The 다음 일 - Eric's perspective
It was a new day. A 일 not to embarrassed. A 일 to make something new. A 일 to get my device back. Athena walked up to me in the cafeteria and put Delor on the 표, 테이블 "Here. 당신 dropped this when 당신 ran out," she said
My face turned scarlet " T-Thanks Did 당신 turn it on?" I asked. I knew if she turned him on I would be screwed
She nodded "Yeah but it wouldn't tell us anything. It called Tom a dumbass,"
My burned because I hid in my laughter. That was funny. "Okay then bye," I snorted out
She looked at me weird "Bye. Also Eric?" she asked
"Yes?" I asked
"If 당신 ever look through my stuff again. I will punish you," she said leaving me behind
I burst out laughing. Delor knew Tom was a dumbass even now! That was funny. I eventually stopped laughing because something crossed my mind. What did Athena mean 의해 that? Was it the same kind of punishment she gave me in the future: Embarrassment?
I held out Delor "Good job," I said to him
He beeped "Oh hello Master Eric. I'm glad to see you," he said
I laughed "You know 당신 don't have any eyes right?"
He beeped "You know what I mean. I'm just glad I don't have to talk to your dumbass uncle," he said
I laughed "Yeah. Do me a favor and make a scan on the whole cafeteria to see if there is any people that could get Athena sick," I said
A faint red light shot out of Delor and scanned the cafeteria. The red light lingered over Brandon "Well that boy has a disease inside of him and doesn't know it yet," he said
I smiled " Well I'm glad he is not near her 또는 is he???!!!" I asked as I watched Brandon walk up to Athena. He started talking to her and she turned scarlet
I gasped in horror " Delor tell me what they are saying!" I commanded
"Here," he said and I heard everything
"Athena right?" Brandon asked
Athena turned red "Yeah?"
"You look beautiful," he said
She smiled "Thank 당신 but 당신 never noticed me before," she said
He seemed offended and put his hand over his chest "i did too! I just was to shy to admit. I liked 당신 everyday I've seen you. Do 당신 want to go out tonight?" he asked
"Yeah sure!" she exclaimed
He smiled "Great. I'll pick 당신 up at sixish. Here's my number," he said handing her a piece of paper. He walked away
I put my head down and whispered to Delor "Turn off now," I said.
"Are 당신 going to talk to her Eric?" he asked
I nodded "Yeah. Were friends. She'll understand my feelings. Now turn off," I commanded
He beeped and turned off. I gathered all my stuff and headed over to Athena. It was a good thing she was alone. "Uh hi Athena," I said nervously
She looked up and smiled at me "Oh hello Eric. Do 당신 want 당신 want something?" she asked
I sat down "Yeah I want to know what the hell 당신 are doing,"
She frowned "What do 당신 mean? I'm just sitting here talking to you,"
I rubbed my face "No I mean why are 당신 going out with Brandon?" I demanded
Her face fell and she glared at me "How do 당신 know that? Have 당신 been-"
I cut her off "Just answer the 질문 Athena," I commanded
She pouted "Well I liked him for a long time and was hoping for a long time for this to happen. Why do 당신 not get that? Why are 당신 not being supportive of me?" she asked
I sighed "Well I don't think he is a good influence on 당신 and 당신 might stoop to his level. What do 당신 think happened to his past girlfriend?" I asked
She suddenly flew out of her seat. Her face flushed, fists clenched "Who do 당신 think 당신 are? My father?" she demanded She then stormed away glancing back yelling "He probably broke up with Kate because he realized he loved me!!"
I saw her storm out of the cafeteria and meet up with her friends. They first jumped up and down with exitment and then I saw them glaring at me and her 프렌즈 hugging her. They eventually left my eyesight
I slammed my head against the 표, 테이블 and turned on Delor "Sir I don't think that was the best approach," he said
I sighed "Thanks Delor 당신 can put that on the obvious list now," I moaned
Tom sat down 다음 to me "Dude I told 당신 many times before. Don't talk to yourself. People start to stare and you'll ruin your reputation," he said
I brought my head up "What reputation?" I asked
He smiled "Of being 프렌즈 with the hottest bad boy in the whole school. Don't mess it up," he said
I rubbed my eyes "Whatever man and I wasn't talking to myself 당신 must be seeing 또는 hearing things," I said
He got defensive "Dude I am not. Admit it 또는 I'll beat the shit out of you," he said
I smirked. He did this nearly every week. I never did beat the shit of me "Go ahead. 당신 never do it anyway. Besides Athena cares about me and she will kick your 나귀, 엉덩이 if 당신 kick mine," I said
He smirked now "Yeah but she isn't here is she? Besides she is mad at you," he said putting his face close to mine
My face fell. Crap I hadn't thought of that. He could of done that time.
