It's times like these when 당신 wonder where people figured the idea that an 11 년 old girl would murder her own parents in their family church during mid-construction.
Maybe thats why I'm so bitter.
The building of the Basilica was halted until further notice. The Middleford's were notified of this demise on my part and hesitantly offered a hand, only to withdrawal it in the end. Such tentative plans forced my person into a bit of a blurry spiral, only for the tail to land me right back at that place; my own home.
An 11 년 old living on her own.
Oh, one can only imagine the gossip.
Death spread like a plague. The shot heard a round the world; our dear Earl Phantomhive. The sorrow and all it's accompanists faded into what some call futile frustration. Hungry hit-men willing to steal the lives of adolescence's to please themselves and perhaps the the public. Greedy. And I must admit, though my parents put me through some hardships, in the end they are all I had left. Were, anyway. It's difficult to conceive of so many frightening things. To wake before the dawn screaming; thrashing about in the sheets. Cold beads of sweat dotting my pale face. I was a ghost. I sobbed and called out for them. Mother, Father. I shifted a bit in my wet blankets and scooted over to the window and shut the blinds. menacing faces that stared through the pane. No one to heat the 집 and put wood on the fire. No one to pay for school 또는 food. Just a big, lonely house, and your own haunting memories.
~~
The 이미지 of those days grew shorter, until 의해 the first peek of spring two years later they had all meshed into what seemed like a long, endless dream. And the first present of the New 년 wasn't equally as sweet.
That morning, I had begun to conjure all of these shapeless emotions.
Elizabeth, now tall, lean and steadfast, appeared on my doorstep in beautiful floral 겉옷, 가운 dotted with purple ribbons and frills. The sight nearly knocked me off of my feet, which were bare despite the windy, crisp atmosphere.
At first, I apologized for the rotting door frame and the rest of the shabby factors clinging to the mansion including myself, wearing a long beige night gown. With a polite, humored closed-eyed smile, she raised a hand to excuse me for the trouble, exchanging the smirk for en excited smile.
"Ciel. We have to go see him."
I rubbed my arms and looked up at the cumulus clouds meshing together, blocking the sun.
"I don't know, Elizabeth. It just rained last night and the ground will be awfully muddy near the grave, I just don't think today--"
"What?" she interrupted me. Even I began to feel confused.
"...I, I just think tomorrow would be a better 일 for a wake, since it's Sunday."
At first she stared at me with her 에메랄드 eyes squinting like I was a crazy person, then she dispersed and her light eyebrows raised and she laughed heartily.
"You don't even know, do you!"
I shook my head, embarrassed. Know what?
She took my hands before she said it.
"He's back. He's alive."
I threw the door open to the study, nearly screaming.
"Ciel!"
There he was, sitting in a small wooden chair behind his desk. I didn't notice the cuts on his arms 또는 the greenish bruises polka-dotting his pale neck and cheeks. And I didn't take any regard to the man standing 다음 to him. Elizabeth stood in the doorway as pristine as always, the picture of of the perfect lady when I skidded across the carpet, moving the 책상, 데스크 inches away in an attempt to throw my arms around him.
"Ciel..." My head rattled with a list of endless 질문 and concerns. I felt two shaky hands gently pat my back.
"Sofia. You've grown."
I let go and pressed my thumbs to his inward cheekbones, trying to brush away what looked like a reddish dirt. I held my breath and my stomach began to twist in the sickening feeling before dropping head first into a churning ocean. "I wish I could say the same for you. You're still as petite as ever." was all that seemed to be an acceptable response. Elizabeth walked over with her cheeks a bright 담홍색, 핑크 and batted her long black lashes at the boy, clutching her 제비꽃, 바이올렛 handbag. She cocked her head to one side.
"Ciel, tell her."
"Lizzy, please..." His unusually melancholy eyes dropped, accenting large purple bags beneath them. He took my hand from his shoulder and slowly laid it flat against his table, averting my stare.
"We're not engaged anymore."
I began to glance back and forth between the two of them. The corner of Elizabeth's lips pressed into an unknowing expression of triumph.
