Dear Alex,
My last letter didn't do justice to the hurt 당신 did. Not even slightly.
For days, I would lock myself in the bathroom at lunch, and be afraid of the teasing I was subject to when I came out. Your 프렌즈 were all idiots, 당신 know that? Stealing your phone, texting me and making me feel like I had a chance.
In our last argument, 당신 told me I lie too much. Yeah right. Everybody lies. Even you.
At one point, the pain built up, and I just had to let it pour. I hid in my room, just crying and wishing I had aimed my affection at my schoolwork, not some jerk who ruined my life.
Then, 당신 started looking at me. Occasionally, I would catch
glimpses of your eyes, blazing into my back. Like when we went to see that that theatre production. 당신 and your 프렌즈 would stare at me. Was it because I was wearing make up and looked different? Was it the fact that my red undershirts stood out against the black of my top? Was it the fact that I had my hair down? Was it because my 셔츠 had almost no back to it?
When we were swimming, 당신 were waiting at the gate and shot a look at me. I may have been sopping wet, but 당신 looked at me. I caught that look, and a flash of ice blue blinded me.
Well, now it's over, 당신 douchebag. 당신 로스트 the only girl who would actually care about you, and not just use 당신 for popularity. 당신 로스트 me.
I was the only Australian girl 당신 hadn't dated in the entire class. What was your aim? To try and destroy everyone?
Now, I daydream about me rejecting you, and showing off my strong side, the side that isn't just for anyone to mold. I can be the 퀸 that's inside of me.
And yeah, dye your hair ginger, and get and English accent. I only 날짜 gingers.
From,
The girl 당신 almost had,
Claire
My last letter didn't do justice to the hurt 당신 did. Not even slightly.
For days, I would lock myself in the bathroom at lunch, and be afraid of the teasing I was subject to when I came out. Your 프렌즈 were all idiots, 당신 know that? Stealing your phone, texting me and making me feel like I had a chance.
In our last argument, 당신 told me I lie too much. Yeah right. Everybody lies. Even you.
At one point, the pain built up, and I just had to let it pour. I hid in my room, just crying and wishing I had aimed my affection at my schoolwork, not some jerk who ruined my life.
Then, 당신 started looking at me. Occasionally, I would catch
glimpses of your eyes, blazing into my back. Like when we went to see that that theatre production. 당신 and your 프렌즈 would stare at me. Was it because I was wearing make up and looked different? Was it the fact that my red undershirts stood out against the black of my top? Was it the fact that I had my hair down? Was it because my 셔츠 had almost no back to it?
When we were swimming, 당신 were waiting at the gate and shot a look at me. I may have been sopping wet, but 당신 looked at me. I caught that look, and a flash of ice blue blinded me.
Well, now it's over, 당신 douchebag. 당신 로스트 the only girl who would actually care about you, and not just use 당신 for popularity. 당신 로스트 me.
I was the only Australian girl 당신 hadn't dated in the entire class. What was your aim? To try and destroy everyone?
Now, I daydream about me rejecting you, and showing off my strong side, the side that isn't just for anyone to mold. I can be the 퀸 that's inside of me.
And yeah, dye your hair ginger, and get and English accent. I only 날짜 gingers.
From,
The girl 당신 almost had,
Claire
저기요 Mom,
It's been a while
Since 당신 sat 다음 to me,
Since I saw 당신 smile
I miss 당신 Mom
I wish 당신 were here
Giving me kisses
Holding me near
I can still see 당신 Mom,
the laughing happy you
Not the ill broken women
Who broke my 심장 in two
I'll always remember Mom,
당신 taught me well
To do good things,
And with Honesty tell
I'm telling 당신 Mom
Losing 당신 killed me
Laying a rose on your casket
Trying hard to be
Strong.
That's what 당신 were Mom,
Strong.
In everything 당신 said
In everything 당신 did
So now I'll be just that
Strong like a mother, not like a kid
I wrote this in honor of any child who has ever 로스트 a parent.