A distraction came down and sat 다음 to Tom. "Hey Tom. Why doesn't your sister like me?" he asked
Tom sighed "Jason. Get lost. Can't 당신 당신 see I'm in the middle of something?" he asked
Jason narrowed his eyebrows as he looked at us. "What? Getting it on with your boyfriend?" he asked smiling
Both of our cheeks burned but Tom was flushed "No! What do 당신 want?" he demanded
Jason smirked "Well now I want to know if 당신 guys are going to do it now," he said
Tom's fists clenched and was about to strike Jason when I got to him first. I grabbed Jason's shit 칼라 and yanked him close to me "Listen Asshole we are both not feeling are best to deal with this shit right so tell us what the hell 당신 want!" I hollered
His face fell. It looked like he died inside "I-I-I j-just wanted...to..know..why...Athena...doesn't like me," he said hestiatately
I tightened my grip on him "I don't know maybe it's because she doesn't like 당신 right now because 당신 are annoying as hell and Oh crap," I stopped talking. I realized what I was doing. I couldn't do that to my future father
Jason got out of my grip "What? Did 당신 realize that 당신 liked 당신 too? Do I have to compete for her love?" I asked
I sat down "No no. I like family. I must apoligize to her," I said getting up
"Why should you? 당신 told her the truth," he said
I didn't realize until later that Tom always knew when I had a fight with Athena "Yeah but the only way she can trust me again is if I say sorry and I was wrong. I'm going," I said
I left the 표, 테이블 and went to go look for her. I swear I heard them talking about me "Your friend is weird," "Tell me about it"
It was a new day. A 일 not to embarrassed. A 일 to make something new. A 일 to get my device back. Athena walked up to me in the cafeteria and put Delor on the 표, 테이블 "Here. 당신 dropped this when 당신 ran out," she said
My face turned scarlet " T-Thanks Did 당신 turn it on?" I asked. I knew if she turned him on I would be screwed
She nodded "Yeah but it wouldn't tell us anything. It called Tom a dumbass,"
My burned because I hid in my laughter. That was funny. "Okay then bye," I snorted out
She looked at me weird "Bye. Also Eric?" she asked
"Yes?" I asked
"If 당신 ever look through my stuff again. I will punish you," she said leaving me behind
I burst out laughing. Delor knew Tom was a dumbass even now! That was funny. I eventually stopped laughing because something crossed my mind. What did Athena mean 의해 that? Was it the same kind of punishment she gave me in the future: Embarrassment?
I held out Delor "Good job," I said to him
He beeped "Oh hello Master Eric. I'm glad to see you," he said
I laughed "You know 당신 don't have any eyes right?"
He beeped "You know what I mean. I'm just glad I don't have to talk to your dumbass uncle," he said
I laughed "Yeah. Do me a favor and make a scan on the whole cafeteria to see if there is any people that could get Athena sick," I said
A faint red light shot out of Delor and scanned the cafeteria. The red light lingered over Brandon "Well that boy has a disease inside of him and doesn't know it yet," he said
I smiled " Well I'm glad he is not near her 또는 is he???!!!" I asked as I watched Brandon walk up to Athena. He started talking to her and she turned scarlet
I gasped in horror " Delor tell me what they are saying!" I commanded
"Here," he said and I heard everything
"Athena right?" Brandon asked
Athena turned red "Yeah?"
"You look beautiful," he said
She smiled "Thank 당신 but 당신 never noticed me before," she said
He seemed offended and put his hand over his chest "i did too! I just was to shy to admit. I liked 당신 everyday I've seen you. Do 당신 want to go out tonight?" he asked
"Yeah sure!" she exclaimed
He smiled "Great. I'll pick 당신 up at sixish. Here's my number," he said handing her a piece of paper. He walked away
I put my head down and whispered to Delor "Turn off now," I said.
