I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let 당신 go. I drive myself crazy, wanting 당신 the way that I do.
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him 더 많이 as days pass by. It's been a 월 since 당신 and Randy haven't said a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any 분 from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I 사랑 her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I 사랑 her.
**normal: 다음 day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to 당신 but 당신 ignore him 또는 당신 avoid him. At the end of bball practice, 당신 see him waiting for you. 당신 roll your eyes and 당신 walk right past him. Randy runs after 당신 and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
당신 grab it from him and he gives 당신 a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I said go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from 당신 with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing 당신 to see him walk like that but 당신 have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After 당신 see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, 당신 start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and 당신 kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when 당신 feel like 당신 can't do it anymore. 당신 drop your sports bag and 당신 feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. 당신 feel like 당신 just threw out the 사랑 of your dreams. Right when 당신 lift up your sports bag to 옮기기 on, 당신 feel your knees abandon 당신 and 당신 fall to the ground. But before 당신 hit the ground, 당신 feel hands grabbing 당신 and lifting 당신 back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. 당신 look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. 당신 turn to face him and 당신 feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for 당신 while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives 당신 to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks 당신 in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at 당신 under the covers, sick.
Randy: 당신 look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let 당신 fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've said it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need 당신 now. I'll save you. I'll save 당신 Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him 더 많이 as days pass by. It's been a 월 since 당신 and Randy haven't said a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any 분 from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I 사랑 her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I 사랑 her.
**normal: 다음 day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to 당신 but 당신 ignore him 또는 당신 avoid him. At the end of bball practice, 당신 see him waiting for you. 당신 roll your eyes and 당신 walk right past him. Randy runs after 당신 and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
당신 grab it from him and he gives 당신 a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I said go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from 당신 with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing 당신 to see him walk like that but 당신 have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After 당신 see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, 당신 start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and 당신 kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when 당신 feel like 당신 can't do it anymore. 당신 drop your sports bag and 당신 feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. 당신 feel like 당신 just threw out the 사랑 of your dreams. Right when 당신 lift up your sports bag to 옮기기 on, 당신 feel your knees abandon 당신 and 당신 fall to the ground. But before 당신 hit the ground, 당신 feel hands grabbing 당신 and lifting 당신 back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. 당신 look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. 당신 turn to face him and 당신 feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for 당신 while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives 당신 to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks 당신 in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at 당신 under the covers, sick.
Randy: 당신 look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let 당신 fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've said it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need 당신 now. I'll save you. I'll save 당신 Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...