Shaun
I'm not sure why it had to be me. If I'm really honest with you, I hated myself.
I was fourteen when my parents died. I had no family left, so I became the unwanted foster kid.
I didn't want to have to think, 또는 care about anything. I wanted to die.
I wanted to be an inconvenience to the world. I wanted them to know how much I hated them for having their own happy lives. I shunned everyone.
I became the loner.
I look out of place, somehow. I'm the kid who's taller than the other sophomores 의해 a head. The kid with coal black eyes.
The foster parents I was living with now tried. They tried, but were failing miserably. I was detached. Somehow, not here.
I thought I was beyond help. Beyond reaching.
As it turns out, you're not always right.
Serena
It was my first 일 at school. I was transferring, in the middle of the semester, to a school in Phoenix. I was moving here with my mom.
The school was relatively big, but what was different was that the each grade had lunch at a diiferent time from the others.
Only one of the 600 other 10th graders really stood out. A tall, intimidating boy wearing a black 셔츠 and black jeans, and surprise, surprise, black combat boots. We're talking the kind of guy who looks like he's been through a lot. He stared at people as if every single one of them had murdered him in a 이전 life.
He sat at his own table, the one in the far corner. His arms were crossed, the 표, 테이블 in front of him entirely clear.
I didn't know anyone here; no one had even noticed I was new. It was unlikely I would be able to sit anywhere but there, and taking my soda and apple, I crossed the room.
I reached the table. Everyone was staring at me. There was no doubt about it; I was new here.
Shaun
She walked with a grace that was almost inhuman; her dark brown hair waved down halfway down her back. Her skin glowed, and her eyes were brown. The colour of chocolate. Clear eyes, that seemingly appeared deep, yet unfathomable at the same time.
She looked nothing like the Arizona blondes 당신 get used to when 당신 live here, the barbie-orange ones that all play 배구 또는 something.
But she was much 더 많이 beautiful than they all were. She was real.
That was the very first time I saw her.
I'm not sure why it had to be me. If I'm really honest with you, I hated myself.
I was fourteen when my parents died. I had no family left, so I became the unwanted foster kid.
I didn't want to have to think, 또는 care about anything. I wanted to die.
I wanted to be an inconvenience to the world. I wanted them to know how much I hated them for having their own happy lives. I shunned everyone.
I became the loner.
I look out of place, somehow. I'm the kid who's taller than the other sophomores 의해 a head. The kid with coal black eyes.
The foster parents I was living with now tried. They tried, but were failing miserably. I was detached. Somehow, not here.
I thought I was beyond help. Beyond reaching.
As it turns out, you're not always right.
Serena
It was my first 일 at school. I was transferring, in the middle of the semester, to a school in Phoenix. I was moving here with my mom.
The school was relatively big, but what was different was that the each grade had lunch at a diiferent time from the others.
Only one of the 600 other 10th graders really stood out. A tall, intimidating boy wearing a black 셔츠 and black jeans, and surprise, surprise, black combat boots. We're talking the kind of guy who looks like he's been through a lot. He stared at people as if every single one of them had murdered him in a 이전 life.
He sat at his own table, the one in the far corner. His arms were crossed, the 표, 테이블 in front of him entirely clear.
I didn't know anyone here; no one had even noticed I was new. It was unlikely I would be able to sit anywhere but there, and taking my soda and apple, I crossed the room.
I reached the table. Everyone was staring at me. There was no doubt about it; I was new here.
Shaun
She walked with a grace that was almost inhuman; her dark brown hair waved down halfway down her back. Her skin glowed, and her eyes were brown. The colour of chocolate. Clear eyes, that seemingly appeared deep, yet unfathomable at the same time.
She looked nothing like the Arizona blondes 당신 get used to when 당신 live here, the barbie-orange ones that all play 배구 또는 something.
But she was much 더 많이 beautiful than they all were. She was real.
That was the very first time I saw her.
I make mistakes
I mess up
but it was nevr enough
I no longer cry for you
no 더 많이 pain
that means I will no longer stand it
당신 took my 심장 and ran it strait into the planet
now I'm taking control of this relationship
command it
that means I no longer die for
no longer cry for 당신
no 더 많이 pain
but 당신 always win
as th blood trickles down my arm
I wisper 당신 name into the dark
Cierra
the pain I went through for you
no longer
is anyone out there
feels like I'm talking o myslelf
feels like I'm going insane
feels crazy
guess I keep talking to myself
why in the world do I feel so alone
nobody but me
I'm on my own
is there anyone out there
that feels just what I feel
guess it's just me.