"Are 당신 going to talk to her Eric?" he asked
I nodded "Yeah. Were friends. She'll understand my feelings. Now turn off," I commanded
He beeped and turned off. I gathered all my stuff and headed over to Athena. It was a good thing she was alone. "Uh hi Athena," I said nervously
She looked up and smiled at me "Oh hello Eric. Do 당신 want 당신 want something?" she asked
I sat down "Yeah I want to know what the hell 당신 are doing,"
She frowned "What do 당신 mean? I'm just sitting here talking to you,"
I rubbed my face "No I mean why are 당신 going out with Brandon?" I demanded
Her face fell and she glared at me "How do 당신 know that? Have 당신 been-"
I cut her off "Just answer the 질문 Athena," I commanded
She pouted "Well I liked him for a long time and was hoping for a long time for this to happen. Why do 당신 not get that? Why are 당신 not being supportive of me?" she asked
I sighed "Well I don't think he is a good influence on 당신 and 당신 might stoop to his level. What do 당신 think happened to his past girlfriend?" I asked
She suddenly flew out of her seat. Her face flushed, fists clenched "Who do 당신 think 당신 are? My father?" she demanded She then stormed away glancing back yelling "He probably broke up with Kate because he realized he loved me!!"
I saw her storm out of the cafeteria and meet up with her friends. They first jumped up and down with exitment and then I saw them glaring at me and her 프렌즈 hugging her. They eventually left my eyesight
I slammed my head against the 표, 테이블 and turned on Delor "Sir I don't think that was the best approach," he said
I sighed "Thanks Delor 당신 can put that on the obvious list now," I moaned
Tom sat down 다음 to me "Dude I told 당신 many times before. Don't talk to yourself. People start to stare and you'll ruin your reputation," he said
I brought my head up "What reputation?" I asked
He smiled "Of being 프렌즈 with the hottest bad boy in the whole school. Don't mess it up," he said
I rubbed my eyes "Whatever man and I wasn't talking to myself 당신 must be seeing 또는 hearing things," I said
He got defensive "Dude I am not. Admit it 또는 I'll beat the shit out of you," he said
I smirked. He did this nearly every week. I never did beat the shit of me "Go ahead. 당신 never do it anyway. Besides Athena cares about me and she will kick your 나귀, 엉덩이 if 당신 kick mine," I said
He smirked now "Yeah but she isn't here is she? Besides she is mad at you," he said putting his face close to mine
My face fell. Crap I hadn't thought of that. He could of done that time.
A distraction came down and sat 다음 to Tom. "Hey Tom. Why doesn't your sister like me?" he asked
Tom sighed "Jason. Get lost. Can't 당신 당신 see I'm in the middle of something?" he asked
Jason narrowed his eyebrows as he looked at us. "What? Getting it on with your boyfriend?" he asked smiling
Both of our cheeks burned but Tom was flushed "No! What do 당신 want?" he demanded
Jason smirked "Well now I want to know if 당신 guys are going to do it now," he said
Tom's fists clenched and was about to strike Jason when I got to him first. I grabbed Jason's shit 칼라 and yanked him close to me "Listen Asshole we are both not feeling are best to deal with this shit right so tell us what the hell 당신 want!" I hollered
His face fell. It looked like he died inside "I-I-I j-just wanted...to..know..why...Athena...doesn't like me," he said hestiatately
I tightened my grip on him "I don't know maybe it's because she doesn't like 당신 right now because 당신 are annoying as hell and Oh crap," I stopped talking. I realized what I was doing. I couldn't do that to my future father
Jason got out of my grip "What? Did 당신 realize that 당신 liked 당신 too? Do I have to compete for her love?" I asked
I sat down "No no. I like family. I must apoligize to her," I said getting up
"Why should you? 당신 told her the truth," he said
I didn't realize until later that Tom always knew when I had a fight with Athena "Yeah but the only way she can trust me again is if I say sorry and I was wrong. I'm going," I said
I left the 표, 테이블 and went to go look for her. I swear I heard them talking about me "Your friend is weird," "Tell me about it"
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a 목련 tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest 목련 I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the 나무, 트리 that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
벽 ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a 목련 and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do 당신 think I did?What would 당신 have done?
벽 ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a 목련 and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do 당신 think I did?What would 당신 have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad said one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. 일 and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss 당신 ... even if I never met 당신 =,[
다음 journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss 당신 ... even if I never met 당신 =,[
다음 journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the 일 go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the 일 go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
