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Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. 당신 were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...

i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened"
she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat 다음 to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat 다음 to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair 다음 to the 침대 and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, 당신 are sick and even though this is a hard time for us 당신 will not be allowed to cry." he...

Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i said so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought 당신 couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do 당신 see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one 당신 hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...

I knew 당신 where a vampire, and 당신 seemed like a belle. I find it very ironic that 당신 of all people showed up, just after I started buying shit tons of sand from your now employer. This is how I get to know you. I am the wicked which of central, the only one not deceased. I am 13 similar to 11 from stranger things, predator from universe 13. Nanahuatl otherwise know as sauron, when a slave to Satan. I suppose 당신 work for Satan as most 영화 do. Is this a trap? I usually break up with movies, except my loves who are deceased. I have 3 v devices and a few v minus, 뱀파이어 hate them. I also...

These are my fave 인용구 from the Eclipse book and movie.I hope 당신 enjoy them.

The word boyfriend had me chewing on the inside of my cheek with a familiar tension while I stirred. It wasn’t the right word, not at all. I needed something 더 많이 expressive of eternal commitment… But words like destiny and fate sounded hokey when 당신 used them in casual conversation.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.6

It worked — your cooking skills have me soft as a marshmallow.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.9

I wrenched the door out of my way — ridiculously eager — and there he was, my personal...

Edward softly pressed his smooth, 도자기 finger to my lips as I feebly attempted to protest his anniversary surprise. “Shh, Bella, my love,” he whispered in my ear, his sweet breath finding its way to my nose, intoxicating me. “I promise I haven’t done anything outrageous 또는 overly extravagant. But it is August 13th – our 초 anniversary, love. 당신 had to have expected something.” His perfect, angelic crooked grin widened, brightening up his buttery golden eyes and causing me to entirely lose my train of thought.

Edward was good at that.

When he realized I was mentally crippled...