Sadness...
It sometimes leaves 당신 a mess..
Somedays wont rest..
Once, this person
Told me to be careful with love...
But,
Look were it got me.
It left me in the middle of nowhere.
All there was is hitting, controlling,
Slapping, and burn marks.
Everyday, I had to fear what was
Going to happen to me.
Was he going to hurt me even worse?
또는 was I going to be soon a corpse?
I couldnt tell what was going to happen.
All I knew something was going to be painful,
일 의해 day,
Week 의해 week,
월 의해 month,
또는 even 년 의해 year.
All I had was fear.
I was controlled.
I was possessed.
I couldnt cry for help.
I couldnt even say a word to my family 또는 friends.
If I said something,
It would have been over for me.
As he burned me,
Kicked me,
Slapped me,
Cut me,
I wanted to so bad die.
Once,
I tried to make a run for it.
But,
He caught me.
He said he would stop..
But I believed him somehow.
But once I turned around,
He beat me to the ground.
I Blacked out once he hit me too hard.
The 다음 day,
I woke up to the sound of a familiar voice.
I abruptly opened my eyes to see what was going on.
Turned out,
My ears fooled me.
I saw no one but the dark.
I saw a shadow,
And I knew it was him.
I closed my eyes,
Waiting for what other horrible thing he could do,
But some how,
He didnt do nothing.
As turned around,
I saw blood come out of his chest.
Then I saw my friend.
He killed him to save me.
For the first time,
I finally got to smile again.
I was finally free
To be me
Again
It sometimes leaves 당신 a mess..
Somedays wont rest..
Once, this person
Told me to be careful with love...
But,
Look were it got me.
It left me in the middle of nowhere.
All there was is hitting, controlling,
Slapping, and burn marks.
Everyday, I had to fear what was
Going to happen to me.
Was he going to hurt me even worse?
또는 was I going to be soon a corpse?
I couldnt tell what was going to happen.
All I knew something was going to be painful,
일 의해 day,
Week 의해 week,
월 의해 month,
또는 even 년 의해 year.
All I had was fear.
I was controlled.
I was possessed.
I couldnt cry for help.
I couldnt even say a word to my family 또는 friends.
If I said something,
It would have been over for me.
As he burned me,
Kicked me,
Slapped me,
Cut me,
I wanted to so bad die.
Once,
I tried to make a run for it.
But,
He caught me.
He said he would stop..
But I believed him somehow.
But once I turned around,
He beat me to the ground.
I Blacked out once he hit me too hard.
The 다음 day,
I woke up to the sound of a familiar voice.
I abruptly opened my eyes to see what was going on.
Turned out,
My ears fooled me.
I saw no one but the dark.
I saw a shadow,
And I knew it was him.
I closed my eyes,
Waiting for what other horrible thing he could do,
But some how,
He didnt do nothing.
As turned around,
I saw blood come out of his chest.
Then I saw my friend.
He killed him to save me.
For the first time,
I finally got to smile again.
I was finally free
To be me
Again
To the dream I'll never meet,
To the dream that is above the stars,
To the dream that was never reached,
To the dream that has to be put behind bars,
To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant,
To the dream, I smiled,
To the dream, I adored,
To the dream that is not possible,
To the dream that is now ignored,
To the dream, I wrote about,
To the dream, I thought,
To the dream, I admired,
To the dream, I want,
To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant,
To the dream that is long gone,
To the dream I beg for,
To the dream I dreamt
And nothing more,
To the dream I'll never meet,
To the dream that is above the stars,
To the dream that was never reached,
To the dream that has to be put behind bars,
To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant.
To the dream that is above the stars,
To the dream that was never reached,
To the dream that has to be put behind bars,
To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant,
To the dream, I smiled,
To the dream, I adored,
To the dream that is not possible,
To the dream that is now ignored,
To the dream, I wrote about,
To the dream, I thought,
To the dream, I admired,
To the dream, I want,
To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant,
To the dream that is long gone,
To the dream I beg for,
To the dream I dreamt
And nothing more,
To the dream I'll never meet,
To the dream that is above the stars,
To the dream that was never reached,
To the dream that has to be put behind bars,
To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant.
Fifteen 본즈 of an ancient man.
Among them, the warriors of his clan.
And now a serene silver gas
Will slide along the bloody grass.
Take the aqua weapon of your choice.
No time to love, no time to rejoice.
당신 turn your head from north to south.
당신 know that poison spills from your mouth.
What fresh hell has come anew?
Upon them a curse 당신 will beshrew.
You'll break their wings and destroy their hearts.
They are naught but your work of art.
They are your canvas on which to dispense
Your lack of knowledge 또는 common sense.
And from a single silver feather
Relfects the lonely World of Nether.
Among them, the warriors of his clan.
And now a serene silver gas
Will slide along the bloody grass.
