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"I can't believe 당신 talked me into coming to his game." complained Trent as we walked towards the football stadium. It's night time. "Oh come on, Duncan said he'd get hurt a lot."
"Oh yeah, that's how 당신 talked me into going!" Trent let out a laugh. I laughed too.
We hopped into our seats in the stadium, after getting some "health conscious" snacks. Trent wanted me to get them. "I don't want 당신 to loose your figure." he had said mischievously. I had smacked him lightly on the arm. Sometimes I think Trent thinks since he's my boyfriend, he's kinda like my parent.
The football players jogged onto the field. I saw Duncan waving and pumping his fist as he ran onto the field. He caught sight of me and winked from under his mask. Trent let out a little growl when he saw that.
"My God-" I started. "Gosh." Trent corrected happily. "... Gosh..." I said irritably. "it's loud in here!"
"Heck yeah it is!" plugging his ears, Trent grinned at me. "But the snacks are awesome, aren't they?"
"Yeah..." I glanced down at my 샐러드 and water. Who in the heck wants salad at a football game!?
"WELCOME TO THIS CERTAIN FOOTBALL GAME, EVERYONE!!" The speakers boomed. Screams and cheers erupted from the stadium seats. "TONIGHT, WE WILL BE HAVING, THE TEAM FROM FLORIDA STATE UNIVERSITY..." That's Duncan's team. Everyone, including Trent and I, cheered. "...VERSES THE TEAM FROM VIRGINIA STATE UNIVERSITY!!" The other side of the stadium cheered. When I booed, Trent grabbed my arm. "What, are 당신 rooting for his team?!" I looked at him like he had asked me to kill him. "Uhhh, YEAH...? It's our school too, and we want our school to win, Trent."
"I'm rooting for neither side. Virginia State is our rival, but our school has Duncan on the team, so I hate this team." He plopped down on his seat. I rolled my eyes. Sometimes Trent just does NOT make sense to me.
The referee shouted something inaudible over all of the audience. Then he shouted to the teams. Then he pointed at Duncan and shouted something that I could hear. "NOTHING ILLEGAL THIS TIME, GOT IT, #50?!" Duncan nodded, but I could see him roll his eyes from under his helmet. Wow, this is gonna be good.
The front football guy hiked the ball back to Duncan, and he ran stealthily towards the right goal post. Our side cheered, including me. Trent gave me a look as he stayed sitting, silent.
Duncan was just about to make it when a Virginia State player tackled him off of the field. HARD. Trent and I were basically the only ones laughing hysterically. Whistles blew and the ball was given to a Virgina State player. He hiked the ball and the receiver quickly ran about 20 yards, but he was tackled 의해 none other than the arrogant 암캐, 암 캐 himself.
This kept going on for quite some time, back and forth, back and forth. Duncan proved to me to be a very good player. Virginia hardly scored once thanks to him, and he scored most of Florida's goals.
After about half an hour, it was half time. I got up and pulled Trent into the hallways. "Gwen! OUCH!" He pulled away from my grasp. "What?!"
"OK, I know 당신 don't like Duncan, but it wouldn't kill 당신 to show some support for our team, 당신 know." I snapped at him. "He's on our team. Because of him, I don't like our team."
"Trent, listen to me, do 당신 want our team to be number one 또는 not?"
"Well, of course I do!"
"Then 당신 need to SHOW SOME SUPPORT!"
"But Duncan-"
"I don't CARE if Duncan is on that team. He may be an arrogant bitch, but he's on our team, and we need to root for our team, and 당신 want our team to be number one, so 당신 need to support and cheer for our team, and not care who in the hell is on our team!!"
"GWEN! Watch your language!" exasperated Trent. "Don't treat me like I'm your kid 또는 something! Cut it out!" I exclaimed. People started to stare, and I really didn't care. No rhyme intended. "I'm not, I'm just making sure 당신 don't end up ruining your life 의해 having horrible language and becoming fat on unhealthy snacks!"
"LISTEN YOU-" I began, but my arm was grabbed 의해 someone, and I was dragged off. "HEY!" I exclaimed, trying to pull away. My long hair was in my face.
I was finally released in an equipment room, full of footballs, giant bright 주황색, 오렌지 cones, and wire fences, where there was concrete walls, floors, and ceiling. "Having a fight with your boyfriend?" I should have known. "He's treating me like a child. What's it to ya?"
"Just making conversation."
"Why'd 당신 drag me down here anyways?"
He was silent for a while. "I dunno. I was bored." He shrugged. "Criminal instinct get to 당신 again, bitch?"
"I guess 당신 could say that, sunshine."
"Quit calling me that." I glared at him. He just raised part of his unibrow at me. "I know 당신 like me." He said plainly. What? Why in the hell would I ever like him? "Just because you're captain of the football team doesn't mean I'm as dumb as that blond Lindsay chick to fall for you." I spat.
"Duncan? Where are ya, man?"
"Oh, shit." Duncan muttered. "Geoff is looking for me. Look, if 당신 and Trent aren't gonna be together after this game, highly doubt 당신 will be, wanna do something on Wednesday?"
"In your dreams." I glared at him, but Duncan pushed me out of the room, pulling on my hair as he pushed my back. "Ow!" But I was already out the door. "Laters, sweetheart." Duncan shut the door.

