Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 15: What Hurts the Most
We were now out of the 구급차 and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he said looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are 당신 being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I 사랑 most doesn’t trust me? 연기 like I don’t 사랑 당신 because whenever I do I get my 심장 broken? 연기 like I don’t need you? 연기 like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where 당신 came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every 일 to make 당신 happy because I 사랑 you. 당신 don’t talk to me 당신 don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give 당신 your 우주 and then 당신 get mad. Hazel I need 당신 too. That’s why we made the arrangement for 당신 to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re 연기 all insecure. We were never like this. I want 당신 to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl 당신 always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s 옮기기 past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I said letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for 당신 Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. 당신 brought out the jealous in me, when I see 당신 with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He said and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No 더 많이 crying. I hate seeing 당신 so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I 사랑 당신 princess. If I can call 당신 that again?” he said.
“I 사랑 당신 too. Prince.” I said smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but 당신 guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if 당신 forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall said jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the 침대 and I went in the kitchen. There was no 음식 so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for 당신 this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking 당신 so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian said back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall said flatly.
“How is a girl like 당신 going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in 사랑 with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are 당신 into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t 당신 the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I said again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the 침상, 소파 looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought 당신 were starving?” I said to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some 랜덤 guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I said nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will 당신 eat. You’re like staring the 피자 down.” I said laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
We were now out of the 구급차 and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he said looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are 당신 being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I 사랑 most doesn’t trust me? 연기 like I don’t 사랑 당신 because whenever I do I get my 심장 broken? 연기 like I don’t need you? 연기 like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where 당신 came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every 일 to make 당신 happy because I 사랑 you. 당신 don’t talk to me 당신 don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give 당신 your 우주 and then 당신 get mad. Hazel I need 당신 too. That’s why we made the arrangement for 당신 to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re 연기 all insecure. We were never like this. I want 당신 to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl 당신 always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s 옮기기 past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I said letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for 당신 Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. 당신 brought out the jealous in me, when I see 당신 with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He said and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No 더 많이 crying. I hate seeing 당신 so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I 사랑 당신 princess. If I can call 당신 that again?” he said.
“I 사랑 당신 too. Prince.” I said smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but 당신 guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if 당신 forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall said jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the 침대 and I went in the kitchen. There was no 음식 so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for 당신 this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking 당신 so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian said back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall said flatly.
“How is a girl like 당신 going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in 사랑 with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are 당신 into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t 당신 the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I said again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the 침상, 소파 looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought 당신 were starving?” I said to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some 랜덤 guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I said nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will 당신 eat. You’re like staring the 피자 down.” I said laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
