Chapter One
Expecting Michael to 다음 to her, Jamie moved around to her husband’s side of the 침대 and wanting to see him sleeping 다음 to her the first thing she sees in the morning, Jamie opened up her eyes and founded no one there.
Jamie sighed when she saw that, knowing where her husband of seven years was sleeping right now. Since he returned from Iraq a few months ago, Michael Thomas had become a different man. A man who never saw the bright side of things and never wanted to look at people in the eyes.
For the past four months, their three children, Mackenzie, Isabella, and Jake had been trying so hard to get their father’s attention, no matter how hard it is for the kids ranging up from six years old to only a little baby. Mac and Izzie had been trying to get their father to tell them stories, played games with them, played 축구 together, 또는 let them nap with him on lazy afternoons but like being the person right now, Michael did those things with them and from what Jamie saw in those dark brown eyes of his, they were always looked empty which made their daughters felt sad and kept asking their mother, “Where our Daddy went? We want Daddy back.”
Since Jake had born a few weeks after Michael had left for Iraq, Jamie did many things to make Michael bond with his youngest son but like always, those didn’t worked out either. Whenever Jake needed a diaper change 또는 some patting on the back when Jake was throwing a fit 또는 even some ear-cleaning, Jamie asked him to do those but every time Michael turned to her when she asked him to do things, he just stared at her with those eyes that made their daughters cried and 초 later, he turned his back from her and went back to doing something else that doesn’t involved her 또는 their children. When Jamie saw her husband doing that to her, Jamie sighed to herself and said to him when he was walking away, “Fine, I do it then.” and whispered to him when she picked up Jake from his highchair to do the duty, “Jackass!”
On that morning, Jamie stared at that empty 우주 다음 to her, wondering why Michael did that. From leaving them as a nice, calm man who loved being with the people around him and life sixteen months 이전 to returning to them as a man who suffers from the things he saw in Iraq and becoming a jerk. Jamie hated that man he became and wanted the man she loves from many years ago, the man she had fallen in 사랑 with since the first 일 of College when they met each other.
Staring at the empty space, Jamie laid the left side of her head on her 베개 while putting the sheets around herself and asking the empty 우주 silently, “Michael, come back to me! Please, baby, come back!” but in return, that empty 우주 where Michael had slept at in the beginning of the night but leaving in the middle of the night when in his dreams, a horrible moment he saw in Iraq had came back, given him the creeps, woke up, and went somewhere he knew it was safe. When he left a still-asleep Jamie in their bedroom, Jamie felt the spirit of him going away from her.
After staring at that empty 우주 다음 to her, Jamie looked at the alarm clock on the bedside 표, 테이블 to see what time it is? In return, the 주황색, 오렌지 digits on the clock told her that the time was only fifteen 분 after seven. Knowing that Mac and Izzie will be waking up forty-five 분 from now to watch Saturday mornings 만화 and waiting for their Mama to make them breakfast, Jamie got up from the 침대 and left the room, leaving the 침대 unmade to find the guy she loves and she knew exactly where he was at, his 안전한, 안전 zone called his den.
Expecting Michael to 다음 to her, Jamie moved around to her husband’s side of the 침대 and wanting to see him sleeping 다음 to her the first thing she sees in the morning, Jamie opened up her eyes and founded no one there.
Jamie sighed when she saw that, knowing where her husband of seven years was sleeping right now. Since he returned from Iraq a few months ago, Michael Thomas had become a different man. A man who never saw the bright side of things and never wanted to look at people in the eyes.
For the past four months, their three children, Mackenzie, Isabella, and Jake had been trying so hard to get their father’s attention, no matter how hard it is for the kids ranging up from six years old to only a little baby. Mac and Izzie had been trying to get their father to tell them stories, played games with them, played 축구 together, 또는 let them nap with him on lazy afternoons but like being the person right now, Michael did those things with them and from what Jamie saw in those dark brown eyes of his, they were always looked empty which made their daughters felt sad and kept asking their mother, “Where our Daddy went? We want Daddy back.”