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Trent and I argued all the way back to my house. When I finally got out Trent's car, I shouted at him, "I HAVE HAD IT UP TO HERE," I gestured above my head. "WITH 당신 TREATING ME LIKE I'M YOUR KID. WE. ARE. THROUGH!" I slammed his door and stormed back into my house, most of my hair in my face. From behind me, Trent's tires screeched away.
I forcefully opened my front door and slammed it behind me. The cooking noises from the 부엌, 주방 extinguished. "Honey? Is everything alright?" Mom shouted down to me. "NO." I stormed down to my room. I got on my pajamas angrily and flopped down onto my bed. I laid face down on it, and I let the tears come rolling out. I felt like such a child.
Mom knocked on my door. "Gwen?" She opened it. "Oh my, what happened at the game?" Mom sat on my 침대 quietly. I told her through my sobs what had happened at the football game, and in Trent's car. "H-H-He treated me l-like I-I was h-his kid! I g-got s-s-sick of it, Mom!" I cried face down into my pillow. "I b-b-broke up with T-Trent!"
My mom let out a gasp. "Oh, sweetie pie!" She sat me up and hugged me tight. "Honey, it's OK. If 당신 weren't OK with being his girlfriend, 당신 didn't need to stay with him." I hugged her back tightly. "Th-thanks M-Mom." I wiped my nose with the back of my hand and sniffled. "W-well, Duncan had asked me, i-if mine and Trent's relationship didn't hold out u-until the end of the game, if I w-would like to do something Wednesday."
"Gwen, honey, I think that would be wonderful." My mom gave me a smile. "B-but I hate him!" I exclaimed. "He's an arrogant little b-"
"No swearing, young lady!"
"Arrogant little beast, then."
"That's better. Now why don't 당신 give it a shot?"
"He's a self centered jerk, and I just know he'd make fun of me the entire date!" I stopped myself. Date?! I thought. "Well..." My mom searched for an answer. "If he does, then 당신 can just call me. OK?" She smiled. "S-sure." I smiled back.
But when Monday came, that was the worst 일 of my life. Trent sent me angry messages and notes all day. He made fun of my hair, and how it was blue and black. He had once complimented it on how it was unique. He said my posture was horrible. I had the best posture in class. Trent wrote I was too pale. He once said I didn't need to be tan.
He said I was a horrible person for being goth.
He had liked that I was goth.
Trent gave me angry glares and disgusted looks all through the history test on Tuesday. I ran into the bathroom and cried in 7th period on Wednesday, the 일 I told Duncan I'd meet him at Red Lobster.
[A/N: Who doesn't 사랑 that place? :D]
A few hours later after school got out on Wednesday, Duncan drove to my house and picked me up.
My hair was loose and it touched my back softly. It shimmered and was shiny and soft. I had on my navy blue dress that went down to my shins. Regular blue lipstick, regular black painted nails, regular black sandals. My brother said, "Wow, 당신 must really like this Duncan guy!"
"No, no I hate him actually." I laughed. Oh the irony... I hardly ever got this dressed up for one of mine and Trent's dates.
I said goodbye to my mom and brother, and let Duncan take me out to his car. He was wearing a tuxedo. Weird.
"So, 당신 and Trent broke up, I see." Duncan said, driving the car with one hand, the other outside his car. "Looks like my mystical future-telling powers worked. I guess Trent couldn't stand staying with an annoying 암캐, 암 캐 like you."
"Why 당신 little-"
"Calm down, babe, I was only joking around."
"Don't call me 'babe', Duncan."
"Hmph. Well you're no fun." I glared at him. "I'm LOTS of fun!" Duncan only snorted. "As much fun as it is sticking a sword down my throat." I punched his arm. "I'm fun!"
"Umm, last time I checked, 당신 get straight A's, 당신 always follow the rules," [A/N: This is sounding like a DxC 팬 fic O.o] "and 당신 won't even let me tease you! How are you fun?!"
"Fine, I'll let 당신 tease me, I guess. Just no sex jokes 또는 whatever, OK, juvie boy?"
"Whatever, little miss sunshine."
We didn't talk again until we got to Red Lobster.
Duncan and I sat at a small table. We were on opposite sides.
"So, you're getting lobster, eh?" Duncan laughed. "Well, it is called Red Lobster. 또는 can 당신 read yet?" I snickered. "Well, that depends. What does me writing, 'You're really hot looking tonight' say to you?" I blushed. He thinks I look hot? "Well, it says to me that you're saying that I look really hot. Tonight."
Duncan let out a laugh. "See? Now you're fun!"
"Would I lie?"
"Well..."
"Don't answer that." I laughed. "Here 당신 are." The waitress gave us our food. "Woo! Food!" Duncan shouted. "Shh!!" I shushed him. "It's kinda a public restaurant, not your mom's kitchen. 당신 can't be as loud as 당신 want. God, jocks can be so rude."
"Lighten up! Come on, I just said 당신 were fun!" Duncan brushed a piece of my light blue hair from my face. I smacked his hand away and laughed. "Fine." and started to eat my lobster. Duncan pigged out on his king 게, 크랩 legs. "You eat like a wolf!" I laughed. "You eat like a stuck up queen." Duncan retorted. "Hang loose for once!"
"Dude, 당신 think I'm as stuck up as Courtney?"
"Well, THAT'S a stretch. Hell no! Courtney is WAAYY 더 많이 stuck up than you."
"I'm not stuck up at all!"
"Says the woman who tells me to be quiet!"
I rolled my eyes and chuckled. This is 더 많이 fun then I thought it would be.

