- Chapter 1: He's A Stray (Raven's POV) -
For only 20 years, 20 long years sucked for me, when I was only 23 years old, I became a vampire, why? well ask Jacob, my moron and 암캐, 암 캐 of a boyfriend I wish I can strangle, me and Jacob were at a party from his friends, he was being a little prick like always even if people are around he would blame me for it, I was just looking at a couple of beautiful 장미 until Jacob grabbed my arm, "Why 당신 always looking like a stupid tramp? at least show some respect for once" he said and jerked my arm away, I ran to the bathroom, I just wish I can go but he's 더 많이 stronger than me since he's older than me, I came out and look at that, he was flirting with the elder of vampires, she looked retarded though, I walked up to them "So you're not doing the sex for money drive tonight I see" I said, Jacob's face got pissed and dragged me outside, "Why 당신 got to be so damn disrespectful? you're not a human anymore and 당신 never will be, you're too stupid to be a vampire, I wish I never turned 당신 into one years ago" Jacob said then he slapped me, it hurted bad until this guy grabbed him off of me, "Wow 당신 have no respect don't 당신 bud?" the guy said and wow he kicked Jacob in the stomach, kicked him in the face with his foot and broked his jaw, "If I see 당신 hit a woman again, your 나귀, 엉덩이 is going in the sun" he said, "You okay?" he asked me, those beautiful brown eyes just had me drawn to him as soon as he came to help me, "Wait a moment" I said and kicked Jacob in the balls, "Now I'm better than ever" I said, I walked away on my way 집 until the same guy showed up on his motorcycle, "Ma'am if 당신 want I'll give 당신 a ride" he offered, his skin is dark as native american, I could tell he's american and native american, "Sure..I'll show 당신 where I live" I said and got on the bike with myself holding onto him, he was driving me home, he finally stopped where I lived, I got off of his bike, "Hey..I didn't get your name" he asked, "Raven....Raven Erskine" I said to him, "My name is Peter, Peter Forbes" he said to me, we shook hands and I walked inside, I can even tell he looks like he's a criminal but I'm glad he helped me out with Jacob, the 다음 night, I walked to tell Jacob that he and I are over, "Jake, we're over" I said to him, "Why breaking up with me just because I hurt 당신 one?" he said, "Once? yeah damn right, 당신 beat me up ever since 당신 turned me!" I began to yell at him and walked out, "Who are 당신 seeing Raven?!" Jacob asked me until Peter came around and grabbed me and started 키싱 me, I knew he's making it look like he's the one I was 'seeing' "Bastards" Jacob said and Peter's lips slowly let go of mine, "I'll take 당신 home" he whispered to me, something about him is so different I could swear I still felt his lips on me, "Thanks, he was a crybaby" I said to him, "What do 당신 see in this guy anyway?" Peter asked me, "I probably won't know what I did see in him, but thanks again" I said, "No problem, if 당신 need anything else here's my number, if 당신 call it I'll be there" he said to be handing me a piece of paper, he put the paper in my hand and I felt a shock hit me when he touched my hand, we both smiled and he went back on his bike and drove away, I think I'm in love.
- End of chapter 1 -
For only 20 years, 20 long years sucked for me, when I was only 23 years old, I became a vampire, why? well ask Jacob, my moron and 암캐, 암 캐 of a boyfriend I wish I can strangle, me and Jacob were at a party from his friends, he was being a little prick like always even if people are around he would blame me for it, I was just looking at a couple of beautiful 장미 until Jacob grabbed my arm, "Why 당신 always looking like a stupid tramp? at least show some respect for once" he said and jerked my arm away, I ran to the bathroom, I just wish I can go but he's 더 많이 stronger than me since he's older than me, I came out and look at that, he was flirting with the elder of vampires, she looked retarded though, I walked up to them "So you're not doing the sex for money drive tonight I see" I said, Jacob's face got pissed and dragged me outside, "Why 당신 got to be so damn disrespectful? you're not a human anymore and 당신 never will be, you're too stupid to be a vampire, I wish I never turned 당신 into one years ago" Jacob said then he slapped me, it hurted bad until this guy grabbed him off of me, "Wow 당신 have no respect don't 당신 bud?" the guy said and wow he kicked Jacob in the stomach, kicked him in the face with his foot and broked his jaw, "If I see 당신 hit a woman again, your 나귀, 엉덩이 is going in the sun" he said, "You okay?" he asked me, those beautiful brown eyes just had me drawn to him as soon as he came to help me, "Wait a moment" I said and kicked Jacob in the balls, "Now I'm better than ever" I said, I walked away on my way 집 until the same guy showed up on his motorcycle, "Ma'am if 당신 want I'll give 당신 a ride" he offered, his skin is dark as native american, I could tell he's american and native american, "Sure..I'll show 당신 where I live" I said and got on the bike with myself holding onto him, he was driving me home, he finally stopped where I lived, I got off of his bike, "Hey..I didn't get your name" he asked, "Raven....Raven Erskine" I said to him, "My name is Peter, Peter Forbes" he said to me, we shook hands and I walked inside, I can even tell he looks like he's a criminal but I'm glad he helped me out with Jacob, the 다음 night, I walked to tell Jacob that he and I are over, "Jake, we're over" I said to him, "Why breaking up with me just because I hurt 당신 one?" he said, "Once? yeah damn right, 당신 beat me up ever since 당신 turned me!" I began to yell at him and walked out, "Who are 당신 seeing Raven?!" Jacob asked me until Peter came around and grabbed me and started 키싱 me, I knew he's making it look like he's the one I was 'seeing' "Bastards" Jacob said and Peter's lips slowly let go of mine, "I'll take 당신 home" he whispered to me, something about him is so different I could swear I still felt his lips on me, "Thanks, he was a crybaby" I said to him, "What do 당신 see in this guy anyway?" Peter asked me, "I probably won't know what I did see in him, but thanks again" I said, "No problem, if 당신 need anything else here's my number, if 당신 call it I'll be there" he said to be handing me a piece of paper, he put the paper in my hand and I felt a shock hit me when he touched my hand, we both smiled and he went back on his bike and drove away, I think I'm in love.
- End of chapter 1 -
January 15, 1815
Journal,
Its cold. My 음식 is almost gone, I can’t feel my hands. I 로스트 my hat; my ears are frozen. My sisters are dying. Sasha has pneumonia, and Nastea’s 로스트 her 코트 and shoes. My hair is falling out. I look at the broken down train behind us. Tree’s sleep soundlessly on 상단, 맨 위로 of it. I sit at a 나무, 트리 trunk, with 당신 on my lap, and a scrawny pencil in my hand. Nastea sits beside Sasha, feeding her berries and herbs. I hope things get better, Journal. I hope things get better.
Bye Journal,
Nadia
Journal,
Its cold. My 음식 is almost gone, I can’t feel my hands. I 로스트 my hat; my ears are frozen. My sisters are dying. Sasha has pneumonia, and Nastea’s 로스트 her 코트 and shoes. My hair is falling out. I look at the broken down train behind us. Tree’s sleep soundlessly on 상단, 맨 위로 of it. I sit at a 나무, 트리 trunk, with 당신 on my lap, and a scrawny pencil in my hand. Nastea sits beside Sasha, feeding her berries and herbs. I hope things get better, Journal. I hope things get better.
Bye Journal,
Nadia
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him 더 많이 and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl