This one is for just_bella, let go of the bad moments, hon! We need to enjoy the present, look out for the future and let the past in the past... Don't forget, but don't let it control you:D
Thanks to patrisha727, emmett4ever, and everyone for the support:D
"Catherine's POV"
The sun may shine through the day, the moon may light up the night but I'm still in the dark, I'm still looking for my shining light to guide me out of this misery, out of the dark...
Until our 다음 rendezvous, I send 당신 a million kisses... Do not send me any back for they set my blood into flames...
Ever yours...
Three days passed... I had asked Emily how many days it took to get a letter to the US and she told me three so the letters would be arriving today...
I hadden't done much these days. I practically only been at 집 또는 at the park in front of the house.
I got up, took a shower, got dressed and went to the kitchen. Emily was there, I was surprised because I thought that she would be at work 의해 now.
"I have the 일 off. I thought 당신 would like to visit the city..." She said clarifying my mind.
"I would 사랑 to, are 당신 sure I won't disturb you?" I did wanted to make her to lose her 일 of with me.
"Of course not, and like this 당신 will know the city and you'll be able to walk alone when we aren't here" She said.
"Ohh, ok! If I won't disturb you, then it would be wonderfull to visit the city" I answered.
"All right, then! I had promised 당신 to take 당신 to the university's library, hadn't I?" She asked.
"Yes, 당신 did!" I responded.
"So lets start with that" We finish breakfast and went out.
We got in a bus, Emily explained me that it was hard to circulate inside the down town in a car, an went to the Universaty. It was easy for us to enter seeing that she worked there...
I had never seen a 도서관, 라이브러리 so beautiful... It was like it was cover with gold, it seemed to send light from everywhere. The shelves were covered with the most beautiful books, some with centuries all very well preserved and wondrously arranged in the shelves.
Emily gave me a card and said that I could come here whenever I wanted I just had to show the card...
After the 도서관, 라이브러리 we went to visit the Law Building, it was where the lawyers were taught, it was beautiful as well not as refined as the 도서관, 라이브러리 but beautiful as well.
We ended the morning doing the rest of the buildings: we visit the Medecine building, the Arts building, etc.
We went to lunch in a little restaurant in a little 거리 hidden deep in the 심장 of the city, the people were so nice, it was like everyone knew everyone...
의해 the end of the 일 we had almost visited all the down town and a bit of the higher parts of the city. We went home, it was getting late and Afonso would be arriving in a bit and we needed to get 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 ready...
Emily said that I didn't need to help but I wanted to help, they had done so much for me and I wanted to return all their kindness. It was nice to just be there, talking and making dinner:
"So... How did 당신 meet Afonso?"
"Ohhh well... Afonso was on the last 년 in the Law faculty and I had just started working in the library. As 당신 saw the Law building is really close to the library, and one 일 I was walking to work, my hands were full of paperwork..." She started to laugh, yhinking about that good moment..."Suddenly, I felt myself bumped against someone. I looked up and saw two beautiful 초콜릿 brown eyes looking at me... He helped me gather my paperwork and helped me up! We've been together since them..." She explained.
"That's so beautiful... I wished that I could been with Daniel, I really miss him..." I started to dream awake with Daniel, his eyes looked at me from my dreams...
"I know it must be hard for 당신 to talk about it, but if 당신 don't mind telling me about him..." She asked.
"He's everything to me... Not behing able to see him these days, breaks my heart! He has 아몬드 eyes, he has dark brown hair beautifully arranged in hundreds of tiny curls, his lips are so beautiful that they seem to scream 키스 ME... We first met near my house, I was coming 집 from school but I had stopped in the market first to pick up an errand for my mother. I heard a sound behind me and when I turned around I saw a drunk man looking at me with an expression of desire. I knew I needed to run from him so I just let everything in the floor and ran away from there... I was about 50 meters from 집 when I bumped..." At this moment she started to laugh, I was wondering why she was laughing when I realised that it was really similar to her metting with Afonso. I started to laugh as well but kept telling my story."... when I bumped to Daniel. I knew, right then, that we were meant to be together, but then my parents force me to came here and here I am, missing him..."
"You'll be together again... Don't worry. I really don't know why your parents thought that sending 당신 to me would make 당신 guys give up... First: I'm a romantic, I will always help people finding love; and second: even I that only knew about your 사랑 can see that yours is a strong love, it's not easy breaking a 사랑 like yours!" She said, reassuring me.
That night we sat in the living room until really late... We kept talking about their first years as a couple, and I kept telling them about Daniel and me... I was glad to being able to talk to them... To let all the pain get out of my chest. But when I got to my room and got to 침대 his face filled my dreams...
Thanks to patrisha727, emmett4ever, and everyone for the support:D
"Catherine's POV"
The sun may shine through the day, the moon may light up the night but I'm still in the dark, I'm still looking for my shining light to guide me out of this misery, out of the dark...
Until our 다음 rendezvous, I send 당신 a million kisses... Do not send me any back for they set my blood into flames...
Ever yours...
Three days passed... I had asked Emily how many days it took to get a letter to the US and she told me three so the letters would be arriving today...
I hadden't done much these days. I practically only been at 집 또는 at the park in front of the house.