It's been a while
Since 당신 sat 다음 to me,
Since I saw 당신 smile
I miss 당신 Mom
I wish 당신 were here
Giving me kisses
Holding me near
I can still see 당신 Mom,
the laughing happy you
Not the ill broken women
Who broke my 심장 in two
I'll always remember Mom,
당신 taught me well
To do good things,
And with Honesty tell
I'm telling 당신 Mom
Losing 당신 killed me
Laying a rose on your casket
Trying hard to be
Strong.
That's what 당신 were Mom,
Strong.
In everything 당신 said
In everything 당신 did
So now I'll be just that
Strong like a mother, not like a kid
I wrote this in honor of any child who has ever 로스트 a parent.
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Tick, tick, tick
That sound, constant in my head,
A sound that haunts every mind,
A sound that brings fear,
A clock,
Ticking the 초 of your life away,
Making life shorter and shorter with every tick,
Drawing death nearer and nearer,
But 당신 should not live in fear,
For life is too short for such a thing,
Some people waste these precious seconds,
Others treasure them, making sure that no tick is wasted,
The clock ticks on,
But as this sound is registered,
What do 당신 do?
Tick, tick, tick
Three 더 많이 seconds, gone, like that,
Did 당신 use them well?
Live life,
For life is too short to spend these 초 in hell.
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Tick, tick, tick
That sound, constant in my head,
A sound that haunts every mind,
A sound that brings fear,
A clock,
Ticking the 초 of your life away,
Making life shorter and shorter with every tick,
Drawing death nearer and nearer,
But 당신 should not live in fear,
For life is too short for such a thing,
Some people waste these precious seconds,
Others treasure them, making sure that no tick is wasted,
The clock ticks on,
But as this sound is registered,
What do 당신 do?
Tick, tick, tick
Three 더 많이 seconds, gone, like that,
Did 당신 use them well?
Live life,
For life is too short to spend these 초 in hell.
His Melody
To quiet the tears
She sings him to sleep
When the morning has dawned
He can’t be roused from a rest so deep
She sings him to sleep
Night after night
And when he does not awaken
Her will to go on grows slight
She sits and waits while he’s away
She remembers his laugh and smile
Oh what a joy to see his joy
She lifts up a prayer “May I see him in a short while?”
She sits at the window and waits
The sun sets slowly behind the 언덕, 힐
The others say hello but she doesn’t hear
She is waiting to make the tears still
The time has come she cannot wait
She sets out to see her boy
To stop the tears
To bring him joy
But the tears she stills are not his
They fall from her eyes
She sings his lullaby again tonight
As she kisses the stone and her son good bye
To quiet the tears
She sings him to sleep
When the morning has dawned
He can’t be roused from a rest so deep
She sings him to sleep
Night after night
And when he does not awaken
Her will to go on grows slight
She sits and waits while he’s away
She remembers his laugh and smile
Oh what a joy to see his joy
She lifts up a prayer “May I see him in a short while?”
She sits at the window and waits
The sun sets slowly behind the 언덕, 힐
The others say hello but she doesn’t hear
She is waiting to make the tears still
The time has come she cannot wait
She sets out to see her boy
To stop the tears
To bring him joy
But the tears she stills are not his
They fall from her eyes
She sings his lullaby again tonight
As she kisses the stone and her son good bye
Dear record of my misfortune I was correct. Today I walked into class and saw a huge pile of letters on my desk. When I opened them I realized that it was hate mail. It was so stupid, people were getting angry at me for what I did to Jessica when it was her fault! They were saying things like : Die 이모 암캐, 암 캐 die, bitchy whore. That last 코멘트 doesn't even apply to me! I haven't even had my first 키스 and they are saying this stuff to me! There was one letter that was bot mean even though I don't know who sent it. Inside it said 장미 are red violets are blue I don't now why they hurt you, if 당신 want I'll tell them to can it, all because I 사랑 당신 Janet. I don't know who wrote 당신 사랑 poem rhyme thing but I 사랑 당신 too!
Is It True 당신 Lie?
Is It True 당신 Hate Me?
Is It True 당신 Want Him?
Is It True You're My Best Friend?
