"Put your hands up!" the cop shouted. My breaths came out short and quick. Trembling, I put my hands up. "The neighbors reported a break in. Do 당신 live here?"
"No," I breathed, unthinkingly. Why didn't I just say yes? Dammit! I at least have the right to remain silent! My 심장 was thudding in my ears; I couldn't think straight.
"Stand up," the cop said, still holding the gun in one hand. He walked over to me, and pulled me up. He patted me down, pulling out the money. It was a fairly large amount, so it was obvious I'd stolen it. "Put your hands behind your back," he ordered. I heard the click of the handcuffs. I whimpered. What a great day... I wanted to plead with him to let me go, but I couldn't.
He shoved me into the police car, even though I was cooperating. I rolled my eyes. He still had to look tough and make a scene. He said nothing throughout the car ride. I bit my lip. Paige was seriously going to murder me.
They put me in a cell, with a very tough looking woman. I gulped. She sat on the bench, arms folded, and nodded at me.
"What're 당신 in for?" she asked. My eyes were wide with fear, and I sat on the other side of the cell.
"Uh... Nothing. It was just a misunderstanding," I said quickly. She nodded at me, then stared at me for the rest of the time. I tried not to notice, but it was really scaring me.
"You got one call," the cop said after an hour. He let me out of the cell, which I was very thankful for, and I dialed the 집 phone number.
"Hello?" Sage asked after a couple rings.
"Sage," I said quickly. "You need to tell Kirsten to go and get Paige. I need her to come get me."
"Where are you?"
"The police station." There was a long pause.
"Kirsten!!" she screamed at the 상단, 맨 위로 of her lungs. The cop heard it too; he gave me a confused look.
"What," Kirsten sighed, answering the phone.
"Go find Paige, and have her bail me out."
"What, are 당신 in jail 또는 something?"
"Yes." Another long pause. Then she hung up on me. I bit my lip. Hopefully she did what I asked of her, and didn't think it was a joke. The cop placed me back in the cell. I sat on the bench, away from the freaky lady, and brought my knees up to my chest. I had a real bad feeling I just screwed things up even more.
I was at the jail for a couple hours, when finally Paige showed up. She looked so pissed, I'd rather hug Freaky Lady than go near her. Thankfully, Paige cleared it with the cop that it was my mother's boyfriend's house. She then lied and said she was trying to bring him money he had asked for, when he was out our house. So there was no bail.
"Then why didn't 당신 say anything?" the cop accused me. I gulped.
"Umm... I was scared," I said, my voice shaking a little. At least that made it 더 많이 believable. He sighed, and then let us go. The police station is a little over two miles from our house, and it was late now, so we started walking.
"You are so..." Paige started.
"I was only trying to help!" I said.
"You're lucky 당신 didn't make things worse!" she screamed at me. I cowered away from her. She was quiet after that. She sighed. "Mom's still not back." I whimpered.
"What're we going to do?"
"You are going home. I need to go back to work," she said.
"I hope I get that job," I sighed. "Then I can actually help."
"You do help," she said confidently. "You watch the kids."
"Yeah, but that doesn't do much. You're stuck supporting the family all 의해 yourself, while Mom gets to go off and be a little kid."
"It's not her fault," she said. "She's just happy to have someone who actually loves her." I raised an eyebrow.
"You don't actually think he loves her, do you?"
"Yes. Why don't you?"
"I don't know. There's just something about him..."
"He just doesn't really like us. That's all that bothers you."
"Well, not all of it... But seriously. How many times has he been over to see Auburn?" Paige didn't speak. "Once. That's it. How can he not want to see his own daughter? 당신 know he only wants her for one thing..." I shuddered.
"Well, there's nothing we can do."
"Yeah. So we're just gonna sit here, and wait for him to break her heart? Like they all did?" I countered. Paige didn't say anything. "Well, it doesn't matter," I said sarcastically. "It's happened before, so she should be used to it 의해 now?"
"I never said that," she sighed. "I just... She makes her own mistakes. It's not our fault she can't learn from them." I shook my head. "Well, some good things from this are, we have a nice family. You, me, Kirsten Sage, and now Auburn." I pouted.
"Yeah, but sometimes... it feels like 당신 guys aren't even my sisters. Sure, we have the same mom, but she's never around so it's like we don't even have one. We're all just... there. With no one but each other. And it's all so messed up."
