No reason to live.
no reason to keep going.
I am dieing.
I do not care.
I wanna die.
The pain I feel.
The pain is to much to bare.
I wish I died years 이전 instead of mom.
I thought I would find 사랑 and happiness on here.
I only founf people that dont understand 또는 dont trust me.
I always be here for them.
I 사랑 them all.
I told i thought he would understand and never leave me.
He said he never would.
That he cared and would always be here with me.
I beleived him.
I trusted him.
I told him everything.
I gave him everything
He shattered me.
God I cant stop crying!!!
I want to end my life.
I want to leave this world.
I'll never trust agine.
I cant.
My 심장 cant take it.
I feel so dead and alone.
I rather die a thousand deaths.
Then to live one 더 많이 mintue in this pain.
There is no way I will come out of this.
I am hurting to bad.
The only relife is a razor blade.
The cool steal aginst my skin.
The heat from the blood flow.
I will sit and talk.
I will laugh and smile.
But I am only acting.
For now.
I am truely dead inside.
From a Shattered Heart.
A Shattered Soul.
no reason to keep going.
I am dieing.
I do not care.
I wanna die.
The pain I feel.
The pain is to much to bare.
I wish I died years 이전 instead of mom.
I thought I would find 사랑 and happiness on here.
I only founf people that dont understand 또는 dont trust me.
I always be here for them.
I 사랑 them all.
I told i thought he would understand and never leave me.
He said he never would.
That he cared and would always be here with me.
I beleived him.
I trusted him.
I told him everything.
I gave him everything
He shattered me.
God I cant stop crying!!!
I want to end my life.
I want to leave this world.
I'll never trust agine.
I cant.
My 심장 cant take it.
I feel so dead and alone.
I rather die a thousand deaths.
Then to live one 더 많이 mintue in this pain.
There is no way I will come out of this.
I am hurting to bad.
The only relife is a razor blade.
The cool steal aginst my skin.
The heat from the blood flow.
I will sit and talk.
I will laugh and smile.
But I am only acting.
For now.
I am truely dead inside.
From a Shattered Heart.
A Shattered Soul.
I had a dream last night
In it people were smiling, helping one another
Caring and sharing like it was 크리스마스 every day
The air was pure the sky clear of smog and filth
Hand in hand the people rejoyced
노래 aloud and counting their blessings.
But then I woke up to a nightmare to cursing
And violence the air thick with black death
Where no one lifted a finger to help one another.
It's all about me! What about me they would scream
Scheming, stealing and lying just to get by
When can I wake up once again to retreat
Into my santuary that was a golden world
To escape this reality that is my nightmare?
In it people were smiling, helping one another
Caring and sharing like it was 크리스마스 every day
The air was pure the sky clear of smog and filth
Hand in hand the people rejoyced
노래 aloud and counting their blessings.
But then I woke up to a nightmare to cursing
And violence the air thick with black death
Where no one lifted a finger to help one another.
It's all about me! What about me they would scream
Scheming, stealing and lying just to get by
When can I wake up once again to retreat
Into my santuary that was a golden world
To escape this reality that is my nightmare?
