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I guess what I'm trying to say is ... I'm not into him anymore. Please, God, don't let it be this way. Why are 당신 so cruel? Why do 당신 force me to 사랑 someone else, and leave all that I once had on the other side of the fence where I'm not able to get in touch with it? Why? Do 당신 not 사랑 me? ... There the word bares it ugly head again. Love. What do 당신 mean 의해 love?? I don't know of such a word. Strong feelings. Strong words. Strong actions? Is that all it is? Leave me to my peace, so I may think about this word ... love.
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So naive. Did 당신 know my last name means quiet child? My first name means wise. So thats it? I'm quiet and wise? What am I, a monk? Are 당신 going to shave my head? Shut up. Bitch, 당신 don't know me! I have friends! Tons of friends! Where are they? Books. Silly, right? But it all started with books. Thats why I'm isolated, and thats how I like it.
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당신 think I'm easy, eh? Sofia Shizoku is only a Japanese loving stalker who spends her days wound in the everlasting web of those who don't exist. In the books. I don't know about life. So I like 아니메 ... big deal. Leave me alone. Thats right, I said go away. Why are 당신 hear? 당신 want to know who I love, is that it? I 사랑 Ranma. C'mon, laugh it up! Fictional, eh? I know... I know.
Go away.
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It started when I was alone at the 주스 bar. After elimination. The quiet night was somehow illuminating and calm. Only one 일 of that place left, and the group was gathered 의해 the water. But of course, I, being a shodden, stayed alone and stared at the sky, keeping in mind how much I'll 사랑 being 집 and playing with my best friend, who happens to be my dog. I'm one of those self-centered people who enjoy it when others ask me extensive 질문 about what I am doing, so I seem unique. When Noah glanced my way, I stared back into his careless brown eyes. I blinked twice, and he turned away. I suddenly pulled out a completed vol. of InuYasha and skimmed through the pages. I was right. Before I knew it, Duncan trotted over to me and sat down beside me.
"What are 당신 reading?"
"InuYasha." I huffed.
He hugged his knees and attempted to look at the scene I read over my shoulder. The close contact made me shiver.
"Go away." I growled.
"Y'know, 당신 used to be really nice, not to mention totally into me." he smirked. "What the hell happened??"
I dug my piercing green eyes deep into his skull with my glare.
"You be quiet, traitor. I hate you. Leave." I tried to shout, but tears swelled in my eyes. At that moment I tried to get up, but when my arm leaned back, the book plopped into the water. I quickly 비둘기 after it, and when I had it within my grasp, I turned around to find the TDI Clan looking my way. Not because I had made a small commotion for a book, but because Duncan was suddenly right behind me. I shuddered and held my drenched book close to my chest, fearing the touch of Duncan hand as it took my chin.
"N..n.." I stuttered, trying to 옮기기 my face away. Duncan tried to 키스 me, but in a desperate reach for humanity, I hit him hard across the face.
Duncan was 의해 the pool's edge then, stopping once 또는 twice to look at his hand after he held it to his cheek. A few streaks of blood showed up. I clutched my book tighter, and now the whole cast was staring awestruck in what I had done. Hurt another one of our so-called "friends". I climbed out of the pool and dashed away, slipping and sliding slightly as I went.
Damn you, world.
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Aren't I so depressing?? BUT 당신 CAN HELP! Send me a messages on anything funny 또는 romantic 당신 think should happen in any future 기사 of mine. XD
Sofi-sama out! >3<
