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Rated M!!! Adult content....
Ok so here it is THE FINALE!!! Fic originally 게시됨 on Fanfiction(dot)net
I cant believe it's all over, i'm so sad! I really hope 당신 like it. I worked so hard on this fic and it was so difficult to write because of it's AU-ness so I hope all the readers have enjoyed 읽기 it!
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Previously: Chuck and Nate...the plan began...
"I cant see anything right now, but i'm not climbing any higher as 당신 wont be able to hear me, I'll just wait until I see something." he almost whispered, he couldn't risk being heard 의해 the wrong person.
Nate nodded in response, "What about the plane? Do 당신 see that?" he asked.
"Sssh I think I see someone...." he tried to squint to get a better look, he was sure he could see something moving through the trees in the distance, "it's him! shhh." he placed a finger to his lips and made a hand gesture for Nate to stay still.
Chuck kept watching as the man he was waiting for came running out of the trees in the distance and reached the open plain of the large path. It was Marcus, and he had the Cypher in his hands.
....He watched as Marcus scurried to the middle of the path and opened the Cypher. Chuck was surprised that Marcus had made it so late, he was expecting him to at least be here hours in advance, clearly the guy wasn't as 앞으로 thinking as Chuck, which was of course a good thing. He watched patiently as the time for the opening neared. It was almost 12.45pm and Chuck would only need around five 분 to program the Cypher into opening the portal and he would need to get one opened within at least 30minutes from 12.45pm so they would have to 옮기기 fast. He waited patiently as Nate watched him carefully from below waiting for his signal. Just as Marcus put the Cypher down and began looking up in the sky, probably expecting it to open up 또는 something Chuck looked towards Nate and gave the signal he had been waiting for. Nate began shuffling the bushes and it alerted Marcus who looked towards it curiously.
"Uhh....hello....is someone there?" he asked worriedly whilst moving slightly towards the 출처 of the noise. He stepped closer and closer to the shuffling bushes as a puzzled Chuck watched from up above, wondering why the hell Nate was shuffling the bushes and not jumping out and beating the crap out of Marcus. But then he watched surprisingly as Marcus went right up to the bushes to get a closer look and Nate jumped out suddenly pushing Marcus to the floor and attacking him with punches.
"What the Fuck! Nate? Get off!" shouted Marcus as he received 펀치 after 펀치 recognising that Nate was the culprit.
Chuck finally jumped from the 나무, 트리 and raced towards the Cypher, checking the time, 12.53pm, "perfect."
He began quick work of the Cypher accessing the portal initiator and doing what he had done many times before, he turned to check on Nate and Marcus who were still struggling in the back ground, "don't mind me Nathaniel, 당신 two continue playing nicely." he laughed and he heard Nate mumble something before being pushed to the floor 의해 Marcus. Chuck considered helping his friend but as much as the thought of giving Marcus a good 펀치 for what he did to Blair, he knew he had to open the portal and that was 더 많이 important right now. He suddenly remembered that he was supposed to bring rope to tie Marcus up but then he trusted Nate enough to be able to handle the thug without needing to restrain him. He looked towards them again and saw that Nate had the upper hand once 더 많이 so he concentrated on opening the portal.
He could tell the sky was becoming dark and thick and the atmosphere around them was becoming foggy as the Cypher began to mobilize. Suddenly there was a bright flash of light shooting from the Cypher and into the air above them. 7 feet just as Chuck had expected, He grabbed the Cypher carefully and moved to the opposite side of the portal, away from Nate and Marcus, not wanting to get in their way as Nate finished the job, he used the trees on his side of the path to lean against as he held tightly to the Cypher, their lifeline.
Then he shouted to his friend, "Nathaniel! It's ready! 당신 know what to do!" his voice was barely audible from Nate's side of the path but he had guessed what Chuck was saying.
"What the hell are 당신 doing! Just let go of me!" demanded a weak Marcus as he lay on the ground badly beaten.
"Look man, this is for our safety...you messed with us...you messed with our friend Blair and 당신 betrayed us...you took the fucking Cypher and were going to run with it! I'm afraid we cant have 당신 making any trouble for us!" he shouted over the noise coming from the portal. It sounded just like a helicopter, especially with the strong wind around it.
"But look, just let me go, I can jump the portal and I promise you'll never see me again!" he tried to reason.
"Oh, you'll be jumping the portal...just without this!" explained Nate whilst ripping the 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring from Marcus's finger.
"What! Why!" he asked slightly confused. He wasn't as educated about all this like Nate and Chuck were so he didn't know what difference the ring made.
"You're too risky to have around, we don't want 당신 ever finding a way back here so the only way you're getting out of here is 의해 us sending 당신 into limbo!" he shouted whilst grabbing Marcus from the floor and dragging him towards the Portal.
"What do 당신 mean 의해 that!" he cried helplessly as they neared the portal.
"It mean...well actually I don't know...all I know is that we're not supposed to jump portals without these rings 또는 we could...be killed 또는 trapped somewhere..I don't really know...but I guess you'll find out....you can send us a post card." he smirked whilst grabbing Marcus 의해 the collar.
"No! Wait! NOOOOOO!...." and that was it....Nate flung Marcus into the black hole and he was sucked up in an instant. He did feel a tinge of guilt but the guy deserved it after he attacked Blair. Nate suddenly noticed something had gone wrong as the portal didn't immediately close. It was supposed to close as soon as it was penetrated but it looked as though it was getting larger. He moved backwards quickly and went to lean on a 나무, 트리 for support as he noticed the portal was beginning to suck objects into it, rocks, leaves and anything in it's path. He looked to Chuck for support and it seemed that Chuck, who was still on the other side was also looking perplexed as he fiddled with the Cypher.
"WHAT'S GOING ON CHUCK?" he shouted across as the noise began to get unbearable. Just then Nate saw the pilot run up to his side and grab his shoulder, he looked scared out of his mind. The pilot grabbed onto Nate's arm yelling at him in that language Nate couldn't understand. Nate looked just as confused as the pilot as he turned to look at Chuck who was still doing something with the Cypher.
"I HAVE NO IDEA... I'M GOING TO CLOSE IT MANUALLY!" shouted Chuck from across the path, with the portal separating both sides.
The Pilot began trying to speak to Nate again (this time in broken English) but in his worried state it was hard to understand. He kept pointing towards the helicopter which was further behind them and out of sight but Nate guessed it was what the pilot meant when he started making strange flying movements, he then began pulling Nate towards him.
The force of the portal just kept getting worse and it was getting bigger and bigger as it began to suck up anything, including the weakest trees which began to get pulled out right from their roots. Nate and the Pilot struggled to stay on the ground and they began shouting to Chuck who was still busy trying to figure out how to close the portal.
"CHUCK! LEAVE IT! WE HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE!" shouted Nate as the portal began to get out of control. He knew it was to late, their only chance would be to get out and leave, they would need to have a 안전한, 안전 path to escape with the helicopter before the portal became to big and risked sucking the helicopter up with them in it.
"NO! I CANT! IT COULD GET BIGGER AND SUCK UP THE WHOLE FUCKING COUNTRY!" he tried to explain, who knows how big it could get, it certainly didn't seen to be getting any smaller.
The pilot had no clue what was going on, he couldn't see the black hole and assumed it was some tornado 또는 freak weather storm, all he knew was that they had to get out of there now and he was going to leave with 또는 without the boys. He began to drag Nate along with him trying to explain that if they didn't leave they would die and he was going to leave now.