"Please don't worry, my reasoning has been made clear."
"You have no money, dear. you're uneducated and can't afford a dowry. It was the only thing we could do." her green eyes turned a bit sympathetic, scanning over my clenched shoulders.
I felt the 책상, 데스크 slide left under my cold fingers, putting it back in place. I looked up at a dark figure with ghostly white skin and flaming red eyes. His stare met mine. His curious expression transformed into a lofty grin, which said everything without saying anything at all.
I was done for.
~~
I guess this is kind of long, too? Ha. Maybe not (oue); Aaw yay Sebastian's finally in it. I really like 글쓰기 about him. So expect lots of details when it comes to describing everything he does... x//D <3
Maybe thats why I'm so bitter.
The building of the Basilica was halted until further notice. The Middleford's were notified of this demise on my part and hesitantly offered a hand, only to withdrawal it in the end. Such tentative plans forced my person into a bit of a blurry spiral, only for the tail to land me right back at that place; my own home.
An 11 년 old living on her own.
Oh, one can only imagine the gossip.
Death spread like a plague. The shot heard a round the world; our dear Earl Phantomhive. The sorrow and all it's accompanists faded into what some call futile frustration. Hungry hit-men willing to steal the lives of adolescence's to please themselves and perhaps the the public. Greedy. And I must admit, though my parents put me through some hardships, in the end they are all I had left. Were, anyway. It's difficult to conceive of so many frightening things. To wake before the dawn screaming; thrashing about in the sheets. Cold beads of sweat dotting my pale face. I was a ghost. I sobbed and called out for them. Mother, Father. I shifted a bit in my wet blankets and scooted over to the window and shut the blinds. menacing faces that stared through the pane. No one to heat the 집 and put wood on the fire. No one to pay for school 또는 food. Just a big, lonely house, and your own haunting memories.
~~
The 이미지 of those days grew shorter, until 의해 the first peek of spring two years later they had all meshed into what seemed like a long, endless dream. And the first present of the New 년 wasn't equally as sweet.
That morning, I had begun to conjure all of these shapeless emotions.
Elizabeth, now tall, lean and steadfast, appeared on my doorstep in beautiful floral 겉옷, 가운 dotted with purple ribbons and frills. The sight nearly knocked me off of my feet, which were bare despite the windy, crisp atmosphere.
At first, I apologized for the rotting door frame and the rest of the shabby factors clinging to the mansion including myself, wearing a long beige night gown. With a polite, humored closed-eyed smile, she raised a hand to excuse me for the trouble, exchanging the smirk for en excited smile.
"Ciel. We have to go see him."
I rubbed my arms and looked up at the cumulus clouds meshing together, blocking the sun.
"I don't know, Elizabeth. It just rained last night and the ground will be awfully muddy near the grave, I just don't think today--"
"What?" she interrupted me. Even I began to feel confused.
"...I, I just think tomorrow would be a better 일 for a wake, since it's Sunday."
At first she stared at me with her 에메랄드 eyes squinting like I was a crazy person, then she dispersed and her light eyebrows raised and she laughed heartily.
"You don't even know, do you!"
I shook my head, embarrassed. Know what?
She took my hands before she said it.
"He's back. He's alive."
I threw the door open to the study, nearly screaming.
"Ciel!"
There he was, sitting in a small wooden chair behind his desk. I didn't notice the cuts on his arms 또는 the greenish bruises polka-dotting his pale neck and cheeks. And I didn't take any regard to the man standing 다음 to him. Elizabeth stood in the doorway as pristine as always, the picture of of the perfect lady when I skidded across the carpet, moving the 책상, 데스크 inches away in an attempt to throw my arms around him.
"Ciel..." My head rattled with a list of endless 질문 and concerns. I felt two shaky hands gently pat my back.
"Sofia. You've grown."
I let go and pressed my thumbs to his inward cheekbones, trying to brush away what looked like a reddish dirt. I held my breath and my stomach began to twist in the sickening feeling before dropping head first into a churning ocean. "I wish I could say the same for you. You're still as petite as ever." was all that seemed to be an acceptable response. Elizabeth walked over with her cheeks a bright 담홍색, 핑크 and batted her long black lashes at the boy, clutching her 제비꽃, 바이올렛 handbag. She cocked her head to one side.
