The 다음 morning im at the house with princeton and the others then I run up to princeton,hug him and say "my dads said it's fine we can be together then he gets all happy and hugs me back.
Then for a while I just sit and read a magazine whilst prince,roc,ray and prod are getting ready for an interview.everythings was going perfect until prince gets all stressed about todays interview then he spills his coffee all over his 셔츠 so I go up to him and say
Me: " look 당신 need to stop stressing out over this actually why are 당신 stressing out over this you've done loads of things like this before haven't you"
Prince:"yeah"
Me:"so what's wrong "
Prince: "nothing just leave it"
The whole bus goes silent I go into his room and get his new 셔츠 and say"take your 셔츠 off"
Prince: " will 당신 help me "
Me:" what"
I turn around then he says in a cute fake voice " oh please I'm so weak then he pretends to faint (everyone laughs) then I go up to him and say " get up cmon if 당신 want my help then I slowly unbutton his 셔츠 then I see cuts all over his chest " O my god I am so sorry "
Then he looks down and quickly covers himself back up then runs into his bedroom
as soon as prince is upstairs I go up to 레이 레이 and start shouting and screaming at him " THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT 당신 DID THAT TO HIM" but prodigy grabs me and pulls me away before I could do anything 더 많이 to him.
I go up to jacob's room then he's there laying on the 침대 with no 셔츠 on and a tear fall's from his Eye. I walk up to him and say "OK tell me what's wrong and there's no point lying to me Cos I'll just find out one way 또는 other" then he gets up and says "the interview is about bullying and it's kind of getting to me because of well 당신 know"
"YOUR LYING 당신 have been to load's of bullying inteviews" then he starts to cry
then I lift his head up wipe away his tears and say "I can only help if 당신 tell me what's wrong then he grabs my hand a says
prince:" I'm leaving "
Me:" leaving for what? Is it another tour that dosent matter it's never for to long is it I know I'll not get to see 당신 for a while but it's only for a while then we'll see each other again so thats nothing to be worried about"
then he gets up and turns around and says "I'm leaving for a tour but the tour is for a 년 meaning I won't see 당신 for a 년 don't 당신 get that"
Then I pick up my bag ,put my head down and say " 당신 know I just relised I've gotta go now and um yeah then I start crying then I quickly walk into the living room where everyone else is then prodigy look's at me and says "are 당신 OK leah" then I look up and say "yeah sori I've gotta go." then I quickly run out of the house.
then prince quickly runs out into the room and says"
"I still have to talk to her I can't just leave without saying goodbye"
then he push's open the door and sees that it's pouring down with rain but he still runs out then quickly roc royal gets up and runs after him and says "you can't go after her now, wait until she's got her head cleared and has thought things through then talk to her and u need to get out of the rain and do the same thing"
So the 다음 일 once we had both sorted our heads out I call princeton
Me: "hay princeton"
Prince: "why do 당신 do that"
Me: "do what?"
Prince: "still call me princeton"
Me: "I don't know it's cos thats what everyone else calls you."
Prince: "just call me jacob"
Me: "Im sorry about yesterday I didn't mean to run out like that it's just everything was happening so fast and I didn't know what to do so I left."
Prince: "leah im gonna be gone for a 년 but I really don't want to lose 당신 um and im leaving tommorrow" just as he said that it felt like someone just shot a bullet through my 심장 but I stayed strong and pretended that I was alright with him having to leave but on the inside both of us knew how I was feeling.
The 다음 morning I was with alisha we sat and talked for a while
Me: Jacob's leaving later today
Alisha: yeah I know I heard im sorry about that
Me: "yeah so am I, I'm scared"
Alisha: "scared of what?"
Me: "I'm scared that jacob will forget about me and just 옮기기 on to someone who's better looking,smarter and just better than me ,i mean there thousands of girls that 사랑 princeton".then I clear my throat to stop myself from crying
Alisha: "look at me 당신 are smart and super pretty and jacob loves 당신 just as much as 당신 사랑 him maybe even 더 많이 now and he chose 당신 out of all of those other girls didn't he, 당신 need to stop!"
Me: "stop what?"
Alisha: "stop being so shy and quiet 당신 need to tell him how 당신 feel before it's to late"
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