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There was a stage at this Red Lobster, and weirdly enough, a band came up onto the stage. A band with a cellist, a violinist, violist, a 베이스 player, and a pianist.
"It's couples dance." the violinist announced. "Grab your partner, get up from your food, and dance with them."
"Ahhhg, I hate orchestra music." Duncan whispered to me. "Get over it." I grabbed his hand and we stood up. Seeing the sweat on Duncan's brow, I laughed, "Baby,"
"Whatevs." He grabbed my hand and waist, I held his hand and put my other hand on his shoulder, and we began to dance to the soft orchestra music.
"Have 당신 danced before?" I asked surprised. Duncan was quite a good waltzer. "Well, Courtney forced me to take dance lessons for when prom comes around. Looks like they paid off, considering I'm dancing now with 당신 instead of her, where she'd be always nagging me about 'Duncan, 당신 keep stepping on my feet!' 'Duncan, you're a horrible dancer!' 'Duncan, you're holding my hand too tight!'" He mimicked Courtney in a high voice. I laughed quietly. "So, were 당신 glad our team won?" Duncan grinned.
"Trent wouldn't cheer for us if life depended on it," I rolled my eyes. "But I cheered. Trent refused because you were on the team."
"Well, that's just plain stupid." Duncan pulled me a little closer. I got a little nervous. "Y'know, I know I'm arrogant. And I just 사랑 making 당신 yell at me. That's exactly the point why I AM arrogant towards you. That's how I get the ladies."
"Being arrogant?"
"I make them see me as a bitch, I ask 'em out, they fall for me. Woopdee doo." Duncan looked off to the side a little irritated. "Aww, does the self centered punk have feelings?"
"Nope. I'm just thinking about how you're always stepping on my feet!" Duncan mimicked Courtney again. I burst out laughing. Everyone glanced at me. "Enthusiastic, much?" chuckled Duncan.
"Oh, it's not like 당신 were any quieter." I shot back. Duncan pulled me closer. I got even 더 많이 nervous. "S-so, I, um..."
"You're nervous, aren't you?" I glanced at him. "Was it that obvious?"
"Now what do 당신 think?"
I laughed a little nervously. "Don't be nervous. Mr. I'm-awesome is here." Duncan snickered, pulling me so close our foreheads were touching. He had both hands around my waist now. I put my hands around his neck. Our lips just centimeters away from each other.
"I..." The song ended. Duncan looked up at the violinist, who was apparently the head of the group. They were playing another song within seconds. What, he wanted to keep dancing? I certainly didn't, I was getting so nervous.
Duncan put his hand on my cheek, looking at me softly. He ran his fingers through my long, silky hair gently. Our lips were just one centimeter away now. "I..." I was about to run, but Duncan kept me from running. How?
He kissed me.
He. Kissed. Me.
My face was set in a look of confusion and surprise, but it soon melted away into a dreamy look. I slowly closed my eyes. I put my hands on his chest. He pulled me even closer.
The 키스 lasted at least ten seconds. When we pulled away, Duncan looked at me. He just looked at me. No emotion in his eyes. He just looked at me. Our noses were touching, my hands were still on his chest, his hands were still around my waist. The song ended.
"I, uh..." I managed. That was like being in a dream. Trent NEVER kissed me like that. "I'm starving. Let's get back to eating."
"So, what, you're a pig now?" Duncan laughed. He hugged me tight and sat down in his seat. "So, do 당신 still hate me now?"
I had no clue. Maybe? I just pretended I had too much 음식 in my mouth and shook my head. He grunted and began eating his 음식 again.
When we were done, Duncan paid for the food. "You steal that?" I managed. "No, I've got a stupid job at this place if 당신 can believe it."
"What, are 당신 a cook here?"
"Yep,"
"Hmm, a dude who can cook, and who's a punk guy who's been to jail way to many times. Remind me never to eat at your house." I needed to break out of my awkward shell. How can he be so cool after we kissed for the first time? On the first date?!
He drove me home.
"See ya at school tomorrow, Gwen." That was all he said before I smiled at him and closed the car door. Duncan backed up the car and drove away.
I walked into my house and into my room, flopping down on my bed.
"Wow..." I whispered.
posted by NeonInfernoLord
k so this idea came up to me after having a dream of being on Total Drama and then everyone died…don’t ask. Anyways I’ll be working on this along with the 판타지 matches 당신 guys request and I’ll see where it goes. I hope 당신 enjoy it.