"I cant leave my friend!" Nate tired to explain. He turned back to Chuck, "CHUCK! COME ON WE HAVE TO GO NOW! THE PILOT IS READY TO GO.....IF WE DON'T LEAVE WE COULD LOSE THE HELICOPTER TO THE PORTAL!" he tried to convince Chuck, but Chuck just kept waving his hands.
"REMEMBER THE PROMISE," shouted Chuck, above the noise, "NEW YORK IS HOME...THE GIRLS ARE WAITING. 당신 GO." he added, looking at Nate desperately, "I'M NOT LEAVING UNTIL I CLOSE THIS FUCKER! 당신 NEED TO GO NOW!" He demanded seriously and Nate knew that he was dead serious.
Chuck then turned away from Nate's line of vision and went behind one of the larger trees on his side, he would need the 나무, 트리 as cover for protection from the portal. Nate could no longer see Chuck and realised that their worst case scenario had become a reality, Actually their worse case scenario was one of them getting sucked in 의해 the portal and that hadn't happened, yet. he knew he had to make that difficult choice they had talked about from the start. New York is home, that was the deal. If anything went wrong and they both ended up getting 스플릿, 분할 up, they promised not to look for each other and just go straight home, that was the safest option. That way if either of them went missing there would be no point wasting time endangering themselves 의해 looking for each other and both boys would know that the other would be trying to find a way 집 rather than stay out and look for the other. Nate knew he would just have to go 집 whilst he still had the safety of the helicopter and just wait for Chuck to find his way 집 once he had closed the portal. If he didn't return home, then he could assume that he never made it.
"So 당신 just left him there!" screamed Blair, once again jumping up to Nate and punching her dainty fists on to his chest.
"There was nothing else I could do Blair. We made a deal! It was the best thing to do....otherwise we would both still be out there.!" he tried to reason.
"But 당신 left him behind! We never leave a man behind! It's our code!" she cried.
"Blair, I had to do it...I promised him that I would do as he said no matter what happened. Look I know Chuck, he's still out there!" he tried to argue back and knock some sense into Blair. Nate had travelled back to the main town after leaving Chuck and he had spent the night there. He had even considered going back the 다음 일 to look for him but he had hoped that maybe Chuck would already be on his way 집 to New York. There was no point staying and looking for him if Chuck would just go straight to New York now that they had been 스플릿, 분할 up. So he had left that very evening.
"I cant believe 당신 left him Nate!" cried Blair. This time she really was sobbing as Serena enveloped her in a hug trying to comfort her.
"Ssh B, I know Chuck, he's strong...he'll be back, I just know it," she tried to convince her tearful friend.
"Blair, i'm sorry. I couldn't stay when I knew that he'd be trying to find a way back here. I was even naive enough to think he'd make it back before me." Nate approached Blair and put a hand to her shoulder but she brushed him off. She was angry with him because Chuck had been there for Nate so many times, he had risked his life for Nate when they had made the jump to this world and she couldn't believe that he wasn't able to return the favour.
"Chuck wanted 당신 to have this" he whispered as he took Marcus's 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring from his pocket and handed it to Blair.
"I WANT CHUCK!" she screamed as she stood and stormed out of the room. She headed towards the stairs and Serena got up to follow her before turning back to Nate.
"You did the right thing Nate," she said whilst hugging him, "I would have done the same thing, besides 당신 made a deal and it was the best thing to do to follow through on it, don't blame yourself." she smiled.
"But Blair's right, I left him behind." he conceded, he knew he would regret his decision one 일 but he had hoped that the girls would understand the decision he had made.
"You did what he asked, i'm proud of 당신 Natie, Blair will see sense soon, she's just upset right now, I think she really loves Chuck. Besides if 당신 stayed the pilot would have gone and 당신 and Chuck could have both gotten sucked in 의해 the portal. Chuck still has the Cypher remember, he'll be back, he's a genius with that thing, he can make it do anything." assured Serena.
"I know, I believe in him. I know he'll be back, he has to be back. But the portal...it was so different." he wondered.
"It was probably because Marcus went in without a 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring. I just hope Chuck managed to find a way to close that thing before...God, I don't even want to think about it. We just have to hope for the best."
"I know...you should go after Blair, i'm so tired, I'm going to try and get some sleep down here." yawned Nate as he settled himself on the sofa.
"Ok, just....don't blame yourself for this," she gave him a 키스 on the lips and smiled at him sweetly, he blushed and smiled back innocently, "goodnight Natie. I'm glad you're back 안전한, 안전 and sound."
Nate blushed slightly and smiled back, stroking her cheek, "yeah it's good to be back, goodnight S."
Serena walked away and followed Blair to her bedroom, secretly glad that Nate wasn't stuck out there with Chuck. As much as it pained her to think of Chuck being lost, she would rather it be him than Nate because Nate would never survive out in a foreign country on his own, Chuck was the most capable out of all of them and she was sure that he was 안전한, 안전 out there and that he would be back.
Nate finally sat back and laid down on the sofa covering his face with his arms and sighing out loud. He couldn't believe everything that had happened. He was exhausted and consumed with guilt. He felt responsible for losing Chuck and had no idea as to where Chuck was and whether he was ok (or not). For al he knew Chuck could have been sucked in 의해 the portal, he had no way of knowing. Blair blamed him, he knew she would. He had expected that, but he had also made a promise to Chuck, to look after Blair and Serena if anything happened to him and Nate would have to fulfil that promise, he needed to convince Blair that everything would be ok and that she needed to forgive him for leaving Chuck behind. Tomorrow would be a difficult day, he would have to face her again, she would still be mad at him, she probably wouldn't even talk to him, but luckily Serena was around and seemed to understand and support him, so having Serena here would help in getting Blair to see things from his point of view. He loved Chuck like a brother, he would never want to lose him and everything that had happened wasn't his fault, he had no choice but to follow Chuck's orders and leave him behind. He closed his eyes in the hope that he would fall asleep and maybe Blair would feel better in the morning and forgive him, that would be enough of a consolation for losing Chuck.
***
That night, Blair was in a place she had never been before; complete and utter solitude. Yes, she had been without Chuck before, but at least in the past she had always known where to find him. Tonight she had no idea where he was 또는 if he was safe, 또는 if he was even alive. She shook her head under her covers unable to think of him being dead 또는 gone. He couldn't be, he was a fighter, no one could ever take him away from her completely. It was all her fault, she had brought Marcus in to their lives, it was all because of her. If it hadn't been for her naivety and stubbornness, Chuck would be in 침대 with her right now, 안전한, 안전 and sound in her arms where he should be.
She had been awful to him, of course he hadn't exactly been a great friend 또는 husband to her either but they could have worked thing out eventually, now everything was ruined and it was all her fault (and partly Nate's fault for leaving him behind!).
She let the tears flow freely as she allowed herself to cry again, she had cried so much earlier when Serena had followed her into her room and tried to comfort her and reassure her that Chuck was ok, but Blair had told Serena to leave her in peace, pretending that she needed to sleep. Serena had reluctantly agreed to leave Blair alone for the night to give her time to deal with the news that Chuck was missing.
It was late into the night and Blair still hadn't fallen asleep, she couldn't stop thinking about everything that had happened over the past few months. All the fighting, the arguing, the revenge and paybacks. She wanted to see him so badly right now, have him hold her and tell her that they would work things out and that every thing would be okay from now on. She would give anything just to be with him right now, she couldn't believe that she wasn't able to tell him how she felt about him. Through all the fighting and all the back and forth she had never told him how much she loved him and how much he meant to her. She had always just assumed that he knew how she felt in the beginning until things got messed up for them. She had hurt him so many times and he had only ever just wanted her to himself, had that really been too much to ask.
