WOW I can't believe this is part 10 alreay, i'm so glad that people enjoy this. It's really fun/addicting to write. Here's the 다음 chapter :)
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Recap:
Esme came over and put her hands on my shoulder and gently kissed my head.
"Oh honey, 당신 must have been so scared. I'm sorry to hear that your old family was so horrible to you." She said, I smiled at the way she said "old family."
I smiled up at her and looked around at my true family. Esme the caring/loving mother who would do anything for us. Emmett the big/strong/caring brother who acted tougher then anyone but has a "heart of gold." Rose who was very difficult at times but was so caring if 당신 got to know her. Jasper my true 사랑 who knew me better then I knew myself. Carlisle must be at work already, but he is the leader of this family, he was the wisest and quickest of any of us, and Edward my closest brother.
He and I were closer then any of the other siblings, we understood everything about eachother and I knew that we would go to the ends of the planet for eachother if needed.
I was so lucky to have the family I have now, we were a little strange, but we were strong and united and nothing could break us apart 또는 change that.
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We sat around planning 더 많이 of Bella's birthday, it was only 2 days away and there was so much to be done still. I was making lists of everything that we would need, the candles for the embiance, the flowers..I was thinking roses...lots of roses, the cake. There was a lot to be done and I knew we had to do this without her knowledge.
Edward couldn't help anymore because he had to go get Bella and they were going to their special spot. It was so cute to watch those two together, it's like they aren't complete unless they are together. It made me so happy to see that he found someone who made him feel alive again, I knew how amazing it was because I couldn't imagine my life without Jasper.
While I was sitting on the 침상, 소파 thinking about Jasper he turned and smiled at me and flooded the room with love. I smiled at him and mouthed the words "I know, I 사랑 당신 too." at him.
Esme was pacing back and forth trying to help and thinking of things that we would need when she knelt down infront of me.
"Alice, I know that 당신 are doing this whole journal thing with Jasper. I just wanted 당신 to know that if 당신 wanted any of us to be with 당신 I would 사랑 to help experience this with you." She said as she placed her hand on my knee.
I knew that she wasn't saying this to be nosey, she was just offering me someone else to listen.
I sat there thinking about all this when I decided that it would be a good idea to share this with my family.
I stood up and ran up the stairs into the 도서관, 라이브러리 and grabbing the book. I ran back downstairs and handed the journal to Esme.
"It would mean a lot if 당신 would read the 다음 chapter, I like hearing someone else read it so I can imagine everything." I said looking into her eyes.
She hugged me fiercely and sat on the couch, I noticed that Rose and Emmett were still on the 사랑 좌석 and looked cautiously at me. I could tell they felt like they were easedropping, and I knew that it was making them comfortable.
"Rose, Emmett, please stay. If 당신 would like 당신 can stay and listen too. 당신 guys are important to me and I would like to share this with 당신 if 당신 would like." I said smiling at both of them.
I wasn't sure how they would respond, Rose and I were close but there was always something keeping us apart. Emmett was amazing, I knew he would be supportive of anything I did and I was hoping that he would accept the offer.
They looked into eachothers eyes, having a conversation of sorts without saying a word. It was quiet for a 분 when they both stood up and walked over to me. Emmett wrapped his arms around me, giving me a huge 곰 hug. When he released me Rose took his spot and hugged me gently, making sure not to mess up her hair 또는 anything else.
"Thank 당신 Alice, we would be honored if 당신 would share this experience with us." Emmett said with a sly smile.
I looked around and smiled, Esme had taken my spot on the couch, Rose and Emmett took the two recliner chairs, and Jasper came over and took my hand and led us to the loveseat.
Esme cleared her throat and began reading:
"The 날짜 says April 21st.
Ok, it's been a few days. They were trying a new treatment and someone was always with me. This is the firts time I have been left alone since then. I figure I am 안전한, 안전 to write now, no one will check on me for a few hours. Now, the difficult part....
We walked over the 언덕, 힐 seeing a large building with many side buildings. As we walked closer it just kept growing and growing.
It was a large red brick building, which looked like it had 3 floors. The name was written on a sign, but we were still far enough away that it couldn't be read.
We walked up to the front when I noticed the sign, it read
Battle Creek Asylum
I wasn't sure what an asylum was, but I knew that it didn't sound like a 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 또는 ice cream place. I looked around and noticed that there were people in some of the areas that were looking out of the windows.
The people were all diffrent ages, some of them looked to be about my age, and others were older. They all had the same blue 셔츠 on and when I stoped to stare I noticed that other people in white were taking them away from the windows.
I stopped where I was standing because an image popped into my head. I saw myself wearing a blue uniform, strange people I didn't know who were wearing white uniforms were helping me into a room.
The room was a strange shade of white, it seemed to glow with the lights they had in the room. There was a metal 침대 I think it was a 침대 at least, and the 침대 had strange handles on it that looked to be leather. These handles were on both sides on both the 상단, 맨 위로 and the bottom. I saw a person in white taking my hands and feet and putting them through the straps and strapping me to the table.