Take the aqua weapon of your choice.
No time to love, no time to rejoice.
당신 turn your head from north to south.
당신 know that poison spills from your mouth.
What fresh hell has come anew?
Upon them a curse 당신 will beshrew.
You'll break their wings and destroy their hearts.
They are naught but your work of art.
They are your canvas on which to dispense
Your lack of knowledge 또는 common sense.
And from a single silver feather
Relfects the lonely World of Nether.
heyya, i wrote a poem , its 제목 is "My Dear" ,so check out tell me, howz it..
Here I'm disconnected
and feeling so alone
Whatever I see,I feel
I know 당신 don't know
no,no, I'm not fading
I'm just broken and 로스트 inside
Living in a situation,where darkness took the light
I wanna see that sight,
havin u all the time,
Holdin' me, Lovin' me
Why u are not here??
My dear...
Whenever I see u, My dear, I smile,
I'm not out of the pain, but at-least, I try.
Sometimes I cry, I scream,
Why all the time spent with u My Dear, looks like a dream??
Please, My Dear, stay with me,
I know u will not come now, but My Dear, hope never dies,
at-least come for a while,
when I will die...
~by
Mehakdeep Kaur
well m thinking to hv a pen name..but not decided yet!! :)
Here I'm disconnected
and feeling so alone
Whatever I see,I feel
I know 당신 don't know
no,no, I'm not fading
I'm just broken and 로스트 inside
Living in a situation,where darkness took the light
I wanna see that sight,
havin u all the time,
Holdin' me, Lovin' me
Why u are not here??
My dear...
Whenever I see u, My dear, I smile,
I'm not out of the pain, but at-least, I try.
Sometimes I cry, I scream,
Why all the time spent with u My Dear, looks like a dream??
Please, My Dear, stay with me,
I know u will not come now, but My Dear, hope never dies,
at-least come for a while,
when I will die...
~by
Mehakdeep Kaur
well m thinking to hv a pen name..but not decided yet!! :)
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if 심장 is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with 사랑 that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
They will never stop our mutual loves and cares cart…..
(Dedicated to all my 프렌즈 whom I 사랑 so much, who made my life worthy and never asked for anything for their care and love. My friends, who are funny and lovable make me alive. They give me hope and they are my light. I have nothing but my emotions and my words. So my dearest 프렌즈 that’s all I have to gift you. (I 사랑 당신 ALL)
dear herat please come back
to your 사랑 who is still waiting
who still has hope in 심장
tears in eyes but smile on lips
people ask why do i smile?
but do i need a reason?
now my tounge forgot all taste except salty
taste of nasty salty yet delicious tears
with all my tears
i sollowed all my glooms
but come back i need you
can 당신 crush your feelings, my feelings, our feelings?
i was your crush can 당신 crush me now?
night and days are one for me
all time i spend in waiting for you, tears shed along
come back let single one remain in my eyes
i plead 당신 to come back
with all my 사랑 and......what was it??
yeah that of my SMILE
to your 사랑 who is still waiting
who still has hope in 심장
tears in eyes but smile on lips
people ask why do i smile?
but do i need a reason?
now my tounge forgot all taste except salty
taste of nasty salty yet delicious tears
with all my tears
i sollowed all my glooms
but come back i need you
can 당신 crush your feelings, my feelings, our feelings?
i was your crush can 당신 crush me now?
night and days are one for me
all time i spend in waiting for you, tears shed along
come back let single one remain in my eyes
i plead 당신 to come back
with all my 사랑 and......what was it??
yeah that of my SMILE
I use my smile
to hide my pain.
I use my knowledge
to keep me tame.
A 쓴, 쓰라린 feeling,
A 쓴, 쓰라린 thought.
If I have cried
It is for naught.
I keep my sorrow
locked tight inside.
In nobody
I can confide.
I have my locks
I have my keys
I do not have
Sweet memories.
I was alone
I was astray
I was used up
And tossed away
I use my laugh
to hide my fears.
I use my skill
to hide my tears.
I listen as
the 앤젤 sings,
But still I cannot
Spread my wings.
I have no body,
I have no soul.
No story is left
It has been told.
I use my 사랑
to lock my heart.
당신 use your hatred
to tear me apart.
to hide my pain.
I use my knowledge
to keep me tame.
A 쓴, 쓰라린 feeling,
A 쓴, 쓰라린 thought.
If I have cried
It is for naught.
I keep my sorrow
locked tight inside.
In nobody
I can confide.
I have my locks
I have my keys
I do not have
Sweet memories.
I was alone
I was astray
I was used up
And tossed away
I use my laugh
to hide my fears.
I use my skill
to hide my tears.
I listen as
the 앤젤 sings,
But still I cannot
Spread my wings.
I have no body,
I have no soul.
No story is left
It has been told.
