 inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of 당신 and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate 당신 sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"

I didn't say a word, just looked down . After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

...
A kind of deep 사랑 shot threw me like a bulet.
A dream. Great. But this was a kind of dream that 당신 can't wake up from. Me and Susan stoped at at a hotel last night. We got seperate beds but i still felt uncomfotable. In my dream Susan was in a dress and we were hanging out at our park.She came over and I brushed her hair out of her face and leaned in. 당신 guessed it. I kissed her. But I secretly wanted to. This dream had too be the ones 당신 can;t wake up from. But it felt so real.
I felt her lips meet mine I wasn't watching it 더 많이 like living it. to be continued...