So this chap is meant to be one before the last two… you’ll suffer … And 당신 will review so that 의해 tomorrow 당신 get a new chap XDD LOL not really I just liked this chap a lot and well I hope 당신 like it.. It’s long… And yeah I’m 글쓰기 this at 11pm my time and should probably go to sleep but I can’t since tomorrow is my bday!!! So now reviews = a gift for me!!!
I’m trembling. I shouldn’t have done this. I feel so dirty and an awful person. I’m cheating on this guy. I still 사랑 Hugh. Why don’t I understand he’s not gonna 사랑 me? Rick wakes up. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to be sleeping.
“Lise although you’re and amazing actress I know you’re awake.” I turn around to face him. His lying in my bed…naked…as me. Oh God! I feel like throwing up. I’m so ashamed of what I did. I-I don’t want him and it won’t help me get over you. So what’s the point of all this? Maybe I’m just fooling myself. But when he asked me out I thought he was so sweet and cute and well he is really nice and I thought I could give him a chance and he has been awesome this last month. He has lightened me up a bit. Although I know he’s not you.
But he’s here and 당신 ran away without saying a word. I don’t even know what happened. The accident changed 당신 and I guess 당신 realized how important it’s your family and your wife and I bet 당신 will get over me and I should do so too.
“Thanks for being here.” I say as I cuddle closer to him.
“It’s a pleasure.” And then I close my eyes as I rest my head in his chest. I close my eyes and fell asleep again. At least in his arms I’m safe.
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After I arrive to LA and go through an enormous crowd of paps . Then I go 집 take my bike and direct to your home.
When I arrive I knock your door and 당신 open. 당신 look at me surprised your expression changes completely. It’s suddenly… I can’t say cheerful but angry. And I think I know why you’re mad so I erase the smile of my face.
당신 then slam the door close again.
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What is he doing here? I wonder as I lean against the door. He has no right to just pop and break the peace I‘ve been building for a month.
Why are 당신 here? The shooting starts in two weeks and God! Rick’s here.
“Lisa I know you’re there. I can hear your breathing.”
If I want to forget 당신 then I have to face you. So I open the door and I tremble. I am scared of what may happen after this talk. What if I’m not strong enough? I know the answer as I stare at those amazingly cute blue eyes. I won’t be strong I know I will fail but at least I’ll try.
“What do 당신 want?” I snap.
“I need to talk to you.” I already know that story. I can’t really care. Correct: I shouldn’t care.
“I’m sorry for-“
“Oh, cut the crap Hugh! 당신 can’t come here whenever 당신 please after disappearing and not even calling me.” I explode then shut the front door behind me and step closer to you. “You think that with an I’m sorry things will be fine. Well they aren’t.” Dang. Now I’m crying and he will confuse my frustration with sadness.
“It’s not my fault, just listen to-“
“It’s never your fault! 당신 always blame the circumstances but guess what? It is you. 당신 just don’t want anything and if 당신 do 당신 keep denying it. Well then me too. Good night Mr. Laurie.” I say as I open the door to go back inside but it isn’t really the greatest idea since Rick’s standing there.
“Who is him?” Hugh snaps. He looks jealous?
“Mr. Laurie this is Rick. Rick this is Mr. James Hugh Calum Laurie.” Hugh stares madly at him then he looks at me, range taking over his eyes.
“Rick” He pronounces with hate “Will 당신 excuse us?”
“I heard 당신 shouting so I though I’ll go check if 당신 were Ok.” He caresses my arm and not even glances at Hugh.
“I will be fine just give us a minute.” He then leaves a peck in my lips and I know Hugh is burning now.
“And 당신 call me the problem? How do 당신 call that?” He points at the close door now.
“I call him Rick. And he’s not the problem neither I am . The problem is Rick was enough man to be here and 당신 weren’t. I didn’t hide like others.”
“I had an accident.” Unbelievable, how could I 사랑 such a jerk?
“An accident doesn’t justify the fact. 당신 could have at least finished things like a grown up. Not the Oh-I -don’t- remember –you- and- I –never- loved- you- style. We could have been friends. But everything is gone now.”
“I suffered from memory loss.” Now I feel stupid. “ I just remembered today but now that 당신 have Rick I can assume you’re happy. Are happy living a lie?”
“And aren’t living one? 당신 don’t 사랑 Jo either.”
“But I can pretend better.”
“What does that even mean? Were 당신 pretending that 당신 loved me just to get an easy lay because 당신 were tired of your wife? Screw you!” I see how much 당신 hate me now and it hurts just like I’ve hurt 당신 또는 even worse.
