"What do 당신 see?"
"I see...black."
"Black?"
"Wait no, there are specks of light dancing. I can see...I can see the stars."
"It must be beautiful...Do 당신 see anything else?"
"Not yet. Wait, I see the stars are changing colors. Reds and blues and greens. They're showing me something. It's..."
"It's what? Tell me what 당신 can see."
"A field, wide and long. Dried wheat just swaying. There's the moon! It's lights spilling on the ocean of red and gold. I wish 당신 could see it."
"I can. I'm there with you."
"I see you, you're on a hilltop. 당신 look so tall up there."
"I can't find you. I see the field. Where are you?"
"Down here. I'll call for you. Climb down the 언덕, 힐 and you'll see me."
"I'll roll, the 잔디 tickles my sides as I loose control of myself. Flying through the moonlight. I'm flying can't 당신 see me?"
"We meet at the bottom."
"I lay at your feet."
"We'll run together."
"I strip myselves of the clothes that weigh me down."
"Together. Nobody can stop us. Just the moon and the wind. Through the field of no tomorrow. There is only tonight now."
"We run. The ground is like a 구름, 클라우드 beneath our bare feet."
"The air is a blanket that keeps us safe."
"We are warriors."
"No, not warriors, we are just..."
"Just us."
"Let's keep on running and never stop."
"What if I get tired?"
"Then I'll carry you."
"And I'll carry you, I promise."
"No, no promises. We don't need to promise. We just need to keep running."
"We'll keep running, I can feel the air against my cheek. It's cool and free."
"I feel like a child, running bare in the wild."
"We are no longer vulnerable."
"We run."
"The sky is clear, the path is long."
"We don't need to stay on the path."
"You're right, we can stray. Our desicisions give us freedom."
"When we fall?"
"We'll fall..."
"And that'll be that."
"But for now, we'll keep running."
"I see...black."
"Black?"
"Wait no, there are specks of light dancing. I can see...I can see the stars."
"It must be beautiful...Do 당신 see anything else?"
"Not yet. Wait, I see the stars are changing colors. Reds and blues and greens. They're showing me something. It's..."
"It's what? Tell me what 당신 can see."
"A field, wide and long. Dried wheat just swaying. There's the moon! It's lights spilling on the ocean of red and gold. I wish 당신 could see it."
"I can. I'm there with you."
"I see you, you're on a hilltop. 당신 look so tall up there."
"I can't find you. I see the field. Where are you?"
"Down here. I'll call for you. Climb down the 언덕, 힐 and you'll see me."
"I'll roll, the 잔디 tickles my sides as I loose control of myself. Flying through the moonlight. I'm flying can't 당신 see me?"
"We meet at the bottom."
"I lay at your feet."
"We'll run together."
"I strip myselves of the clothes that weigh me down."
"Together. Nobody can stop us. Just the moon and the wind. Through the field of no tomorrow. There is only tonight now."
"We run. The ground is like a 구름, 클라우드 beneath our bare feet."
"The air is a blanket that keeps us safe."
"We are warriors."
"No, not warriors, we are just..."
"Just us."
"Let's keep on running and never stop."
"What if I get tired?"
"Then I'll carry you."
"And I'll carry you, I promise."
"No, no promises. We don't need to promise. We just need to keep running."
"We'll keep running, I can feel the air against my cheek. It's cool and free."
"I feel like a child, running bare in the wild."
"We are no longer vulnerable."
"We run."
"The sky is clear, the path is long."
"We don't need to stay on the path."
"You're right, we can stray. Our desicisions give us freedom."
"When we fall?"
"We'll fall..."
"And that'll be that."
"But for now, we'll keep running."
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need 더 많이 and 더 많이 and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me 또는 to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need 더 많이 and 더 많이 and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me 또는 to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do 당신 know why?"
'well,she said something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come 의해 my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do 당신 know why?"
'well,she said something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come 의해 my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
Sobriety is beyond a horizon for you,
One 당신 won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific 이미지 replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do 당신 do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why 당신 mess around,
just let yourself be!
One 당신 won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific 이미지 replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do 당신 do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why 당신 mess around,
just let yourself be!
I'm sat at home
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt 더 많이 than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to 사랑 me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I 사랑 him, but his 사랑 is dim
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt 더 많이 than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to 사랑 me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I 사랑 him, but his 사랑 is dim