I got up, took a shower, got dressed and went to the kitchen. Emily was there, I was surprised because I thought that she would be at work 의해 now.
"I have the 일 off. I thought 당신 would like to visit the city..." She said clarifying my mind.
"I would 사랑 to, are 당신 sure I won't disturb you?" I did wanted to make her to lose her 일 of with me.
"Of course not, and like this 당신 will know the city and you'll be able to walk alone when we aren't here" She said.
"Ohh, ok! If I won't disturb you, then it would be wonderfull to visit the city" I answered.
"All right, then! I had promised 당신 to take 당신 to the university's library, hadn't I?" She asked.
"Yes, 당신 did!" I responded.
"So lets start with that" We finish breakfast and went out.
We got in a bus, Emily explained me that it was hard to circulate inside the down town in a car, an went to the Universaty. It was easy for us to enter seeing that she worked there...
I had never seen a 도서관, 라이브러리 so beautiful... It was like it was cover with gold, it seemed to send light from everywhere. The shelves were covered with the most beautiful books, some with centuries all very well preserved and wondrously arranged in the shelves.
Emily gave me a card and said that I could come here whenever I wanted I just had to show the card...
After the 도서관, 라이브러리 we went to visit the Law Building, it was where the lawyers were taught, it was beautiful as well not as refined as the 도서관, 라이브러리 but beautiful as well.
We ended the morning doing the rest of the buildings: we visit the Medecine building, the Arts building, etc.
We went to lunch in a little restaurant in a little 거리 hidden deep in the 심장 of the city, the people were so nice, it was like everyone knew everyone...
의해 the end of the 일 we had almost visited all the down town and a bit of the higher parts of the city. We went home, it was getting late and Afonso would be arriving in a bit and we needed to get 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 ready...
Emily said that I didn't need to help but I wanted to help, they had done so much for me and I wanted to return all their kindness. It was nice to just be there, talking and making dinner:
"So... How did 당신 meet Afonso?"
"Ohhh well... Afonso was on the last 년 in the Law faculty and I had just started working in the library. As 당신 saw the Law building is really close to the library, and one 일 I was walking to work, my hands were full of paperwork..." She started to laugh, yhinking about that good moment..."Suddenly, I felt myself bumped against someone. I looked up and saw two beautiful 초콜릿 brown eyes looking at me... He helped me gather my paperwork and helped me up! We've been together since them..." She explained.
"That's so beautiful... I wished that I could been with Daniel, I really miss him..." I started to dream awake with Daniel, his eyes looked at me from my dreams...
"I know it must be hard for 당신 to talk about it, but if 당신 don't mind telling me about him..." She asked.
"He's everything to me... Not behing able to see him these days, breaks my heart! He has 아몬드 eyes, he has dark brown hair beautifully arranged in hundreds of tiny curls, his lips are so beautiful that they seem to scream 키스 ME... We first met near my house, I was coming 집 from school but I had stopped in the market first to pick up an errand for my mother. I heard a sound behind me and when I turned around I saw a drunk man looking at me with an expression of desire. I knew I needed to run from him so I just let everything in the floor and ran away from there... I was about 50 meters from 집 when I bumped..." At this moment she started to laugh, I was wondering why she was laughing when I realised that it was really similar to her metting with Afonso. I started to laugh as well but kept telling my story."... when I bumped to Daniel. I knew, right then, that we were meant to be together, but then my parents force me to came here and here I am, missing him..."
"You'll be together again... Don't worry. I really don't know why your parents thought that sending 당신 to me would make 당신 guys give up... First: I'm a romantic, I will always help people finding love; and second: even I that only knew about your 사랑 can see that yours is a strong love, it's not easy breaking a 사랑 like yours!" She said, reassuring me.
That night we sat in the living room until really late... We kept talking about their first years as a couple, and I kept telling them about Daniel and me... I was glad to being able to talk to them... To let all the pain get out of my chest. But when I got to my room and got to 침대 his face filled my dreams...
January 15, 1815
Journal,
Its cold. My 음식 is almost gone, I can’t feel my hands. I 로스트 my hat; my ears are frozen. My sisters are dying. Sasha has pneumonia, and Nastea’s 로스트 her 코트 and shoes. My hair is falling out. I look at the broken down train behind us. Tree’s sleep soundlessly on 상단, 맨 위로 of it. I sit at a 나무, 트리 trunk, with 당신 on my lap, and a scrawny pencil in my hand. Nastea sits beside Sasha, feeding her berries and herbs. I hope things get better, Journal. I hope things get better.
Bye Journal,
Nadia
Journal,
Its cold. My 음식 is almost gone, I can’t feel my hands. I 로스트 my hat; my ears are frozen. My sisters are dying. Sasha has pneumonia, and Nastea’s 로스트 her 코트 and shoes. My hair is falling out. I look at the broken down train behind us. Tree’s sleep soundlessly on 상단, 맨 위로 of it. I sit at a 나무, 트리 trunk, with 당신 on my lap, and a scrawny pencil in my hand. Nastea sits beside Sasha, feeding her berries and herbs. I hope things get better, Journal. I hope things get better.
Bye Journal,
Nadia
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him 더 많이 and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl