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Writer Randy Jernigan recently shed some light on this reality while he was a guest on Donny Max's 'Lets Talk About It' radio program out of Seattle. Randy, who has been diagnosed with End Stage Renal Failure, Chronic 심장 Disease and diabetes said his inability to work and contribute has been "totally devastating to me, and has caused me to sink into a dark hole, at times," the author explained to the radio audience.

I've always been an over achiever with some things and it drives me bat-shit crazy not to be productive anymore,"

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"Retirement hasn't been a happy time for Randy," says friend and colleague, Dylan Minnette, (13 Reasons Why/Wallows) Randy's the type of guy that needs to work, he just feels unfulfilled if he doesn't have something to do every day. As of right now it's doctors appointments 또는 dialysis that takes up his days. When we talk on the phone, I can hear the sadness in his voice. It's brought me to tears 더 많이 than once," explained the actor.

For the time being, Randy is doing his best to keep his spirits up and 옮기기 forward. He's spending 더 많이 time with his family and some 프렌즈 and doing the odd interview here and there.

We wish 당신 the very best, Randy. You're not out of the game yet--by a long shot!