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posted by zutaradragon
Drifting:
feels like i'm driftin' through space
i'm fallin' from pace
didn't leave a trace...
of my...existence...
i've been fallin' quite a distance...
feels like i'm hurtin'
and i....need u...but u put up a curtain
u refuse 2 break my fall
and u ignore my call
i've been through it all
i feel i could cry
or maybe just die
because who stops long enough 2 find out y
someone does cry?
and it pains me 2 know
this sad world will never grow
at least not anytime soon
i may as well stay on the moon
so these stars will be my company
and my relief, if any
when u c the stars remember
i will be here forever
i will stay
so do...
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“Your name?” asks everyone from everywhere...constant repeat
“I am...Nameless...” always my reply...
Someone once asked “Why?” well....

My name is Empty
Because all my 사랑 was stolen
My name is False
Because my soul and spirit were taken as well
My name is Worthless
Like everyone always told me I was

My name is Envy
Because everyone has what I don't
My name is Longing
For a reason to 옮기기 on
My name is Searching
For some remnant of humanity

My name is Deceived
I was told, and believed, that life is a treasure
My name is Lost
No longer needed, required
My name is Hatred
For every human here

My name...
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posted by zutaradragon
가입하기 in on the Masquerade?
no....i won't let my future fade.
I intend to survive?
no...I intend to thrive.

Imma win this game
walk away with the crown.
I'm almost there
I jus' figured I'd share
for all those who care.
Prove ya lame?
Nah, no need.
I'm here for du fame
so imma plant this seed

~Chorus~
I only care about this moment
not tomorrow
not yesta' day
no, jus today

Am I blessed 또는 am I lucky?
Maybe it was that jade monkey?
I made my wish
got my dish
but where's the bad, the regret?
Am I a fad, 또는 did I let
all the fame, all the money
reach my head, now I feel funny.

I don't wanna go straight up
cos what goes up...
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posted by zutaradragon
Hold me now,
why bother?
It only makes me weak
time I seek
with you, no other
but 당신 won't speak to me now.

당신 hurt me so
I know what lurks beyond my refuge
a world of subterfuge.
It pains me to know
the feelings grow
and yet 당신 keep adding pain to the flame
a growing feeling of loss and shame.
Yet I keep letting 당신 cause me pain
cos I kinda like the way it hurts
I don't understand why
the reason's 로스트 on me...

It's like a feather floating through the air
and it's not fair.
I drift through space
로스트 my face
my place
fell from pace.
I'm just drifting here
so full of fear
and I can not get free.
posted by zutaradragon
Forgive this corpse for living
For being strong enough to cry
But to weak to crush this voice
For being to weak to revive
But strong enough to keep walking

Forgive this dead 심장 for beating
And not knowing the use
To perhaps remind me
Of what i once was?
Alive and beautiful....
Now cold, dead, and rotting.
Remind me of a past when i lived?

Forgive this constant pulse
When this body is lifeless
Soul is rotting...
But there's a constant 'Bip Bip'
In my arm which doesn't belong...
Because it's only suppose to exist
In those alive.

Forgive these cracked lungs for breathing
For aching and breaking everyday
And never...
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Does it rain when 천사 cry...?
Or do the clouds weep for those who can't?

The clouds weep for those who can't...
or won't?
Or fear to so gravely?
Those whose pride will not let them be seen...
committing such a treason.
Those whose constant weeping left...
their eyes dry of all emotion.
Tears can no longer fall and
pain is 로스트 on them.
Maybe those like me, whose...
Heart is in a constant storm
and so cold and dark that...
no crying 또는 weeping can escape.
A barren, cold, and dark place
so cold all tears...freeze inside
solidified....
and icy cold.

It rains when 천사 cry...
When their beautiful faces
and caring...
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posted by zutaradragon
Eyes, once wide and warm
blue and beautiful...swirling with a...
lively innocence...
so fleeting....
2 say the least.

Now, thro cold eyes...
ice....numb....2 everything that goes on
around them....
or, at least.....
that's all that dares sho...
in these eyes.
No emotion shines
no innocent glo
nothing left.
Y?
because, in this world...
crying....is weakness...
caring 4 1 another is....
trivial...& useless now.
4 ♥s and feelings r played everyday....
as if they're nothing 더 많이 then a game...
trivial....all emotion....
2 say the least...

Eyes...cold, narrow, slanted....
watching this world,
alien...
not belonging......
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chasing butterflies,
playing with a stick,
catching a leaf,
batting at shadows...

these are in our dreams.

if 개 bark,
then what's on a tree?
in winter,
are trees cold?

things we question.

watching birds,
look at squirrels.
playing with shadows and moss.

things we enjoy.

so, as 당신 can see...
the biggest difference between
a kit and a warrior is this.
kits can enjoy simple things.

little, tiny things,
so easily overlooked 의해 most,
kits can see them and 사랑 them,
even though they are completely meaningless.

but, the problem is,
and we all wonder this...
when i grow up,
when i'm a warrior,
who will i be?
still me?

of all the things i'm suppose to be,
do i have the time,
to just be me?

the thoughts and dreams,
and the chasing sun beams,
will i still have that?
when i'm older?

will i still have the time?
the time for fun?
또는 will that time,
be done?
eyes like fire, burn my skin.
pulse runs higher, pain i felt.
hands are red,
my friend...dead.

ear is torn,
for her, i morn.
my eye hurts,
the pain...won't stop.

my pelt throbs,
i can't cope.
my life is fading,
my 심장 aches.

sudden strength!
can't give up!
clan needs me!
for them, i'll fight!

i will not fight for me,
for i'll give in.
the pain, everywhere,
but i don't care!

pride burns in my heart,
honor, too.
i will not show my fear,
though it nearly swallows me.

the pain in their eyes,
i forget my own.
they show no fear,
though i know they share it.

the 메리다와 마법의 숲 고양이 around me,
it fills me with pride.
for i AM a true warrior,
and i do not cry.

a true warrior can cry,
but not out here.
can show no weakness,
can show no fear.

and sense i'm i true warrior,
and because i am loyal,
i will fight through this,
for no pain is worse then letting them down.
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Chorus:
i finally found a place where i belong...
in your arms
a place where it's ok to cry...(Male Verson: a place where i don't have to try)
in your arms
the place i feel at home...
in your arms

it's almost like this is the 1st
love i've ever had....
my last 사랑 ended in pain...
a million tears have past by...
these blue eyes have seen so much,
but not 2 b noticed 의해 them...
but with u it seems fine 2 cry...
i don't understand y but...

~Chorus~

you're the only one left...
that can heal this 심장 of mine.
the scars may never go away,
but u seem 2 help ease this pain.
where ever u r...
i know now that's where...
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