Today was my first 일 working for the mental institution. I woke around ten, and got a shower. I dressed in my black pants, shoes, and shirt. Over the 셔츠 was my white doctor’s jacket. The color white didn’t’ suite me, but it’s not like I hade a choice in wearing it.
I walked to work. The asylum was only three blocks away. As I walked I worried over people criticizing me. Or, making fun of me. What if I treated the wrong patient? What if I messed something up? What if I got lost?
My stomach started to tighten as I thought of the 일 ahead. I felt a cold sweat on my forehead, and palms. My vision was growing cloudy.
I hadn’t had a panic attack in years. Now they were back. No one could know, I didn’t want to have to be institutionalized again. And, I knew if someone found out, that is where I would end up.
I walked into the institution feeling like I was going to throw up. The front room was all white, a 책상, 데스크 in the center of the hall. This was the same institution I’d stayed at, but only a week, and a half ago. If my stomach was tight before, it was about to burst now.
As I walked over to the brown desk, I spotted Deborah working on a chart. She glanced up as I neared the desk. Her eyes peering over her thick-framed glasses.
“Hey, Damien,” she said perkily. I immediately wanted to shoot myself. I was not in the mood for perky people.
“Hello, Deborah. How are you?” I asked. Although, I wasn’t in the mood for her perkiness, I still felt the need to be polite.
“I’m great. Are you, okay? Your appointment with Dr. Laveney isn’t until-”
“I’m not here for that,” I interrupted. Can a crazy man only walk into an asylum if he plans on being admitted?
“Oh, then what are 당신 here for?” she asked, glancing at her charts.
“I’m working here now. Today is my first day,” I said, waiting for her reaction.
“Oh, are 당신 the new psychologist?” Deborah raised an eyebrow. Her tone was almost sarcastic.
“Yes, I am,” I said sternly.
“Oh…well, uh, I thought 당신 were only twenty-one. 당신 haven’t had enough time to obtain a doctorate degree,” clearly she wasn’t as observant as I gave her credit for.
“I’ve studied, and experimented since I was seventeen. I did 더 많이 than any normal college student. I have done plenty to obtain the degree,” I said.
“Alright then. Here are your charts, and your office is down the hall, and to the right. If I’m not mistaken it’s number thirteen,” said Deborah. My 심장 clenched, that used to be Dr. Anozi’s old office.
I nodded, and walked from the desk. The white walls lead me to a corner. Down the hall, from the corner, were brown doors. All the doors had gold numbers on the front. I walked down to door thirteen.
I took a deep breath. This is where my time away from my room had been spent. Being in there would resurrect some memories I’d been trying to put to rest for the past week.
I opened the door. A big black chair sat behind a large, mahogany desk. 책 of neuroscience filled the shelves on the wall. I looked at the story of the cracks in the mahogany walls. I went around the desk, setting charts, and papers down. I pulled out the chair to sit. In the chair laid a single manila envelope.
I picked up the envelope. My name was scrawled on the back in black ink. It was Dr. Anozi’s hand writing. My stomach lurched. I opened it up, and inside was a single locket. I opened it up, and inside was a single locket. It was a silver half-heart, with a sapphire stone in the center. My birthstone.
I opened the locket, inside it said, ‘Even the craziest man, may have better morals than a sane one.’ I smiled to myself. That is what Dr. Anozi would tell me when I felt down.
I put the locket on, and sat down. He knew I would have this office. What a wise man he was. I opened up a middle drawer on the desk. Inside was a single slip of paper. I opened it up, it was also from Dr. Anozi. It was a letter.
Dear Damien,
I assume 당신 have discovered the locket 의해 now. As 당신 see it’s only half. Another person has the other half. When 당신 discover whom, wait five months. After the five months are up, both of 당신 need to come to Russia; to your grandparent’s home.
Best wishes,
Dr. Anozi.
I looked up from the letter, to the wall. I sighed; he always wanted to make me work.
I walked to work. The asylum was only three blocks away. As I walked I worried over people criticizing me. Or, making fun of me. What if I treated the wrong patient? What if I messed something up? What if I got lost?
My stomach started to tighten as I thought of the 일 ahead. I felt a cold sweat on my forehead, and palms. My vision was growing cloudy.
I hadn’t had a panic attack in years. Now they were back. No one could know, I didn’t want to have to be institutionalized again. And, I knew if someone found out, that is where I would end up.
I walked into the institution feeling like I was going to throw up. The front room was all white, a 책상, 데스크 in the center of the hall. This was the same institution I’d stayed at, but only a week, and a half ago. If my stomach was tight before, it was about to burst now.
As I walked over to the brown desk, I spotted Deborah working on a chart. She glanced up as I neared the desk. Her eyes peering over her thick-framed glasses.
“Hey, Damien,” she said perkily. I immediately wanted to shoot myself. I was not in the mood for perky people.
“Hello, Deborah. How are you?” I asked. Although, I wasn’t in the mood for her perkiness, I still felt the need to be polite.