“Welcome contestants to another glorious season of Total Drama folks!” Chris McClean, the host, yells as he stands in front of the camera. A scene of the ocean and a large cruise ship is seen behind him. “This season, all of our contestants will be sent overseas to compete for yet another million dollar prize! This is Total…Drama…TITANIC!”...
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posted by starburst-rock
I was waiting in line to buy some 더 많이 notebooks and pencils for me to draw in and that's when I saw it. My attention was grabbed 의해 the most shiniest drink I had ever seen. Duncan, my boyfriend, didn't let me near any caffienated drinks after the last time, but what was the chance of it happening again. I grabbed the largest of them all, a huge can that said Red 황소, 불 on it. Anyways, I was so fucking thirsty I would've had tackled anyone with a drink within five feet of me. Be happy little kids with sippy cups...be happy...

It was now my turn in line and I went to buy my drawing supplies and...
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added by iDxG101
Source: Dalhia-Gwen
added by Gwendolynx3
Source: ME
posted by Draezeth
Sorry for not sharing your opinions, but I have to vent this. Before I start, though, I'm not saying the pairing isn't cute. It's 'meh' in my opinion. But as a person who has been through both relationship and rejection, I feel the need to speak my mind and explain why I HATE everything about it aside for the pairing itself.

I'm going to start 의해 talking about the nature of their relationship first, and then the circumstances of their 이전 break-ups followed 의해 how they got together.

