Hey guys sorry that i haven't added a new entry for this in like 7 months, i have been really busy with school, homework, tests, etc. if your interested please let me know because then i will just try to recap everything that has happened very often. so read on, fav please it would mean a lot! thanks now on with the story
One the first 일 of school i still couldnt believe that Brent was on my team, that meant he'd be in a lot of my classes.On the 일 back i wore a pretty new red and black stripe 상단, 맨 위로 with a attached cover thing, but the 셔츠 had a beautiful 레이스 back with black jeans. When i walked in everyone gave me complements, i felt cool for once.
The teachers that were out showed where our advisories were. When i got to Mr. Wes's room i saw that Leo, one of the most 인기 guys was in my advisory. Leo and I used to be in the same 3rd grade class but after that we kinda grew distant. Maybe this 년 we could become better friends. The rest of the 일 we used our schedules to get to each class. So far i had a Brent-free morning and i wanted to keep it like that for the rest of the day. I was on my way to Mrs. O'Donnell's class for Language Arts, when i saw him.Brent was with his stupid 프렌즈 hanging out 연기 dumb as usual. They all were dressed in baggy shorts with weird band 또는 skateboard t-shirts. I walked inside the classroom pretending NOT to care but deep inside my 심장 was breaking into a million pieces.
Guide #2- How to keep from crying when 당신 really want to
1. Bat your eyes usually your eyelashes flutter the tears away
2. Surround yourself with people 당신 know, like 또는 love
3. If 당신 feel like 당신 might cry, come up with a believable excuse.
Examples:
"I have bad allergies","Oh i was rubbing my eyes a lot", "When i dont have my glasses on my eyes get irrated" 또는 "My contacts hurt my eyes sometimes"
Anyway i quickly scanned the room to find someone i knew, to my luck i knew pretty much everyone in the class! I decided to sit 다음 to Miracle, Violet, and Nick since we all had a little classroom club thing last 년 in 6th grade. Nick and 제비꽃, 바이올렛 ahd been going out since 6th grade around May and were still together. They were the only ones in our clique to actually be in a relationship. It's kinda odd since Nick is a bit of a perverted freak but in a way where 당신 got to 사랑 him. 제비꽃, 바이올렛 on the other hand is a nice,sweet,and non-perverted. But in this case opposites attract.
When Mrs. O'Donnell the attention to herself she talked about her class and the rules she had, but 사무용 겉옷, 전반적인 she seems like a nice teacher. After she was done talking, she put us in our assigned seats, i was obviously hoping that i wouldn't be placed anywhere near Brent and his stupid posse. When she called my name I was behind Melina and in fornt of Jason, but Brent was still pretty close by. Brent was in front of Emma who was actually in my advisory and in front of his friend SeVonn. I looked around to see who i was by, there was Anthony, Toba(who had a major attitude problem sometimes), some new kid, Nathaniel, and some other people i knew. I was in a pretty cool place. But it seemed i was still stuck in the NERD HERD!!! 또는 at least with the smart kids i guess...
When the perod was over we went to our other classes i had Spanish with Ms. Marvlin, she seemed like she knew her stuff but it was only the first day.There was Mya, Quentin, and Kiara(i knew her from kindergraten...she was actualy kinda my kindergraten stalker, she'd follow me everywhere on the playground!!)Anyway there werent as many 프렌즈 in my spanish class because all my freinds pretty much took French which is WAY 냉각기 THAN SPANISH!!!!
After Spanish i went back to Mrs. O'Donnell's for Science...again NOT as many friends! I had Miracle, Nick, Jason, Kayla, and Melina but last and definitely least i had Brent, which is wrong and weird because since we are NOT 프렌즈 we have NO CHEMISTRY! Since today was a half 일 we had shorter periods so we were able to go to all our classes. We didnt go to our specials but i would have Technology. Next, i had Social Studies with Mr. Robin, then Math with Ms. Den, WHICH BRENT IS IN TOO...REALLY ARE 당신 SERIOUS?!?!
Luckily, after math i have choir...Yes!! Choir is soooooo much fun, but the best part is that i know it's a class BRENT WON'T BE IN!!!! Thank goodness! I also think choir will be cool because i did the summer choir camp and it was a blast!! There was this 8th grader though, that i thought was pretty cool, I was hoping I'd see him there. He was funny, cool, tall everything about him was amazing...i wanted him to be mine.