"God Chuck, if 당신 wanted me why couldn't 당신 have just told me straight!" she cried to herself in exasperation.
"I want you." she heard a low drawl coming from her doorway and she immediately sat up in her 침대 moving the covers away from her face. It couldn't be.
"Well, hello gorgeous." came the voice again. There was a dark figure leaning on the door frame and it looked distinctly like...
"Chuck?" she asked, squinting her eyes in the darkness, "CHUCK!" she screamed as she jumped up from the 침대 and ran towards him crashing into his arms.
"Woah there princess, I know 당신 probably want to ravish me but i'm kind of tired, 일본 was pretty tiring." he teased in a deep whisper.
Her eyes were wide as she touched his face making sure that he was really there, "i'm not dreaming," she whispered as she began to cry again.
"Well I know 당신 often dream of me...but I can assure 당신 that this," he said whilst pointing at his own body, "is as real as it gets!" he teased seductively.
She punched his arm in frustration as she scowled up at him, "Stop being so smug for one 분 and tell me what the hell took 당신 so long!" she demanded shoving him once more. He grabbed her wrists and pushed her towards the bed, dropping her onto it and pinning her down with his own body.
"Finding 당신 was bound to take so long." he breathed onto her cheek and she closed her eyes at the sensation she had hungered for, for so so long.
"I thought...I though 당신 were..." her eyes went wide with worry at the thought of ever losing him and he saw the tears fill her up.
"Don't...I would never...could never leave you. I swear Blair...the portal, it was huge, I've never seen anything like it before....I'm guessing it had something to do with throwing Marcus in without a 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring," he explained, "I closed it though...eventually...I managed to re-program the Cypher to close the portal from where it had opened, I've never had to do that before...besides it's not like I was going to jump through just to close it from the other end...God knows what world I would have ended up in...." he finished as she watched him in awe, he was a genius and she was so proud at his effort, he looked at her mischievously and she held her breath in anticipation, "I would die if I ended up in...a Blair-less world..." he whispered near her lips, watching her like a predator ready to pounce.
"You saved me....from Marcus." she murmured trying to hide the way she was burning up from his touch and his gaze, he smirked down at her remembering his good timing and intervention, he knew those cameras would come in handy.
"Of course, I've always wanted to be your knight in shining armour," he teased as his hand stroked a path up her exposed thigh. Her negligee was barely there so it was easier for him to finally get a feel of the skin he had longed to touch even since the 일 she had left his office after her attempt at seducing him.
"Are 당신 going to 키스 me 또는 not?" she smirked, beginning to get impatient and catching him of guard. He was hoping to build up some 더 많이 tension before attacking her with his lips, but there was no point waiting now. He 비둘기 in, capturing her lips with hers and she let out the loudest and longest gasp at finally feeling him at last. She grabbed hold of his face pulling him closer as he ravaged her lips and clung to her body as if she were his life 출처 (she was). He continued to explore her body once 더 많이 after being apart for so long, reminiscing all of her favourite spots and doing things the way she liked.
They continued to rip at each other clothes begging each other for 더 많이 (and more) until they were both spent and exhausted from their activities. They lay panting on 상단, 맨 위로 of each other, struggling for breath as they came back down to earth, it had been so long since they had last made 사랑 to each other.
"Fuck Blair, I've wanted to do that for so long!" he growled onto her neck and she turned her face into his.
"Then why didn't you?" she asked pathetically, she knew that they had both been too stubborn to give into each other before and that the reason he hadn't been honest about his feelings for her was probably the same reason why she hadn't been honest about hers. It was a ll a game of pride and who would win.
"I'm sorry. I should have been man enough to admit....how I felt...how I feel." he began, looking deep into her eyes, hoping that she understood what he meant and truly knew how sorry he was.
"How do 당신 feel Chuck...tell me?" she whispered longingly as she turned fully towards him so he was no longer on 상단, 맨 위로 of her but beside her with her in his arms staring right up at him.
He smiled nervously and played with her hair, biting his lip he answered, "I feel, strange, surreal...like my whole world revolves around....you....like I cant live without you...like I couldn't care less about anything 또는 anyone else, just as long as I have you...like this." he couldn't quite put it any 더 많이 simpler than that and didn't know exactly what it meant, he had never experienced anything like this before.
"Chuck...I 사랑 you." she finally admitted, hoping he would say it back. She looked deep into his wary eyes and it felt as though the silence had gone on forever. What if he didn't 사랑 her, she thought worriedly, could he not 사랑 her? After all of this, after everything they had been through and he didn't even 사랑 her! Of course he didn't, who would ever 사랑 her, she was imperfect and worthless, she was ugly and stubborn and needy, horrible and pushy, she didn't even 사랑 herself, how could she expect another person to ever 사랑 her.
"Blair...what does that even mean?" he treaded carefully, knowing full well that Blair and her life would probably depend on this conversation, the last thing he wanted was to break her heart, but he had no idea how 사랑 was supposed to feel, he had never known 사랑 before, but he couldn't lose Blair, not ever.
She was almost in tears again, for the hundredth time that night she was going to cry over Chuck, but this time she wasn't just going to let him walk away from this, she would fight till the end for this, "What do 당신 mean Chuck! Love! How can 당신 not know what it means! After everything we've been through you're lying here and 당신 cant even tell me if 당신 사랑 me!" she cried sitting up on their bed.
"Blair, wait, just let me explain." he tried to reason, assuming that she was leaving the bed.
"Then explain! At least be a man and tell me 당신 don't love! I'm listening, i'm not going to just run away like a coward, like you!" she shouted at him.
"Blair...i'm not a coward! 당신 know why I left! I left because 당신 didn't trust me and because we could barely have a civil conversation without screaming at each other!" he tried to reason.
"You're over exaggerating! Our problems weren't that bad, we just didn't know how to communicate and it obviously did us no favours! I don't want to argue Chuck. I just want to know if 당신 .....if 당신 사랑 me." she wasn't going to let this just become another sparring match, she would ask him if he loved her, if he ever could 사랑 her one 일 and that would be enough for her. She wasn't going to just give up on him that easy.
Chuck moved towards her and wrapped an arm around her softly, she looked into his warm eyes and he looked deep into hers, "Blair, I don't even know what 사랑 is 또는 how it's....supposed to feel." he explained and she looked defeated, why was it so simple for her to feel 사랑 but he found it so hard.
"Love is...." she thought out loud whilst looking at him, "love is all the things 당신 said when I asked 당신 how 당신 felt about me." she smiled at him hopefully, wishing that he understood. 당신 didn't need to have felt 사랑 before to know what it should mean, as long as he felt strongly enough for her to mean what he had said earlier then she was certain that it meant he loved her.
He smiled down at her with wide eyes, looking as though something had suddenly occurred to him, as if he had been enlightened, then he reached down and brushed his lips against hers in a chaste 키스 before whispering onto them hotly whilst looking into her eyes, "then I 사랑 당신 too."
She smiled at him widely and giggled as she bubbled with relief. He had finally said it! Chuck had finally said those three words and she had never felt so ecstatic. She felt as though a million explosions had gone off in her chest and she wanted to jump on him and 키스 the words out of him again and again. So she did just that, leaping towards him in a fit of happy giggles, 키싱 him hard on the lips, begging him to say it again.
He happily obliged repeating the three words over and over, feeling the warmth in his chest at having made her so happy and....eager!
"Do 당신 have the 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring? I told Nate to give it to you." asked Chuck suddenly, between desperate kisses.
