**Authors Notice- This chapter mostly revolves around Hutch and reveals some other info that will be important later in the story**
*Hutch's POV*
I couldn't believe that Winston was actually allowing Blackjack to stay here. He knew too damn well my beef with the likes of outsiders, and here he was welcoming him. Winston was like a father to me, ever since my dad died he had taken me in like a son and treated me no different than he did Kate 또는 Lilly. But this, it probably would have hurt less if he would have sunk his claws into my back.
What was worse, was that he didn't even have the decency to tell me his reasoning. Was he trying to teach me something? 또는 just blissfully ignorant of how angry I was? Either way I was going to make it my personal mission to never take my eyes off of this new comer.
"Hey Hutch," I heard someone shout from behind me. I turned around to see Winston's daughter Lilly walking up behind me. She may have been an omega but she was a good friend.
"Hey Lilly, where's Garth," I asked trying to keep the subject off of me.
"Oh he's back at the 굴, 덴 taking a nap and I didn't want to disturb him," she said shyly. I noticed that she had gone back to wearing her hair in front of her eye, not that I minded. Honestly I thought it looked better this way.
"Why so lonely," she asked suddenly. I felt my 심장 skip a beat and my brain searched frantically for an answer.
"I uh, just finished my alpha duties early and figured I would take a walk," I replied nervously. She didn't know the truth about todays importance, but then again, not a lot of 늑대 did.
"Well would 당신 like some company," she asked sweetly. I almost teared up a bit at her kindness.
"Sure, I'd 사랑 some," I said holding back a choking sob.
"Hey Hutch, how come I never see 당신 at the moonlight howl,"
"You're just full of 질문 aren't you," I laughed trying to quickly change the subject. She giggled but refused to let up.
"I'm serious, 당신 should find someone to go with, I'm sure there are a bunch of girls who would 사랑 to go with you," I blushed at that. It was the closest thing to a compliment I had gotten in two years.
"Maybe at one time there were, but I guess I'm just to old for that anymore," I sighed, knowing very well that I would have killed for a date.
"Oh stop being so modest Hutch, you're like the strongest alpha I know, I'm surprised there aren't dozens of girls lined up for you," why did she have to be so nice?
"At one point, there were, but that was before they realized someone had already 스톨, 훔친 me," oh shit.
"No way what was her name," Lilly asked excitedly. There was no way I was digging Maytag out of this one.
"Well, that's kind of a touchy subject, I'd rather not go that much into detail," I hoped she would understand and just drop it.
"Aw well can 당신 at least tell me what she was like," should have just told Lilly her name.
"She uh, she was the sweetest girl I'd ever met. She always knew how to make me smile. And she was the most beautiful 늑대 I had ever met,"
"Hey Hutch are 당신 alright," Lilly asked. Oh shit, I got so caught up in my memories I didn't notice that I was starting to cry. I quickly turned away and started to wipe away my tears.
"I'm fine, it's nothing really," but it wasn't nothing. It was much 더 많이 than that. Every time I tried to think about her I would break down and start sobbing. A two 년 old scar that still hadn't healed. And never would.
"Hutch I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make 당신 cry," Lilly apologized.
"No Lilly it's fine really," I said trying to keep her feelings from being hurt.
"Are 당신 sure, I really didn't mean to make 당신 cry," she said again.
"I promise I'm fine, but, if you'll excuse me, Winston wants me to talk something over with Candu," I lied. She nodded but it was like she had become disheartened.
"Alright, I'll talk to 당신 later I guess," she said before turning and quickly walking off. I didn't mean to make her feel bad, I really didn't. So just in case she was still watching, I went looking for Candu. With any luck he had abandoned Blackjack and I could talk to him privately.
"Oh Hutch," called yet another interrupting voice. Ii turned to see Eve walling up to me with a bright smile.
"Yes Eve," I asked curiously trying to act like nothing had happened earlier.
"How are 당신 feeling dear," she asked kindly. There was no point in telling her I was fine, she knew I wasn't.
"No better and no worse than I have since then," I replied. She sighed and shook her hear as if she were disappointed.
"Hutch, it's been two years now, what would 당신 have wanted her to do if she were in your position," she asked. She knew I hated this question.
"I would have wanted her to 옮기기 on," I replied looking away from her.