I stopped the image because I was so scared, I realized that I was gasping and starting to hyperventalate.
My father came over and put his hands on my shoudlers, pushing me along twoards the doors.
"Mary Alice 당신 need to stop this NOW. We are here to tour this place, and 당신 will be on your best behavor." He said quietly while he pushed me into the reception area.
The area was pristenely clean. The floors were so shiny that I saw our reflections when we walked on them. The walls were the same strange white color that I saw in my vision and that made me begin hyperventalating again.
A woman behind the 책상, 데스크 smiled frendly at us as we walked in.
"Welcome to Battle Creek, how may I help you?" She said in a fake tone.
"We are here to tour the facility, I spoke to a Dr. Gordon the other 일 and he said we should come today and tour." Father said, looking around the room.
"Oh yes, 당신 must be the Brandon's. Dr. Gordon did mention that 당신 might show up. These must be your girls, I believe he said their names are Mary and Cynthia?" She said as she smiled down at us.
I glared at her, I didn't like it here at all. I didn't know what an asylum was but I knew that it was not somewhere I wanted to go.
Cynthia was excited, she enjoyed going to new places and was flooding my mother and father with 질문 about this place.
She smiled as Cynthia asked the 질문 and mentioned that she was going to find Dr. G as she called him. She disappeared and returned a few 분 later with a older man who had a jolly face, and balding grey hair.
He came up to my father and shook his hand, he smiled at my mother and knelt down to say hello to Cynthia. When he came to me he seemed to look longer then he did with my sister.
"Mary, it is very nice to meet you. I have heard a few things from your father, and he thought that it might be a good idea if we had a conversation." He said in a jolly tone.
I was very nervous and nodded at him because I knew that is what was expected of me.
I'm sorry to end these entries at strange times, but I need to write when I can and someone will be coming to check on me soon. I have to stop here for now."
Esme took a deep breath and set the book on the table, I didn't realize that she had stoped 읽기 until Jasper rubbed his hand down my arm breaking the spell that I was under.
I looked around and noticed that everyone was staring at me. Emmett and Jasper were looking at me with a look that I knew ment that they were sorry that I was hurting. Rose came over and knelt down infront of me, she put her head in my lap and nuzzled my hands. I knew that this was speaking a lot for her, she wasn't one to show affection with anyone but Emmett. She was showing me that she cared, she was sorry that I was hurting then and now.
Lastly Esme came over and rubbed my shoulders, she looked down at me and winked.
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Recap:
Esme came over and put her hands on my shoulder and gently kissed my head.
"Oh honey, 당신 must have been so scared. I'm sorry to hear that your old family was so horrible to you." She said, I smiled at the way she said "old family."
I smiled up at her and looked around at my true family. Esme the caring/loving mother who would do anything for us. Emmett the big/strong/caring brother who acted tougher then anyone but has a "heart of gold." Rose who was very difficult at times but was so caring if 당신 got to know her. Jasper my true 사랑 who knew me better then I knew myself. Carlisle must be at work already, but he is the leader of this family, he was the wisest and quickest of any of us, and Edward my closest brother.
He and I were closer then any of the other siblings, we understood everything about eachother and I knew that we would go to the ends of the planet for eachother if needed.
I was so lucky to have the family I have now, we were a little strange, but we were strong and united and nothing could break us apart 또는 change that.
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We sat around planning 더 많이 of Bella's birthday, it was only 2 days away and there was so much to be done still. I was making lists of everything that we would need, the candles for the embiance, the flowers..I was thinking roses...lots of roses, the cake. There was a lot to be done and I knew we had to do this without her knowledge.
Edward couldn't help anymore because he had to go get Bella and they were going to their special spot. It was so cute to watch those two together, it's like they aren't complete unless they are together. It made me so happy to see that he found someone who made him feel alive again, I knew how amazing it was because I couldn't imagine my life without Jasper.
While I was sitting on the 침상, 소파 thinking about Jasper he turned and smiled at me and flooded the room with love. I smiled at him and mouthed the words "I know, I 사랑 당신 too." at him.
Esme was pacing back and forth trying to help and thinking of things that we would need when she knelt down infront of me.
"Alice, I know that 당신 are doing this whole journal thing with Jasper. I just wanted 당신 to know that if 당신 wanted any of us to be with 당신 I would 사랑 to help experience this with you." She said as she placed her hand on my knee.
I knew that she wasn't saying this to be nosey, she was just offering me someone else to listen.
I sat there thinking about all this when I decided that it would be a good idea to share this with my family.
I stood up and ran up the stairs into the 도서관, 라이브러리 and grabbing the book. I ran back downstairs and handed the journal to Esme.
"It would mean a lot if 당신 would read the 다음 chapter, I like hearing someone else read it so I can imagine everything." I said looking into her eyes.