She reached for her drawer absentmindedly whilst trying not to break from their kiss, her hand blindly searched the surface for the 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring until she finally found it and reluctantly pulled away from his bruised lips, she showed him the ring, smiling at him.
"Here it is...but I don't want it." she said twisting the ring between her fingers.
"What? But why?" he asked curiously. He had made sure that they would get Marcus's ring for Blair because she had 로스트 hers.
"Because, I'm happy here. I don't ever want to leave. Whatever happens here we just have to face it like the people of this world, no 더 많이 running. I 사랑 당신 and I 사랑 it here...I don't need this." she explained daring to place her finger on the self-detonator again.
"Blair! Wait" Chuck stopped her in her tracks and thought about what she had just said. Her 심장 almost broke at the thought that he still had hopes of leaving this world one day. Chuck looked at her deep in thought, were they really 안전한, 안전 here? So far things had seemed fine, the world was stable, there were no serious world wars going on and everything seemed relatively safe. He looked to his own ring and removed it from his finger turning it in his fingers and looking back to Blair, "we do this together, we're in this together. I 사랑 당신 too." he said whilst placing his finger on his own ring's detonator.
"You mean....?" she began, finally smiling in relief at what he was insinuating.
"Yeah...I want to stay here forever too." he added looking up at her and smiling widely, "3, 2, 1..." and they both pressed their self-detonators and watched as their rings disappeared into thin air. Chuck smirked at her, pulling her down and kissed her fiercely and she responded 의해 grabbing hold of him again.
"Quite Chuck!...S and Nate will hear us!" she giggled as he groaned whilst she began stroking him again.
"I saw Nate when I got in...he knows i'm here, I told him to let Serena know and not to disturb us." he explained.
She winked at him seductively before pinning him onto the 침대 and climbed on 상단, 맨 위로 of him fully, "oh, great...so we can make all the noise we like?" she teased innocently.
"Yeah...as if 당신 could ever be quite anyway!" he joked with her playfully.
She looked at him in shock, insulted 의해 his words and quickly slapped his chest hard, "I don't ever hear 당신 complaining, 당신 cant get off unless im screaming your name!" she defended herself. He let out a loud chuckle at her teasing, for an amateur she was pretty funny.
"Oh come on...I only ask 당신 to scream my name so I can tease 당신 about how desperate 당신 are for me afterwards!" he continued to jest.
"Don't be ridiculous! 당신 were the one jumped across a 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 표, 테이블 and tried to be all macho after seeing another man 키스 me!" she reminded him. He sat up and flipped them over pinning her down with his weight.
"About that...how dare 당신 let some other guy lay his hands on you!" he growled whilst grabbing a fist full of her hair and twisting it within his fingers.
Blair flinched slightly from the pain but couldn't hide the slight pleasure she felt at winding Chuck up, "Oh don't get all jealous on me now Chuckles....for all 당신 know I could have had him right in this bed." she challenged, of course she was just lying, as if she would ever go anywhere near another man, she was no whore that she was going to cheat on her husband.
"Actually I watched 당신 every night..the cameras came in handy...you were alone here every time..." he smirked, catching her out at her lie.
"Ughh...you perv...! Fine it was just that one kiss, and he practically attacked me...I didn't see it coming and I wasn't experienced with pushing a guy off so it kind of just happened....and yeah you're right I was alone...every night," she assured him, "but wait...please don't tell me 당신 watched me for any other purpose than to ensure my safety?" she asked sceptically as he smirked at her. She realised that he could have been watching her every 옮기기 whilst in this very room, seeing her dress (and undress), seeing her come out of the 샤워 naked and wet! Hell he probably watched her for entertainments sake whilst she was sulking at 집 all alone!
"Well actually, watching 당신 toss and turn in 당신 negligee on this 침대 provided for some good entertainment...it worked as the perfect substitute for a porno, and then there was watching 당신 get......naked." he whispered seductively and then laughed as she blushed in embarrassment.
"You're disgusting!" she complained. The thought of him jerking off 의해 watching the innocent act of her sleeping made her feel embarrassed and slightly pleased (what the hell, she was ecstatic!).
"And I'm sure that's one of the many reasons why....you 사랑 me?" he teased, smiling at her lovingly.
She smiled back at him happily and leaned up to 키스 him passionately on the lips. She couldn't believe he could finally say those three words so easily. This was Chuck Bass, her life long friend, the biggest pain in the ass, the guy who would torment her on a daily basis, the guy who she unexpectedly fell for, he was the 사랑 of her life and he loved her back.
"And 당신 사랑 me too." she answered happily, giggling together at how strange it felt to finally be sure of their 사랑 for each other.
"Every single last inch of you, even if 당신 don't see it, I can assure 당신 right now that I definitely do and 당신 have nothing to be insecure about" he breathed hotly onto her lips, "You're beautiful," he placed a soft 키스 on her mouth, "...and perfect," he added, 키싱 her once more, "and sexy," he kissed her again, "and hot," (another kiss), "and amaaaaazing in bed," he giggled, before adding, "and all mine...Mrs. Bass," he smirked and then kissed her fully on the lips.
"Mmmm...and I 사랑 everything about you, including your jealous rages...but mostly, the fact that 당신 actually 사랑 me, I 사랑 당신 way 당신 say my name in the throes of passion, the way 당신 look at me as if i'm the most beautiful thing you've ever seen," she smiled lovingly as she gave him a cheeky grin, "hmmm, and I luuuurve your incredible good looks, your sexy voice, your amazing abilities in 침대 and much, much more." she said whilst 키싱 him again making sure to taste every corner of his mouth and touch every spot on his body. Chuck moaned into her mouth as he felt her fingers roam his torso, he joined her and began stroking her thighs, which conveniently spread out beneath him. He kissed her jaw, her neck and then the valley of her breasts as she moaned in pleasure, arching her back towards him to encourage his ministrations. He took the cue and pressed her thighs around his and pulled her closer to him until he was almost nudging her centre. He began 키싱 her hurriedly again as Blair closed the last inch of distance between then as they proceeded to make 사랑 for the 초 time that night.
The four of them were finally in the right place and had finally found happiness once and for all, just as they had hoped for, for so long. The were in the perfect world and they had the perfect opportunity to build a good life for all four of them. Blair's dreams had been right, they were finally in the reality of perfection.
A.N.
O.k so there we have it! Its over!
I really hope 당신 all liked the ending....someone said in a review that they would 사랑 to have an epilogue for this story so i'm thinking of maybe 글쓰기 one soon....so if 당신 ever see an update to this story it will be an epilogue of a few years into the future...maybe involving a 베이스 junior! (aaw) 또는 a wedding vows renewal...or maybe a little sci-fi adventure? ANY IDEAS?
I hope 당신 liked the Chuck/Blair reunions, the Chuck/Nate adventure and Chuck's 사무용 겉옷, 전반적인 attempt to fix everything! I also hope 당신 loved Chuck and Blair's journey and all the things they went through in the fic. They definitely came a long way since the day's where Blair watched the sex tapes to now where she's Chuck's little minx of a wife! I also hope 당신 liked the sexual tension, the fighting and the lovemaking....oh and I hope 당신 사랑 their intimate and sweet conversations in this chapter where Chuck was trying to tell her how amazing she is and how much he loves her!
Again, thank 당신 for 읽기 and I hope 당신 all drop some final reviews and let me know what 당신 thought of the whole fic and the ending! I would 사랑 to hear your thoughts one last time!
xoxo
Rated M!!! Adult content....