“I’m great. Are you, okay? Your appointment with Dr. Laveney isn’t until-”
“I’m not here for that,” I interrupted. Can a crazy man only walk into an asylum if he plans on being admitted?
“Oh, then what are 당신 here for?” she asked, glancing at her charts.
“I’m working here now. Today is my first day,” I said, waiting for her reaction.
“Oh, are 당신 the new psychologist?” Deborah raised an eyebrow. Her tone was almost sarcastic.
“Yes, I am,” I said sternly.
“Oh…well, uh, I thought 당신 were only twenty-one. 당신 haven’t had enough time to obtain a doctorate degree,” clearly she wasn’t as observant as I gave her credit for.
“I’ve studied, and experimented since I was seventeen. I did 더 많이 than any normal college student. I have done plenty to obtain the degree,” I said.
“Alright then. Here are your charts, and your office is down the hall, and to the right. If I’m not mistaken it’s number thirteen,” said Deborah. My 심장 clenched, that used to be Dr. Anozi’s old office.
I nodded, and walked from the desk. The white walls lead me to a corner. Down the hall, from the corner, were brown doors. All the doors had gold numbers on the front. I walked down to door thirteen.
I took a deep breath. This is where my time away from my room had been spent. Being in there would resurrect some memories I’d been trying to put to rest for the past week.
I opened the door. A big black chair sat behind a large, mahogany desk. 책 of neuroscience filled the shelves on the wall. I looked at the story of the cracks in the mahogany walls. I went around the desk, setting charts, and papers down. I pulled out the chair to sit. In the chair laid a single manila envelope.
I picked up the envelope. My name was scrawled on the back in black ink. It was Dr. Anozi’s hand writing. My stomach lurched. I opened it up, and inside was a single locket. I opened it up, and inside was a single locket. It was a silver half-heart, with a sapphire stone in the center. My birthstone.
I opened the locket, inside it said, ‘Even the craziest man, may have better morals than a sane one.’ I smiled to myself. That is what Dr. Anozi would tell me when I felt down.
I put the locket on, and sat down. He knew I would have this office. What a wise man he was. I opened up a middle drawer on the desk. Inside was a single slip of paper. I opened it up, it was also from Dr. Anozi. It was a letter.
Dear Damien,
I assume 당신 have discovered the locket 의해 now. As 당신 see it’s only half. Another person has the other half. When 당신 discover whom, wait five months. After the five months are up, both of 당신 need to come to Russia; to your grandparent’s home.
Best wishes,
Dr. Anozi.
I looked up from the letter, to the wall. I sighed; he always wanted to make me work.
He creeps through the alley ways
Forever, perhaps
All in search
Of a few meaningless scraps
Paws scared, 모피 stained
Mourning over
What his 심장 once contained
칼라 torn, soul lost
Forever wandering
On the ground of frost
Memories will never fade
For his closest companion
And master for life, betrayed
Kicked on the streets
Forced to live
With the night's beasts
Wanders and wonders
Hiding in the shadows
From the night's thunders
Forgive and forget
They always say
But that thought doesn't enter the mind of this stray
Hoping one 일 a new master would come
But alas, that is seldom
As days go by, and nights linger
He hopes and prays
For his soul and body
To part ways
For the pain is torture
And the future is bleak
Shunned from the world
Known as a freak
When, oh when, will the world learn?
How would they feel if the tides were turned?
Forever, perhaps
All in search
Of a few meaningless scraps
Paws scared, 모피 stained
Mourning over
What his 심장 once contained
칼라 torn, soul lost
Forever wandering
On the ground of frost
Memories will never fade
For his closest companion
And master for life, betrayed
Kicked on the streets
Forced to live
With the night's beasts
Wanders and wonders
Hiding in the shadows
From the night's thunders
Forgive and forget
They always say
But that thought doesn't enter the mind of this stray
Hoping one 일 a new master would come
But alas, that is seldom
As days go by, and nights linger
He hopes and prays
For his soul and body
To part ways
For the pain is torture
And the future is bleak
Shunned from the world
Known as a freak
When, oh when, will the world learn?
How would they feel if the tides were turned?
Run. It was the only thing going threw Leven,Evie, Matthew and Cameron's mind right now as the 개 and people chased them into the forest.They went as fast as they could as the 개 got closer and closer.
They weren't suppose to be running from the 개 right now. Then again they weren't suppose to be convicted of a crime they didn't do but it had happened.
"Hurry they're gettin' away!" A loud and gruff voice said behind them. The barking got louder. A sharp pain was in Leven's side as she ran. She had taken track at school so she was use to it but it was terrible. She could barely breath as she ran.
Matthew turned his head to look back at the others for a 스플릿, 분할 초 and had came in contact with something hard. The thing fell back and Matthew staggered. They all stopped then as the body picked herself up. They looked I to the eyes of a criminal. The most wanted person alive in america. Brig.
