I apologize for how long it's been since the last chapter. It's just I couldn't think of anything for this story so I wrote one- shots to help me and they eventually did. Also if the past chapters have made 당신 cry 당신 might need a box of tissues for this one,because it will rain because I had trouble holding back tears while i wrote this. Enjoy and I hope 당신 like it.
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------Flora’s P.O.V
I sat in my room 의해 myself because I just wasn’t feeling well today and didn’t want to get any of my 프렌즈 sick luckily I have a doctor’s appointment later today. It’s been three months since I found out I was pregnant. I had received a gift from an old friend and I cried after I read the card. I couldn’t believe what had happened and I feel like it’s all my fault that this happened. My 프렌즈 tell me it’s not it’s just because people change and grow up. I know they’re right because 당신 cannot fix the past but 당신 can make things better in the future so that’s why I a keeping this 호박 she sent me alive as long as I can. I look up when I hear my room door creek open. I see Helia standing there at me and I get up because I realize it’s time to head to the doctor’s office. The ride there is silent and the tension fills the air 우주 in the limo. I see people wave to us from the outside, sometimes I wish we didn’t have to take the limo every place we go it just draws attention. After about 30 분 we arrive at the office. Helia opens the door for me in the cold wintery air. Everything about today just seems so gloomy. When we walk into the office we sign in and then about fifteen 분 later we are taken back to a room. Helia holds tightly onto my hand because neither of us know what will happen while we are here. A doctor walks in ten 분 later and lets me know it’s not a cold because there is no fever and none of my symptoms match it. He says we should just do an ultrasound to be safe, and that’s when I start to worry a bit and squeeze Helia’s hand tighter because of the tone he used. I see him motion in a nurse and whispers something to her. Both nod in agreement but neither look like they have good news. He speaks and I close my eyes to brace myself for those. I hear the doctor say I’m sorry but it’s a miscarriage. I feel the tears run down my face because I have never felt so much pain in so long. I looked over at Helia and I could tell he was trying to be strong for me, but he eventually gave in the doctor said at least we are young and can try again later. I nod but right now I can only think of the pain I feel right now. I get up and then the two of us head out to the limo and go back to the castle. On the ride 집 I curl up into a ball and cry into Helia’s chest. When we get back my 프렌즈 who having been staying here to help protect me all come out and ask questions, I look at them and just start crying and fall to my knees with one hand on the ground the other over my mouth. Helia explains and everyone starts crying as Helia picks me up and carries me inside. I see Ms. F, Professor Saladin and Helia’s parents who have a sole on their face but it quickly changes when they see us all crying. I look at everyone and quickly run up to my room, slam the door shut and cry face first into my pillows like I did when I was a teenager. I hear them talking and hear the sound of footsteps making their way up the staircase. My door creeks open, yet I don’t turn to see who it is I just continue crying. They all talk and try to cheer me up yet nothing can stop the rain pouring out from my eyes in this storm.