I use my 사랑
to lock my heart.
당신 use your hatred
to tear me apart.
Glass walls are like
Knifes, they make 당신 bleed
The shattered pieces
Can cut 당신 deep
So fragile and delicate
Like a teenager's heart
One wrong move
And it falls apart
Brick walls however are
Tough to defeat
With their strong bases
Of non-concrete
Now plexiglass and glass
Walls are like the
Same, only with the
First 당신 feel nothing
I see my walls
Of trasparent plastic
That contain my emotions
Like "affection" and "erattic"
If we don't ever
Get the chance to
Meet, know my plexiglass
Walls make me me
Knifes, they make 당신 bleed
The shattered pieces
Can cut 당신 deep
So fragile and delicate
Like a teenager's heart
One wrong move
And it falls apart
Brick walls however are
Tough to defeat
With their strong bases
Of non-concrete
Now plexiglass and glass
Walls are like the
Same, only with the
First 당신 feel nothing
I see my walls
Of trasparent plastic
That contain my emotions
Like "affection" and "erattic"
If we don't ever
Get the chance to
Meet, know my plexiglass
Walls make me me
A sonnet with iambic pentametre.
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Sneaking out the windows,
creeping in the cold,
the little blackened widows—
it's the truth that we will hold.
When working in collusion
with our enemy;
our trust is an illusion,
while no one holds the key.
Your final destination
is just around the bend.
당신 gave in to temptation
you now repent your sin.
The dawn is just beginning, so is serenity.
But no one will remember how 당신 lost all sanity.
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Sneaking out the windows,
creeping in the cold,
the little blackened widows—
it's the truth that we will hold.
When working in collusion
with our enemy;
our trust is an illusion,
while no one holds the key.
Your final destination
is just around the bend.
당신 gave in to temptation
you now repent your sin.
The dawn is just beginning, so is serenity.
But no one will remember how 당신 lost all sanity.
My Trust Has Now Died, 의해 Vampiyaa
Simple words cannot describe my anger towards you.
I wish for 당신 to cry; to know that I am crying too.
Nothing 당신 can say can ever allow me to forgive.
Now it is my turn to fight; it is my turn to live.
This friendship, these memories... mean nothing to me now.
I spend my time alone crying and wondering how
당신 could have ever betrayed me in such a sad way.
To you, to the world, I have nothing at all to say.
당신 have to know that I am finished with your lies.
사랑 to 당신 is less than nothing... because it always dies.
The universe now knows the reasons why I have cried,
But for everything that's happened, my trust has now died.
Simple words cannot describe my anger towards you.
I wish for 당신 to cry; to know that I am crying too.
Nothing 당신 can say can ever allow me to forgive.
Now it is my turn to fight; it is my turn to live.
This friendship, these memories... mean nothing to me now.
I spend my time alone crying and wondering how
당신 could have ever betrayed me in such a sad way.
To you, to the world, I have nothing at all to say.
당신 have to know that I am finished with your lies.
사랑 to 당신 is less than nothing... because it always dies.
The universe now knows the reasons why I have cried,
But for everything that's happened, my trust has now died.
I am at the edge, i look down and see an endless pit.
It calls to me, whispers sweet nothing into my ears,
But suddenly it is replaced 의해 your voice, telling me to turn around and walk away
To come to you, hold 당신 and care for you, to be the one who won the battle against the pit
I follow your voice, through meadows and forests, and find myself in a familiar place, Home.
Your voice is louder, stronger and if possible 더 많이 beautiful, I know i am close,I walk, anticipation coursing through every bit of my body
I breath in deeply and smell your scent, a mixture of rain and lavender
I turn and see you, your eyes full of the 사랑 that i missed
I run to 당신 and 덮개, 랩 my arms around you, knowing that i am where i am meant to be....
It calls to me, whispers sweet nothing into my ears,
But suddenly it is replaced 의해 your voice, telling me to turn around and walk away
To come to you, hold 당신 and care for you, to be the one who won the battle against the pit
I follow your voice, through meadows and forests, and find myself in a familiar place, Home.
Your voice is louder, stronger and if possible 더 많이 beautiful, I know i am close,I walk, anticipation coursing through every bit of my body
I breath in deeply and smell your scent, a mixture of rain and lavender
I turn and see you, your eyes full of the 사랑 that i missed
I run to 당신 and 덮개, 랩 my arms around you, knowing that i am where i am meant to be....
Do remember those times when we used talk nonstop?
Those times when 당신 told those guys to leave me alone and knock it off?
So tell me, why'd 당신 throw it all away?
당신 were there for me like I was for you.
It's true.
Yea, we'd fight sometimes, but that's what 프렌즈 do time to time.
So tell me, what happened to the old you?
The one I couldn't get enough, too?
And even sometimes called me Boo?
I thought that sinced I moved, You'd still care about me.