Is It True 당신 Enjoy Hurting Me?
Is It True 당신 Like Me Crying?
Is It True 당신 Talk Behind My Back?
Is It True 당신 Tell People Our Bussiness?
Is It True I Hurt You?
Is It True 당신 Back Stabbed Me?
Is It True 당신 Let Me Believe The Lies?
Is It True 당신 Let Me Call 당신 My True Bestfriend When 당신 Weren't?
Is It True.....?
This is A Poem Hope Yuh Enjoy It Btw Tell Me What Yuh Think And This Is Just About Me Gettin Hurt After Being Stupid Enough To Believe Her Lies She Wasnt A True Bestfriend
Is It True 당신 Hate Me?
Is It True 당신 Want Him?
Is It True You're My Best Friend?
Is It True 당신 Enjoy Hurting Me?
Is It True 당신 Like Me Crying?
Is It True 당신 Talk Behind My Back?
Is It True 당신 Tell People Our Bussiness?
Is It True I Hurt You?
Is It True 당신 Back Stabbed Me?
Is It True 당신 Let Me Believe The Lies?
Is It True 당신 Let Me Call 당신 My True Bestfriend When 당신 Weren't?
Is It True.....?
This is A Poem Hope Yuh Enjoy It Btw Tell Me What Yuh Think And This Is Just About Me Gettin Hurt After Being Stupid Enough To Believe Her Lies She Wasnt A True Bestfriend
Her eyes were 불, 화재 red,
as if they were
lit from anger.
I dont understand
why 당신 are
mad at me.
Why 당신 shoot
those harsh words
at me.
Aimed like bullets,
piercing my soul.
And It cant heal.
I never can dodge them.
The words hit me,
and I fall back.
My 프렌즈 ask me:
"What's wrong?"
"Can I help?"
But they cant help.
Because I dont understand,
why 당신 are mad.
Why do 당신 have to do
what 당신 do to me?
Why does it give 당신
joy to harm me?
Why?
Why are people bullies?
Why dont my 프렌즈 take action?
Why cant 당신 tell me WHY?
as if they were
lit from anger.
I dont understand
why 당신 are
mad at me.
Why 당신 shoot
those harsh words
at me.
Aimed like bullets,
piercing my soul.
And It cant heal.
I never can dodge them.
The words hit me,
and I fall back.
My 프렌즈 ask me:
"What's wrong?"
"Can I help?"
But they cant help.
Because I dont understand,
why 당신 are mad.
Why do 당신 have to do
what 당신 do to me?
Why does it give 당신
joy to harm me?
Why?
Why are people bullies?
Why dont my 프렌즈 take action?
Why cant 당신 tell me WHY?
Streetlamps, houses, gates, remotes, books, CDs and televisions. Brothers. Pairs. Each has a twin. In this chaotic place of materials the world has come to be, everything has a brother. But brothers are family. And family is connected somehow; if not 의해 blood, then 의해 what?
Energy.
Look hard. At everything that has a brother. A line of energy casts a connection between the two. The energy, with its harsh glares and cold looks creates the strongest and most complex bonds. Strong because of their brotherhood. Complex because of its invisibility. For there is power in invisibility. Cold, cruel power. The power to be a persecutor with no chance of being a victim. The power to twist and squeeze but not feel the wrenching pain of your twists.
Now, 당신 ask, what is left? Cruel, invisible energy. For a cruel, invisible world.
This is my first time 글쓰기 in stream of consciousness. I know it's short but don't judge me too harshly.
Energy.
Look hard. At everything that has a brother. A line of energy casts a connection between the two. The energy, with its harsh glares and cold looks creates the strongest and most complex bonds. Strong because of their brotherhood. Complex because of its invisibility. For there is power in invisibility. Cold, cruel power. The power to be a persecutor with no chance of being a victim. The power to twist and squeeze but not feel the wrenching pain of your twists.
Now, 당신 ask, what is left? Cruel, invisible energy. For a cruel, invisible world.
This is my first time 글쓰기 in stream of consciousness. I know it's short but don't judge me too harshly.