"I know it is, but... At least we do have each other. We're there for each other. Otherwise, you'd still be in jail," she added at the end. I bit my lip, as my thoughts returned to why this whole 일 happened. She patted my shoulder. "Hey. I told you. We're going to be fine." I sighed, then nodded. Paige had to go then. We parted ways a couple blocks away from home. I was terrified to walk 집 alone, but I didn't tell her. I didn't want her to need to walk me home, and plus I didn't want her to think I was a wimp.
I walked down the sidewalk, which seemed to glow from the moonlight. Almost no one had their lights on, so the 거리 was very dark and intimidating. My 심장 skipped at every little noise, which was 더 많이 than often the sound of me tripping over my own feet. I stopped for a moment, and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. I just needed to calm down.
Just then, an arm wrapped around my neck, pulling me close to someone's body. I was about to scream, when a hand covered my mouth. I kicked and thrashed around, but the person was too strong. I felt a gun placed up to my temple. I froze, tears pouring out of my eyes, and onto the person's hand.
"Don't 옮기기 또는 scream, 또는 I'll kill you," the deep voice said.
"No," I breathed, unthinkingly. Why didn't I just say yes? Dammit! I at least have the right to remain silent! My 심장 was thudding in my ears; I couldn't think straight.
"Stand up," the cop said, still holding the gun in one hand. He walked over to me, and pulled me up. He patted me down, pulling out the money. It was a fairly large amount, so it was obvious I'd stolen it. "Put your hands behind your back," he ordered. I heard the click of the handcuffs. I whimpered. What a great day... I wanted to plead with him to let me go, but I couldn't.
He shoved me into the police car, even though I was cooperating. I rolled my eyes. He still had to look tough and make a scene. He said nothing throughout the car ride. I bit my lip. Paige was seriously going to murder me.
They put me in a cell, with a very tough looking woman. I gulped. She sat on the bench, arms folded, and nodded at me.
"What're 당신 in for?" she asked. My eyes were wide with fear, and I sat on the other side of the cell.
"Uh... Nothing. It was just a misunderstanding," I said quickly. She nodded at me, then stared at me for the rest of the time. I tried not to notice, but it was really scaring me.
"You got one call," the cop said after an hour. He let me out of the cell, which I was very thankful for, and I dialed the 집 phone number.
"Hello?" Sage asked after a couple rings.
"Sage," I said quickly. "You need to tell Kirsten to go and get Paige. I need her to come get me."
"Where are you?"
"The police station." There was a long pause.
"Kirsten!!" she screamed at the 상단, 맨 위로 of her lungs. The cop heard it too; he gave me a confused look.
"What," Kirsten sighed, answering the phone.
"Go find Paige, and have her bail me out."
"What, are 당신 in jail 또는 something?"
"Yes." Another long pause. Then she hung up on me. I bit my lip. Hopefully she did what I asked of her, and didn't think it was a joke. The cop placed me back in the cell. I sat on the bench, away from the freaky lady, and brought my knees up to my chest. I had a real bad feeling I just screwed things up even more.
I was at the jail for a couple hours, when finally Paige showed up. She looked so pissed, I'd rather hug Freaky Lady than go near her. Thankfully, Paige cleared it with the cop that it was my mother's boyfriend's house. She then lied and said she was trying to bring him money he had asked for, when he was out our house. So there was no bail.
"Then why didn't 당신 say anything?" the cop accused me. I gulped.
"Umm... I was scared," I said, my voice shaking a little. At least that made it 더 많이 believable. He sighed, and then let us go. The police station is a little over two miles from our house, and it was late now, so we started walking.
"You are so..." Paige started.
"I was only trying to help!" I said.
"You're lucky 당신 didn't make things worse!" she screamed at me. I cowered away from her. She was quiet after that. She sighed. "Mom's still not back." I whimpered.
"What're we going to do?"
"You are going home. I need to go back to work," she said.
"I hope I get that job," I sighed. "Then I can actually help."
"You do help," she said confidently. "You watch the kids."
"Yeah, but that doesn't do much. You're stuck supporting the family all 의해 yourself, while Mom gets to go off and be a little kid."
"It's not her fault," she said. "She's just happy to have someone who actually loves her." I raised an eyebrow.
"You don't actually think he loves her, do you?"
"Yes. Why don't you?"
"I don't know. There's just something about him..."
"He just doesn't really like us. That's all that bothers you."