When i walk into choir i get flashbacks of over the summer...oh what fun. I then realize that we have to find our folders which will be where we sit, I quickly look around the room my folder was 의해 Danielle in the Alto section. Mrs. Nolsen talks about her rules and expectations she has for us in the choir room. The 벨 rings and its time for us to go she dismisses us 의해 rows and thats when i see him...the guy from the choir camp! I make my body go over and say hi to him when before i know it i trip and fall, dropping my 책 everywhere. Just then i see a tall, tan, guy helping me pick up books. When we're done picking up the 책 and folders i had i thank him.
"Thank You, I'm super clumsy"
"No problem, have i met 당신 before?"he asked
"Actually 당신 have...um at the choir camp over the summer...remember 당신 were in my group?" I said
He didn't say anything,but on his face 당신 could tell he was trying to remember who i was.
"Well i have to go now",I said,saving myself from anymore embarassment I could handle.
"Um...bye",he said as he walked off.
As I packed my stuff i thought about everything that had happened. Yeah Brent may be in a lot of my classes but that doesn't mean I don't have other friends. Yeah, that guy didnt rememeber me but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to be my friend. And yeah just becasue I'm in 7th grade doesn't mean my life will be a big disaster.
Guide #3- How to See the Best in Every Situation
1. Think about the bad things
2. Think about the good things in that situation
3. Just believe that, one problem wont get 당신 down
I know i dont need Brent all i need are 프렌즈 의해 my side and if i have those i can do anything!!!!
One the first 일 of school i still couldnt believe that Brent was on my team, that meant he'd be in a lot of my classes.On the 일 back i wore a pretty new red and black stripe 상단, 맨 위로 with a attached cover thing, but the 셔츠 had a beautiful 레이스 back with black jeans. When i walked in everyone gave me complements, i felt cool for once.
The teachers that were out showed where our advisories were. When i got to Mr. Wes's room i saw that Leo, one of the most 인기 guys was in my advisory. Leo and I used to be in the same 3rd grade class but after that we kinda grew distant. Maybe this 년 we could become better friends. The rest of the 일 we used our schedules to get to each class. So far i had a Brent-free morning and i wanted to keep it like that for the rest of the day. I was on my way to Mrs. O'Donnell's class for Language Arts, when i saw him.Brent was with his stupid 프렌즈 hanging out 연기 dumb as usual. They all were dressed in baggy shorts with weird band 또는 skateboard t-shirts. I walked inside the classroom pretending NOT to care but deep inside my 심장 was breaking into a million pieces.
Guide #2- How to keep from crying when 당신 really want to
1. Bat your eyes usually your eyelashes flutter the tears away
2. Surround yourself with people 당신 know, like 또는 love
3. If 당신 feel like 당신 might cry, come up with a believable excuse.
Examples:
"I have bad allergies","Oh i was rubbing my eyes a lot", "When i dont have my glasses on my eyes get irrated" 또는 "My contacts hurt my eyes sometimes"
Anyway i quickly scanned the room to find someone i knew, to my luck i knew pretty much everyone in the class! I decided to sit 다음 to Miracle, Violet, and Nick since we all had a little classroom club thing last 년 in 6th grade. Nick and 제비꽃, 바이올렛 ahd been going out since 6th grade around May and were still together. They were the only ones in our clique to actually be in a relationship. It's kinda odd since Nick is a bit of a perverted freak but in a way where 당신 got to 사랑 him. 제비꽃, 바이올렛 on the other hand is a nice,sweet,and non-perverted. But in this case opposites attract.
When Mrs. O'Donnell the attention to herself she talked about her class and the rules she had, but 사무용 겉옷, 전반적인 she seems like a nice teacher. After she was done talking, she put us in our assigned seats, i was obviously hoping that i wouldn't be placed anywhere near Brent and his stupid posse. When she called my name I was behind Melina and in fornt of Jason, but Brent was still pretty close by. Brent was in front of Emma who was actually in my advisory and in front of his friend SeVonn. I looked around to see who i was by, there was Anthony, Toba(who had a major attitude problem sometimes), some new kid, Nathaniel, and some other people i knew. I was in a pretty cool place. But it seemed i was still stuck in the NERD HERD!!! 또는 at least with the smart kids i guess...