Ok so here it is THE FINALE!!! Fic originally 게시됨 on Fanfiction(dot)net
I cant believe it's all over, i'm so sad! I really hope 당신 like it. I worked so hard on this fic and it was so difficult to write because of it's AU-ness so I hope all the readers have enjoyed 읽기 it!
I'd like to thank every single person who reviewed the fic, the one-timers and those who reviewed regularly! I really appreciate it and seriously (unless you're a writer) 당신 have NO IDEA how much it means to receive a review, it's like all the 글쓰기 and the hard work becomes worth it! I 사랑 당신 all and i'm so glad 당신 stuck with me and this crazy idea!
Previously: Chuck and Nate...the plan began...
"I cant see anything right now, but i'm not climbing any higher as 당신 wont be able to hear me, I'll just wait until I see something." he almost whispered, he couldn't risk being heard 의해 the wrong person.
Nate nodded in response, "What about the plane? Do 당신 see that?" he asked.
"Sssh I think I see someone...." he tried to squint to get a better look, he was sure he could see something moving through the trees in the distance, "it's him! shhh." he placed a finger to his lips and made a hand gesture for Nate to stay still.
Chuck kept watching as the man he was waiting for came running out of the trees in the distance and reached the open plain of the large path. It was Marcus, and he had the Cypher in his hands.
....He watched as Marcus scurried to the middle of the path and opened the Cypher. Chuck was surprised that Marcus had made it so late, he was expecting him to at least be here hours in advance, clearly the guy wasn't as 앞으로 thinking as Chuck, which was of course a good thing. He watched patiently as the time for the opening neared. It was almost 12.45pm and Chuck would only need around five 분 to program the Cypher into opening the portal and he would need to get one opened within at least 30minutes from 12.45pm so they would have to 옮기기 fast. He waited patiently as Nate watched him carefully from below waiting for his signal. Just as Marcus put the Cypher down and began looking up in the sky, probably expecting it to open up 또는 something Chuck looked towards Nate and gave the signal he had been waiting for. Nate began shuffling the bushes and it alerted Marcus who looked towards it curiously.
"Uhh....hello....is someone there?" he asked worriedly whilst moving slightly towards the 출처 of the noise. He stepped closer and closer to the shuffling bushes as a puzzled Chuck watched from up above, wondering why the hell Nate was shuffling the bushes and not jumping out and beating the crap out of Marcus. But then he watched surprisingly as Marcus went right up to the bushes to get a closer look and Nate jumped out suddenly pushing Marcus to the floor and attacking him with punches.
"What the Fuck! Nate? Get off!" shouted Marcus as he received 펀치 after 펀치 recognising that Nate was the culprit.
Chuck finally jumped from the 나무, 트리 and raced towards the Cypher, checking the time, 12.53pm, "perfect."
He began quick work of the Cypher accessing the portal initiator and doing what he had done many times before, he turned to check on Nate and Marcus who were still struggling in the back ground, "don't mind me Nathaniel, 당신 two continue playing nicely." he laughed and he heard Nate mumble something before being pushed to the floor 의해 Marcus. Chuck considered helping his friend but as much as the thought of giving Marcus a good 펀치 for what he did to Blair, he knew he had to open the portal and that was 더 많이 important right now. He suddenly remembered that he was supposed to bring rope to tie Marcus up but then he trusted Nate enough to be able to handle the thug without needing to restrain him. He looked towards them again and saw that Nate had the upper hand once 더 많이 so he concentrated on opening the portal.
He could tell the sky was becoming dark and thick and the atmosphere around them was becoming foggy as the Cypher began to mobilize. Suddenly there was a bright flash of light shooting from the Cypher and into the air above them. 7 feet just as Chuck had expected, He grabbed the Cypher carefully and moved to the opposite side of the portal, away from Nate and Marcus, not wanting to get in their way as Nate finished the job, he used the trees on his side of the path to lean against as he held tightly to the Cypher, their lifeline.
Then he shouted to his friend, "Nathaniel! It's ready! 당신 know what to do!" his voice was barely audible from Nate's side of the path but he had guessed what Chuck was saying.
"What the hell are 당신 doing! Just let go of me!" demanded a weak Marcus as he lay on the ground badly beaten.
"Look man, this is for our safety...you messed with us...you messed with our friend Blair and 당신 betrayed us...you took the fucking Cypher and were going to run with it! I'm afraid we cant have 당신 making any trouble for us!" he shouted over the noise coming from the portal. It sounded just like a helicopter, especially with the strong wind around it.
"But look, just let me go, I can jump the portal and I promise you'll never see me again!" he tried to reason.
"Oh, you'll be jumping the portal...just without this!" explained Nate whilst ripping the 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring from Marcus's finger.
"What! Why!" he asked slightly confused. He wasn't as educated about all this like Nate and Chuck were so he didn't know what difference the ring made.
"You're too risky to have around, we don't want 당신 ever finding a way back here so the only way you're getting out of here is 의해 us sending 당신 into limbo!" he shouted whilst grabbing Marcus from the floor and dragging him towards the Portal.
"What do 당신 mean 의해 that!" he cried helplessly as they neared the portal.
"It mean...well actually I don't know...all I know is that we're not supposed to jump portals without these rings 또는 we could...be killed 또는 trapped somewhere..I don't really know...but I guess you'll find out....you can send us a post card." he smirked whilst grabbing Marcus 의해 the collar.
"No! Wait! NOOOOOO!...." and that was it....Nate flung Marcus into the black hole and he was sucked up in an instant. He did feel a tinge of guilt but the guy deserved it after he attacked Blair. Nate suddenly noticed something had gone wrong as the portal didn't immediately close. It was supposed to close as soon as it was penetrated but it looked as though it was getting larger. He moved backwards quickly and went to lean on a 나무, 트리 for support as he noticed the portal was beginning to suck objects into it, rocks, leaves and anything in it's path. He looked to Chuck for support and it seemed that Chuck, who was still on the other side was also looking perplexed as he fiddled with the Cypher.
"WHAT'S GOING ON CHUCK?" he shouted across as the noise began to get unbearable. Just then Nate saw the pilot run up to his side and grab his shoulder, he looked scared out of his mind. The pilot grabbed onto Nate's arm yelling at him in that language Nate couldn't understand. Nate looked just as confused as the pilot as he turned to look at Chuck who was still doing something with the Cypher.
"I HAVE NO IDEA... I'M GOING TO CLOSE IT MANUALLY!" shouted Chuck from across the path, with the portal separating both sides.
The Pilot began trying to speak to Nate again (this time in broken English) but in his worried state it was hard to understand. He kept pointing towards the helicopter which was further behind them and out of sight but Nate guessed it was what the pilot meant when he started making strange flying movements, he then began pulling Nate towards him.
The force of the portal just kept getting worse and it was getting bigger and bigger as it began to suck up anything, including the weakest trees which began to get pulled out right from their roots. Nate and the Pilot struggled to stay on the ground and they began shouting to Chuck who was still busy trying to figure out how to close the portal.
"CHUCK! LEAVE IT! WE HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE!" shouted Nate as the portal began to get out of control. He knew it was to late, their only chance would be to get out and leave, they would need to have a 안전한, 안전 path to escape with the helicopter before the portal became to big and risked sucking the helicopter up with them in it.
"NO! I CANT! IT COULD GET BIGGER AND SUCK UP THE WHOLE FUCKING COUNTRY!" he tried to explain, who knows how big it could get, it certainly didn't seen to be getting any smaller.
The pilot had no clue what was going on, he couldn't see the black hole and assumed it was some tornado 또는 freak weather storm, all he knew was that they had to get out of there now and he was going to leave with 또는 without the boys. He began to drag Nate along with him trying to explain that if they didn't leave they would die and he was going to leave now.