And and be there for me. Atleast try to be.
Guess I was wrong.
If I had that chance to atleast say goodbye before I moved, would 당신 still wanted to try talking to me?
또는 see?
No matter what, I'll always have in my 심장 and memories..
Those times when 당신 told those guys to leave me alone and knock it off?
So tell me, why'd 당신 throw it all away?
당신 were there for me like I was for you.
It's true.
Yea, we'd fight sometimes, but that's what 프렌즈 do time to time.
So tell me, what happened to the old you?
The one I couldn't get enough, too?
And even sometimes called me Boo?
I thought that sinced I moved, You'd still care about me.
And and be there for me. Atleast try to be.
Guess I was wrong.
If I had that chance to atleast say goodbye before I moved, would 당신 still wanted to try talking to me?
또는 see?
No matter what, I'll always have in my 심장 and memories..
I drew this in 7th grade called The Mystery Girl.
The color of lips as you're out there cold
Blue
The name 당신 got from a gypsy wise and old
Blue
The color for me and you
Blue
The way we spent time together as friends
Blue
The way we stick to 쓴, 쓰라린 ends
Blue
The color for just me and you
Blue
The way the impact hit us
Blue
The way others never shown justice
Blue
The reason why they saved me from the wreckage but not you
Blue
The color for only me and you
Blue
The way your lips looked like on that sad day
Blue
The way 당신 left me on a Monday
Blue
The color for me and you
Blue
I hate that they saved me and not you
Blue
They said there was nothing they could do
Blue
The mood for just me not you
Blue
How I feel right now without you
Blue
I wish there was something I could do
Blue
I wish I was there with you
Blue
Forever the color for just me and you
Blue
Another 7th grade drawing called The Blue Circus Girl.
The 더 많이 I wipe them away
The 더 많이 they flow
I hide them
So 당신 don't know
I'm drowning,
Frowning,
My life feels over
I could use something lucky,
perhaps a clover
Voice shaking,
Words cracked
All because you'll never come back
When 당신 left 당신 took something,
My happiness, my pride
Now the tears I'm left to hide
Your gone,
Never returning
Heartbroken yelps from the depths of my soul,
Patting,
Consoling,
It's okay, I'm told
It's not the end of the world for most, My my world is crumbling to a tragic toast
A river big and flowing,
Leaving my face slightly glowing
These tears won't end no matter what,
All because of our endless love
The 더 많이 they flow
I hide them
So 당신 don't know
I'm drowning,
Frowning,
My life feels over
I could use something lucky,
perhaps a clover
Voice shaking,
Words cracked
All because you'll never come back
When 당신 left 당신 took something,
My happiness, my pride
Now the tears I'm left to hide
Your gone,
Never returning
Heartbroken yelps from the depths of my soul,
Patting,
Consoling,
It's okay, I'm told
It's not the end of the world for most, My my world is crumbling to a tragic toast
A river big and flowing,
Leaving my face slightly glowing
These tears won't end no matter what,
All because of our endless love
I listen to the rain
Outside of my window
Gently tapping
Calmly rapping
On my window pane
I listen to the rain
As it feels like a luliby
Quietly hitting against the window
As the time goes by
The wind blowing against the trees
As it warns the birds and the bees
To find a new place to stay
As nature's storm is into play
The rain song
The rain song
So calm and gentle
As I keep writing
My mind longs to rest
But Poe, Plath, 또는 Frost could never put it best
About this beautiful rain song
This is not dark 또는 creepy
또는 boring to make a baby sleepy
This is relaxation beyond serenity
As the rain is calming my noisy city
I stop my 글쓰기 and end 의해 closing
That I feel no anger 또는 loathing
This rain song is happy and beautiful
Making me tired and relaxed in rest
There is slight thunder and lightning
But nothing can stop this feeling that I'm getting
I close 의해 resting
In my 침대 nesting
The comfort and relaxation
of the wonderous rain song.
Outside of my window
Gently tapping
Calmly rapping
On my window pane
I listen to the rain
As it feels like a luliby
Quietly hitting against the window
As the time goes by
The wind blowing against the trees
As it warns the birds and the bees
To find a new place to stay
As nature's storm is into play
The rain song
The rain song
So calm and gentle
As I keep writing
My mind longs to rest
But Poe, Plath, 또는 Frost could never put it best
About this beautiful rain song
This is not dark 또는 creepy
또는 boring to make a baby sleepy
This is relaxation beyond serenity
As the rain is calming my noisy city
I stop my 글쓰기 and end 의해 closing
That I feel no anger 또는 loathing
This rain song is happy and beautiful
Making me tired and relaxed in rest
There is slight thunder and lightning
But nothing can stop this feeling that I'm getting
I close 의해 resting
In my 침대 nesting
The comfort and relaxation
of the wonderous rain song.
