Sometimes it feels good to be me, sometimes it doesnt. I'm very shy and only can be myself @ certain destinations. im afraid of critisim and rejections that is why i dont be out goin and crazy like the rest and majority of my friends. my mom thought i should start cheerleading to get that shyness out of me. i havent made alot of 프렌즈 but my mom said i cant go a whole season without speaking and if i do i dont cheerleading is the answer. sometimes i think im the third wheel when im in groups 또는 cliques. its because i just try and hear the secrets and dont talk very much. and when i do say stuff the y should shrug and say and i quote"ok, so" then i just look stupid. and i like that dreamy teen boy group mindless behavior and they like girls who are not afrais to be afraid to show who they are but i ont think im that girl.hopefully i get this curse lifted off my shoulders.