Sadness...
It sometimes leaves 당신 a mess..
Somedays wont rest..
Once, this person
Told me to be careful with love...
But,
Look were it got me.
It left me in the middle of nowhere.
All there was is hitting, controlling,
Slapping, and burn marks.
Everyday, I had to fear what was
Going to happen to me.
Was he going to hurt me even worse?
또는 was I going to be soon a corpse?
I couldnt tell what was going to happen.
All I knew something was going to be painful,
일 의해 day,
Week 의해 week,
월 의해 month,
또는 even 년 의해 year.
All I had was fear.
I was controlled.
I was possessed.
I couldnt cry for help.
I couldnt even say a word to my family 또는 friends.
If I said something,
It would have been over for me.
As he burned me,
Kicked me,
Slapped me,
Cut me,
I wanted to so bad die.
Once,
I tried to make a run for it.
But,
He caught me.
He said he would stop..
But I believed him somehow.
But once I turned around,
He beat me to the ground.
I Blacked out once he hit me too hard.
The 다음 day,
I woke up to the sound of a familiar voice.
I abruptly opened my eyes to see what was going on.
Turned out,
My ears fooled me.
I saw no one but the dark.
I saw a shadow,
And I knew it was him.
I closed my eyes,
Waiting for what other horrible thing he could do,
But some how,
He didnt do nothing.
As turned around,
I saw blood come out of his chest.
Then I saw my friend.
He killed him to save me.
For the first time,
I finally got to smile again.
I was finally free
To be me
Again
It sometimes leaves 당신 a mess..
Somedays wont rest..
Once, this person
Told me to be careful with love...
But,
Look were it got me.
It left me in the middle of nowhere.
All there was is hitting, controlling,
Slapping, and burn marks.
Everyday, I had to fear what was
Going to happen to me.
Was he going to hurt me even worse?
또는 was I going to be soon a corpse?
I couldnt tell what was going to happen.
All I knew something was going to be painful,
일 의해 day,
Week 의해 week,
월 의해 month,
또는 even 년 의해 year.
All I had was fear.
I was controlled.
I was possessed.
I couldnt cry for help.
I couldnt even say a word to my family 또는 friends.
If I said something,
It would have been over for me.
As he burned me,
Kicked me,
Slapped me,
Cut me,
I wanted to so bad die.
Once,
I tried to make a run for it.
But,
He caught me.
He said he would stop..
But I believed him somehow.
But once I turned around,
He beat me to the ground.
I Blacked out once he hit me too hard.
The 다음 day,
I woke up to the sound of a familiar voice.
I abruptly opened my eyes to see what was going on.
Turned out,
My ears fooled me.
I saw no one but the dark.
I saw a shadow,
And I knew it was him.
I closed my eyes,
Waiting for what other horrible thing he could do,
But some how,
He didnt do nothing.
As turned around,
I saw blood come out of his chest.
Then I saw my friend.
He killed him to save me.
For the first time,
I finally got to smile again.
I was finally free
To be me
Again
i am a person living a life of shame.
i am your daughter hiding my depression.
i am your sister making a good impression.
i am your friend 연기 like im fine.
i am a wisher wishing this life werent mine.
i am a girl who thinks about suicide.
i am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
i am a student who doesnt have a clue.
i am the girl sitting 다음 to you.
i am the one asking 당신 to care.
i am your best friend hoping youll be there.
this is a great poem from the book chicken 수프 for the teenage soul on tough stuff.
i listen to the 심장 beat hit my roof
the clear beads of blood slides down onto leaves of the tree
on the the blades of innocent 잔디 that's being pelted in the down poor
and as it beads up
it looks as if the leaves have a paper cut
like that on a kindergartners finger just learning how to shape the paper
and as it slips off and falls
it looks like the tears on that very child's face as they look for someone to make it better
and as i lay there listening to that 심장 of rain
i think what if every one in this world could be able to 토끼 this delightful sound
feel the healing drops that comes from the heavens
then.. i wonder would this world be better
would people stop going hungry and thirsty
would evil one's change for the better
im not sure but if everyone would wonder about this
then couldn't we be like that sweet rain
with are hearts beating against a roof of a wondering mind as one body and soul
then could we answer those 질문
the clear beads of blood slides down onto leaves of the tree
on the the blades of innocent 잔디 that's being pelted in the down poor
and as it beads up
it looks as if the leaves have a paper cut
like that on a kindergartners finger just learning how to shape the paper
and as it slips off and falls
it looks like the tears on that very child's face as they look for someone to make it better
and as i lay there listening to that 심장 of rain
i think what if every one in this world could be able to 토끼 this delightful sound
feel the healing drops that comes from the heavens
then.. i wonder would this world be better
would people stop going hungry and thirsty
would evil one's change for the better
im not sure but if everyone would wonder about this
then couldn't we be like that sweet rain
with are hearts beating against a roof of a wondering mind as one body and soul
then could we answer those 질문
this is just some free writting i did a 월 또는 two 이전
i'm tierd of waiting for 당신 to tell me how 당신 feel
so i'm not gunna wait for 당신 any longer
i'm gunna find some one new
in fact i''v found him
and he's super sweet
he's tall dark and handsome
he's every thing i want
he cares 더 많이 then i think 당신 ever have
he makes me smile
he makes me laugh
he likes the things i like
he's there when i need him
so here i say it i'm not gunna wait any longer for 당신
cuz i'v found the one i was looking for.
okee so tell me what 당신 think is it any good??? 또는 is it no good??
i'm tierd of waiting for 당신 to tell me how 당신 feel
so i'm not gunna wait for 당신 any longer
i'm gunna find some one new
in fact i''v found him
and he's super sweet
he's tall dark and handsome
he's every thing i want
he cares 더 많이 then i think 당신 ever have
he makes me smile
he makes me laugh
he likes the things i like
he's there when i need him
so here i say it i'm not gunna wait any longer for 당신
cuz i'v found the one i was looking for.
okee so tell me what 당신 think is it any good??? 또는 is it no good??