"And I know she would want 당신 to do the same,"
"I know Eve, but it's hard to let go of her,"
"I know dear, letting go of a loved one is never easy. But please make this the 년 당신 옮기기 on, if 당신 don't do it for your own health, do it for her. I'm not going to scold 당신 any further, but 당신 need to understand that it's for your own good," with that she quickly gave me a hug and walked away. As much as I didn't want to believe it, I knew that everything she said was true. But that didn't make it hurt any less. Eve had turned my lie around, now I needed to talk to Candu, badly.
I walked around for a while looking at all the different places her could have been at. I had no luck at any of them. Luckily I managed to run across Garth, who I guess was looking for Lilly.
"Hey Garth have 당신 seen Candu anywhere," I asked him.
"Yeah, he's down at the feeding grounds with some new guy, 당신 seen Lilly anywhere," I grit my teeth to hear he was still with Blackjack but then tried to calm myself down.
"I saw her a few 분 이전 but I don't know where she went," I replied with a shrug and turned away. I didn't want to get dragged into a meaningless conversation. I went to the feeding grounds and sure enough there sat Candu with Blackjack. Candu noticed me and whispered something to Blackjack before standing up and walking over to me.
"Candu, we need to talk," I said as he stated to say something. He nodded and I turned to lead him out of earshot.
"Hutch, I know what this is about, and believe me 당신 can trust Blackjack. He's a very nice wolf-"
"Candu, 당신 remember what I said back then, it's my own choice and I'll live 의해 it. That 일 changed my life forever, and it's because of him that I'll never trust another outsider ever again,"
"Come on, at least give the poor guy a chance, believe me, he's not capable of doing something bad,"
"Candu, you're my friend and I won't argue with you, but I just know at some point he's done something bad. He may not admit it, but I see it in his eyes. It's the same cold stare I saw from he who should never be named,"
"I know they look alike, but Blackjack isn't as sadistic as 당신 know who was. Something about him seems hurt, like he 로스트 someone dear to him,"
"Believe me Candu, once you've stared into the eyes of one killer, you've seen the eyes of all killers. Think what 당신 want about him, but I know he's a killer. Just make sure he never comes near this place," I concluded as I took my usual 좌석 in front of the grave. It was hidden away in the forest just enough to be invisible, unless 당신 knew where it was.
"I'll give 당신 a minute," Candu said as he turned and walked out of sight.
"It's been two years since I 로스트 you. Two, long, miserable years that I've had to suffer without you. I'm sorry I didn't bring any 꽃 today, but I promise I'll bring 당신 some tomorrow. But, they all want me to 옮기기 on, and I can't, not without fearing 당신 wouldn't approve. I miss 당신 baby, so much," it all became too much. I broke down into a flood of tears and cried in the place I had been for a long time now. I looked up at the stone I had engraved myself for her. 'Victoria R.I.P I will always 사랑 you.'
*Hutch's POV*
I couldn't believe that Winston was actually allowing Blackjack to stay here. He knew too damn well my beef with the likes of outsiders, and here he was welcoming him. Winston was like a father to me, ever since my dad died he had taken me in like a son and treated me no different than he did Kate 또는 Lilly. But this, it probably would have hurt less if he would have sunk his claws into my back.
What was worse, was that he didn't even have the decency to tell me his reasoning. Was he trying to teach me something? 또는 just blissfully ignorant of how angry I was? Either way I was going to make it my personal mission to never take my eyes off of this new comer.
"Hey Hutch," I heard someone shout from behind me. I turned around to see Winston's daughter Lilly walking up behind me. She may have been an omega but she was a good friend.
"Hey Lilly, where's Garth," I asked trying to keep the subject off of me.
"Oh he's back at the 굴, 덴 taking a nap and I didn't want to disturb him," she said shyly. I noticed that she had gone back to wearing her hair in front of her eye, not that I minded. Honestly I thought it looked better this way.
"Why so lonely," she asked suddenly. I felt my 심장 skip a beat and my brain searched frantically for an answer.
"I uh, just finished my alpha duties early and figured I would take a walk," I replied nervously. She didn't know the truth about todays importance, but then again, not a lot of 늑대 did.
"Well would 당신 like some company," she asked sweetly. I almost teared up a bit at her kindness.