This couple lacks any sort of depth and chemistry. I just finished watching the entire series, and I found...
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(Gwen is 15 and shes a freshman in highschool)
(Duncan is 16 and he's a sofmore in highschool)
***AT DUNCANS HOUSE***
Duncan:*Wakes up and yawns* I cant believe its a begining of a new 년 aready *Looks at clock*
oh crap! the bus!!
**BUS HONKS HORN**
Duncan:*Laughs and runs out door and into bus*
Courtney:*Waves at Duncan* 저기요 Dunky!!
Duncan:*Rolls eyes* (thinks) I hate it when she calls me that
Courtny:*Smiles as watching Duncan then smile fades as he sits in the back*
***AT GWENS HOUSE***
Gwen: Mom!!
Gwens mom: Yes dear?
Gwen: Im nerves what if they dont like me?!?
Gwens mom: Im sure they'll like you...
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Gwen P.O.V.

After waiting 10 minutes,Duncan came over.

Duncan:What happened at Trent's?
Gwen:Well it was uncomfortable at first cause his parents weren't home,and we were alone.
Duncan:Uh..huh?
Gwen:Then after we finished watching a movie Trent kissed me,pulled me in his room and made out with me,And he started taking off my shirt,but I stoped him before he could do anything else.

I looked at Duncan,he looked pissed.

Gwen:Duncan,you ok?
Duncan:You deserve better Gwen.
Gwen:Oh then who's better?
Duncan:Me...
Gwen:What?
Duncan:I 사랑 당신 Gwendolyn,i've always had and always will.

Before I could say anything...
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Gwen P.O.V.

I was at the bus stop waiting for Duncan,instead my boyfriend Trent came.

Trent:Hey Gwen!
Gwen:Hey Tre-
Trent:Where were you?
Gwen:Huh?
Trent:Yesterday,when I asked if 당신 wanted to go to the park 당신 said 당신 already had plans.
Gwen:I did.
Trent:With who?
Gwen:Uhh...

*Flashback*

Duncan:Hurry Gwen were gonna miss the movie!
Gwen:Coming...
Duncan:What's wrong?
Gwen:Nothing...
Duncan:Gwen!
Gwen:*signs*It's just that I haven't been spending alot of time with Trent and he might think I'm cheating on him 또는 whatever with you.
Duncan:*Puts arm around Gwen*Don't worry Sweetheart everything's gonna be fine.C'mon...
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Gwens P.O.V.
"Wha-what?" I stuttered. What the heck did she mean? She was trying to stand to confront me. She stumbled, she was still weak from crying. "d-dont play d-d-d dumb!" She used the back of her hand to wipe her nose. She tried to 펀치 my arm but her hand was weak. "Damn, why am i so weak?" Courtney asked. "Maybe bec-" Courtney cut me off "it was a stupid rhetorical (is that how 당신 spell it?) question!" She shouted. She started to calm down. She did a meditating symbol thing with her index finger and thumb. Then she took long breaths. "In, Out Court in, out. OK! I'll say it one more...
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posted by i_love_music
Gwen:It seems that one loves me 더 많이 than another.
Gwen and Duncan's phones ring

Gwen's conversation
Gwen:Trent!Ahem!
Trent:Gwen!How long do 당신 stay with Bridgette at a juice?
Gwen:We talk...between the girls...
Trent:I am happy that 당신 are a friend with Bridgette!
Gwen:Yes, I am...
Trent:Ok!Kisses!Goodbye!
Gwen:Goodbye!

Duncan's conversation
Courtney:Duncan?How many times did I mentioned that 당신 must be home?I am scared!
Duncan:Whatever...
Courtney:Did 당신 tell me "Whatever"?
Duncan:Um...I want to say...That 당신 are the best in..The whole world!
Courtney:Come on at 집 NOW!!!
Duncan:Fine!Bye!


The end of...
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Duncan's POV
Why can't that fudging Miss Miracle leave us alone. I would do anything to protect Gwen but how am I going to know who's butt to kick. I banged on Gwen's door again and yelled, "Babe, please let me in! We need to talk!" Gwen opened the door. Before she could speak I gave her a 키스 that lasted about 8 초 until she pulled away. "Duncan, I don't think...." she started. I cut her off. "Gwen, we need to talk. Can we go to your room?" I asked. Gwen and I trudged upstairs into her room. She lied down on her bed. I lied down 다음 to her. We both stared at the stealing. Then, I looked...
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Its After TDWT and Duncan and Gwen have split, and are with there other lovers.
GWENS P.O.V
"Trent, trent STOP"I said, trying to get away from Trent.
"But, I want to 키스 you. so badly!"
I was working on homework and didn't want to get bothered.
"Trent, not now!!!! Can't 당신 see im working?" I Yelled
"You do NOT yell at me!"Trent said
"Whaat---*SLAP*" I passed out

.......................

