(A/N) This chapter is a little special extra chapter -no povs- since i may not be 글쓰기 for a while i have some personal demons i need to battle i would really 사랑 your support in this i don't want to go through this alone..

It's been months since Louis 로스트 his memory, and he's only gotten worse.

"He doesn't know his name, who any of us are, nothing, it seems every 일 he's losing his memory all over again" Zayn, Liam, Nivi, and Kate were all at a doctors trying to find a cure 또는 anything for Louis.

"This is indeed very strange, but my guess is only as good as yours, we've never seen this kind of..illness we'll call it" The doctor said in a kind, reassuring voice.

"But what if we lose our friend entirely to this?" Nivi asked.

The doctor placed a hand on Nivi's shoulder, "There is nothing i can do, i'm very sorry, but it is the truth."

"What if he dies?" Kate asked.

"I'm not sure memory loss can do THAT much damage" He said in a tone making it seem even he was unsure.

They all left, feeling uneasy and weak.

"We can't even help our own friend" Zayn said.

"Louis doesn't even know we're his friends, who knows, maybe we're thinking we ARE is friends, but we really aren't" Kate said.

"We are his friends, i'm sure of it" Liam said.

"Well i can't take it! 'Who are you' 'Do i know you' I can't take this any more!" Nivi bursted out.

Zayn placed a hand on Nivi's back, "It'll be okay, Nivi."

Nivi nodded crying.

"We're all in suck a mental state..it feels like going insane" Kate said.

"It is" Liam sighed.

Kate shivered.

"You okay?" Liam asked looking at her.

"I-i'm just cold" Kate said looking at her feet walking beside Liam.

"That is expected, i mean it is raining and almost midnight" Liam said stripping off his 재킷, 자 켓 and placing it on Kate's shoulders.

Zayn and Nivi lagged behind, as Liam and Kate were far ahead of them.

"How much longer until 당신 think they kick us out?" Kate asked.

"I don't know" Liam said.

Once they got to the hotel they learned, they have already been kicked out.

"Then where's Louis?!" Kate asked beginning to panic.

"You mean your brunette friend? Oh he's long gone" The clerk said.

"God..damn it" Kate muttered finally giving in to the pain and falling to her knees.

"Kate" Nivi cooed kneeling down beside her friend.

Kate sneezed.

"Your going to get sick" Zayn said.

She sneezed again, "I already am."

"Get on my back, I'll carry you" Liam said grabbing one of there bags and handing it to Zayn.

"But-"

"No buts, get on" Liam said.

Kate did as Liam instructed.

"What if we don't find him?" Nivi asked looking at her friend asleep on Liam's back.

"We will, i promise you, we will" Zayn said clutching onto their things.

"Not everyone can keep their promises" Nivi said.

"Well i'm keeping mine! I don't care is it takes 8 damn years! We're going to find him!" Zayn fought.

"I'm sorry" Zayn muttered.

"How did she sleep through that?" Liam asked looking at his passenger.

"Heavy sleeper?" Nivi asked yawning.

"You're her best friend, 당신 should know" Liam said.

"Well i don't, now are 당신 going to nag at me about it?" She asked.

"I should" Zayn said.

The rain got harder,no one could see.

"Great, this is just great" Liam said letting Kate,who woke up, get off.

Kate yawned and nodded walking around.

"Don't go too far love!" Nivi shouted behind her.

"I won't!" Kate shouted back laughing to herself.

After a little while Kate could make out she was standing on a road, in the middle of the road to be precise.

It got very very bright around her,until she heard a honk, and a voice "Watch out!!" He yelled pushing her of of the way.

The car stopped where the light landed on him, but he had already been hit.

"Louis!" Kate screamed at the 상단, 맨 위로 of her lungs crawling over to him.

He was curled up on the ground, his head cracked open and bleeding fast.

"Louis.." Kate cried resting her head on his chest.

"Kate what the hell are we doing here?" Louis asked sitting up.

"You..you know my name?" Kate asked placing her hand to Louis's head to stop the bleeding.

Zayn, Liam, and Nivi stood in the alley way Kate came from.

"Of course i know your name, "He said cupping her face with his hands looking into her eyes, "Kate i 사랑 you."

Kate cried with joy hugging her best friend tightly.

"Louis, i 사랑 당신 too, i thought i'd never get 당신 back, i though i'd 로스트 당신 for good" She cried into Louis's chest.

"That's great t-to hear, -b-but Kate?" Louis asked stuttering.

"Yes Louis?" Kate asked in reply looking up at Louis.

"Can w-w-we get t-to the hosp-ital?" Louis asked with great stutter.

"Of course Louis, of course we can" Kate smiled happily, her hand still to the crack in Louis's head.

"Oh yes, your friend is doing just fine" The doctor said when they were asking about Louis.

Everyone sighed in relief.

"Not everyone can take a blow like he has an live, your friend is very, very lucky" He said.

"We..we know" Kate said.

"He's lucky in so many ways" Nivi said.

"Guys..look what i found" Zayn said.

Zayn was holding a picture he found in one of Louis's bags.

It was a picture of Harry and Jen as kids, the same one Louis was looking at the 일 he proposed to Jen.

"Oh my god" Liam said.

"He kept it?" Zayn asked, "But why?"

"Because i cared about them 더 많이 than i did myself" Louis said standing before them.

"Louis, she is only a kid in this picture, but she is beautiful" Kate said looking at the picture, then at Louis.

"She was..I regret ever hurting her" Louis said looking at his feet, biting his lips.

"Louis,it's okay" Kate said hugging Louis.

"I know, because i have 당신 now" Louis said 키싱 Kate's forehead.

"Exactly" Kate said smiling at him.


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so this is it...a goodbye from me to you, for now...i 사랑 당신 all and i wish it could've been better xXx