She hugged me fiercely and sat on the couch, I noticed that Rose and Emmett were still on the 사랑 좌석 and looked cautiously at me. I could tell they felt like they were easedropping, and I knew that it was making them comfortable.
"Rose, Emmett, please stay. If 당신 would like 당신 can stay and listen too. 당신 guys are important to me and I would like to share this with 당신 if 당신 would like." I said smiling at both of them.
I wasn't sure how they would respond, Rose and I were close but there was always something keeping us apart. Emmett was amazing, I knew he would be supportive of anything I did and I was hoping that he would accept the offer.
They looked into eachothers eyes, having a conversation of sorts without saying a word. It was quiet for a 분 when they both stood up and walked over to me. Emmett wrapped his arms around me, giving me a huge 곰 hug. When he released me Rose took his spot and hugged me gently, making sure not to mess up her hair 또는 anything else.
"Thank 당신 Alice, we would be honored if 당신 would share this experience with us." Emmett said with a sly smile.
I looked around and smiled, Esme had taken my spot on the couch, Rose and Emmett took the two recliner chairs, and Jasper came over and took my hand and led us to the loveseat.
Esme cleared her throat and began reading:
"The 날짜 says April 21st.
Ok, it's been a few days. They were trying a new treatment and someone was always with me. This is the firts time I have been left alone since then. I figure I am 안전한, 안전 to write now, no one will check on me for a few hours. Now, the difficult part....
We walked over the 언덕, 힐 seeing a large building with many side buildings. As we walked closer it just kept growing and growing.
It was a large red brick building, which looked like it had 3 floors. The name was written on a sign, but we were still far enough away that it couldn't be read.
We walked up to the front when I noticed the sign, it read
Battle Creek Asylum
I wasn't sure what an asylum was, but I knew that it didn't sound like a 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 또는 ice cream place. I looked around and noticed that there were people in some of the areas that were looking out of the windows.
The people were all diffrent ages, some of them looked to be about my age, and others were older. They all had the same blue 셔츠 on and when I stoped to stare I noticed that other people in white were taking them away from the windows.
I stopped where I was standing because an image popped into my head. I saw myself wearing a blue uniform, strange people I didn't know who were wearing white uniforms were helping me into a room.
The room was a strange shade of white, it seemed to glow with the lights they had in the room. There was a metal 침대 I think it was a 침대 at least, and the 침대 had strange handles on it that looked to be leather. These handles were on both sides on both the 상단, 맨 위로 and the bottom. I saw a person in white taking my hands and feet and putting them through the straps and strapping me to the table.
I stopped the image because I was so scared, I realized that I was gasping and starting to hyperventalate.
My father came over and put his hands on my shoudlers, pushing me along twoards the doors.
"Mary Alice 당신 need to stop this NOW. We are here to tour this place, and 당신 will be on your best behavor." He said quietly while he pushed me into the reception area.
The area was pristenely clean. The floors were so shiny that I saw our reflections when we walked on them. The walls were the same strange white color that I saw in my vision and that made me begin hyperventalating again.
A woman behind the 책상, 데스크 smiled frendly at us as we walked in.
"Welcome to Battle Creek, how may I help you?" She said in a fake tone.
"We are here to tour the facility, I spoke to a Dr. Gordon the other 일 and he said we should come today and tour." Father said, looking around the room.
"Oh yes, 당신 must be the Brandon's. Dr. Gordon did mention that 당신 might show up. These must be your girls, I believe he said their names are Mary and Cynthia?" She said as she smiled down at us.
I glared at her, I didn't like it here at all. I didn't know what an asylum was but I knew that it was not somewhere I wanted to go.
Cynthia was excited, she enjoyed going to new places and was flooding my mother and father with 질문 about this place.
She smiled as Cynthia asked the 질문 and mentioned that she was going to find Dr. G as she called him. She disappeared and returned a few 분 later with a older man who had a jolly face, and balding grey hair.
He came up to my father and shook his hand, he smiled at my mother and knelt down to say hello to Cynthia. When he came to me he seemed to look longer then he did with my sister.
"Mary, it is very nice to meet you. I have heard a few things from your father, and he thought that it might be a good idea if we had a conversation." He said in a jolly tone.
I was very nervous and nodded at him because I knew that is what was expected of me.
I'm sorry to end these entries at strange times, but I need to write when I can and someone will be coming to check on me soon. I have to stop here for now."
Esme took a deep breath and set the book on the table, I didn't realize that she had stoped 읽기 until Jasper rubbed his hand down my arm breaking the spell that I was under.
I looked around and noticed that everyone was staring at me. Emmett and Jasper were looking at me with a look that I knew ment that they were sorry that I was hurting. Rose came over and knelt down infront of me, she put her head in my lap and nuzzled my hands. I knew that this was speaking a lot for her, she wasn't one to show affection with anyone but Emmett. She was showing me that she cared, she was sorry that I was hurting then and now.
Lastly Esme came over and rubbed my shoulders, she looked down at me and winked.