It is easy to decide,
But not easy to keep a decision
It is easy to talk,
But not easy to say something
It is easy to look,
But not easy to see
It is easy to fall,
But not easy to stand up
It is easy to hurt,
But not easy to forget, to forgive
It's easy to hear but not easy to listen
It is easy to break up but not easy to make up
It is easy to choose,
But not easy to make the right choice
It is easy to like but not easy to love
It is easy to look true but not easy to be true
It's easy to condemn but not easy to change
It's easy to exist but not easy to live
It is easy to leave but not easy say good-bye
But not easy to keep a decision
It is easy to talk,
But not easy to say something
It is easy to look,
But not easy to see
It is easy to fall,
But not easy to stand up
It is easy to hurt,
But not easy to forget, to forgive
It's easy to hear but not easy to listen
It is easy to break up but not easy to make up
It is easy to choose,
But not easy to make the right choice
It is easy to like but not easy to love
It is easy to look true but not easy to be true
It's easy to condemn but not easy to change
It's easy to exist but not easy to live
It is easy to leave but not easy say good-bye
smothered by
음악 that
breaks the loneliness
in my heart.
Although
my mind
is still seeking
for you...
I do miss you,
but I won't tell you.
The secrets of
my 심장 you
will never know.
Although
my mind
is still seeking
for you...
It's wrong.
Thinking of you
leads me nowhere
but to the same pain.
It's wrong.
What 당신 did
is wrong.
Although
my mind
is still seeking
for you...
It's wrong,
and you're not
coming back.
I feel it,
I know it,
but I still miss you.
And you're not here,
silence sleeps
with me.
Although
my mind
is still seeking
for you.
Darling o Darling why did 당신 lie?
why didnt 당신 tell me that i made 당신 cry?
Ah yes the sorrow builds up inside but darling o dirling i dont want 당신 to cry.
Crying and crying tears aflow.
But it is i that lays here dead in the snow.
For my 사랑 is still there but my body is gone
Still your there all coverd in tears.
But you'll be fign in 3 더 많이 years.
당신 will find yet oneanother.
To fill the gap that i haveuncoverd .
And now i am smotherd away away with the wind as my gram once said.
why didnt 당신 tell me that i made 당신 cry?
Ah yes the sorrow builds up inside but darling o dirling i dont want 당신 to cry.
Crying and crying tears aflow.
But it is i that lays here dead in the snow.
For my 사랑 is still there but my body is gone
Still your there all coverd in tears.
But you'll be fign in 3 더 많이 years.
당신 will find yet oneanother.
To fill the gap that i haveuncoverd .
And now i am smotherd away away with the wind as my gram once said.
rough like the sea
of my memories.
Those live
inside me
and speak
through my eyes.
Sadness
is hidden there,
but was seen...
How apt
can 당신 be
to hide your
feelings from
the others?
Can they see,
can they feel?
Sleepless nights
for noiseless cry,
rough feelings
to encourage
the pain that
still lives within.
Pain is waiting
to be fed
의해 these precious
memories
I still keep
as if those are
significant.
And yet
this very night
is all mine,
waiting for me
to confess.
Oust the pain
that chokes you,
unburden your soul
의해 talking
only in nights,
silently,
so nobody can hear,
nobody can hear
your cry,
the cry screams inside.
And the mountain disappeared
If the seas ran dry, turned to dust
And the sun refused to rise
I would still find my way
의해 the light I see in your eyes
The world I know fades away
But 당신 stay
As the earth reclaims its due
And the cycle starts anew
We'll stay, always
In the 사랑 that we have shared
Before time
If the years take away
Every memory that I have
I would still know the way
That would lead me back to your side
The north 별, 스타 may die
But the light that I see in your eyes
Will burn there always
Lit 의해 the 사랑 we have shared
Before time
When the forest turns to jade
And the stories that we've made
Dissolve away
One shining light will still remain
When we shed our earthly skin
And when our real life begins
There'll be no shame
Just the 사랑 that we have made
Before time
(wonderfully performed 의해 CoCo Lee)
told you there was a clown~!
Some can be long and rough.
While others can be both of that stuff.
Poems have this sort of glow
And when they are running low
Someone reads them and what do 당신 find?
A beautiful story that will get stuck in your mind.
Some poems make 당신 cry.
Some poems make 당신 fly.
Others can make 당신 smile.
While some can even make 당신 feel quite vile.
I like poems because they express feelings.
Even if 당신 don't want anyone to know.
What is going on inseide your head.
It might even confuse 당신 so~
This is what I want 당신 to do.
POst this poem and I will too.
Share with the world around.
저기요 look! A picture of a clown!
don't pick up your purse
dept can be quite a curse
When your sad and wishing 당신 were dead
then remember these words.."I 사랑 you"
and let it 헤로인 당신 over the head.
And even if its not from your chosen one,
at least its from someone. 당신 can never say
that your not wanted. nor will 당신 ever be forgotten.
And as I'm 글쓰기 this poem, I remember something
당신 once said as 당신 sat in bed.
"I'm not wearing any socks"
......As I get a nose bleed now, has anyone got a tissue? Its very much in need.