"Ciel, tell her."
"Lizzy, please..." His unusually melancholy eyes dropped, accenting large purple bags beneath them. He took my hand from his shoulder and slowly laid it flat against his table, averting my stare.
"We're not engaged anymore."
I began to glance back and forth between the two of them. The corner of Elizabeth's lips pressed into an unknowing expression of triumph.
"Please don't worry, my reasoning has been made clear."
"You have no money, dear. you're uneducated and can't afford a dowry. It was the only thing we could do." her green eyes turned a bit sympathetic, scanning over my clenched shoulders.
I felt the 책상, 데스크 slide left under my cold fingers, putting it back in place. I looked up at a dark figure with ghostly white skin and flaming red eyes. His stare met mine. His curious expression transformed into a lofty grin, which said everything without saying anything at all.
I was done for.
~~
I guess this is kind of long, too? Ha. Maybe not (oue); Aaw yay Sebastian's finally in it. I really like 글쓰기 about him. So expect lots of details when it comes to describing everything he does... x//D <3
The english lyrics to the 초 opening for the OVA's of Ranma 1/2: link 의해 DoCo.
--
You may touch me in dreams but they don't stay.
(Today 당신 don't have much to say.)
How am I gonna face the light of day?
(What have I done now?)
Things completely unspoken,
thinking it's for the best,
Then I look into your eyes,
and it gets tight in my chest,
Hear the river tells of our goodbye.
(It's late and they all wait for me!)
Sayonara whispers on the breeze.
(I'll get in trouble!)
Let me know what in your heart,
that a good place to start.
All I need is a small song,
and I give my 심장 to you.
당신 and me have still got,
so much we need to say!
Friendship's not enough,
Why can't we seize the day?
Dontcha' know I got no idea
from this point on?
So far to go
until we both agree,
당신 and me.
--
You may touch me in dreams but they don't stay.
(Today 당신 don't have much to say.)
How am I gonna face the light of day?
(What have I done now?)
Things completely unspoken,
thinking it's for the best,
Then I look into your eyes,
and it gets tight in my chest,
Hear the river tells of our goodbye.
(It's late and they all wait for me!)
Sayonara whispers on the breeze.
(I'll get in trouble!)
Let me know what in your heart,
that a good place to start.
All I need is a small song,
and I give my 심장 to you.
당신 and me have still got,
so much we need to say!
Friendship's not enough,
Why can't we seize the day?
Dontcha' know I got no idea
from this point on?
So far to go
until we both agree,
당신 and me.
The english lyrics to the 초 OVA ending for Ranma 1/2: link 의해 DoCo.
--
Shampoo:
Up in blue sky silly blimp go by,
where it come from where it going,
ziggy-zaggy it fly high!
Today is Sunday,
past one-thirty,
why 당신 no come by?
Maybe 당신 late but I no can wait...
Now I cry...
Kasumi:
Pretty red bricks,
bridge that spans the tide.
Draw the picture see the face
of the one I want 의해 my side!
There 당신 are all dressed in black
but I can't see your eyes.
Can it be your dressed that way for me?
Why are 당신 so shy?
Beep-beep! Beep-beep!
Ranko:
This pager's drivin' me crazy!
Just so! 당신 know!
If some dark stranger asked me I might go...
And so...
Don't blame me when your lonely!
We're sailing out to see the ship and me.
Lalala, lala, lala, lalalaa~!
Lalala, lala-la-la-la-la-la, laa~!
Repeat x3.
--
Shampoo:
Up in blue sky silly blimp go by,
where it come from where it going,
ziggy-zaggy it fly high!
Today is Sunday,
past one-thirty,
why 당신 no come by?
Maybe 당신 late but I no can wait...
Now I cry...
Kasumi:
Pretty red bricks,
bridge that spans the tide.
Draw the picture see the face
of the one I want 의해 my side!
