Shaun
I hated seeing her cry. Knowing it was my fault immediately made me hate myself, not that I didn't already. I needed to hear her voice, know she was really here.
Some part of me registered the fact that I'd sat down, and that I had touched her, if briefly. I had said, "Tell me."
She met my gaze, looking terrified. She closed her eyes firmly, as if she was living a nightmare. Maybe she was.
"I know I hurt you, and I'm sorry," she whispered, looking anywhere but at me. "I thought it would be better that way, 당신 had your whole life ahead of 당신 and I couldn't take that away because of my stupid mistake - " she stops.
"Never say that. It is not your fault. Accept it, because it's mine. 당신 only took my life when 당신 left." I am not lying.
I realise that I have pinned her to the wall, but worse, she isn't struggling. I immediately release my hold. What right would I ever have to hold her captive?
She didn't seem to care. She leaned 앞으로 and kissed me with surprising force. I was paralysed for what felt like am eternity before I kissed her back.
I hated seeing her cry. Knowing it was my fault immediately made me hate myself, not that I didn't already. I needed to hear her voice, know she was really here.
Some part of me registered the fact that I'd sat down, and that I had touched her, if briefly. I had said, "Tell me."
She met my gaze, looking terrified. She closed her eyes firmly, as if she was living a nightmare. Maybe she was.
"I know I hurt you, and I'm sorry," she whispered, looking anywhere but at me. "I thought it would be better that way, 당신 had your whole life ahead of 당신 and I couldn't take that away because of my stupid mistake - " she stops.
"Never say that. It is not your fault. Accept it, because it's mine. 당신 only took my life when 당신 left." I am not lying.
I realise that I have pinned her to the wall, but worse, she isn't struggling. I immediately release my hold. What right would I ever have to hold her captive?
She didn't seem to care. She leaned 앞으로 and kissed me with surprising force. I was paralysed for what felt like am eternity before I kissed her back.
It’s the color of you
당신 always wore it
It’s the color we shared
As we hid form them
With it we showed our true selves,
Though no one cared
Our 주황색, 오렌지 book bags
Saved us from some pain
We protected each other
But it wasn’t enough
We were like two 주황색, 오렌지 crayons
When everyone else was green
Then 당신 left me alone,
All I had was our color orange
As they hit me
I took peace in knowing
당신 were in the 주황색, 오렌지 field in the sky
당신 always said was there.
The 주황색, 오렌지 of the sun set
Is your smile
Even though 당신 left too soon
Orange…
Now it’s my color
My way of remembering you
Now I am the lone 주황색, 오렌지 in the rainbow
Without 당신 here
I protect my own
Though I wish 당신 were here
Now 주황색, 오렌지 is my color
A color for 당신 bravery
A color for my survival
주황색, 오렌지 will forever be our color
Even though death took 당신 away
Forever 주황색, 오렌지 for you,
Sweet Cassidy.
당신 always wore it
It’s the color we shared
As we hid form them
With it we showed our true selves,
Though no one cared
Our 주황색, 오렌지 book bags
Saved us from some pain
We protected each other
But it wasn’t enough
We were like two 주황색, 오렌지 crayons
When everyone else was green
Then 당신 left me alone,
All I had was our color orange
As they hit me
I took peace in knowing
당신 were in the 주황색, 오렌지 field in the sky
당신 always said was there.
The 주황색, 오렌지 of the sun set
Is your smile
Even though 당신 left too soon
Orange…
Now it’s my color
My way of remembering you
Now I am the lone 주황색, 오렌지 in the rainbow
Without 당신 here
I protect my own
Though I wish 당신 were here
Now 주황색, 오렌지 is my color
A color for 당신 bravery
A color for my survival
주황색, 오렌지 will forever be our color
Even though death took 당신 away
Forever 주황색, 오렌지 for you,
Sweet Cassidy.
Your 심장 is sore, crippled up like paper.
Your voice is weak, barely passing 의해 you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
당신 are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times 당신 told everything-
It was a lie, I 사랑 당신 became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. 당신 probably cannot 옮기기 away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
Your voice is weak, barely passing 의해 you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
당신 are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times 당신 told everything-
It was a lie, I 사랑 당신 became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. 당신 probably cannot 옮기기 away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
I walk into
The Fields of Sorrow
Once again.
Why do I walk there
Almost everyday?
I stroll along the grasses
Thinking
Bearing a horrible pain.
I think of the world around me
And how much they have inspired me.
I start to cry once again.
All my teachers
All my friends,
They have always stood 의해 me,
When things went wrong.
I want a chance to repay them,
To show them that...
Their work was useful.
To show them that
I am truly thankful.
Why do I have to leave them then
Now?
No, now's not a good time.
But I know it was not intended
That I leave them now.
I want to show all those people
That they have been
The change of my life,
That they have made my life so much
Better,
That they were the flames
In the darkness.
The Fields of Sorrow
Once again.
Why do I walk there
Almost everyday?
I stroll along the grasses
Thinking
Bearing a horrible pain.
I think of the world around me
And how much they have inspired me.
I start to cry once again.
All my teachers
All my friends,
They have always stood 의해 me,
When things went wrong.
I want a chance to repay them,
To show them that...
Their work was useful.
To show them that
I am truly thankful.
Why do I have to leave them then
Now?
No, now's not a good time.
But I know it was not intended
That I leave them now.
I want to show all those people
That they have been
The change of my life,
That they have made my life so much
Better,
That they were the flames
In the darkness.
I never thought it would be that easy,
Cause we are both so distant now.
And the walls are closing in on us,
And we are wondering how.
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
당신 can see the look on my face,
It just tears me apart.
When I first met you,
I thought,
How would I get to know this girl well?
Now,
I think,
Why do I have to leave this girl already?
But 당신 and I,
Both of us are walking alone,
In the dark.
Even though 당신 are not with me,
I can feel 당신 with me in my heart.
It just breaks me to think
That 당신 are not with me.
But now,
As I have pondered this situation
For a while now,
I have made a decision.
I am alone.
I am not alone, however, in my heart.
당신 are with me,
Walking in the dark,
Together.
Cause we are both so distant now.
And the walls are closing in on us,
And we are wondering how.
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
당신 can see the look on my face,
It just tears me apart.
When I first met you,
I thought,
How would I get to know this girl well?
Now,
I think,
Why do I have to leave this girl already?
But 당신 and I,
Both of us are walking alone,
In the dark.
Even though 당신 are not with me,
I can feel 당신 with me in my heart.
It just breaks me to think
That 당신 are not with me.
But now,
As I have pondered this situation
For a while now,
I have made a decision.
I am alone.
I am not alone, however, in my heart.
당신 are with me,
Walking in the dark,
Together.
Some of 당신 may go through life,
Thinking something,
That is,
Who the hero is in your life.
I am one of those people.
But what I found is that
Even though many people are major influences
On my success in life
Such as my closest friends,
My teachers,
My parents,
Those serving for our country,
Others around me,
또는 even my worst enemies.
This 년 I have found that
The hero that I have
Is no one else
But me.
My hero is myself.
I inspire myself to do everything I do.
I am the light of my life.
Thinking something,
That is,
Who the hero is in your life.
I am one of those people.
But what I found is that
Even though many people are major influences
On my success in life
Such as my closest friends,
My teachers,
My parents,
Those serving for our country,
Others around me,
또는 even my worst enemies.
This 년 I have found that
The hero that I have
Is no one else
But me.
My hero is myself.
I inspire myself to do everything I do.
I am the light of my life.