"Sure, I'd 사랑 some," I said holding back a choking sob.
"Hey Hutch, how come I never see 당신 at the moonlight howl,"
"You're just full of 질문 aren't you," I laughed trying to quickly change the subject. She giggled but refused to let up.
"I'm serious, 당신 should find someone to go with, I'm sure there are a bunch of girls who would 사랑 to go with you," I blushed at that. It was the closest thing to a compliment I had gotten in two years.
"Maybe at one time there were, but I guess I'm just to old for that anymore," I sighed, knowing very well that I would have killed for a date.
"Oh stop being so modest Hutch, you're like the strongest alpha I know, I'm surprised there aren't dozens of girls lined up for you," why did she have to be so nice?
"At one point, there were, but that was before they realized someone had already 스톨, 훔친 me," oh shit.
"No way what was her name," Lilly asked excitedly. There was no way I was digging Maytag out of this one.
"Well, that's kind of a touchy subject, I'd rather not go that much into detail," I hoped she would understand and just drop it.
"Aw well can 당신 at least tell me what she was like," should have just told Lilly her name.
"She uh, she was the sweetest girl I'd ever met. She always knew how to make me smile. And she was the most beautiful 늑대 I had ever met,"
"Hey Hutch are 당신 alright," Lilly asked. Oh shit, I got so caught up in my memories I didn't notice that I was starting to cry. I quickly turned away and started to wipe away my tears.
"I'm fine, it's nothing really," but it wasn't nothing. It was much 더 많이 than that. Every time I tried to think about her I would break down and start sobbing. A two 년 old scar that still hadn't healed. And never would.
"Hutch I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make 당신 cry," Lilly apologized.
"No Lilly it's fine really," I said trying to keep her feelings from being hurt.
"Are 당신 sure, I really didn't mean to make 당신 cry," she said again.
"I promise I'm fine, but, if you'll excuse me, Winston wants me to talk something over with Candu," I lied. She nodded but it was like she had become disheartened.
"Alright, I'll talk to 당신 later I guess," she said before turning and quickly walking off. I didn't mean to make her feel bad, I really didn't. So just in case she was still watching, I went looking for Candu. With any luck he had abandoned Blackjack and I could talk to him privately.
"Oh Hutch," called yet another interrupting voice. Ii turned to see Eve walling up to me with a bright smile.
"Yes Eve," I asked curiously trying to act like nothing had happened earlier.
"How are 당신 feeling dear," she asked kindly. There was no point in telling her I was fine, she knew I wasn't.
"No better and no worse than I have since then," I replied. She sighed and shook her hear as if she were disappointed.
"Hutch, it's been two years now, what would 당신 have wanted her to do if she were in your position," she asked. She knew I hated this question.
"I would have wanted her to 옮기기 on," I replied looking away from her.
"And I know she would want 당신 to do the same,"
"I know Eve, but it's hard to let go of her,"
"I know dear, letting go of a loved one is never easy. But please make this the 년 당신 옮기기 on, if 당신 don't do it for your own health, do it for her. I'm not going to scold 당신 any further, but 당신 need to understand that it's for your own good," with that she quickly gave me a hug and walked away. As much as I didn't want to believe it, I knew that everything she said was true. But that didn't make it hurt any less. Eve had turned my lie around, now I needed to talk to Candu, badly.
I walked around for a while looking at all the different places her could have been at. I had no luck at any of them. Luckily I managed to run across Garth, who I guess was looking for Lilly.
"Hey Garth have 당신 seen Candu anywhere," I asked him.
"Yeah, he's down at the feeding grounds with some new guy, 당신 seen Lilly anywhere," I grit my teeth to hear he was still with Blackjack but then tried to calm myself down.
"I saw her a few 분 이전 but I don't know where she went," I replied with a shrug and turned away. I didn't want to get dragged into a meaningless conversation. I went to the feeding grounds and sure enough there sat Candu with Blackjack. Candu noticed me and whispered something to Blackjack before standing up and walking over to me.
"Candu, we need to talk," I said as he stated to say something. He nodded and I turned to lead him out of earshot.