"I cant leave my friend!" Nate tired to explain. He turned back to Chuck, "CHUCK! COME ON WE HAVE TO GO NOW! THE PILOT IS READY TO GO.....IF WE DON'T LEAVE WE COULD LOSE THE HELICOPTER TO THE PORTAL!" he tried to convince Chuck, but Chuck just kept waving his hands.
"REMEMBER THE PROMISE," shouted Chuck, above the noise, "NEW YORK IS HOME...THE GIRLS ARE WAITING. 당신 GO." he added, looking at Nate desperately, "I'M NOT LEAVING UNTIL I CLOSE THIS FUCKER! 당신 NEED TO GO NOW!" He demanded seriously and Nate knew that he was dead serious.
Chuck then turned away from Nate's line of vision and went behind one of the larger trees on his side, he would need the 나무, 트리 as cover for protection from the portal. Nate could no longer see Chuck and realised that their worst case scenario had become a reality, Actually their worse case scenario was one of them getting sucked in 의해 the portal and that hadn't happened, yet. he knew he had to make that difficult choice they had talked about from the start. New York is home, that was the deal. If anything went wrong and they both ended up getting 스플릿, 분할 up, they promised not to look for each other and just go straight home, that was the safest option. That way if either of them went missing there would be no point wasting time endangering themselves 의해 looking for each other and both boys would know that the other would be trying to find a way 집 rather than stay out and look for the other. Nate knew he would just have to go 집 whilst he still had the safety of the helicopter and just wait for Chuck to find his way 집 once he had closed the portal. If he didn't return home, then he could assume that he never made it.
"So 당신 just left him there!" screamed Blair, once again jumping up to Nate and punching her dainty fists on to his chest.
"There was nothing else I could do Blair. We made a deal! It was the best thing to do....otherwise we would both still be out there.!" he tried to reason.
"But 당신 left him behind! We never leave a man behind! It's our code!" she cried.
"Blair, I had to do it...I promised him that I would do as he said no matter what happened. Look I know Chuck, he's still out there!" he tried to argue back and knock some sense into Blair. Nate had travelled back to the main town after leaving Chuck and he had spent the night there. He had even considered going back the 다음 일 to look for him but he had hoped that maybe Chuck would already be on his way 집 to New York. There was no point staying and looking for him if Chuck would just go straight to New York now that they had been 스플릿, 분할 up. So he had left that very evening.
"I cant believe 당신 left him Nate!" cried Blair. This time she really was sobbing as Serena enveloped her in a hug trying to comfort her.
"Ssh B, I know Chuck, he's strong...he'll be back, I just know it," she tried to convince her tearful friend.
"Blair, i'm sorry. I couldn't stay when I knew that he'd be trying to find a way back here. I was even naive enough to think he'd make it back before me." Nate approached Blair and put a hand to her shoulder but she brushed him off. She was angry with him because Chuck had been there for Nate so many times, he had risked his life for Nate when they had made the jump to this world and she couldn't believe that he wasn't able to return the favour.
"Chuck wanted 당신 to have this" he whispered as he took Marcus's 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring from his pocket and handed it to Blair.
"I WANT CHUCK!" she screamed as she stood and stormed out of the room. She headed towards the stairs and Serena got up to follow her before turning back to Nate.
"You did the right thing Nate," she said whilst hugging him, "I would have done the same thing, besides 당신 made a deal and it was the best thing to do to follow through on it, don't blame yourself." she smiled.
"But Blair's right, I left him behind." he conceded, he knew he would regret his decision one 일 but he had hoped that the girls would understand the decision he had made.
"You did what he asked, i'm proud of 당신 Natie, Blair will see sense soon, she's just upset right now, I think she really loves Chuck. Besides if 당신 stayed the pilot would have gone and 당신 and Chuck could have both gotten sucked in 의해 the portal. Chuck still has the Cypher remember, he'll be back, he's a genius with that thing, he can make it do anything." assured Serena.
"I know, I believe in him. I know he'll be back, he has to be back. But the portal...it was so different." he wondered.
"It was probably because Marcus went in without a 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring. I just hope Chuck managed to find a way to close that thing before...God, I don't even want to think about it. We just have to hope for the best."
"I know...you should go after Blair, i'm so tired, I'm going to try and get some sleep down here." yawned Nate as he settled himself on the sofa.
"Ok, just....don't blame yourself for this," she gave him a 키스 on the lips and smiled at him sweetly, he blushed and smiled back innocently, "goodnight Natie. I'm glad you're back 안전한, 안전 and sound."
Nate blushed slightly and smiled back, stroking her cheek, "yeah it's good to be back, goodnight S."
Serena walked away and followed Blair to her bedroom, secretly glad that Nate wasn't stuck out there with Chuck. As much as it pained her to think of Chuck being lost, she would rather it be him than Nate because Nate would never survive out in a foreign country on his own, Chuck was the most capable out of all of them and she was sure that he was 안전한, 안전 out there and that he would be back.
Nate finally sat back and laid down on the sofa covering his face with his arms and sighing out loud. He couldn't believe everything that had happened. He was exhausted and consumed with guilt. He felt responsible for losing Chuck and had no idea as to where Chuck was and whether he was ok (or not). For al he knew Chuck could have been sucked in 의해 the portal, he had no way of knowing. Blair blamed him, he knew she would. He had expected that, but he had also made a promise to Chuck, to look after Blair and Serena if anything happened to him and Nate would have to fulfil that promise, he needed to convince Blair that everything would be ok and that she needed to forgive him for leaving Chuck behind. Tomorrow would be a difficult day, he would have to face her again, she would still be mad at him, she probably wouldn't even talk to him, but luckily Serena was around and seemed to understand and support him, so having Serena here would help in getting Blair to see things from his point of view. He loved Chuck like a brother, he would never want to lose him and everything that had happened wasn't his fault, he had no choice but to follow Chuck's orders and leave him behind. He closed his eyes in the hope that he would fall asleep and maybe Blair would feel better in the morning and forgive him, that would be enough of a consolation for losing Chuck.
***
That night, Blair was in a place she had never been before; complete and utter solitude. Yes, she had been without Chuck before, but at least in the past she had always known where to find him. Tonight she had no idea where he was 또는 if he was safe, 또는 if he was even alive. She shook her head under her covers unable to think of him being dead 또는 gone. He couldn't be, he was a fighter, no one could ever take him away from her completely. It was all her fault, she had brought Marcus in to their lives, it was all because of her. If it hadn't been for her naivety and stubbornness, Chuck would be in 침대 with her right now, 안전한, 안전 and sound in her arms where he should be.
She had been awful to him, of course he hadn't exactly been a great friend 또는 husband to her either but they could have worked thing out eventually, now everything was ruined and it was all her fault (and partly Nate's fault for leaving him behind!).
She let the tears flow freely as she allowed herself to cry again, she had cried so much earlier when Serena had followed her into her room and tried to comfort her and reassure her that Chuck was ok, but Blair had told Serena to leave her in peace, pretending that she needed to sleep. Serena had reluctantly agreed to leave Blair alone for the night to give her time to deal with the news that Chuck was missing.
It was late into the night and Blair still hadn't fallen asleep, she couldn't stop thinking about everything that had happened over the past few months. All the fighting, the arguing, the revenge and paybacks. She wanted to see him so badly right now, have him hold her and tell her that they would work things out and that every thing would be okay from now on. She would give anything just to be with him right now, she couldn't believe that she wasn't able to tell him how she felt about him. Through all the fighting and all the back and forth she had never told him how much she loved him and how much he meant to her. She had always just assumed that he knew how she felt in the beginning until things got messed up for them. She had hurt him so many times and he had only ever just wanted her to himself, had that really been too much to ask.
