Will the pain ever go away?
Bella 팬 fiction
“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one 빠른, 스위프트 move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. 또는 any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the 침대 my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my 베개 and laid down. I didn’t put my 침대 clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:
저기요 Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad said I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I 사랑 u. -Jacob.
I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.
Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I 사랑 u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting 당신 out. -Bella
I waited for about 30 분 after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.
The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.
3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me 또는 tricking me.
From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it said Jasper 당신 would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses 당신 so much. 당신 kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting 당신 soon, Bella. I promise 당신 will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]
This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.
3 days later:
I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The 일 went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d said hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….
I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward 또는 someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my 침대 as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.
“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are 당신 staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I 사랑 you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward said and picked me up, bridal style.
Bella 팬 fiction
“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one 빠른, 스위프트 move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. 또는 any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the 침대 my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my 베개 and laid down. I didn’t put my 침대 clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:
저기요 Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad said I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I 사랑 u. -Jacob.
I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.
Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I 사랑 u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting 당신 out. -Bella
I waited for about 30 분 after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.
The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.
3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me 또는 tricking me.
From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it said Jasper 당신 would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses 당신 so much. 당신 kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting 당신 soon, Bella. I promise 당신 will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]
This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.
3 days later:
I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The 일 went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d said hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….
I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward 또는 someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my 침대 as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.
“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are 당신 staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I 사랑 you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward said and picked me up, bridal style.
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2.Bella james really loves u
3.James can have your too disracting
4.Jacob can have bella i'll take my chances with a werewolf!
5.Rosalie is acually my girlfriend
6.I hate humans
7.Lets find a bear
7. go away bella!
8.lets go see jake and die today!
9. die die die
10. i perfer humans
11.Ihate 당신 bella
12.you giong to kill me
13.I'm best 프렌즈 with laurent
14.James is my friend
15 Jazz calm me down 또는 i'll killl bella!
Ohh scary
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I 사랑 u jacob black
I hate 당신 bella
I 사랑 britney spears
Stupid bella
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Like whatever!
2.Bella james really loves u
3.James can have your too disracting
4.Jacob can have bella i'll take my chances with a werewolf!
5.Rosalie is acually my girlfriend
6.I hate humans
7.Lets find a bear
7. go away bella!
8.lets go see jake and die today!
9. die die die
10. i perfer humans
11.Ihate 당신 bella
12.you giong to kill me
13.I'm best 프렌즈 with laurent
14.James is my friend
15 Jazz calm me down 또는 i'll killl bella!
Ohh scary
또는 ekse
I 사랑 jacob
hiiii james
I 사랑 u jacob black
I hate 당신 bella
I 사랑 britney spears
Stupid bella
oh my golly gosh
Like whatever!
The on-screen couple recently lit up the red carpet at the Twilight premiere on Monday night with the rest of the cast.
An insider reveals the secrets behind the set about the couple to the magazine: “Kristen and Rob bonded from the moment they met. They got along so well that people were convinced they were secretly in love. She [Kristen] and Rob had a lot in common, and it didn’t take long for them to develop a very close relationship.”
The insider also had to share: “They were very touchy-feely around each other and they seemed to share a lot of inside jokes.”
Maybe there’s 더 많이 than just movie magic going on, but we highly doubt it. Kristen, 18, has been dating actor Michael Angarano for, as she puts it, “forever.”
Lilly sage.
I have recently visited Stephenie's Official site. I have become indefinitaly horrified.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have 게시됨 up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had given them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has 게시됨 up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have 게시됨 up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had given them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has 게시됨 up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.