Edward I.......

“I don’t know what 당신 want me to say to that? 당신 have no idea how much I want to stay with you! But I don’t think I can – we aren’t good for each other we've both hurt each other to much! If anything were to happen to 당신 be it my fault 또는 not I don't know if I could go on.” I stuttered trying to hold back my tears.
“Bella I don't think 당신 understand how much I need 당신 in my life! I was never the boy who wanted to settle down and get married and now I'm 18 and I want all that! But not just with anyone I want it with you! Do 당신 remember when we were kids, before life got hard how we wanted to go to Dartmouth together? Do 당신 remember how I wanted to be a doctor like my Father and 당신 wanted to be a journalist? And how we would live together and be best friends? I still want that Bella!” he was whining the pain evident on his face.
“And 당신 can have it Edward! We can be best 프렌즈 but we cant be any 더 많이 than that! Its too dangerous! Can 당신 imagine if we became a couple and it didn't work out? Our friendship would be completely ruined and I need 당신 in my life Edward – No matter how small a role that may be ev..” He cut me off abruptly “No! Bella we need to try – I want to spend the rest of my life with you, please let us try, please? If it doesn't work out I'll back off I promise! But don't shoot us to the ground before we have even had a chance to blossom! Please?” he sobbed. Fear tears running down 의해 his cheeks made me recognize his true beauty and no matter how much I tried ignore it I was completely and irrevocably in 사랑 with him. I had to tell him how I felt. At this moment all future consequences were damned. “Edward, I 사랑 you! I want to give us a chance but 당신 have to promise me 당신 will never do anything so stupid again!” the words had barley escaped my mouth before his lips were on mine, using his tongue to beg access into my mouth, I happily obliged because at that moment in time I had never felt 더 많이 whole and loved. He carefully pulled me toward the 침대 and whispered his 사랑 and truest desires to me, while filling me whole with all the strength he could muster. When the night ended and we were locked in our sticky embrace we let sleep take over us and pleasant thoughts of what had to come fill our minds.
I awoke the following morning alone in Edwards bed, I jumped out of the 침대 pulling the closest item of clothing I could find on before going to look for Edward. Strolling through the halls of the Cullen residence, the 사랑 this family had for each other and others was evident with all the family and 프렌즈 portraits lovingly hung on the wall. Several caught my attention, the first being a family portrait of Carlisle, Esme, Emmet, Rosalie, Jasper and Alice 3 years ago, another was Carlisle and Esme's wedding 일 over 25 years 이전 and to this 일 the both still look as radiant and beautiful as they did then the final one was my personal favourite a photograph of Edward and I at his 6th birthday party with blue and yellow matching party hats on trying to blow out his candles. I remember this picture being taken all those years 이전 – Edwards cake had been brought out, but no matter how hard he tried he couldn't seem to blow out the candles – so I ofcourse being the best friend decided to help, however after 10 분 of attempting to blow out the candle. Emmet decided to let us in on the secret that the candles we had being trying to blow out were infact joke candles that were impossible to blow out. Back to the present I continued walking until I stumbled across the 부엌, 주방 where I found Edward in all his glory cooking breakfast in nothing but a pair of CK briefs. He hadn't realised I was up yet so I took the opportunity to sneak up on him, I slowly wrapped my arms around him from behind and kissed his shoulder – he turned round instantly with a smile on his face. And without muttering a single word he effortlessly lifted me onto the counter and kissed me with passion showing me just how much he loved and wanted me. We gradually broke apart gasping for air and Edward finished cooking breakfast before we got too carried away. “I best be going home” I stated – pain flashed across his face, I didn't know what to say so I just kissed him and asked if he wanted to come with me. He silently nodded and once again brought his lips to mine. God I 사랑 This Man! I thought.....


Sorry it has taken me so so so long to update hope 당신 enjoy!
Lisa xx