"God Chuck, if 당신 wanted me why couldn't 당신 have just told me straight!" she cried to herself in exasperation.
"I want you." she heard a low drawl coming from her doorway and she immediately sat up in her 침대 moving the covers away from her face. It couldn't be.
"Well, hello gorgeous." came the voice again. There was a dark figure leaning on the door frame and it looked distinctly like...
"Chuck?" she asked, squinting her eyes in the darkness, "CHUCK!" she screamed as she jumped up from the 침대 and ran towards him crashing into his arms.
"Woah there princess, I know 당신 probably want to ravish me but i'm kind of tired, 일본 was pretty tiring." he teased in a deep whisper.
Her eyes were wide as she touched his face making sure that he was really there, "i'm not dreaming," she whispered as she began to cry again.
"Well I know 당신 often dream of me...but I can assure 당신 that this," he said whilst pointing at his own body, "is as real as it gets!" he teased seductively.
She punched his arm in frustration as she scowled up at him, "Stop being so smug for one 분 and tell me what the hell took 당신 so long!" she demanded shoving him once more. He grabbed her wrists and pushed her towards the bed, dropping her onto it and pinning her down with his own body.
"Finding 당신 was bound to take so long." he breathed onto her cheek and she closed her eyes at the sensation she had hungered for, for so so long.
"I thought...I though 당신 were..." her eyes went wide with worry at the thought of ever losing him and he saw the tears fill her up.
"Don't...I would never...could never leave you. I swear Blair...the portal, it was huge, I've never seen anything like it before....I'm guessing it had something to do with throwing Marcus in without a 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring," he explained, "I closed it though...eventually...I managed to re-program the Cypher to close the portal from where it had opened, I've never had to do that before...besides it's not like I was going to jump through just to close it from the other end...God knows what world I would have ended up in...." he finished as she watched him in awe, he was a genius and she was so proud at his effort, he looked at her mischievously and she held her breath in anticipation, "I would die if I ended up in...a Blair-less world..." he whispered near her lips, watching her like a predator ready to pounce.
"You saved me....from Marcus." she murmured trying to hide the way she was burning up from his touch and his gaze, he smirked down at her remembering his good timing and intervention, he knew those cameras would come in handy.
"Of course, I've always wanted to be your knight in shining armour," he teased as his hand stroked a path up her exposed thigh. Her negligee was barely there so it was easier for him to finally get a feel of the skin he had longed to touch even since the 일 she had left his office after her attempt at seducing him.
"Are 당신 going to 키스 me 또는 not?" she smirked, beginning to get impatient and catching him of guard. He was hoping to build up some 더 많이 tension before attacking her with his lips, but there was no point waiting now. He 비둘기 in, capturing her lips with hers and she let out the loudest and longest gasp at finally feeling him at last. She grabbed hold of his face pulling him closer as he ravaged her lips and clung to her body as if she were his life 출처 (she was). He continued to explore her body once 더 많이 after being apart for so long, reminiscing all of her favourite spots and doing things the way she liked.
They continued to rip at each other clothes begging each other for 더 많이 (and more) until they were both spent and exhausted from their activities. They lay panting on 상단, 맨 위로 of each other, struggling for breath as they came back down to earth, it had been so long since they had last made 사랑 to each other.
"Fuck Blair, I've wanted to do that for so long!" he growled onto her neck and she turned her face into his.
"Then why didn't you?" she asked pathetically, she knew that they had both been too stubborn to give into each other before and that the reason he hadn't been honest about his feelings for her was probably the same reason why she hadn't been honest about hers. It was a ll a game of pride and who would win.
"I'm sorry. I should have been man enough to admit....how I felt...how I feel." he began, looking deep into her eyes, hoping that she understood what he meant and truly knew how sorry he was.
"How do 당신 feel Chuck...tell me?" she whispered longingly as she turned fully towards him so he was no longer on 상단, 맨 위로 of her but beside her with her in his arms staring right up at him.
He smiled nervously and played with her hair, biting his lip he answered, "I feel, strange, surreal...like my whole world revolves around....you....like I cant live without you...like I couldn't care less about anything 또는 anyone else, just as long as I have you...like this." he couldn't quite put it any 더 많이 simpler than that and didn't know exactly what it meant, he had never experienced anything like this before.
"Chuck...I 사랑 you." she finally admitted, hoping he would say it back. She looked deep into his wary eyes and it felt as though the silence had gone on forever. What if he didn't 사랑 her, she thought worriedly, could he not 사랑 her? After all of this, after everything they had been through and he didn't even 사랑 her! Of course he didn't, who would ever 사랑 her, she was imperfect and worthless, she was ugly and stubborn and needy, horrible and pushy, she didn't even 사랑 herself, how could she expect another person to ever 사랑 her.
"Blair...what does that even mean?" he treaded carefully, knowing full well that Blair and her life would probably depend on this conversation, the last thing he wanted was to break her heart, but he had no idea how 사랑 was supposed to feel, he had never known 사랑 before, but he couldn't lose Blair, not ever.
She was almost in tears again, for the hundredth time that night she was going to cry over Chuck, but this time she wasn't just going to let him walk away from this, she would fight till the end for this, "What do 당신 mean Chuck! Love! How can 당신 not know what it means! After everything we've been through you're lying here and 당신 cant even tell me if 당신 사랑 me!" she cried sitting up on their bed.
"Blair, wait, just let me explain." he tried to reason, assuming that she was leaving the bed.
"Then explain! At least be a man and tell me 당신 don't love! I'm listening, i'm not going to just run away like a coward, like you!" she shouted at him.
"Blair...i'm not a coward! 당신 know why I left! I left because 당신 didn't trust me and because we could barely have a civil conversation without screaming at each other!" he tried to reason.
"You're over exaggerating! Our problems weren't that bad, we just didn't know how to communicate and it obviously did us no favours! I don't want to argue Chuck. I just want to know if 당신 .....if 당신 사랑 me." she wasn't going to let this just become another sparring match, she would ask him if he loved her, if he ever could 사랑 her one 일 and that would be enough for her. She wasn't going to just give up on him that easy.
Chuck moved towards her and wrapped an arm around her softly, she looked into his warm eyes and he looked deep into hers, "Blair, I don't even know what 사랑 is 또는 how it's....supposed to feel." he explained and she looked defeated, why was it so simple for her to feel 사랑 but he found it so hard.
"Love is...." she thought out loud whilst looking at him, "love is all the things 당신 said when I asked 당신 how 당신 felt about me." she smiled at him hopefully, wishing that he understood. 당신 didn't need to have felt 사랑 before to know what it should mean, as long as he felt strongly enough for her to mean what he had said earlier then she was certain that it meant he loved her.
He smiled down at her with wide eyes, looking as though something had suddenly occurred to him, as if he had been enlightened, then he reached down and brushed his lips against hers in a chaste 키스 before whispering onto them hotly whilst looking into her eyes, "then I 사랑 당신 too."
She smiled at him widely and giggled as she bubbled with relief. He had finally said it! Chuck had finally said those three words and she had never felt so ecstatic. She felt as though a million explosions had gone off in her chest and she wanted to jump on him and 키스 the words out of him again and again. So she did just that, leaping towards him in a fit of happy giggles, 키싱 him hard on the lips, begging him to say it again.
He happily obliged repeating the three words over and over, feeling the warmth in his chest at having made her so happy and....eager!
