The 다음 day, Was the new time for the appointment, so me and roc got ready and left for the surgery

At the surgery,I sat down on a chair and started to fiddle with my fingers,From time to time I would take a glimpse at the door to see if Princeton would run through those doors and sit beside me and tell me everything's ok
Me:He's not coming is he?
Roc:There's still time
And just as he said that my name was called in over the system,Roc took my hand and we walked into the room
Me:Im scared Roc
Roc: I know but 당신 have to be strong for yourself, this is probably the best option, your still young
Suddenly the door bursted open,And he ran straight up to me
???:Leah what is going on?
Me:Please josh don't tell mum and dad I -I just want to get this over and done with...
Josh:Why didn't 당신 tell me to come with you?
Me:I-I-I just I dont know,I was scared
Josh: Leah im always here for 당신 no matter what,Yeah I know we haven't been spending as much time together as we used to but 당신 know I still 사랑 당신 and I would kill for you, but I think 당신 know that already *laughing*
Me: *giggling* I 사랑 you,You know your the best brother ever right
Josh:Yes I know…but now that im here im staying
Me:Thank you

I started having my abortion pills and I went 집 with josh and roc and just slept peacefully

Josh:Where's that afro boy that shes madly in 사랑 with
Roc:Um well I dont no
Josh:What do 당신 mean 당신 dont know, why isnt he here with Leah instead of you
Roc: um im gonna go check on Leah
Josh: 건초 dont Change the subject
Roc:Bye
Roc walked into my bedroom and sat beside me on my bed,and started stroking my hair
My eyes gently opened and I yawned and stretched to wake up
Roc: Morning sleeping beauty
Me: *giggling* hhmm 건초 what time is it
Roc: 4:00
Me:In the morning well im going to sleep then
Roc:No 4:00 in the afternoon
Me:O god im gonna be late I nearly forgot!
Roc:About what!
Me:I have a kickboxing lesson today
Roc:No 당신 need to rest 당신 can go 다음 week not today
Me:Fine
Me and roc went downstairs to find Josh on the floor crying with all the 음식 on the floor beside him and the phone
Me:Josh whats happened
I sped up and ran down the stairs and grabbed his hands
Josh: THEIR GONE, THEIR DEAD!!!!
Me:I took a deep breath and braced myself "Who's dead"
Josh:MUM AND DAD
I stood their in silence and just waited for something to happen
Me:NO NO NOOOOOOOO THEY CANT BE DEAD HOW DO 당신 KNOW? THIS CANT BE RIGHT!
Josh:They were flying back to suprise us and their was a terrorist bomb on their plane
Roc could see I was getting extremely mad and upset
Roc:Leah dont, just calm down and breath
I went to josh and hugged him whilst crying my eyes out
Roc:I think I should leave 당신 two for a while
Me: No please stay I need you
Roc pulled 당신 up from the floor near your brother and dragged 당신 to the other room
Me: This cant be happening,What are we gonna do without them? How will we survive
Roc:Well their always on holiday so...
Me:No No THERE NOT ON HOLIDAY THOUGH ARE THEY THEY ARE DEAD AND AND
I grabbed on to rocs 셔츠 and pulled him closer to me and rested my head on his chest once again and carried on crying my eyes out
After about 10 minutes
Roc:Leah stop 당신 are Strong dont 당신 dare go through break down mode again, I wont let that happen not again
I walked over to josh and pulled his knees away from his face to find his eyes all puffy and red and he had a runny nose and his nose and cheek were all red and full of tears
Josh:Leah stop I dont want to go anywhere
Me:Come now we cant do this we have to be strong,We will not be broken again...
Josh:Can 당신 please just leave me alone Leah
Me:No Cmon
Josh:JUST FUCK OFF 당신 STUPID LITTLE BITCH!!!!!
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