There 당신 are all dressed in black
but I can't see your eyes.
Can it be your dressed that way for me?
Why are 당신 so shy?
Beep-beep! Beep-beep!
Ranko:
This pager's drivin' me crazy!
Just so! 당신 know!
If some dark stranger asked me I might go...
And so...
Don't blame me when your lonely!
We're sailing out to see the ship and me.
Lalala, lala, lala, lalalaa~!
Lalala, lala-la-la-la-la-la, laa~!
Repeat x3.
Enable Listen: link
--
My 심장 is ready to beat,
I can feel the wind underneath my feet.
I'm gonna jump over the moon,
Hands in the air waving up
like a balloon!
I'm free as a bird,
로스트 in the stars
and waving down to earth.
Don't know where I'm gonna land,
but 당신 gotta wobble before 당신 stand!
I'm soaring~!
All alone and on my own,
I'm soaring~!
And I know my 심장 will lead me home.
Just look in my eyes,
can't 당신 see I'm not the same today?
I can see farther now.
I stepped up, and I'm making
my own way!
Don't know where I'm gonna land,
but 당신 gotta wobble before 당신 stand!
I'm soaring~!
All alone and on my own,
I'm soaring~!
And I know my 심장 will lead me home.
--
My 심장 is ready to beat,
I can feel the wind underneath my feet.
I'm gonna jump over the moon,
Hands in the air waving up
like a balloon!
I'm free as a bird,
로스트 in the stars
and waving down to earth.
Don't know where I'm gonna land,
but 당신 gotta wobble before 당신 stand!
I'm soaring~!
All alone and on my own,
I'm soaring~!
And I know my 심장 will lead me home.
Just look in my eyes,
can't 당신 see I'm not the same today?
I can see farther now.
I stepped up, and I'm making
my own way!
Don't know where I'm gonna land,
but 당신 gotta wobble before 당신 stand!
I'm soaring~!
All alone and on my own,
I'm soaring~!
And I know my 심장 will lead me home.
Yappa paa yappa paa, don't know what to do
My 심장 is not a game-Its mah-jong to you
Yappa paa Yappa paa, feel just like a shrew
Who needs boys?
Don't 당신 dare
make me wild like you
Before you, boys got on their knees
Ranma, Ranma, its me 당신 always tease
Since the 일 I ran into you
Ranma, Ranma 당신
스톨, 훔친 my 심장 and you
don't 당신 dare go and
make me wild like you
Somebody tell me why it's so hard
To say those three words: "I 사랑 You"
If I let myself give into you
I'll become just as...
wild as you
Before 당신 come in like a breeze
Won't 당신 stop and ring the bell, please?
Before 당신 make my 심장 a home
Why not let me 사랑 당신 on my own?
I'd be better off without you
But just tonight, it's alright
Until tomorrow, all right
Everytime your eyes turn to me
Ranma, Ranma,
당신 make me feel dizzy
Someday we may be 더 많이 than friends
Ranma, Ranma you've
gone and though it's true
Can't 당신 see that you've
made me wild like you?
<3333
My 심장 is not a game-Its mah-jong to you
Yappa paa Yappa paa, feel just like a shrew
Who needs boys?
Don't 당신 dare
make me wild like you
Before you, boys got on their knees
Ranma, Ranma, its me 당신 always tease
Since the 일 I ran into you
Ranma, Ranma 당신
스톨, 훔친 my 심장 and you
don't 당신 dare go and
make me wild like you
Somebody tell me why it's so hard
To say those three words: "I 사랑 You"
If I let myself give into you
I'll become just as...
wild as you
Before 당신 come in like a breeze
Won't 당신 stop and ring the bell, please?
Before 당신 make my 심장 a home
Why not let me 사랑 당신 on my own?
I'd be better off without you
But just tonight, it's alright
Until tomorrow, all right
Everytime your eyes turn to me
Ranma, Ranma,
당신 make me feel dizzy
Someday we may be 더 많이 than friends
Ranma, Ranma you've
gone and though it's true
Can't 당신 see that you've
made me wild like you?
<3333