Last time.... she got a text message from brian (mr.m)
저기요 Jasmine,wanna go out for 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well 더 많이 like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making 음식 for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the 침대 with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some 더 많이 before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as 당신 want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some 음식 ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate 당신 letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask 당신 one question. Why? Why did 당신 invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, 당신 are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, 당신 want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see 당신 get shipped off to some foster 집 and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask 당신 something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with 당신 I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my 가장 좋아하는 teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a 시간 또는 so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her 아이팟 headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The 다음 morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the 이전 night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the 부엌, 주방 where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l said smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot 담홍색, 핑크 pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded 의해 something 당신 can't see so 당신 make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the 표, 테이블 and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are 당신 nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. 당신 know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in 사랑 with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda 라임 your ex husband. 당신 사랑 the person but just not the way 당신 사랑 the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who 당신 really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her 날짜 started at seven. She had chosen a tan 셔츠 with a long gold chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her 가장 좋아하는 heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say 의해 to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a 날짜 its two 프렌즈 haveing 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 together."
"Say what 당신 want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She said as she walked out the door.
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저기요 so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
저기요 Jasmine,wanna go out for 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well 더 많이 like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making 음식 for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the 침대 with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some 더 많이 before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as 당신 want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some 음식 ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate 당신 letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask 당신 one question. Why? Why did 당신 invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, 당신 are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, 당신 want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see 당신 get shipped off to some foster 집 and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask 당신 something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with 당신 I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my 가장 좋아하는 teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a 시간 또는 so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her 아이팟 headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The 다음 morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the 이전 night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the 부엌, 주방 where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l said smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot 담홍색, 핑크 pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded 의해 something 당신 can't see so 당신 make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the 표, 테이블 and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are 당신 nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. 당신 know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in 사랑 with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda 라임 your ex husband. 당신 사랑 the person but just not the way 당신 사랑 the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who 당신 really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her 날짜 started at seven. She had chosen a tan 셔츠 with a long gold chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her 가장 좋아하는 heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say 의해 to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a 날짜 its two 프렌즈 haveing 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 together."
"Say what 당신 want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She said as she walked out the door.
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저기요 so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
I needed more, more! I threw the book across the dimly lit, wooden attic. The book hit a stack of old newspapers. I tore open yet another book. Nothing would give me my answers.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” said Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” said Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Hey, so this is a poem Ive been thinking of for a long time,please read and comment!
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A 집 for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
더 많이 eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A 집 for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
더 많이 eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
Memories,
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The show is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This show is over,
Now go home.
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The show is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This show is over,
Now go home.