"Do 당신 have the 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring? I told Nate to give it to you." asked Chuck suddenly, between desperate kisses.
She reached for her drawer absentmindedly whilst trying not to break from their kiss, her hand blindly searched the surface for the 수뢰, 어 뢰 ring until she finally found it and reluctantly pulled away from his bruised lips, she showed him the ring, smiling at him.
"Here it is...but I don't want it." she said twisting the ring between her fingers.
"What? But why?" he asked curiously. He had made sure that they would get Marcus's ring for Blair because she had 로스트 hers.
"Because, I'm happy here. I don't ever want to leave. Whatever happens here we just have to face it like the people of this world, no 더 많이 running. I 사랑 당신 and I 사랑 it here...I don't need this." she explained daring to place her finger on the self-detonator again.
"Blair! Wait" Chuck stopped her in her tracks and thought about what she had just said. Her 심장 almost broke at the thought that he still had hopes of leaving this world one day. Chuck looked at her deep in thought, were they really 안전한, 안전 here? So far things had seemed fine, the world was stable, there were no serious world wars going on and everything seemed relatively safe. He looked to his own ring and removed it from his finger turning it in his fingers and looking back to Blair, "we do this together, we're in this together. I 사랑 당신 too." he said whilst placing his finger on his own ring's detonator.
"You mean....?" she began, finally smiling in relief at what he was insinuating.
"Yeah...I want to stay here forever too." he added looking up at her and smiling widely, "3, 2, 1..." and they both pressed their self-detonators and watched as their rings disappeared into thin air. Chuck smirked at her, pulling her down and kissed her fiercely and she responded 의해 grabbing hold of him again.
"Quite Chuck!...S and Nate will hear us!" she giggled as he groaned whilst she began stroking him again.
"I saw Nate when I got in...he knows i'm here, I told him to let Serena know and not to disturb us." he explained.
She winked at him seductively before pinning him onto the 침대 and climbed on 상단, 맨 위로 of him fully, "oh, great...so we can make all the noise we like?" she teased innocently.
"Yeah...as if 당신 could ever be quite anyway!" he joked with her playfully.
She looked at him in shock, insulted 의해 his words and quickly slapped his chest hard, "I don't ever hear 당신 complaining, 당신 cant get off unless im screaming your name!" she defended herself. He let out a loud chuckle at her teasing, for an amateur she was pretty funny.
"Oh come on...I only ask 당신 to scream my name so I can tease 당신 about how desperate 당신 are for me afterwards!" he continued to jest.
"Don't be ridiculous! 당신 were the one jumped across a 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 표, 테이블 and tried to be all macho after seeing another man 키스 me!" she reminded him. He sat up and flipped them over pinning her down with his weight.
"About that...how dare 당신 let some other guy lay his hands on you!" he growled whilst grabbing a fist full of her hair and twisting it within his fingers.
Blair flinched slightly from the pain but couldn't hide the slight pleasure she felt at winding Chuck up, "Oh don't get all jealous on me now Chuckles....for all 당신 know I could have had him right in this bed." she challenged, of course she was just lying, as if she would ever go anywhere near another man, she was no whore that she was going to cheat on her husband.
"Actually I watched 당신 every night..the cameras came in handy...you were alone here every time..." he smirked, catching her out at her lie.
"Ughh...you perv...! Fine it was just that one kiss, and he practically attacked me...I didn't see it coming and I wasn't experienced with pushing a guy off so it kind of just happened....and yeah you're right I was alone...every night," she assured him, "but wait...please don't tell me 당신 watched me for any other purpose than to ensure my safety?" she asked sceptically as he smirked at her. She realised that he could have been watching her every 옮기기 whilst in this very room, seeing her dress (and undress), seeing her come out of the 샤워 naked and wet! Hell he probably watched her for entertainments sake whilst she was sulking at 집 all alone!
"Well actually, watching 당신 toss and turn in 당신 negligee on this 침대 provided for some good entertainment...it worked as the perfect substitute for a porno, and then there was watching 당신 get......naked." he whispered seductively and then laughed as she blushed in embarrassment.
"You're disgusting!" she complained. The thought of him jerking off 의해 watching the innocent act of her sleeping made her feel embarrassed and slightly pleased (what the hell, she was ecstatic!).
"And I'm sure that's one of the many reasons why....you 사랑 me?" he teased, smiling at her lovingly.
She smiled back at him happily and leaned up to 키스 him passionately on the lips. She couldn't believe he could finally say those three words so easily. This was Chuck Bass, her life long friend, the biggest pain in the ass, the guy who would torment her on a daily basis, the guy who she unexpectedly fell for, he was the 사랑 of her life and he loved her back.
"And 당신 사랑 me too." she answered happily, giggling together at how strange it felt to finally be sure of their 사랑 for each other.
"Every single last inch of you, even if 당신 don't see it, I can assure 당신 right now that I definitely do and 당신 have nothing to be insecure about" he breathed hotly onto her lips, "You're beautiful," he placed a soft 키스 on her mouth, "...and perfect," he added, 키싱 her once more, "and sexy," he kissed her again, "and hot," (another kiss), "and amaaaaazing in bed," he giggled, before adding, "and all mine...Mrs. Bass," he smirked and then kissed her fully on the lips.
"Mmmm...and I 사랑 everything about you, including your jealous rages...but mostly, the fact that 당신 actually 사랑 me, I 사랑 당신 way 당신 say my name in the throes of passion, the way 당신 look at me as if i'm the most beautiful thing you've ever seen," she smiled lovingly as she gave him a cheeky grin, "hmmm, and I luuuurve your incredible good looks, your sexy voice, your amazing abilities in 침대 and much, much more." she said whilst 키싱 him again making sure to taste every corner of his mouth and touch every spot on his body. Chuck moaned into her mouth as he felt her fingers roam his torso, he joined her and began stroking her thighs, which conveniently spread out beneath him. He kissed her jaw, her neck and then the valley of her breasts as she moaned in pleasure, arching her back towards him to encourage his ministrations. He took the cue and pressed her thighs around his and pulled her closer to him until he was almost nudging her centre. He began 키싱 her hurriedly again as Blair closed the last inch of distance between then as they proceeded to make 사랑 for the 초 time that night.
The four of them were finally in the right place and had finally found happiness once and for all, just as they had hoped for, for so long. The were in the perfect world and they had the perfect opportunity to build a good life for all four of them. Blair's dreams had been right, they were finally in the reality of perfection.
A.N.
O.k so there we have it! Its over!
I really hope 당신 all liked the ending....someone said in a review that they would 사랑 to have an epilogue for this story so i'm thinking of maybe 글쓰기 one soon....so if 당신 ever see an update to this story it will be an epilogue of a few years into the future...maybe involving a 베이스 junior! (aaw) 또는 a wedding vows renewal...or maybe a little sci-fi adventure? ANY IDEAS?
I hope 당신 liked the Chuck/Blair reunions, the Chuck/Nate adventure and Chuck's 사무용 겉옷, 전반적인 attempt to fix everything! I also hope 당신 loved Chuck and Blair's journey and all the things they went through in the fic. They definitely came a long way since the day's where Blair watched the sex tapes to now where she's Chuck's little minx of a wife! I also hope 당신 liked the sexual tension, the fighting and the lovemaking....oh and I hope 당신 사랑 their intimate and sweet conversations in this chapter where Chuck was trying to tell her how amazing she is and how much he loves her!
Again, thank 당신 for 읽기 and I hope 당신 all drop some final reviews and let me know what 당신 thought of the whole fic and the ending! I would 사랑 to hear your thoughts one last time!
xoxo
