Please help me!!

My first reaction is to ask what is your school like? Are other people tolerant? If not, I can understand why you'd be reluctant when Ashley kisses you. Are 당신 generally not fond of PDA?

I asked my resident bi adviser her take on your question. She too prefers hanging out with guys, if only because there's less drama. I know that's quite a generalization, but that's been her situation.

Otherwise, her bi girlfriends are not nearly as dramatic; it's just that her former school is not very LGBT friendly. Hope this response helps somewhat!

Yeah, sexuality is confusing in that way. The gender and personalities of the people 당신 want a friend relationship with and the people 당신 want a romantic relationship with can conflict, overlap, blur together... that's why we have that stereotype that straight guys and girls will have 프렌즈 entirely of their own sex, but will still only 날짜 the opposite sex. It's not as set in stone for a bisexual, but the fact that so many people have the majority of their 프렌즈 the opposite sex that their partner is proves that feeling that way is not a big deal. Wanting to hang with the guys doesn't undermine your sexuality 또는 your relationship with Ashley.

As for being embarrassed about 키싱 in public, I think you're just being shy. XD

If you're new to the whole BI concept, then this is totally normal. Well, at least it is for some people. I'm used to it and it took me no time to adjust. For me it was the opposite: my girlfriend wasn't adjusted to it at first. If 당신 feel this way, it may be because you're new to it 또는 당신 haven't told someone that 당신 are. A really important someone.