People, is it just me 또는 did Kanda get even 더 많이 dreamier [if that's even possible] after he came back?

He smiles a lot 더 많이 now and his smile is so dreamy!~!
And he came back, even though he was free...
And he also goes to 검색 for Allen Walker because his guilt won't let him die peacefully.
And he can't regenerate anymore, which means he's taking a huge risk.