When i woke up i was still on the ground, Trent was no ware to be found. I saw a not attached to the 베개 of the bed. I got up and read it.

Note:We are THROUGH B!TCH! Love, Trent

Suddenly I started to cry. I felt alone,...
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Duncan's POV
I woke up, got dressed for school, and walked to my bus stop. There were only 3 days left til Sunshine's move. Ugh, I'm gonna miss her so much. Oh yah, and remember that bracelet I was going to give her on our first date, y'know, the 일 where she broke up with me cause I kissed Courtney? Well, I sorta melted it in front of the fireplace when I was still mad. Anyway, I managed to keep the rose and I gave it to her. I bet that got me some awesome boyfriend points! Anyway, the bus came and I sat down. We reached Gwen's stop and Gwen wasn't there. It was only Heather, Bridgette, and...
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Gwen's POV
It was Friday, May 13, 2011, other known as, Friday the 13! My 가장 좋아하는 일 of the year. I got dressed for school and walked to the bus stop. After about 10 minutes, the bus finally came. I sat 다음 to Duncan as usual. I gave Duncan a quick 키스 on the cheek. "Do 당신 know what 일 it is?" I asked him. "Mmm," he thought, "is it Christmas, Easter....." I stopped him before he could continue. "It's Friday the 13th." I explained. Duncan laughed. "I was just messing with 당신 pasty." I smiled at him and he smiled back. "Y'know, you're kina cute when 당신 smile." he complimented me. I blushed,...
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posted by starburst-rock
(ok first DxG fanfic I really hope 당신 like it. :) Ok well anyways I just randomly thought of this on day. If 당신 look very closely on ep. 24 of Tdwt 당신 would notice Gwen doesn't show up till duncan does. I thought that was so weird so here is what I thought happened. LOL sry this is long. :D)

Gwen's p.o.v
I was walking to the aftermath studio that was now on the 바닷가, 비치 의해 myself until I felt a strong pull on my arm. My captor covered my eyes with his hand. I didn't scream because I knew no one would hear me. If your wondering why they wouldn't it's because I'm a quite person so my screams weren't...
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posted by tdacrazy6
Duncans P.O.V.
"Thats nice" I heard Dylan crying in the background. Gwen started laughing when I said that. "So whats up Dunkie?" I rolled my eyes. " Court has been calling me all afternoon. 'O Duuuuuunkie!'" Gwen started giggling "Awwww someone has a crush on Duncan!" I sighed. " ya well shes getting on my freaking nerves" "How do 당신 think I feel about Trent? His jokes during class are SO annoying!If the teacher says the what covers the sun durind an eclipse he says Gwens head" "More like his humongous head!" Gwen blurted out laughing
Gwens P.O.V.
Im all about making fun of Trent. For some...
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Courtney's POV
Looks like Duncan and Gwen are getting close. A little too close. Lucky for me that Duncan and I have 다음 period together so I can keep a close eye on MY boyfriend. So I was just walking to class and I saw Duncan and Gwen walking side 의해 side! Well, I guess it's not that bad. Ok, now I'm steamed. He was holding Gwen's hand! I was just about to jump in and give gothy the beating of a life time until Trent jumped in. Thank goodness he broke up their little 사랑 feast. I caught up to the group and held Duncan's hand to make sure gothy got the message. I smiled at him. "C'mon Duunky,...
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Trent's POV
So I talked to the new girl, Gwen. I decided to give her a chance. A like the mysterious ones. Anyway, after I introduced myself, the Delinquent said something to her that I could just barely make out due to all of the screaming on our bus. I quietly listened to their conversation. He called her sunshine and I think she liked it! I can't believe that juvie was going to ruin my chances with Gwen. I sat there and listened to their conversation as Gwen started to describe herself. I listened closely. Mmm, she's artistic and musical. Awesome! She plays the 기타 just like ME. Maybe...
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