Before I close the door I hear
“Screw you.” The words were thrown with rage and poison but the hate they carried. It hit me. I screwed up, it’s all my fault.
I’m trembling. I shouldn’t have done this. I feel so dirty and an awful person. I’m cheating on this guy. I still 사랑 Hugh. Why don’t I understand he’s not gonna 사랑 me? Rick wakes up. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to be sleeping.
“Lise although you’re and amazing actress I know you’re awake.” I turn around to face him. His lying in my bed…naked…as me. Oh God! I feel like throwing up. I’m so ashamed of what I did. I-I don’t want him and it won’t help me get over you. So what’s the point of all this? Maybe I’m just fooling myself. But when he asked me out I thought he was so sweet and cute and well he is really nice and I thought I could give him a chance and he has been awesome this last month. He has lightened me up a bit. Although I know he’s not you.
But he’s here and 당신 ran away without saying a word. I don’t even know what happened. The accident changed 당신 and I guess 당신 realized how important it’s your family and your wife and I bet 당신 will get over me and I should do so too.
“Thanks for being here.” I say as I cuddle closer to him.
“It’s a pleasure.” And then I close my eyes as I rest my head in his chest. I close my eyes and fell asleep again. At least in his arms I’m safe.
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After I arrive to LA and go through an enormous crowd of paps . Then I go 집 take my bike and direct to your home.
When I arrive I knock your door and 당신 open. 당신 look at me surprised your expression changes completely. It’s suddenly… I can’t say cheerful but angry. And I think I know why you’re mad so I erase the smile of my face.
당신 then slam the door close again.
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What is he doing here? I wonder as I lean against the door. He has no right to just pop and break the peace I‘ve been building for a month.
Why are 당신 here? The shooting starts in two weeks and God! Rick’s here.
“Lisa I know you’re there. I can hear your breathing.”
If I want to forget 당신 then I have to face you. So I open the door and I tremble. I am scared of what may happen after this talk. What if I’m not strong enough? I know the answer as I stare at those amazingly cute blue eyes. I won’t be strong I know I will fail but at least I’ll try.
“What do 당신 want?” I snap.
“I need to talk to you.” I already know that story. I can’t really care. Correct: I shouldn’t care.
“I’m sorry for-“
“Oh, cut the crap Hugh! 당신 can’t come here whenever 당신 please after disappearing and not even calling me.” I explode then shut the front door behind me and step closer to you. “You think that with an I’m sorry things will be fine. Well they aren’t.” Dang. Now I’m crying and he will confuse my frustration with sadness.
“It’s not my fault, just listen to-“
“It’s never your fault! 당신 always blame the circumstances but guess what? It is you. 당신 just don’t want anything and if 당신 do 당신 keep denying it. Well then me too. Good night Mr. Laurie.” I say as I open the door to go back inside but it isn’t really the greatest idea since Rick’s standing there.
“Who is him?” Hugh snaps. He looks jealous?
“Mr. Laurie this is Rick. Rick this is Mr. James Hugh Calum Laurie.” Hugh stares madly at him then he looks at me, range taking over his eyes.
“Rick” He pronounces with hate “Will 당신 excuse us?”
“I heard 당신 shouting so I though I’ll go check if 당신 were Ok.” He caresses my arm and not even glances at Hugh.
“I will be fine just give us a minute.” He then leaves a peck in my lips and I know Hugh is burning now.
“And 당신 call me the problem? How do 당신 call that?” He points at the close door now.
“I call him Rick. And he’s not the problem neither I am . The problem is Rick was enough man to be here and 당신 weren’t. I didn’t hide like others.”
“I had an accident.” Unbelievable, how could I 사랑 such a jerk?
“An accident doesn’t justify the fact. 당신 could have at least finished things like a grown up. Not the Oh-I -don’t- remember –you- and- I –never- loved- you- style. We could have been friends. But everything is gone now.”
“I suffered from memory loss.” Now I feel stupid. “ I just remembered today but now that 당신 have Rick I can assume you’re happy. Are happy living a lie?”
“And aren’t living one? 당신 don’t 사랑 Jo either.”
“But I can pretend better.”
“What does that even mean? Were 당신 pretending that 당신 loved me just to get an easy lay because 당신 were tired of your wife? Screw you!” I see how much 당신 hate me now and it hurts just like I’ve hurt 당신 또는 even worse.
Before I close the door I hear
“Screw you.” The words were thrown with rage and poison but the hate they carried. It hit me. I screwed up, it’s all my fault.