They weren't suppose to be running from the 개 right now. Then again they weren't suppose to be convicted of a crime they didn't do but it had happened.
"Hurry they're gettin' away!" A loud and gruff voice said behind them. The barking got louder. A sharp pain was in Leven's side as she ran. She had taken track at school so she was use to it but it was terrible. She could barely breath as she ran.
Matthew turned his head to look back at the others for a 스플릿, 분할 초 and had came in contact with something hard. The thing fell back and Matthew staggered. They all stopped then as the body picked herself up. They looked I to the eyes of a criminal. The most wanted person alive in america. Brig.
I can see it now
Just how it will be
And don’t even ask how
또는 what will be the key
I think of all that is lost
And can’t even bare the cost
To know they suffer
But no one will offer
A way out
또는 a new place
또는 even a new rout
But to stick your sorrows in a case
I leave her tonight
And don’t give thought to all in sight
Not wanting that pain
As in the ground she is lain
Before I let a single tear go
I turn away
As I sob an ‘Oh’
And say I’m okay
I can’t believe she’s gone
Leaving behind her sweat John
Without saying a single good-bye
In heartache we sigh
Not wanting to cry there
But her spirit surrounds us
We see her everywhere
Form every 집 to every bus
But we can’t 곰 to say good-bye
As to us everyone will lie
We fall to the ground in pain
As dirt goes in, where she was lain
And our souls say their last good-bye
Just how it will be
And don’t even ask how
또는 what will be the key
I think of all that is lost
And can’t even bare the cost
To know they suffer
But no one will offer
A way out
또는 a new place
또는 even a new rout
But to stick your sorrows in a case
I leave her tonight
And don’t give thought to all in sight
Not wanting that pain
As in the ground she is lain
Before I let a single tear go
I turn away
As I sob an ‘Oh’
And say I’m okay
I can’t believe she’s gone
Leaving behind her sweat John
Without saying a single good-bye
In heartache we sigh
Not wanting to cry there
But her spirit surrounds us
We see her everywhere
Form every 집 to every bus
But we can’t 곰 to say good-bye
As to us everyone will lie
We fall to the ground in pain
As dirt goes in, where she was lain
And our souls say their last good-bye
I gave it all my strength,
All my power,
All my determination,
All my courage,
I gave it everything I got.
It meant everything to me,
Even though it might not mean anything
To you.
That's why I gave it my all.
It just seems to me
That life is all about going the hard path,
And not the easy path.
But it is obvious that the hard path
Is always the one requiring stamina, endurance,
And all of your power.
The easy path is simple,
Requiring little time,
But in the end,
Your rewards are very little,
Like the time 당신 gave it.
The hard path seems 더 많이 rewarding to me,
With the rewards excellent,
Even though 당신 have to give it
A lot of effort, and all your strength.
Being a writer requires
Going the hard path.
But I found out it is a very rewarding experience
Just a 일 ago.
Cause I gave it my all.
All my power,
All my determination,
All my courage,
I gave it everything I got.
It meant everything to me,
Even though it might not mean anything
To you.
That's why I gave it my all.
It just seems to me
That life is all about going the hard path,
And not the easy path.
But it is obvious that the hard path
Is always the one requiring stamina, endurance,
And all of your power.
The easy path is simple,
Requiring little time,
But in the end,
Your rewards are very little,
Like the time 당신 gave it.
The hard path seems 더 많이 rewarding to me,
With the rewards excellent,
Even though 당신 have to give it
A lot of effort, and all your strength.
Being a writer requires
Going the hard path.
But I found out it is a very rewarding experience
Just a 일 ago.
Cause I gave it my all.
I will remember 당신 always.
Will 당신 remember me?
That is a 질문 for 당신 to answer,
And not me.
I promise
That I will always
Keep the flame of memory alive.
The fun that we had will never
Be forgotten.
Even on foggy evenings,
The darkest of nights,
당신 will always be in my heart.
For I know that 당신 will help me
Keep the flame of memory blazing
Always.
All the good times that we had,
All the fun that we had,
All the tears that we let out,
All the anger we let out
Will never be wasted.
Because every 분 of it
Is in my heart.
I will tend to the fire
Every night,
Recollecting all the memories we have
Knowing that the flame of memory
Is the brightest flame of all
And it will blaze on.
Will 당신 remember me?
That is a 질문 for 당신 to answer,
And not me.
I promise
That I will always
Keep the flame of memory alive.
The fun that we had will never
Be forgotten.
Even on foggy evenings,
The darkest of nights,
당신 will always be in my heart.
For I know that 당신 will help me
Keep the flame of memory blazing
Always.
All the good times that we had,
All the fun that we had,
All the tears that we let out,
All the anger we let out
Will never be wasted.
Because every 분 of it
Is in my heart.
I will tend to the fire
Every night,
Recollecting all the memories we have
Knowing that the flame of memory
Is the brightest flame of all
And it will blaze on.