"Well, not all of it... But seriously. How many times has he been over to see Auburn?" Paige didn't speak. "Once. That's it. How can he not want to see his own daughter? 당신 know he only wants her for one thing..." I shuddered.
"Well, there's nothing we can do."
"Yeah. So we're just gonna sit here, and wait for him to break her heart? Like they all did?" I countered. Paige didn't say anything. "Well, it doesn't matter," I said sarcastically. "It's happened before, so she should be used to it 의해 now?"
"I never said that," she sighed. "I just... She makes her own mistakes. It's not our fault she can't learn from them." I shook my head. "Well, some good things from this are, we have a nice family. You, me, Kirsten Sage, and now Auburn." I pouted.
"Yeah, but sometimes... it feels like 당신 guys aren't even my sisters. Sure, we have the same mom, but she's never around so it's like we don't even have one. We're all just... there. With no one but each other. And it's all so messed up."
"I know it is, but... At least we do have each other. We're there for each other. Otherwise, you'd still be in jail," she added at the end. I bit my lip, as my thoughts returned to why this whole 일 happened. She patted my shoulder. "Hey. I told you. We're going to be fine." I sighed, then nodded. Paige had to go then. We parted ways a couple blocks away from home. I was terrified to walk 집 alone, but I didn't tell her. I didn't want her to need to walk me home, and plus I didn't want her to think I was a wimp.
I walked down the sidewalk, which seemed to glow from the moonlight. Almost no one had their lights on, so the 거리 was very dark and intimidating. My 심장 skipped at every little noise, which was 더 많이 than often the sound of me tripping over my own feet. I stopped for a moment, and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. I just needed to calm down.
Just then, an arm wrapped around my neck, pulling me close to someone's body. I was about to scream, when a hand covered my mouth. I kicked and thrashed around, but the person was too strong. I felt a gun placed up to my temple. I froze, tears pouring out of my eyes, and onto the person's hand.
"Don't 옮기기 또는 scream, 또는 I'll kill you," the deep voice said.
There’s the shadow of a plane
The sound of an engine,
Flying in the rain.
Please, take me away.
Raise my hands to
Touch the sky.
Wish I could fly to the moon,
Maybe tonight.
Feet glued to the street,
I just have to
Reach.
Hey,
Hey, I just heard a plane
Fly over my place
Please, say that magic word
And take me far away?
This is just a short poem, inspired 의해 Erin McCarley's song, "Bobble Head". I find working from songs a good way to cure my writer's block. It gives me a little push in the right direction. So if you're having trouble, try that :)
The sound of an engine,
Flying in the rain.
Please, take me away.
Raise my hands to
Touch the sky.
Wish I could fly to the moon,
Maybe tonight.
Feet glued to the street,
I just have to
Reach.
Hey,
Hey, I just heard a plane
Fly over my place
Please, say that magic word
And take me far away?
This is just a short poem, inspired 의해 Erin McCarley's song, "Bobble Head". I find working from songs a good way to cure my writer's block. It gives me a little push in the right direction. So if you're having trouble, try that :)
I don't believe you.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what 당신 give me?
Why did 당신 break up with me?
I don't understand.
당신 were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And 당신 left me.
당신 abandoned me.
Why did 당신 dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, 당신 leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what 당신 give me?
Why did 당신 break up with me?
I don't understand.
당신 were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And 당신 left me.
당신 abandoned me.
Why did 당신 dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, 당신 leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
When 당신 hope,
당신 expect and wish,
당신 have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
당신 don’t want them killed,
Hope makes 당신 stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to 당신 in life,
Sometimes 당신 need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
당신 and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire 당신 심장 out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
당신 know what 당신 want,
Keep hoping till the END……
당신 expect and wish,
당신 have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
당신 don’t want them killed,
Hope makes 당신 stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to 당신 in life,
Sometimes 당신 need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
당신 and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire 당신 심장 out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
당신 know what 당신 want,
Keep hoping till the END……
프렌즈 Are Forever,so I thought.
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
프렌즈 don't back stab you.
프렌즈 don't talk behind your back 또는 be pissed off at 당신 when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all 프렌즈 for never.
When we need to go back to being 프렌즈 FOREVER!
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
프렌즈 don't back stab you.
프렌즈 don't talk behind your back 또는 be pissed off at 당신 when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all 프렌즈 for never.
When we need to go back to being 프렌즈 FOREVER!