~~Chapter 1~~
I just walked into my house to see my dad lying on the couch, drunk!! I was used to it. I didn’t really care, all of this has been going on since I was 13. I got used to it in the 2 years. This was the daily routine. I got into my house to find dad lying on the couch. No doubt he was drunk. I just ignored him. Two years and it was so easy to think him dead. Think that my father never lived. I went into the 부엌, 주방 and took something to eat out of the fridge. Mom not 집 again. I don’t blame her, I don’t like coming 집 either. School...I loved school so much. Maybe because it was the only escape from this chaos at home. I loved spending time with my friends. They some how distracted me from “THIS”. Today is Friday, so no school tomorrow.Guess we’re going to the Mall again.Any place would be better than this.I just warmed up whatever was there to eat. Atleast my mom took care of what I ate. I ate it. Then i ran up to my room. The only place that didn’t seem so alien to me. I stayed here all 일 on holidays, if I wasn’t going out with my friends. I took out my home-work and started doing it. It was 6:00 pm when I finished doing my home-work. One 더 많이 시간 till Mom got home. I just sat on my 침대 and took out my 사진 album. It had a 사진 of me, Mom and Dad. They were so good...Those times. I never thought that it would all end up in “THIS”. Tear drops started rolling down silently down my cheeks. I put the album back. I felt my cell-phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text from my friend, Annabelle.
Anna: Hey!! Wassup?? Me: Nothing. Caught in this Hell-hole again. Anna: Awww...so you’re going?? To the Mall..tomorrow... Me: Hell yeah. Anywhere to get away from this. Anna: I know. It’ll be OK, Meckie. Soon... Me: Nothing’s gonna be OK. I just can’t take it anymore. Hey...I gtg..Mom’s home. Said she has something imp. 2 tell me. Wonder what it is.... Anna: Ok..bye.
Mom was 집 early today. The thing she wanted to tell me must have been important. “Meckie!!! Can 당신 please come down-stairs? I need to tell yu some thing ”,my Mom shouted. “Coming!!”, I shouted back.
So, I’m packing. My mom decided to ship me off to Forks, Washington to live with my Aunt. I can’t..leave my friends...They are the only suppot system I have. They stand beside me, when I need. The thought of being away from them, made me cry. I 사랑 them so much. I just couldn’t...couldn’t let go off them. But..this is what I wanted. To be away from my parents. I really want to escape this house and the people in it. But...to the other end of the country??? That’s really..unbelievable. We live in..West Point, Georgia. Washington??? Thats..very very very far away. It isn’t Forks “The Town”!! Its somewhere near La Push, my Mom says. Now..Where the hell is THAT??? I have no choice. Mom won’t listen to my protest. Says she’s my mother and knows what’s right for me. Yeah.......right............That is why..she’s been showing all her aggression towards me. Because she can’t show it to my Dad. I’ve had enough. Its better that I go away..I will lose my greatest support system..but they’re gonna be with me. I can’t imagine a life without them. My friends. All the times we’ve had..the moments we shared..will always be in my heart..I don’t know how they will react to this decision that has been taken. I have to tell them. I sat on my bed..while I listened to “Rescue Me 의해 Tokio Hotel”..More tears started rolling down my cheeks..As I started texing my friends, telling them that I was leaving. I didn’t have the strength to talk..Without waiting for their replies..I cried myself to sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End Of Chapter 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hope U like It!!!
I just walked into my house to see my dad lying on the couch, drunk!! I was used to it. I didn’t really care, all of this has been going on since I was 13. I got used to it in the 2 years. This was the daily routine. I got into my house to find dad lying on the couch. No doubt he was drunk. I just ignored him. Two years and it was so easy to think him dead. Think that my father never lived. I went into the 부엌, 주방 and took something to eat out of the fridge. Mom not 집 again. I don’t blame her, I don’t like coming 집 either. School...I loved school so much. Maybe because it was the only escape from this chaos at home. I loved spending time with my friends. They some how distracted me from “THIS”. Today is Friday, so no school tomorrow.Guess we’re going to the Mall again.Any place would be better than this.I just warmed up whatever was there to eat. Atleast my mom took care of what I ate. I ate it. Then i ran up to my room. The only place that didn’t seem so alien to me. I stayed here all 일 on holidays, if I wasn’t going out with my friends. I took out my home-work and started doing it. It was 6:00 pm when I finished doing my home-work. One 더 많이 시간 till Mom got home. I just sat on my 침대 and took out my 사진 album. It had a 사진 of me, Mom and Dad. They were so good...Those times. I never thought that it would all end up in “THIS”. Tear drops started rolling down silently down my cheeks. I put the album back. I felt my cell-phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text from my friend, Annabelle.
Anna: Hey!! Wassup?? Me: Nothing. Caught in this Hell-hole again. Anna: Awww...so you’re going?? To the Mall..tomorrow... Me: Hell yeah. Anywhere to get away from this. Anna: I know. It’ll be OK, Meckie. Soon... Me: Nothing’s gonna be OK. I just can’t take it anymore. Hey...I gtg..Mom’s home. Said she has something imp. 2 tell me. Wonder what it is.... Anna: Ok..bye.
Mom was 집 early today. The thing she wanted to tell me must have been important. “Meckie!!! Can 당신 please come down-stairs? I need to tell yu some thing ”,my Mom shouted. “Coming!!”, I shouted back.
So, I’m packing. My mom decided to ship me off to Forks, Washington to live with my Aunt. I can’t..leave my friends...They are the only suppot system I have. They stand beside me, when I need. The thought of being away from them, made me cry. I 사랑 them so much. I just couldn’t...couldn’t let go off them. But..this is what I wanted. To be away from my parents. I really want to escape this house and the people in it. But...to the other end of the country??? That’s really..unbelievable. We live in..West Point, Georgia. Washington??? Thats..very very very far away. It isn’t Forks “The Town”!! Its somewhere near La Push, my Mom says. Now..Where the hell is THAT??? I have no choice. Mom won’t listen to my protest. Says she’s my mother and knows what’s right for me. Yeah.......right............That is why..she’s been showing all her aggression towards me. Because she can’t show it to my Dad. I’ve had enough. Its better that I go away..I will lose my greatest support system..but they’re gonna be with me. I can’t imagine a life without them. My friends. All the times we’ve had..the moments we shared..will always be in my heart..I don’t know how they will react to this decision that has been taken. I have to tell them. I sat on my bed..while I listened to “Rescue Me 의해 Tokio Hotel”..More tears started rolling down my cheeks..As I started texing my friends, telling them that I was leaving. I didn’t have the strength to talk..Without waiting for their replies..I cried myself to sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End Of Chapter 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hope U like It!!!
(Edwards Sister)
{#2 TRACK ON TWILIGHT ORIGINAL MOTION PICTURE SOUNDTRACK)
when the thorn 부시, 부시 대통령은 turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back 집 with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As 당신 watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear 당신 calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come 집 how will I ever leave
when the thorn 부시, 부시 대통령은 turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back 집 with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As 당신 watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear 당신 calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come 집 how will I ever leave
Nothing lasts forever