"Hutch, I know what this is about, and believe me 당신 can trust Blackjack. He's a very nice wolf-"
"Candu, 당신 remember what I said back then, it's my own choice and I'll live 의해 it. That 일 changed my life forever, and it's because of him that I'll never trust another outsider ever again,"
"Come on, at least give the poor guy a chance, believe me, he's not capable of doing something bad,"
"Candu, you're my friend and I won't argue with you, but I just know at some point he's done something bad. He may not admit it, but I see it in his eyes. It's the same cold stare I saw from he who should never be named,"
"I know they look alike, but Blackjack isn't as sadistic as 당신 know who was. Something about him seems hurt, like he 로스트 someone dear to him,"
"Believe me Candu, once you've stared into the eyes of one killer, you've seen the eyes of all killers. Think what 당신 want about him, but I know he's a killer. Just make sure he never comes near this place," I concluded as I took my usual 좌석 in front of the grave. It was hidden away in the forest just enough to be invisible, unless 당신 knew where it was.
"I'll give 당신 a minute," Candu said as he turned and walked out of sight.
"It's been two years since I 로스트 you. Two, long, miserable years that I've had to suffer without you. I'm sorry I didn't bring any 꽃 today, but I promise I'll bring 당신 some tomorrow. But, they all want me to 옮기기 on, and I can't, not without fearing 당신 wouldn't approve. I miss 당신 baby, so much," it all became too much. I broke down into a flood of tears and cried in the place I had been for a long time now. I looked up at the stone I had engraved myself for her. 'Victoria R.I.P I will always 사랑 you.'
this came in a dream once about spirit heart... in his life time i took a real little peak of it. it was about his family. he had 2 pups...a wife... but thier names were unknown. just spirit heart. spirit 심장 and his wife were having so much fun. but then... some 늑대 came 의해 from the pack. thier pack...arnt really friendly... spirit 심장 was a alpha. but... he wasnt that quite powerful. one 늑대 was above his rate... and was pure evil... i keep wondering... is it the bad wolf... from the "TWO 늑대 CHEROKEE STORY" is it possible that he exist. impossible. then the rest of the pack came up to his family. then they murdered his pups, then they raped and killed spirit hearts wife. spirit 심장 was very upset. he tried to kill them... but he was too weak. then... they strangled spirit heart.... then killed him.... and that... was the story of spirit heart. and spirit 심장 was letting me look through his eyes... like i was him... it was crazy...
Well guys I'm back and I guess I'll add to another story because I've completely forgotten where I was going with HIM(The Humphrey in Me), Goodbye Pack, and the Brotherhood. So what I will do is start from scratch and make a new thing which sort of involves wolves....They're werewolves.....And it's for a 망가 I am actually deciding to create and might get published. (Have a artist as a friend....long story.) But since my pack here loves me...I thought it would be a good idea....But I want to know what 당신 brothers and sisters have to say....I don't mind if 당신 don't want me to...It's just easier because with each story I get feedback and I get better and better! So 코멘트 with your thoughts...I really really would appreciate it ^.^
I was on my way to a beach. Yeah I know right? A beach. A half an 시간 from anywhere. There was a house there that my dad said we had to live in now. Before this 5 일 drive, his buisness of a camping system burned down. We could not afford the house, so we had to move.
We arrived. It looked like an ok house. One story. Not bad. We got out of the car. And once we got inside, the furniture was here already. There was a fridge go I had to take a peep. I opened the door, and fresh 음식 was in it. How strange. The walls looked like they needed a new paint job. There was splats on the wall. Red splats. It looked like paint. It was on the walls and on the floor. I had no idea who would leave that there. Anyway. Once we got all set up in this shit hole, we sat down and said nothing. I couldn't get my eye off of the splats. I stood up, and walked over to the splats. I smelled them. This wasn't paint. This was blood.
To be continued... (sorry its so short)
We arrived. It looked like an ok house. One story. Not bad. We got out of the car. And once we got inside, the furniture was here already. There was a fridge go I had to take a peep. I opened the door, and fresh 음식 was in it. How strange. The walls looked like they needed a new paint job. There was splats on the wall. Red splats. It looked like paint. It was on the walls and on the floor. I had no idea who would leave that there. Anyway. Once we got all set up in this shit hole, we sat down and said nothing. I couldn't get my eye off of the splats. I stood up, and walked over to the splats. I smelled them. This wasn't paint. This was blood.
To be continued... (sorry its so short)