This is taken place two years after the events of New Moon.. I warn 당신 , it's really long.

Sorry for the typos. I'm really tired.

2.41pm
Sitting on Emily's 침상, 소파 for the thousanth time in the last week, was surely a high light.
But the waiting for Jacob was not. He can take far too long sometimes, no doubt he does it on purpose, that way when he finally arrives, I'm almost boucing up and down.

I can tell he likes to see me like that, to see me happy, most defiantly for him.

But I suppose the most fulfilling thing in my growing need for Jacob is watching little Lylia and Dannielle sleep peacefully...

dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that 당신 were real, that 당신 all were , that he was.
There is evidence that 당신 were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming 또는 not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and 당신 diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, 또는 did i make 당신 up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without 당신 i dont know. But i want to find out. Do 당신 think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...

Hope 당신 guys enjoy. Please comment. Also I'm trying to think of what to do 다음 또는 after she sees Edward as a human, if 당신 guys have any idea's for me, 또는 what 당신 might like to happen please let me know :)


Bella's POV


"So when can we go, see him?" I asked getting really excited. I would actually get to see Edward! And as a human!
"Not right now Bella."
"What?" I asked, my face falling just a bit.
"It's almost 11pm, Edward would be sleeping most likely."
"Oh okay... Well i guess that makes sense." I still couldn't help but feel a bit disappointed.
"Bella its been a big day, I think 당신 should...