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just to let 당신 know.I'm no sewisidle 또는 crazy.just a kid who's been through alot and has grown up faster
I mess up
but it was nevr enough
I no longer cry for you
no 더 많이 pain
that means I will no longer stand it
당신 took my 심장 and ran it strait into the planet
now I'm taking control of this relationship
command it
that means I no longer die for
no longer cry for 당신
no 더 많이 pain
but 당신 always win
as th blood trickles down my arm
I wisper 당신 name into the dark
Cierra
the pain I went through for you
no longer
is anyone out there
feels like I'm talking o myslelf
feels like I'm going insane
feels crazy
guess I keep talking to myself
why in the world do I feel so alone
nobody but me
I'm on my own
is there anyone out there
that feels just what I feel
guess it's just me.
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just to let 당신 know.I'm no sewisidle 또는 crazy.just a kid who's been through alot and has grown up faster
Pride is a belief in myself (or someone else) that within me is something no one else has just like me. Pride can be a wonderful thing. My coaches are proud of me when I execute a 옮기기 perfectly. I am proud of my efforts when I get the right answer to a test question. However, pride can have a negative connotation. If I am prideful of my 노래 talent 또는 of my sports accomplishments, then I am not feeling the right kind of pride. Yes, I can be pleased with my abilities; but when I let it go to my head, then I am full of pride, just like Odysseus often was. 의해 believing that I am the only person with that talent, I inflate my ego. I believe myself to be “the best of the best,” and this can damage my relationships with others. They would not want my company if the only things I spoke of were my own accomplishments.
Meghan ran to the bus stop, where she saw Pompika. Thankfully Pompika looked at her politely and said “You know I saw Reg but ya know, how she’s jus’ across the street, she seems a lil’ mad!” Meghan thought for a 초 and thought ‘why lose Pompika?’ and said, “Geez I don’t know?” Now she wished she had told the truth, instead of lying. “Oh I wish ya did.” Pompika said. “Tsk-Tsk, bad grammar Pompi” said Meghan. “Sorry, fine I wish 당신 did. There ya… 당신 go” “Hhhmmm, nice save.” Meghan said. “Hey look, Reg’s a comin’” said Pompika. “Great that’s good… wait REG!!!” said Meghan. “What?” said Pompika. "nothing."
i am looking for the star, our star, but this time i am alone, 당신 aren't standing on the port 다음 to me..
i feel i am 로스트 now, i can't find this star. 당신 remeber what did i descoverd that night? i found only one 별, 스타 in the whole Portsaid's sky..
당신 didn't belive that one 별, 스타 is exist.. 당신 said: which star? the sky is felling of the stars!
i thought 당신 was kidding, i was very sure that there's one star.. yeah, sure as the blind is sure that there's nothing around him!
now i see what 당신 were talking about, i loved you, so i couldn't see anyone else but you..
당신 was my heart's only love..
it was Portsaid's only star..
but 당신 .. 당신 didn't point to the same star, 당신 saw all the stars but mine..
now i am alone, seeing many stars, can't find my star, am i blind? 또는 ..was i blind?
twinkle, twinkle, my littel star..
Portsaid's only star, which one is you?
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*Portsaid is an Egyptian port.
i feel i am 로스트 now, i can't find this star. 당신 remeber what did i descoverd that night? i found only one 별, 스타 in the whole Portsaid's sky..
당신 didn't belive that one 별, 스타 is exist.. 당신 said: which star? the sky is felling of the stars!
i thought 당신 was kidding, i was very sure that there's one star.. yeah, sure as the blind is sure that there's nothing around him!
now i see what 당신 were talking about, i loved you, so i couldn't see anyone else but you..
당신 was my heart's only love..
it was Portsaid's only star..
but 당신 .. 당신 didn't point to the same star, 당신 saw all the stars but mine..
now i am alone, seeing many stars, can't find my star, am i blind? 또는 ..was i blind?
twinkle, twinkle, my littel star..
Portsaid's only star, which one is you?
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*Portsaid is an Egyptian port.
당신 hurt me,
Both externally,
And internally,
당신 twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
당신 think 당신 can hurt me,
Just because 당신 gave me money,
당신 think 당신 can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made 당신 fell.
I wish 당신 have never given birth to me,
I wish I can expose what 당신 are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate 당신 to the heart's core,
I want 당신 to hear my vengeful call.
I respect 당신 because I must,
Yet 당신 blame me for not giving 당신 my trust.
How can I love, 또는 trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to 당신 의해 blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever 당신 will grieve
Both externally,
And internally,
당신 twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
당신 think 당신 can hurt me,
Just because 당신 gave me money,
당신 think 당신 can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made 당신 fell.
I wish 당신 have never given birth to me,
I wish I can expose what 당신 are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate 당신 to the heart's core,
I want 당신 to hear my vengeful call.
I respect 당신 because I must,
Yet 당신 blame me for not giving 당신 my trust.
How can I love, 또는 trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to 당신 의해 blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever 당신 will grieve