Since Jake had born a few weeks after Michael had left for Iraq, Jamie did many things to make Michael bond with his youngest son but like always, those didn’t worked out either. Whenever Jake needed a diaper change 또는 some patting on the back when Jake was throwing a fit 또는 even some ear-cleaning, Jamie asked him to do those but every time Michael turned to her when she asked him to do things, he just stared at her with those eyes that made their daughters cried and 초 later, he turned his back from her and went back to doing something else that doesn’t involved her 또는 their children. When Jamie saw her husband doing that to her, Jamie sighed to herself and said to him when he was walking away, “Fine, I do it then.” and whispered to him when she picked up Jake from his highchair to do the duty, “Jackass!”
On that morning, Jamie stared at that empty 우주 다음 to her, wondering why Michael did that. From leaving them as a nice, calm man who loved being with the people around him and life sixteen months 이전 to returning to them as a man who suffers from the things he saw in Iraq and becoming a jerk. Jamie hated that man he became and wanted the man she loves from many years ago, the man she had fallen in 사랑 with since the first 일 of College when they met each other.
Staring at the empty space, Jamie laid the left side of her head on her 베개 while putting the sheets around herself and asking the empty 우주 silently, “Michael, come back to me! Please, baby, come back!” but in return, that empty 우주 where Michael had slept at in the beginning of the night but leaving in the middle of the night when in his dreams, a horrible moment he saw in Iraq had came back, given him the creeps, woke up, and went somewhere he knew it was safe. When he left a still-asleep Jamie in their bedroom, Jamie felt the spirit of him going away from her.
After staring at that empty 우주 다음 to her, Jamie looked at the alarm clock on the bedside 표, 테이블 to see what time it is? In return, the 주황색, 오렌지 digits on the clock told her that the time was only fifteen 분 after seven. Knowing that Mac and Izzie will be waking up forty-five 분 from now to watch Saturday mornings 만화 and waiting for their Mama to make them breakfast, Jamie got up from the 침대 and left the room, leaving the 침대 unmade to find the guy she loves and she knew exactly where he was at, his 안전한, 안전 zone called his den.
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a 목련 tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest 목련 I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the 나무, 트리 that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
벽 ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a 목련 and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do 당신 think I did?What would 당신 have done?
벽 ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a 목련 and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do 당신 think I did?What would 당신 have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad said one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. 일 and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss 당신 ... even if I never met 당신 =,[
다음 journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss 당신 ... even if I never met 당신 =,[
다음 journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
Asperger's Syndrome is a mild form of autism with a bit of learning disability. It is the same as social anxiety. People with this kind have difficulty learning academics, socializing with other people, and forming friendships.
What does it feel like to have this? You'll be sensitive to loud sounds, lack of interest in to many things, difficulty understanding sarcasm and jokes, you'll feel lonely and alone, 당신 see the world differently to other people, and the most overwhelming is 당신 feel different in the world. It is also a lifelong condition and can't be cured. But help is a guide of their life. 당신 will realize that those people have 더 많이 intelligence and will grow up successfully in their life. And also they have a great 심장 of understanding on people's problems. They will also be kind and patient from what we are.
See the outside, and know deep the inside. There's no nothing than a reason behind.
It's better to be UNIQUE!
What does it feel like to have this? You'll be sensitive to loud sounds, lack of interest in to many things, difficulty understanding sarcasm and jokes, you'll feel lonely and alone, 당신 see the world differently to other people, and the most overwhelming is 당신 feel different in the world. It is also a lifelong condition and can't be cured. But help is a guide of their life. 당신 will realize that those people have 더 많이 intelligence and will grow up successfully in their life. And also they have a great 심장 of understanding on people's problems. They will also be kind and patient from what we are.
See the outside, and know deep the inside. There's no nothing than a reason behind.
It's better to be UNIQUE!
First off,harry potter has actual struggle and creative and developed villains while twilight centers around a girl who is completely dependent on a 2 hot guys who go to war for her and constantly abuse her.Second,harry potter has compelling storyline and fun unique characters while twilight is ALL STEREOTYPES, with the new hot shallow girl who runs a 사랑 삼각형 and the the two guys and their 프렌즈 who fight over her.And lastly, for all 당신 people who say that edward is hotter than harry, cedric is hotter than edward.look at all characters,not just the main ones.peace y'all