This may sound a bit aloof, because I've never been in that state of mind myself, but I've known people who have been, and I've studied and discussed teen depression and suicide with my developmental health professor.
It sounds to me like 당신 have plenty of people on here to to choose from if 당신 need to talk. I just want to give 당신 one 더 많이 resource.
link aren't as common in teens as fleeting ones. I'm not sure which kind you're experiencing. If all 당신 need is someone to talk to and let 당신 express yourself and your feelings, then 당신 probably won't need the link I gave 당신 above. But just in case these feelings persist, and don't go away despite changes in your life, 당신 might want to take a look at it.