When the perod was over we went to our other classes i had Spanish with Ms. Marvlin, she seemed like she knew her stuff but it was only the first day.There was Mya, Quentin, and Kiara(i knew her from kindergraten...she was actualy kinda my kindergraten stalker, she'd follow me everywhere on the playground!!)Anyway there werent as many 프렌즈 in my spanish class because all my freinds pretty much took French which is WAY 냉각기 THAN SPANISH!!!!
After Spanish i went back to Mrs. O'Donnell's for Science...again NOT as many friends! I had Miracle, Nick, Jason, Kayla, and Melina but last and definitely least i had Brent, which is wrong and weird because since we are NOT 프렌즈 we have NO CHEMISTRY! Since today was a half 일 we had shorter periods so we were able to go to all our classes. We didnt go to our specials but i would have Technology. Next, i had Social Studies with Mr. Robin, then Math with Ms. Den, WHICH BRENT IS IN TOO...REALLY ARE 당신 SERIOUS?!?!
Luckily, after math i have choir...Yes!! Choir is soooooo much fun, but the best part is that i know it's a class BRENT WON'T BE IN!!!! Thank goodness! I also think choir will be cool because i did the summer choir camp and it was a blast!! There was this 8th grader though, that i thought was pretty cool, I was hoping I'd see him there. He was funny, cool, tall everything about him was amazing...i wanted him to be mine.
When i walk into choir i get flashbacks of over the summer...oh what fun. I then realize that we have to find our folders which will be where we sit, I quickly look around the room my folder was 의해 Danielle in the Alto section. Mrs. Nolsen talks about her rules and expectations she has for us in the choir room. The 벨 rings and its time for us to go she dismisses us 의해 rows and thats when i see him...the guy from the choir camp! I make my body go over and say hi to him when before i know it i trip and fall, dropping my 책 everywhere. Just then i see a tall, tan, guy helping me pick up books. When we're done picking up the 책 and folders i had i thank him.
"Thank You, I'm super clumsy"
"No problem, have i met 당신 before?"he asked
"Actually 당신 have...um at the choir camp over the summer...remember 당신 were in my group?" I said
He didn't say anything,but on his face 당신 could tell he was trying to remember who i was.
"Well i have to go now",I said,saving myself from anymore embarassment I could handle.
"Um...bye",he said as he walked off.
As I packed my stuff i thought about everything that had happened. Yeah Brent may be in a lot of my classes but that doesn't mean I don't have other friends. Yeah, that guy didnt rememeber me but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to be my friend. And yeah just becasue I'm in 7th grade doesn't mean my life will be a big disaster.
Guide #3- How to See the Best in Every Situation
1. Think about the bad things
2. Think about the good things in that situation
3. Just believe that, one problem wont get 당신 down
I know i dont need Brent all i need are 프렌즈 의해 my side and if i have those i can do anything!!!!
"Good 의해 danny," I said 키싱 him on the cheek one last time."we may not see each other again but I will remember you." for the past week danny and i have been dating on a crusie. (sorry spelling? my mind is not working today.)We both knew the 일 would come when we would not be able to see each other. Now it had come. I hugged him and walked down the gang plank.
4 months later
I went to the camp I had worked at for two years now. It was all so familar when I bummed into my best friend Max. He reminded me off Danny. But when ever I saw danny he reminded me of him. Was it max who I really liked and not danny? There's only one way to find out "max?" I said to him "What?" he said. "Da ya think we could..... like go to a movie 또는 somthing?" "sure!" he said. And we had a great time.
4 months later
I went to the camp I had worked at for two years now. It was all so familar when I bummed into my best friend Max. He reminded me off Danny. But when ever I saw danny he reminded me of him. Was it max who I really liked and not danny? There's only one way to find out "max?" I said to him "What?" he said. "Da ya think we could..... like go to a movie 또는 somthing?" "sure!" he said. And we had a great time.
I needed more, more! I threw the book across the dimly lit, wooden attic. The book hit a stack of old newspapers. I tore open yet another book. Nothing would give me my answers.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” said Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” said Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
